第 63 节
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  better not be attempted; perhaps。”
  She     had    spoken     it;  but   she   trembled      when     it  was    done;
  conscious that her words were listened to; and daring not even to
  try to observe their effect。
  It  was   soon   generally  agreed   that  Tuesday   should   be   the   day;
  Charles   only   reserving   the   advantage   of   still   teasing   his   wife;   by
  persisting that  he   would   go  to  the   play  to…morrow  if  nobody  else
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  would。
  Captain Wentworth  left   his   seat;   and   walked   to   the   fire…place;
  probably for the sake of walking away from it soon afterwards; and
  taking a station; with less bare…faced design; by Anne。
  “You have not been long enough in Bath;” said he; “to enjoy the
  evening parties of the place。”
  “Oh! no。 The usual character of them has nothing for me。 I am
  no card…player。”
  “You were not formerly; I know。 You did not use to like cards;
  but time makes many changes。”
  “I   am   not   yet   so   much   changed;”     cried   Anne;    and   stopped;
  fearing she hardly knew what misconstruction。 After waiting a few
  moments        he  said—and       as  if  it  were   the   result   of  immediate
  feeling—“It is a period; indeed! Eight years and a half is a period。”
  Whether   he   would   have   proceeded   farther   was   left   to   Anne’s
  imagination to ponder over in a calmer hour; for while still hearing
  the   sounds   he   had   uttered;   she   was   startled   to   other   subjects   by
  Henrietta; eager to make use of the present leisure for getting out;
  and calling on her companions to lose no time; lest somebody else
  should come in。
  They     were   obliged    to  move。    Anne     talked   of  being    perfectly
  ready; and tried to look it; but she   felt  that  could  Henrietta   have
  known      the   regret   and   reluctance     of  her   heart   in  quitting    that
  chair; in preparing to quit the room; she would have found; in all
  her    own    sensations     for  her  cousin;    in  the  very   security    of  his
  affection; wherewith to pity her。
  Their    preparations;      however;     were    stopped     short。   Alarming
  sounds  were  heard;   other  visitors   approached;   and   the   door   was
  thrown      open    for  Sir   Walter    and    Miss   Elliot;   whose    entrance
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  seemed to give a general chill。 Anne felt an instant oppression; and
  wherever she looked saw symptoms of the same。 The comfort; the
  freedom;       the   gaiety   of   the   room     was   over;    hushed     into   cold
  composure;        determined        silence;    or  insipid     talk;  to   meet     the
  heartless elegance of her father and sister。 How mortifying to feel
  that it was so!
  Her     jealous    eye    was    satisfied     in  one    particular。     Captain
  Wentworth  was   acknowledged again   by   each;   by   Elizabeth   more
  graciously than before。 She even addressed him once; and looked
  at   him   more   than   once。   Elizabeth   was;   in   fact;   revolving   a   great
  measure。 The sequel explained it。 After the waste of a few minutes
  in   saying   the   proper   nothings;   she   began   to   give   the   invitation
  which  was   to  comprise   all  the   remaining  dues   of  the   Musgroves。
  “To…morrow   evening;   to   meet   a   few   friends:   no   formal   party。”   It
  was   all   said   very   gracefully;   and   the   cards   with   which   she   had
  provided herself; the “Miss Elliot at home;” were laid on the table;
  with  a   courteous;   comprehensive   smile  to   all;   and   one   smile   and
  one   card   more   decidedly  for  Captain   Wentworth。   The   truth   was;
  that   Elizabeth   had   been   long   enough   in   Bath   to   understand   the
  importance   of   a   man   of   such   an   air   and   appearance   as   his。   The
  past was nothing。 The present was that Captain Wentworth would
  move   about   well   in   her   drawing…room。   The   card   was   pointedly
  given; and Sir Walter and Elizabeth arose and disappeared。
  The interruption had been short; though severe; and ease and
  animation   returned   to   most   of   those   they   left   as   the   door   shut
  them out; but not to Anne。 She could think only of the invitation
  she had with such astonishment witnessed; and of the manner in
  which   it   had   been   received;   a   manner   of       doubtful     meaning;     of
  surprise      rather    than    gratification;     of  polite    acknowledgement
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  rather than acceptance。 She knew him; she saw disdain in his eye;
  and could not venture to believe that he had determined to accept
  such an offering; as an atonement for all the insolence of the past。
  Her   spirits   sank。   He   held   the   card   in   his   hand   after   they   were
  gone; as if deeply considering it。
  “Only     think   of  Elizabeth’s    including     everybody!”      whispered
  Mary     very    audibly。    “I  do   not   wonder     Captain     Wentworth       is
  delighted! You see he cannot put the card out of his hand。”
  Anne caught his eye; saw his cheeks glow; and his mouth form
  itself into a momentary expression of contempt; and turned away;
  that she might neither see nor hear more to vex her。
  The   party   separated。   The   gentlemen   had   their   own   pursuits;
  the ladies proceeded on their own business; and they met no more
  while Anne belonged to them。 She was earnestly begged to return
  and dine; and give them all the rest of the day; but her spirits had
  been so long exerted that at present she felt unequal to more; and
  fit only for home; where she might be sure of being as silent as she
  chose。
  Promising to be with them the whole of the following morning;
  therefore; she closed the fatigues of the present by a toilsome walk
  to Camden…place; there to spend the evening chiefly in listening to
  the    busy    arrangements        of  Elizabeth     and    Mrs。   Clay    for   the
  morrow’s party; the frequent enumeration of the persons invited;
  and   the    continually   improving   detail      of  all  the  embellishments
  which were to make it the most completely  elegant  of  its kind in
  Bath;   while   harassing   herself   with   the   never…ending   question;   of
  whether      Captain     Wentworth       would    come     or  not?   They     were
  reckoning him as certain; but with her it was a gnawing solicitude
  never  appeased   for   five   minutes   together。   She   generally   thought
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  he would come; because she generally thought he ought; but it was
  a case which she could not so shape into any positive act of duty or
  discretion;   as   inevitably   to   defy   the   suggestions   of   very   opposite
  feelings。
  She     only   roused     herself    from    the   broodings      of  this   restless
  agitation; to let Mrs。 Clay know that  she   had been  seen   with  Mr。
  Elliot three hours after his being supposed to  be   out  of  Bath;   for
  having watched in vain for some intimation of the interview from
  the   lady   herself;   she   determined   to   mention   it;   and   it   seemed   to
  her   there     was   guilt   in  Mrs。    Clay’s   face   as   she   listened。    It  was
  transient; cleared away in an instant; but Anne could imagine she
  read   there   the   consciousness   of   having;   by  some   complication   of
  mutual trick; or some overbearing authority of his; been obliged to
  attend (perhaps for half an hour) to his lectures and restrictions on
  her   designs   on   Sir   Walter。   She   exclaimed;   however;   with   a   very
  tolerable imitation of nature;
  “Oh     dear!    very    true。   Only     think;   Miss    Elliot;   to   my    great
  surprise   I   met   with   Mr。   Elliot   in   Bath…street!   I   was   never   more
  astonished。       He   turned     back    and    walked     with   me    to   the  Pump
  Yard。   He   had   been   prevented   setting   off   for   Thornberry;   but   I
  really  forget  by  what—for  I   was   in   a   hurry;   and   could   not   much
  attend; and I can only answer fo