第 25 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-04-27 10:15      字数:9322
  〃Lady of the Lake;〃 and at once suggested that my
  name be 〃Douglass。〃  From that time until now I
  have been called 〃Frederick Douglass;〃 and as I am
  more widely known by that name than by either of
  the others; I shall continue to use it as my own。
  I was quite disappointed at the general appear…
  ance of things in New Bedford。  The impression
  which I had received respecting the character and
  condition of the people of the north; I found to be
  singularly erroneous。  I had very strangely supposed;
  while in slavery; that few of the comforts; and
  scarcely any of the luxuries; of life were enjoyed at
  the north; compared with what were enjoyed by the
  slaveholders of the south。  I probably came to this
  conclusion from the fact that northern people owned
  no slaves。  I supposed that they were about upon a
  level with the non…slaveholding population of the
  south。  I knew ~they~ were exceedingly poor; and I had
  been accustomed to regard their poverty as the nec…
  essary consequence of their being non…slaveholders。
  I had somehow imbibed the opinion that; in the
  absence of slaves; there could be no wealth; and very
  little refinement。  And upon coming to the north; I
  expected to meet with a rough; hard…handed; and
  uncultivated population; living in the most Spartan…
  like simplicity; knowing nothing of the ease; luxury;
  pomp; and grandeur of southern slaveholders。  Such
  being my conjectures; any one acquainted with the
  appearance of New Bedford may very readily infer
  how palpably I must have seen my mistake。
  In the afternoon of the day when I reached New
  Bedford; I visited the wharves; to take a view of the
  shipping。  Here I found myself surrounded with the
  strongest proofs of wealth。  Lying at the wharves; and
  riding in the stream; I saw many ships of the finest
  model; in the best order; and of the largest size。
  Upon the right and left; I was walled in by granite
  warehouses of the widest dimensions; stowed to their
  utmost capacity with the necessaries and comforts
  of life。  Added to this; almost every body seemed to
  be at work; but noiselessly so; compared with what
  I had been accustomed to in Baltimore。  There were
  no loud songs heard from those engaged in loading
  and unloading ships。  I heard no deep oaths or horrid
  curses on the laborer。  I saw no whipping of men;
  but all seemed to go smoothly on。  Every man ap…
  peared to understand his work; and went at it with
  a sober; yet cheerful earnestness; which betokened
  the deep interest which he felt in what he was doing;
  as well as a sense of his own dignity as a man。  To me
  this looked exceedingly strange。  From the wharves I
  strolled around and over the town; gazing with won…
  der and admiration at the splendid churches; beauti…
  ful dwellings; and finely…cultivated gardens; evincing
  an amount of wealth; comfort; taste; and refinement;
  such as I had never seen in any part of slaveholding
  Maryland。
  Every thing looked clean; new; and beautiful。  I
  saw few or no dilapidated houses; with poverty…
  stricken inmates; no half…naked children and bare…
  footed women; such as I had been accustomed to see
  in Hillsborough; Easton; St。 Michael's; and Balti…
  more。  The people looked more able; stronger; health…
  ier; and happier; than those of Maryland。  I was for
  once made glad by a view of extreme wealth; without
  being saddened by seeing extreme poverty。  But the
  most astonishing as well as the most interesting thing
  to me was the condition of the colored people; a
  great many of whom; like myself; had escaped
  thither as a refuge from the hunters of men。  I found
  many; who had not been seven years out of their
  chains; living in finer houses; and evidently enjoying
  more of the comforts of life; than the average of
  slaveholders in Maryland。  I will venture to assert;
  that my friend Mr。 Nathan Johnson (of whom I
  can say with a grateful heart; 〃I was hungry; and he
  gave me meat; I was thirsty; and he gave me drink;
  I was a stranger; and he took me in〃) lived in a
  neater house; dined at a better table; took; paid
  for; and read; more newspapers; better understood
  the moral; religious; and political character of the
  nation;than nine tenths of the slaveholders in Tal…
  bot county Maryland。  Yet Mr。 Johnson was a work…
  ing man。  His hands were hardened by toil; and not
  his alone; but those also of Mrs。 Johnson。  I found the
  colored people much more spirited than I had sup…
  posed they would be。  I found among them a deter…
  mination to protect each other from the blood…thirsty
  kidnapper; at all hazards。  Soon after my arrival; I
  was told of a circumstance which illustrated their
  spirit。  A colored man and a fugitive slave were on
  unfriendly terms。  The former was heard to threaten
  the latter with informing his master of his where…
  abouts。  Straightway a meeting was called among the
  colored people; under the stereotyped notice; 〃Busi…
  ness of importance!〃  The betrayer was invited to at…
  tend。  The people came at the appointed hour; and
  organized the meeting by appointing a very religious
  old gentleman as president; who; I believe; made a
  prayer; after which he addressed the meeting as fol…
  lows: 〃~Friends; we have got him here; and I would
  recommend that you young men just take him out…
  side the door; and kill him!~〃  With this; a number
  of them bolted at him; but they were intercepted
  by some more timid than themselves; and the be…
  trayer escaped their vengeance; and has not been
  seen in New Bedford since。  I believe there have
  been no more such threats; and should there be here…
  after; I doubt not that death would be the conse…
  quence。
  I found employment; the third day after my ar…
  rival; in stowing a sloop with a load of oil。  It was
  new; dirty; and hard work for me; but I went at it
  with a glad heart and a willing hand。  I was now my
  own master。  It was a happy moment; the rapture of
  which can be understood only by those who have
  been slaves。  It was the first work; the reward of
  which was to be entirely my own。  There was no Mas…
  ter Hugh standing ready; the moment I earned the
  money; to rob me of it。  I worked that day with a
  pleasure I had never before experienced。  I was at
  work for myself and newly…married wife。  It was to me
  the starting…point of a new existence。  When I got
  through with that job; I went in pursuit of a job of
  calking; but such was the strength of prejudice
  against color; among the white calkers; that they re…
  fused to work with me; and of course I could get no
  employment。*  Finding my trade of no immediate
  benefit; I threw off my calking habiliments; and pre…
  pared myself to do any kind of work I could get to
  do。  Mr。 Johnson kindly let me have his wood…horse
  and saw; and I very soon found myself a plenty of
  work。  There was no work too hardnone too dirty。
  I was ready to saw wood; shovel coal; carry wood;
  sweep the chimney; or roll oil casks;all of which I
  * I am told that colored persons can now get employment
  at calking in New Bedforda result of anti…slavery effort。
  did for nearly three years in New Bedford; before I
  became known to the anti…slavery world。
  In about four months after I went to New Bed…
  ford; there came a young man to me; and inquired
  if I did not wish to take the 〃Liberator。〃  I told him
  I did; but; just having made my escape from slavery;
  I remarked that I was unable to pay for it then。  I;
  however; finally became a subscriber to it。  The paper
  came; and I read it from week to week with such
  feelings as it would be quite idle for me to attempt
  to describe。  The paper became my meat and my
  drink。  My soul was set all on fire。  Its sympathy for
  my brethren in bondsits scathing denunciations of
  slaveholdersits faithful exposures of slaveryand its
  powerful attacks upon the upholders of the institu…
  tionsent a thrill of joy through my soul; such as
  I had never felt before!
  I had not long been a reader of the 〃Liberator;〃
  before I got a pretty correct idea of the principles;
  measures and spirit of the anti…slavery reform。  I took
  right hold of the cause。  I could do but little; but
  what I could; I did with a joyful heart; and never felt
  happier than when in an anti…slavery meeting。  I sel…
  dom had much to say at the meetings; because what
  I wanted to say was said so much better by others。
  But; while attending an anti…slavery convention at
  Nantucket; on the 11th of August; 1841; I felt
  strongly moved to speak; and was at the same time
  much urged to do so by Mr。 William C。 Coffin; a
  gentleman who had heard me speak in the colored
  people's meeting at New Bedford。  It was a severe
  cross; and I took it up reluctantly。  The truth was;
  I felt myself a slave; and the idea of speaking to
  white people weighed me down。  I spoke but a few
  moments; when I felt a degree of freedom; and said
  what I desired with considerable ease。  From that
  time u