第 20 节
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  m at that time。  When he returned from there; he was the saddest of poets。  For some time he was; as it were; stunned。  His very soul seemed to be bowed down with his grief。  He was astonished at the change he felt in himself; and he did not by any means court any fresh inspiration。
  _J'ai vu; le temps ou ma jeuxesse_         _Sur mes levres etait sans cesse_         _Prete a chanter comme un oiseau;_         _Mais j'ai souffert un dur martyre_         _Et le moins que j'en pourrais dire_;         _Si je lessayais sur a lyre_;         _La briserait comme un roseau_;
  he writes。
  In the _Nuit de Mai_; the earliest of these songs of despair; we have the poet's symbol of the pelican giving its entrails as food to its starving young。  The only symbols that we get in this poetry are symbols of sadness; and these are at times given in magnificent fulness of detail。  We have solitude in the _Nuit de decembre_; and the labourer whose house has been burnt in the _Lettre a Lamartine_。  The _Nuit d'aout_ gives proof of a wild effort to give life another trial; but in the _Auit d'octobre_ anger gets the better of him once more。
  _Honte a toi; qui la premiere         M'as appris la trahison 。 。 。!_
  The question has often been asked whether the poet refers here to the woman he loved in Venice but it matters little whether he did or not。  He only saw her through the personage who from henceforth symbolized 〃woman〃 to him and the suffering which she may cause a man。  And yet; as this suffering became less intense; softened as it was by time; he began to discover the benefit of it。  His soul had expanded; so that he was now in communion with all that is great in Nature and in Art。  The harmony of the sky; the silence of night; the murmur of flowing water; Petrarch; Michel Angelo; Shakespeare; all appealed to him。  The day came when he could write:
  _Un souvenir heureux est peut…etre sur terre         Plus vrai que le bonheur_。
  This is the only philosophy for a conception of life which treats love as everything for man。  He not only pardons now; but he is grateful
  _Je ne veux rien savoir; ni si les champ s
  fleurissent; Nice quil adviendra di。; simulacre
  humain; Ni si ces vastes cieux eclaireront demain
  Ce qu' ils ensevelissent。  heure; en ce lieu;
  Je me dis seulement:  a cette
  Un jour; je fus aime; j'aimais; elle etait belle;
  Jenfouis ce tresor dans mon ame immortelle
  Et je l'em porte a Dieu。_
  This love poem; running through all he wrote from the _Nuit de Mai_ to the _Souvenir_; is undoubtedly the most beautiful and the most profoundly human of anything in the French language。  The charming poet had become a great poet。  That shock had occurred within him which is felt by the human being to the very depths of his soul; and makes of him a new creature。  It is in this sense that the theory of the romanticists; with regard to the educative virtues of suffering; is true。  But it is not only suffering in connection with our love affairs which has this special privilege。  After some misfortune which uproots; as it were; our life; after some disappointment which destroys our moral edifice; the world appears changed to us。  The whole network of accepted ideas and of conventional opinions is broken asunder。  We find ourselves in direct contact with reality; and the shock makes our true nature come to the front。 。 。 。  Such was the crisis through which Musset had just passed。  The man came out of it crushed and bruised; but the poet came through it triumphant。
  It has been insisted on too much that George Sand was only the reflection of the men who had approached her。  In the case of Musset it was the contrary。  Musset owed her more than she owed to him。  She transformed him by the force of her strong individuality。  She; on the contrary; only found in Musset a child; and what she was seeking was a dominator。
  She thought she had discovered him this very year 1835。
  The sixth _Lettre d'un voyageur_ was addressed to Everard。  This Everard was considered by her to be a superior man。  He was so much above the average height that George Sand advised him to sit down when he was with other men; as when standing he was too much above them。  She compares him to Atlas carrying the world; and to Hercules in a lion's skin。  But among all her comparisons; when she is seeking to give the measure of his superiority; without ever really succeeding in this; it is evident that the comparison she prefers is that of Marius at Minturnae。  He personifies virtue a _l'antique:_ he is the Roman。
  Let us now consider to whom all this flattery was addressed; and who this man; worthy of Plutarch's pen; was。  His name was Michel; and he was an advocate at Bourges。  He was only thirty… seven years of age; but he looked sixty。  After Sandeau and Musset; George Sand had had enough of 〃adolescents。〃  She was very much struck with Michel; as he looked like an old man。  The size of his cranium was remarkable; or; as she said of his craniums:  〃It seemed as though he had two craniums; one joined to the other。〃  She wrote:  〃The signs of the superior faculties of his mind were as prominent at the prow of this strong vessel as those of his generous instincts at the stern。〃'21' In order to understand this definition of the 〃fine physique〃 by George Sand; we must remember that she was very much taken up with phrenology at this time。  One of her _Lettres d'un voyageur_ was entitled Sur _Lavater et sur une Maison deserte_。  In a letter to Madame d'Agoult; George Sand tells that her gardener gave notice to leave; and; on asking him his reason; the simple…minded man replied:  〃Madame has such an ugly head that my wife; who is expecting; might die of fright。〃  The head in question was a skull; an anatomical one with compartments all marked and numbered; according to the system of Gall and Spurzheim。  In 1837; phrenology was very much in favour。  In 1910; it is hypnotism; so we have no right to judge the infatuation of another epoch。
  '21' _Histoire de ma vie_。
  Michel's cranium was bald。  He was short; slight; he stooped; was short…sighted and wore glasses。  It is George Sand who gives these details for his portrait。  He was born of peasant parents; and was of Jacobin simplicity。  He wore a thick; shapeless inverness and sabots。  He felt the cold very much; and used to ask permission to put on a muffler indoors。  He would then take three or four out of his pockets and put them on his head; one over the other。  In the _Lettre d'un voyageur_ George Sand mentions this crown on Everard's head。  Such are the illusions of love。
  The first time she met Michel was at Bourges。  She went with her two friends; Papet and Fleury; to call on him at the hotel。  From seven o'clock until midnight he never ceased talking。  It was a magnificent night; and he proposed a walk in the town at midnight。  When they came back to his door he insisted on taking them home; and so they continued walking backwards and forwards until four in the morning。  He must have been an inveterate chatterer to have clung to this public of three persons at an hour when the great buildings; with the moon throwing its white light over them and everything around; must have suggested the majesty of silence。  To people who were amazed at this irrepressible eloquence; Michel answered ingenuously:  〃Talking is thinking aloud。  By thinking aloud in this way I advance more quickly than if I thought quietly by myself。〃  This was Numa Roumestan's idea。  〃As for me;〃 he said; 〃when I am not talking; I am not thinking。〃  As a matter of fact; Michel; like Numa; was a native of Provence。  In Paris there was a repetition of this nocturnal and roving scene。  Michel and his friends had come to a standstill on the Saints…Peres bridge。  They caught sight of the Tuileries lighted up for a ball。  Michel became excited; and; striking the innocent bridge and its parapet with his stick; he exclaimed:  〃I tell you that if you are to freshen and renew your corrupt society; this beautiful river will first have to be red with blood; that accursed palace will have to be reduced to ashes; and the huge city you are now looking at will have to be a bare strand where the family of the poor man can use the plough and build a cottage home。〃
  This was a fine phrase for a public meeting; but perhaps too fine for a conversation between friends on the Saints…Peres bridge。
  This was in 1835; at the most brilliant moment of Michel's career。  It was when he was taking part in the trial of the accused men of April。  After the insurrections of the preceding year at Lyons and Paris; a great trial had commenced before the Chamber of Peers。  We are told that:  〃The Republican party was determined to make use of the cross…questioning of the prisoners for accusing the Government and for preaching Republicanism and Socialism。  The idea was to invite a hundred and fifty noted Republicans to Paris from all parts of France。  In their quality of defenders; they would be the orators of this great manifestation。〃  Barb'es; Blanqui; Flocon; Marie; Raspail; Trelat and Michel of Bourges were among these Republicans。  〃On the 11th of May; the revolutionary newspapers published a manifesto in which the com