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作者:天净沙      更新:2022-05-01 22:41      字数:9319
  were     really   great  advantages;      as  they   were    great  encouragements。        He
  procured      for   me;   also;   the   printing    of   the   laws   and    votes   of   that
  government;        which    continu'd    in  my    hands    as   long   as  I  follow'd    the
  business。
  I now open'd a little stationer's shop。 I had in it blanks of all sorts; the
  correctest that ever appear'd among us; being assisted in that by my friend
  Breintnal。      I  had   also   paper;    parchment;      chapmen's      books;    etc。   One
  Whitemash; a compositor I had known in London; an excellent workman;
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  now came to me; and work'd with me constantly and diligently; and I took
  an apprentice; the son of Aquila Rose。
  I began now gradually to pay off the debt I was under for the printing…
  house。 In order to secure my credit and character as a tradesman; I took
  care   not   only   to   be   in  reality   industrious   and   frugal;   but   to   avoid   all
  appearances to the contrary。 I drest plainly; I was seen at no places of idle
  diversion。     I  never    went    out   a  fishing    or  shooting;     a  book;    indeed;
  sometimes debauch'd me from my work; but that was seldom; snug; and
  gave     no  scandal;    and;   to  show    that   I  was   not  above    my    business;    I
  sometimes   brought   home   the         paper   I   purchas'd   at  the   stores   thro'  the
  streets   on   a   wheelbarrow。   Thus   being   esteem'd   an   industrious;   thriving
  young     man;    and   paying     duly   for  what    I  bought;    the  merchants      who
  imported   stationery   solicited   my   custom;   others   proposed   supplying   me
  with books; and I went on swimmingly。 In the mean time; Keimer's credit
  and business declining daily; he was at last forc'd to sell his printing house
  to satisfy his creditors。 He went to Barbadoes; and there lived some years
  in very poor circumstances。
  His   apprentice;   David   Harry;   whom   I   had   instructed   while   I   work'd
  with him; set up in his place at Philadelphia; having bought his materials。 I
  was at first apprehensive of a powerful rival in Harry; as his friends were
  very able; and had a good deal of interest。 I therefore propos'd a partner…
  ship to him which he; fortunately for me; rejected with scorn。 He was very
  proud;   dress'd   like   a   gentleman;   liv'd   expensively;   took   much   diversion
  and pleasure abroad; ran in debt; and neglected his business; upon which;
  all business   left him;   and; finding nothing to do;  he followed   Keimer  to
  Barbadoes;       taking   the   printing…house     with    him。   There    this  apprentice
  employ'd his former master as a journeyman; they quarrel'd often; Harry
  went continually behindhand; and at length was forc'd to sell his types and
  return   to   his   country   work   in   Pensilvania。   The   person   that   bought   them
  employ'd Keimer to use them; but in a few years he died。
  There remained now no competitor with me at Philadelphia but the old
  one; Bradford; who was rich and easy; did a little printing now and then by
  straggling hands; but was not very anxious about the business。 However;
  as he kept the post…office; it was imagined he had better opportunities of
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  obtaining       news;      his    paper     was     thought      a    better    distributer      of
  advertisements   than   mine;   and   therefore   had   many;   more;   which   was   a
  profitable thing to   him;  and   a   disadvantage   to   me;   for;  tho'   I   did   indeed
  receive and send papers by the post; yet the publick opinion was otherwise;
  for   what   I   did   send   was   by  bribing   the   riders;   who   took   them  privately;
  Bradford       being    unkind     enough      to   forbid    it;  which     occasion'd     some
  resentment on my part; and I thought so meanly of him for it; that; when I
  afterward came into his situation; I took care never to imitate it。
  I had hitherto continu'd to board with Godfrey; who lived in part of my
  house   with   his   wife   and   children;   and   had   one   side   of   the   shop   for   his
  glazier's   business;   tho'   he   worked        little;   being   always   absorbed      in   his
  mathematics。   Mrs。   Godfrey   projected   a   match   for   me   with   a   relation's
  daughter;   took   opportunities   of   bringing   us   often   together;   till   a   serious
  courtship on my part ensu'd; the girl being in herself very deserving。 The
  old folks encourag'd me by continual invitations to supper; and by leaving
  us together; till at length it was time to explain。 Mrs。 Godfrey manag'd our
  little   treaty。   I   let   her   know   that   I   expected   as   much   money   with   their
  daughter   as   would       pay   off   my   remaining   debt       for   the  printing…house;
  which   I   believe   was   not   then   above   a  hundred   pounds。   She   brought   me
  word   they   had   no   such   sum   to   spare;   I   said   they   might   mortgage   their
  house   in   the   loan…office。   The   answer   to   this;   after   some   days;   was;   that
  they   did   not   approve   the   match;   that;   on   inquiry   of   Bradford;   they   had
  been   inform'd   the   printing   business   was   not   a   profitable   one;   the   types
  would soon be worn out; and more wanted; that S。 Keimer and D。 Harry
  had failed one after the other; and I should probably soon follow them; and;
  therefore; I was forbidden the house; and the daughter shut up。
  Whether   this   was   a   real   change   of   sentiment   or   only   artifice;   on   a
  supposition       of   our   being    too   far  engaged      in  affection    to   retract;   and
  therefore   that   we   should   steal   a   marriage;   which   would   leave   them   at
  liberty to give or withhold what they pleas'd; I know not; but I suspected
  the    latter;  resented     it;  and   went    no   more。     Mrs。    Godfrey     brought     me
  afterward   some   more   favorable   accounts   of   their   disposition;   and   would
  have drawn me on again; but I declared absolutely my resolution to have
  nothing more to do with that family。 This was resented by the Godfreys;
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  we differ'd; and they removed; leaving me the whole house; and I resolved
  to take no more inmates。
  But this affair having turned my thoughts to marriage; I look'd round
  me   and   made   overtures   of   acquaintance   in   other  places;   but   soon   found
  that; the business of a printer being generally thought a poor one; I was not
  to   expect   money   with   a   wife;   unless   with   such   a   one   as   I   should   not
  otherwise   think   agreeable。   In   the   mean   time;   that   hard…to…be…governed
  passion of youth hurried me frequently into intrigues with low women that
  fell   in  my    way;    which    were    attended    with   some     expense    and    great
  inconvenience;   besides   a   continual   risque   to   my   health   by   a   distemper
  which of all things I dreaded; though by great good luck I escaped it。 A
  friendly correspondence as neighbors and old acquaintances had continued
  between me and Mrs。 Read's family; who all had a regard for me from the
  time   of   my   first   lodging   in   their   house。   I   was   often   invited   there   and
  consulted in their affairs; wherein I sometimes was of service。 I piti'd poor
  Miss   Read's   unfortunate   situation;   who   was   generally   dejected;   seldom
  cheerful;      and    avoided     company。       I  considered       my    giddiness     and
  inconstancy       when    in  London      as  in  a  great   degree    the   cause    of  her
  unhappiness; tho' the mother was good enough to think the fault more her
  own than mine; as she had prevented our marrying before I went thither;
  and persuaded the other match in my absence。 Our mutual affection was
  revived; but there were now great objections to our union。 The match was
  indeed looked upon as invalid; a preceding wife being said to be living in
  England; but this could not easily be prov'd; because of the distance; and;
  tho' there was a report of his death; it was not certain。 Then; tho' it should
  be true; he had left many debts; which his successor might be call'd upon
  to pay。 We ventured; however; over all these difficulties; and I took her to
  wife; September 1st; 1730。 None of the inconveniences happened that we
  had   apprehended;   she   proved   a   good   and   faithful   helpmate;   assisted