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with a degree of good will toward me; therefore; when she saw a daily
growing familiarity between me and the two young women; which they
appear'd to encourage; she took me aside; and said: 〃Young man; I am
concern'd for thee; as thou has no friend with thee; and seems not to know
much of the world; or of the snares youth is expos'd to; depend upon it;
those are very bad women; I can see it in all their actions; and if thee art
not upon thy guard; they will draw thee into some danger; they are
strangers to thee; and I advise thee; in a friendly concern for thy welfare;
to have no acquaintance with them。〃 As I seem'd at first not to think so ill
of them as she did; she mentioned some things she had observ'd and heard
that had escap'd my notice; but now convinc'd me she was right。 I thank'd
her for her kind advice; and promis'd to follow it。 When we arriv'd at New
York; they told me where they liv'd; and invited me to come and see them;
but I avoided it; and it was well I did; for the next day the captain miss'd a
silver spoon and some other things; that had been taken out of his cabbin;
and; knowing that these were a couple of strumpets; he got a warrant to
search their lodgings; found the stolen goods; and had the thieves punish'd。
So; tho' we had escap'd a sunken rock; which we scrap'd upon in the
passage; I thought this escape of rather more importance to me。
At New York I found my friend Collins; who had arriv'd there some
time before me。 We had been intimate from children; and had read the
same books together; but he had the advantage of more time for reading
and studying; and a wonderful genius for mathematical learning; in which
he far outstript me。 While I liv'd in Boston most of my hours of leisure for
conversation were spent with him; and he continu'd a sober as well as an
industrious lad; was much respected for his learning by several of the
clergy and other gentlemen; and seemed to promise making a good figure
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in life。 But; during my absence; he had acquir'd a habit of sotting with
brandy; and I found by his own account; and what I heard from others; that
he had been drunk every day since his arrival at New York; and behav'd
very oddly。 He had gam'd; too; and lost his money; so that I was oblig'd to
discharge his lodgings; and defray his expenses to and at Philadelphia;
which prov'd extremely inconvenient to me。
The then governor of New York; Burnet (son of Bishop Burnet);
hearing from the captain that a young man; one of his passengers; had a
great many books; desir'd he would bring me to see him。 I waited upon
him accordingly; and should have taken Collins with me but that he was
not sober。 The gov'r。 treated me with great civility; show'd me his library;
which was a very large one; and we had a good deal of conversation about
books and authors。 This was the second governor who had done me the
honor to take notice of me; which; to a poor boy like me; was very
pleasing。
We proceeded to Philadelphia。 I received on the way Vernon's money;
without which we could hardly have finish'd our journey。 Collins wished
to be employ'd in some counting…house; but; whether they discover'd his
dramming by his breath; or by his behaviour; tho' he had some
recommendations; he met with no success in any application; and
continu'd lodging and boarding at the same house with me; and at my
expense。 Knowing I had that money of Vernon's; he was continually
borrowing of me; still promising repayment as soon as he should be in
business。 At length he had got so much of it that I was distress'd to think
what I should do in case of being call'd on to remit it。
His drinking continu'd; about which we sometimes quarrell'd;; for;
when a little intoxicated; he was very fractious。 Once; in a boat on the
Delaware with some other young men; he refused to row in his turn。 〃I
will be row'd home;〃 says he。 〃We will not row you;〃 says I。 〃You must; or
stay all night on the water;〃 says he; 〃just as you please。〃 The others said;
〃Let us row; what signifies it?〃 But; my mind being soured with his other
conduct; I continu'd to refuse。 So he swore he would make me row; or
throw me overboard; and coming along; stepping on the thwarts; toward
me; when he came up and struck at me; I clapped my hand under his
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crutch; and; rising; pitched him head…foremost into the river。 I knew he
was a good swimmer; and so was under little concern about him; but
before he could get round to lay hold of the boat; we had with a few
strokes pull'd her out of his reach; and ever when he drew near the boat;
we ask'd if he would row; striking a few strokes to slide her away from
him。 He was ready to die with vexation; and obstinately would not
promise to row。 However; seeing him at last beginning to tire; we lifted
him in and brought him home dripping wet in the evening。 We hardly
exchang'd a civil word afterwards; and a West India captain; who had a
commission to procure a tutor for the sons of a gentleman at Barbadoes;
happening to meet with him; agreed to carry him thither。 He left me then;
promising to remit me the first money he should receive in order to
discharge the debt; but I never heard of him after。
The breaking into this money of Vernon's was one of the first great
errata of my life; and this affair show'd that my father was not much out in
his judgment when he suppos'd me too young to manage business of
importance。 But Sir William; on reading his letter; said he was too prudent。
There was great difference in persons; and discretion did not always
accompany years; nor was youth always without it。 〃And since he will not
set you up;〃 says he; 〃I will do it myself。 Give me an inventory of the
things necessary to be had from England; and I will send for them。 You
shall repay me when you are able; I am resolv'd to have a good printer
here; and I am sure you must succeed。〃 This was spoken with such an
appearance of cordiality; that I had not the least doubt of his meaning what
he said。 I had hitherto kept the proposition of my setting up; a secret in
Philadelphia; and I still kept it。 Had lt been known that I depended on the
governor; probably some friend; that knew him better; would have advis'd
me not to rely on him; as I afterwards heard it as his known character to be
liberal of promises which he never meant to keep。 Yet; unsolicited as he
was by me; how could I think his generous offers insincere? I believ'd him
one of the best men in the world。
I presented him an inventory of a little print'g…house; amounting by my
computation to about one hundred pounds sterling。 He lik'd it; but ask'd
me if my being on the spot in England to chuse the types; and see that
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every thing was good of the kind; might not be of some advantage。
〃Then;〃 says he; 〃when there; you may make acquaintances; and establish
correspondences in the bookselling and stationery way。〃 I agreed that this
might be advantageous。 〃Then;〃 says he; 〃get yourself ready to go with
Annis;〃 which was the annual ship; and the only one at that time usually
passing between London and Philadelphia。 But it would be some months
before Annis sail'd; so I continu'd working with Keimer; fretting about the
money Collins had got from me; and in daily apprehensions of being call'd
upon by Vernon; which; however; did not happen for some years after。
I believe I have omitted mentioning that; in my first voyage from
Boston; being becalm'd off Block Island; our people