第 14 节
作者:一半儿      更新:2022-05-10 16:22      字数:7188
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  他的诗在题材选取和主题开掘上同古代诗歌先贤如同一辙,但在诗歌风味上却是非常现代的。现在,我们不妨读一首,这首诗写于1942年5月18日,题目是《我来了》:
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  我来了!/我又坐在了/那西窗下,/你备下的/仍然是一杯红茶。//孩子!/昨天夜/我归去,/抚清风,/背的是初三月!/那时候——/古城/街巷/才静呢!/连狗声/都听不见,/只有热/烧着心跳!//今宵啊!/仍然是——/风澹,月黄,星稀。
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  瞧,这不是意象主义、象征派的好诗么,而且这里也可以讲有唯美主义的成分,现代派的成分,但诗人并没有刻意地去追求这些所谓的主义,而是用他作为一个现代人的心灵去体悟、去感应着发生在现代的人和事,所以才有了现代的况味。
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  1978年诗人在东山“归来”之后,迎来了他诗歌创作的又一个春天。“归来”之后,诗人似乎有更加浓重的“忧患意识”和历史的“兴亡之感”了,诗人似乎更加深重地意识到了压在他头上的历史责任感了,所以他写《游故宫》,所以他写《登景山》,这些诗也都是写得非常“感心动耳、回肠荡气”的。
  高贵(组诗)
  ■ 简 明
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  是谁弄脏了我们的诗歌
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  诗经
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  是一只鸟怀念一只鸟
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  是一条河穿越一条河
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  是一座山覆盖一座山
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  诗经
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  比古老的绘画更绘画
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  比伟大的史诗更史诗
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  比神圣的宗教更宗教
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  诗经
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  人类需要阳光、空气、水和你的倾诉
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  历史的河床已经腐朽了
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  你不朽的流传谁在倾听
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  诗经
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  遥远的节律纷沓而去
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  你的旗帜镌刻在石器上
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  石器的年代被时间之尘掩埋
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  诗经
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  是鸽子弄脏了我们的天空
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  是庄稼弄脏了我们的土地
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  是谁弄脏了我们的诗歌
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  2004年3月3日石家庄
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  BC集团军人物志(二首)
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  团长
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  坐飞快的吉普
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  骂粗俗的话
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  烟头
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  是团长的手杖
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  团长在团队是上帝
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  团长在战场是上帝
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  团长在上帝面前
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  依然是
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  上帝
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  喜欢大笑
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  喜欢用胡茬
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  拍部下的肩膀
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  于是部下们统统的显老
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  肩头扛着三星牢骚
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  和五星尊重
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  发怒时
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  团长常常将烟灰
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  弹进茶杯
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  然后一口吞下
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  于是发布的命令
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  淬过火
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  脸色刚毅而果决
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  团长穿特号雨靴
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  团长的袜子
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  裹特号臭味
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  于是团长的勤务兵
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  老跑卫生所
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  不知不觉
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  总会有漂亮的护士
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  成为团长
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  团长在梦里打过仗
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  真正打仗了
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  团长却老了
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  1988年3月9日战区
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  老兵
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  新兵信多
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  老兵病多
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  新兵通向老兵的路
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  铺满药片
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  和情书
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  老兵床下塞着一大堆履历
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  假日由新兵掏出来
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  洗了又洗
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  而老兵
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  总是横睡在怀表里
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  作为假日休止的
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  时间
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  宽容的瘦黄的女人
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  属于老兵
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  寡味的笨重的生活
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  属于老兵
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  老兵的儿子
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  二岁就会骂人
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  五岁就能上树
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  八岁就被打掉三颗门牙
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  这些老兵不知道
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  老兵出门时
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  总是扔下一长串债务
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  让妻子去慢慢喂养
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  然后随便在什么地方
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  扔掉一条腿
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  勋章
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  成为老兵的轮椅
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  1988年3月30日战区
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  想象死亡
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  这一天还遥远呵
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  (说它遥远是因它太近太近)
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  它绝对不露声色
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  却时时扫描你的警觉
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  像迷津淹没在神秘的白色雾海
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  所有的打捞都枉费心机
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  像视野里沥雨不断的南方
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  生长一片茫然
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  没有任何威胁盘旋
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  盘旋的只是人类的潜能
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  投影在士兵的意识河里
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  急速流淌着
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  发出像他们久蹲天然岩洞
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  关节发出的异响
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  于是他们匍匐在战壕的红壤之上
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  向地平线的另一端
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  射出命运的弧
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  生命之舟便这样出发了
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  烟头
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  是最简易最隐秘的备忘录
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  常常在他们的耳朵旁
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  耸立成消息树
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  并且结满岁月的机智果
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  一旦有人宣布要分手了
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  烟头便成为他的全部行装
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  一直陪伴他到达目的地
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  这些沉默无语的烟头
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  有时候还会点燃
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  士兵的某种情绪
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  或者某种不可名状的感觉
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  老兵讥笑这是胆怯与惊慌
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  于是将烟头瓜分了
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  并且填入阵地日志
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  这一刻无踪无迹
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  但的确存在
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  它降临
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  很可能不像四处流窜的耗子
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  偷吃士兵的干粮或寻偶交媾
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  那般明目张胆
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  他们将在处处设防
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  充分想象过它之后
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  突然与它
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  遭遇
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  难说
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  谁战败谁
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  1987年9月28日战区
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  掩体对话录
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  老兵
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  我去丛林撒尿
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  会不会触雷
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  ——就地解决
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  老兵
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  弹片击中头盔
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  脑袋痛吗
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  ——头盔痛
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  1987年5月31日战区
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  被爱就是被阳光覆盖
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  这是一个可怕的夜晚
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  现在是凌晨一点
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  失眠作为诗人的职业道德
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  已使我无法拒绝
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  天下寂静如睡
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  而我却期待有个人
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  共同分享自由
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  以及创造的欲念
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  无论你是谁
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  正如我远离阳光一样
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  你远离着我
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  被时空分割的痛苦
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  才真正叫作痛苦
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  这一点
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  是我们共同的财富
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  你坐在阳光厚厚的积雪之上