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作者:天净沙      更新:2022-05-01 22:41      字数:9319
  with   a   degree   of   good   will   toward   me;   therefore;   when   she   saw   a   daily
  growing   familiarity  between   me   and   the   two   young   women;   which   they
  appear'd   to   encourage;   she   took   me   aside;   and   said:   〃Young   man;   I   am
  concern'd for thee; as thou has no friend with thee; and seems not to know
  much of the world; or of the snares youth is expos'd to; depend upon it;
  those are very bad women; I can see it in all their actions; and if thee art
  not    upon    thy  guard;    they   will  draw    thee   into   some    danger;    they   are
  strangers to thee; and I advise thee; in a friendly concern for thy welfare;
  to have no acquaintance with them。〃 As I seem'd at first not to think so ill
  of them as she did; she mentioned some things she had observ'd and heard
  that had escap'd my notice; but now convinc'd me she was right。 I thank'd
  her for her kind advice; and promis'd to follow it。 When we arriv'd at New
  York; they told me where they liv'd; and invited me to come and see them;
  but I avoided it; and it was well I did; for the next day the captain miss'd a
  silver spoon and some other things; that had been taken out of his cabbin;
  and; knowing that these were a couple of strumpets; he got a warrant to
  search their lodgings; found the stolen goods; and had the thieves punish'd。
  So;   tho'   we   had   escap'd   a   sunken   rock;   which   we   scrap'd   upon   in   the
  passage; I thought this escape of rather more importance to me。
  At New York I found my friend Collins; who had arriv'd there some
  time   before   me。   We   had   been   intimate   from   children;   and   had   read   the
  same books together; but he had the advantage of more time for reading
  and studying; and a wonderful genius for mathematical learning; in which
  he far outstript me。 While I liv'd in Boston most of my hours of leisure for
  conversation were spent with him; and he continu'd a sober as well as an
  industrious   lad;   was   much   respected   for   his   learning   by   several   of   the
  clergy and other gentlemen; and seemed to promise making a good figure
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  in   life。   But;   during   my   absence;   he   had   acquir'd   a   habit   of   sotting   with
  brandy; and I found by his own account; and what I heard from others; that
  he had been drunk every day since his arrival at New York; and behav'd
  very oddly。 He had gam'd; too; and lost his money; so that I was oblig'd to
  discharge   his   lodgings;   and   defray   his   expenses   to   and   at   Philadelphia;
  which prov'd extremely inconvenient to me。
  The     then   governor     of  New     York;    Burnet    (son   of   Bishop    Burnet);
  hearing from the captain that a young man; one of his passengers; had a
  great many  books; desir'd he would   bring me   to see   him。 I   waited   upon
  him accordingly; and should have taken Collins with me but that he was
  not sober。 The gov'r。 treated me with great civility; show'd me his library;
  which was a very large one; and we had a good deal of conversation about
  books and   authors。 This   was the  second governor   who had   done me   the
  honor   to   take   notice   of   me;   which;   to   a   poor   boy   like   me;   was   very
  pleasing。
  We proceeded to Philadelphia。 I received on the way Vernon's money;
  without which we could hardly have finish'd our journey。 Collins wished
  to be employ'd in some counting…house; but; whether they discover'd his
  dramming        by    his   breath;    or   by   his   behaviour;      tho'   he   had    some
  recommendations;           he   met    with    no   success     in  any    application;     and
  continu'd   lodging   and   boarding   at   the   same   house   with   me;   and   at   my
  expense。      Knowing      I  had   that   money     of   Vernon's;    he   was    continually
  borrowing   of   me;   still   promising   repayment   as   soon   as   he   should   be   in
  business。 At length he had got so much of it that I was distress'd to think
  what I should do in case of being call'd on to remit it。
  His   drinking     continu'd;   about   which   we   sometimes   quarrell'd;;   for;
  when   a   little   intoxicated;   he   was   very   fractious。   Once;   in   a   boat   on   the
  Delaware   with some   other   young   men;  he   refused to   row  in   his   turn。   〃I
  will be row'd home;〃 says he。 〃We will not row you;〃 says I。 〃You must; or
  stay all night on the water;〃 says he; 〃just as you please。〃 The others said;
  〃Let us row; what signifies it?〃 But; my mind being soured with his other
  conduct;   I   continu'd   to   refuse。   So   he   swore   he   would   make   me   row;   or
  throw me overboard; and coming along; stepping on the thwarts; toward
  me;   when   he   came   up   and   struck   at   me;   I   clapped   my   hand   under   his
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  crutch;   and;   rising;   pitched   him   head…foremost   into   the   river。   I   knew   he
  was   a   good   swimmer;   and   so   was   under   little   concern   about   him;   but
  before   he   could   get   round   to   lay   hold   of   the   boat;   we   had   with   a   few
  strokes pull'd her out of his reach; and ever when he drew near the boat;
  we ask'd if he would   row; striking a few strokes   to slide her away  from
  him。     He   was    ready    to   die  with    vexation;     and   obstinately      would     not
  promise to   row。  However;  seeing him  at   last beginning to tire;  we   lifted
  him   in   and   brought   him   home   dripping   wet   in   the   evening。   We   hardly
  exchang'd   a   civil   word afterwards;   and   a West   India   captain;   who   had   a
  commission to procure a tutor for the sons of a gentleman at Barbadoes;
  happening to meet with him; agreed to carry him thither。 He left me then;
  promising       to  remit    me   the   first  money   he     should    receive    in   order   to
  discharge the debt; but I never heard of him after。
  The   breaking   into   this   money   of   Vernon's   was   one   of   the   first   great
  errata of my life; and this affair show'd that my father was not much out in
  his   judgment   when   he   suppos'd   me   too   young   to   manage   business   of
  importance。 But Sir William; on reading his letter; said he was too prudent。
  There     was    great   difference     in   persons;    and    discretion    did   not   always
  accompany years; nor was youth always without it。 〃And since he will not
  set   you   up;〃   says   he;   〃I   will   do   it   myself。   Give   me   an   inventory   of   the
  things necessary to be had from England; and I will send for them。 You
  shall   repay   me   when   you   are  able;   I   am  resolv'd   to   have   a  good   printer
  here;   and   I   am   sure   you   must   succeed。〃   This   was   spoken   with   such   an
  appearance of cordiality; that I had not the least doubt of his meaning what
  he said。 I had   hitherto kept the proposition of my setting up; a secret in
  Philadelphia; and I still kept it。 Had lt been known that I depended on the
  governor; probably some friend; that knew him better; would have advis'd
  me not to rely on him; as I afterwards heard it as his known character to be
  liberal of promises which he never meant to keep。 Yet; unsolicited as he
  was by me; how could I think his generous offers insincere? I believ'd him
  one of the best men in the world。
  I presented him an inventory of a little print'g…house; amounting by my
  computation to   about one  hundred pounds sterling。  He  lik'd it;  but   ask'd
  me   if   my  being   on   the   spot   in   England   to   chuse   the   types;   and   see   that
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  every   thing     was    good    of  the   kind;   might    not   be   of  some    advantage。
  〃Then;〃 says he; 〃when there; you may make acquaintances; and establish
  correspondences in the bookselling and stationery way。〃 I agreed that this
  might   be   advantageous。   〃Then;〃   says   he;   〃get   yourself   ready   to   go   with
  Annis;〃 which was the annual ship; and the only one at that time usually
  passing between London and Philadelphia。 But it would be some months
  before Annis sail'd; so I continu'd working with Keimer; fretting about the
  money Collins had got from me; and in daily apprehensions of being call'd
  upon by Vernon; which; however; did not happen for some years after。
  I   believe   I   have   omitted   mentioning   that;   in   my   first   voyage   from
  Boston;   being   becalm'd   off   Block   Island;   our   people