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were really great advantages; as they were great encouragements。 He
procured for me; also; the printing of the laws and votes of that
government; which continu'd in my hands as long as I follow'd the
business。
I now open'd a little stationer's shop。 I had in it blanks of all sorts; the
correctest that ever appear'd among us; being assisted in that by my friend
Breintnal。 I had also paper; parchment; chapmen's books; etc。 One
Whitemash; a compositor I had known in London; an excellent workman;
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now came to me; and work'd with me constantly and diligently; and I took
an apprentice; the son of Aquila Rose。
I began now gradually to pay off the debt I was under for the printing…
house。 In order to secure my credit and character as a tradesman; I took
care not only to be in reality industrious and frugal; but to avoid all
appearances to the contrary。 I drest plainly; I was seen at no places of idle
diversion。 I never went out a fishing or shooting; a book; indeed;
sometimes debauch'd me from my work; but that was seldom; snug; and
gave no scandal; and; to show that I was not above my business; I
sometimes brought home the paper I purchas'd at the stores thro' the
streets on a wheelbarrow。 Thus being esteem'd an industrious; thriving
young man; and paying duly for what I bought; the merchants who
imported stationery solicited my custom; others proposed supplying me
with books; and I went on swimmingly。 In the mean time; Keimer's credit
and business declining daily; he was at last forc'd to sell his printing house
to satisfy his creditors。 He went to Barbadoes; and there lived some years
in very poor circumstances。
His apprentice; David Harry; whom I had instructed while I work'd
with him; set up in his place at Philadelphia; having bought his materials。 I
was at first apprehensive of a powerful rival in Harry; as his friends were
very able; and had a good deal of interest。 I therefore propos'd a partner…
ship to him which he; fortunately for me; rejected with scorn。 He was very
proud; dress'd like a gentleman; liv'd expensively; took much diversion
and pleasure abroad; ran in debt; and neglected his business; upon which;
all business left him; and; finding nothing to do; he followed Keimer to
Barbadoes; taking the printing…house with him。 There this apprentice
employ'd his former master as a journeyman; they quarrel'd often; Harry
went continually behindhand; and at length was forc'd to sell his types and
return to his country work in Pensilvania。 The person that bought them
employ'd Keimer to use them; but in a few years he died。
There remained now no competitor with me at Philadelphia but the old
one; Bradford; who was rich and easy; did a little printing now and then by
straggling hands; but was not very anxious about the business。 However;
as he kept the post…office; it was imagined he had better opportunities of
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obtaining news; his paper was thought a better distributer of
advertisements than mine; and therefore had many; more; which was a
profitable thing to him; and a disadvantage to me; for; tho' I did indeed
receive and send papers by the post; yet the publick opinion was otherwise;
for what I did send was by bribing the riders; who took them privately;
Bradford being unkind enough to forbid it; which occasion'd some
resentment on my part; and I thought so meanly of him for it; that; when I
afterward came into his situation; I took care never to imitate it。
I had hitherto continu'd to board with Godfrey; who lived in part of my
house with his wife and children; and had one side of the shop for his
glazier's business; tho' he worked little; being always absorbed in his
mathematics。 Mrs。 Godfrey projected a match for me with a relation's
daughter; took opportunities of bringing us often together; till a serious
courtship on my part ensu'd; the girl being in herself very deserving。 The
old folks encourag'd me by continual invitations to supper; and by leaving
us together; till at length it was time to explain。 Mrs。 Godfrey manag'd our
little treaty。 I let her know that I expected as much money with their
daughter as would pay off my remaining debt for the printing…house;
which I believe was not then above a hundred pounds。 She brought me
word they had no such sum to spare; I said they might mortgage their
house in the loan…office。 The answer to this; after some days; was; that
they did not approve the match; that; on inquiry of Bradford; they had
been inform'd the printing business was not a profitable one; the types
would soon be worn out; and more wanted; that S。 Keimer and D。 Harry
had failed one after the other; and I should probably soon follow them; and;
therefore; I was forbidden the house; and the daughter shut up。
Whether this was a real change of sentiment or only artifice; on a
supposition of our being too far engaged in affection to retract; and
therefore that we should steal a marriage; which would leave them at
liberty to give or withhold what they pleas'd; I know not; but I suspected
the latter; resented it; and went no more。 Mrs。 Godfrey brought me
afterward some more favorable accounts of their disposition; and would
have drawn me on again; but I declared absolutely my resolution to have
nothing more to do with that family。 This was resented by the Godfreys;
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we differ'd; and they removed; leaving me the whole house; and I resolved
to take no more inmates。
But this affair having turned my thoughts to marriage; I look'd round
me and made overtures of acquaintance in other places; but soon found
that; the business of a printer being generally thought a poor one; I was not
to expect money with a wife; unless with such a one as I should not
otherwise think agreeable。 In the mean time; that hard…to…be…governed
passion of youth hurried me frequently into intrigues with low women that
fell in my way; which were attended with some expense and great
inconvenience; besides a continual risque to my health by a distemper
which of all things I dreaded; though by great good luck I escaped it。 A
friendly correspondence as neighbors and old acquaintances had continued
between me and Mrs。 Read's family; who all had a regard for me from the
time of my first lodging in their house。 I was often invited there and
consulted in their affairs; wherein I sometimes was of service。 I piti'd poor
Miss Read's unfortunate situation; who was generally dejected; seldom
cheerful; and avoided company。 I considered my giddiness and
inconstancy when in London as in a great degree the cause of her
unhappiness; tho' the mother was good enough to think the fault more her
own than mine; as she had prevented our marrying before I went thither;
and persuaded the other match in my absence。 Our mutual affection was
revived; but there were now great objections to our union。 The match was
indeed looked upon as invalid; a preceding wife being said to be living in
England; but this could not easily be prov'd; because of the distance; and;
tho' there was a report of his death; it was not certain。 Then; tho' it should
be true; he had left many debts; which his successor might be call'd upon
to pay。 We ventured; however; over all these difficulties; and I took her to
wife; September 1st; 1730。 None of the inconveniences happened that we
had apprehended; she proved a good and faithful helpmate; assisted