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  might not yet have made the offer; and I could no more speak the
  truth of him; than if he had been your husband。 My heart bled for
  you;    as   I  talked   of   happiness;     and    yet   he   is  sensible;    he   is
  agreeable;   and   with   such   a   woman   as   you;   it   was   not   absolutely
  hopeless。 He was very unkind to his first wife。 They were wretched
  together。 But she was too ignorant and giddy for respect; and he
  had   never   loved   her。   I   was   willing   to   hope   that   you   must   fare
  better。”
  Anne could just acknowledge within herself such a possibility of
  having   been   induced   to   marry   him;   as   made   her   shudder   at   the
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  idea of the misery which must have followed。 It was just possible
  that she might have been persuaded by Lady Russell! And under
  such a supposition; which would have been most miserable; when
  time had disclosed all; too late?
  It   was   very   desirable   that   Lady   Russell   should   be   no   longer
  deceived;      and     one    of  the    concluding      arrangements        of   this
  important   conference;         which    carried    them    through     the   greater
  part     of   the   morning;      was;     that   Anne      had    full   liberty   to
  communicate   to   her   friend   everything   relative   to   Mrs。   Smith;   in
  which his conduct was involved。
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  CHAPTER X
  nne   went   home   to   think   over   all   that  she   had   heard。   In
  Aone point; her feelings were relieved by this knowledge of
  Mr。   Elliot。   There   was   no   longer   anything   of   tenderness
  due to him。 He stood; as opposed to Captain Wentworth; in all his
  own   unwelcome   obtrusiveness; and   the   evil   of  his   attentions   last
  night;     the   irremediable       mischief     he   might     have     done;    was
  considered       with   sensations     unqualified;      unperplexed。—Pity         for
  him   was   all   over。   But   this   was   the   only   point   of   relief。   In   every
  other respect; in looking around her; or penetrating forward; she
  saw more to distrust and to apprehend。 She was concerned for the
  disappointment   and   pain   Lady   Russell   would   be   feeling;   for   the
  mortifications which must  be   hanging  over  her  father  and sister;
  and had all the distress of foreseeing many evils; without knowing
  how to avert any one of them。—She was most thankful for her own
  knowledge of him。 She had never considered herself as entitled to
  reward   for   not   slighting   an   old   friend   like   Mrs。   Smith;   but   here
  was a reward indeed springing from it!—Mrs。 Smith had been able
  to tell her what no one else could have done。 Could the knowledge
  have     been   extended      through   her   family?—But   this        was   a   vain
  idea。 She must talk to Lady Russell; tell her; consult with her; and
  having done her best; wait the event with as much composure as
  possible; and after all; her greatest want of composure would be in
  that    quarter    of  the  mind     which    could    not   be  opened     to  Lady
  Russell;   in   that   flow   of   anxieties   and   fears   which   must   be   all   to
  herself。
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  She  found;   on   reaching   home;   that   she   had;   as   she   intended;
  escaped seeing Mr。 Elliot; that he had called and paid them a long
  morning  visit;   but   hardly   had   she   congratulated   herself;   and   felt
  safe; when she heard that he was coming again in the evening。
  “I had not the smallest intention of asking him;” said Elizabeth;
  with   affected   carelessness;   “but   he   gave   so   many   hints;   so   Mrs。
  Clay says; at least。”
  “Indeed; I do say it。 I never saw anybody in my life spell harder
  for an invitation。 Poor man! I was really in pain for him; for your
  hard…hearted sister; Miss Anne; seems bent on cruelty。”
  “Oh!” cried Elizabeth; “I have been rather too much used to the
  game to be soon overcome by a gentleman’s hints。 However; when
  I found how excessively he was regretting that he should miss my
  father   this   morning;   I   gave   way   immediately;   for   I   would   never
  really     omit    an   opportunity       of  bringing      him    and    Sir   Walter
  together。   They   appear   to   so   much   advantage           in   company   with
  each   other!   Each   behaving   so   pleasantly!   Mr。   Elliot   looking   up
  with so much respect!”
  “Quite delightful!” cried Mrs。 Clay; not daring; however; to turn
  her   eyes   towards   Anne。   “Exactly   like   father   and   son!   Dear   Miss
  Elliot; may I not say father and son?”
  “Oh!   I   lay   no   embargo   on   any   body’s   words。   If   you   will   have
  such     ideas!   But;   upon     my   word;    I  am    scarcely    sensible    of  his
  attentions being beyond those of other men。”
  “My   dear   Miss   Elliot!”   exclaimed   Mrs。   Clay;   lifting   her   hands
  and     eyes;   and    sinking     all  the   rest   of  her   astonishment        in  a
  convenient silence。
  “Well;   my   dear   Penelope;   you   need   not   be   so   alarmed   about
  him。   I   did   invite   him;   you   know。   I   sent   him   away   with   smiles。
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  When   I   found   he   was   really   going   to   his   friends   at   Thornberry
  Park for the whole day to…morrow; I had compassion on him。”
  Anne   admired   the   good   acting   of   the   friend;   in   being   able   to
  shew such pleasure as she did; in the expectation and in the actual
  arrival     of  the    very   person      whose     presence      must    really    be
  interfering with her prime object。 It was impossible but that Mrs。
  Clay must hate the sight of Mr。 Elliot; and yet she could assume a
  most   obliging;     placid    look;  and    appear    quite   satisfied   with    the
  curtailed     license    of  devoting     herself   only   half   as  much     to  Sir
  Walter as she would have done otherwise。
  To Anne herself it was most distressing to see Mr。 Elliot enter
  the   room;   and   quite  painful   to   have   him   approach   and   speak   to
  her。 She had been used before to feel that he could not be always
  quite    sincere;   but   now    she   saw    insincerity    in  every   thing。   His
  attentive     deference      to  her   father;   contrasted      with    his  former
  language; was odious; and when she thought of his cruel conduct
  towards Mrs。 Smith; she could hardly bear the sight of his present
  smiles and mildness; or the sound of his artificial good sentiments。
  She   meant   to   avoid   any   such   alteration   of   manners   as   might
  provoke a remonstrance on his side。 It was a great object to her to
  escape     all  enquiry     or  eclat;  but   it  was   her   intention    to  be   as
  decidedly       cool   to   him     as   might     be   compatible       with    their
  relationship; and to retrace; as quietly as she could; the few steps
  of   unnecessary   intimacy   she   had   been   gradually   led   along。   She
  was accordingly more guarded; and more cool; than she had been
  the night before。
  He wanted to animate her curiosity again as to how and where
  he could have heard her formerly praised; wanted very much to be
  gratified by more solicitation; but the charm was broken: he found
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  that   the   heat   and   animation   of   a   public   room   was   necessary   to
  kindle his modest cousin’s vanity; he found; at least; that it was not
  to be done now; by any of those attempts which he could hazard
  among        the   too…commanding           claims     of   the    others。    He     little
  surmised       that   it  was    a  subject    acting    now    exactly    against     his
  interest;   bringing   immediately   to   her   thoughts   all   those   parts   of
  his conduct which were least excusab