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  had reason to believe that she had   moments   only  of languor  and
  depression;   to   hours   of   occupation   and   enjoyment。   How   could   it
  be?—She   watched—observed—reflected—and   finally   determined
  that   this   was   not   a   case   of   fortitude   or   of   resignation   only。—A
  submissive spirit might be patient; a strong understanding would
  supply   resolution;   but   here   was   something   more;   here   was   that
  elasticity of mind; that disposition to be comforted; that power of
  turning     readily    from    evil  to  good;    and    of  finding    employment
  which carried her out of herself; which was from nature alone。 It
  was   the   choicest   gift   of   Heaven;   and   Anne   viewed   her   friend   as
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  one   of   those   instances   in     which;   by   a   merciful     appointment;   it
  seems designed to counterbalance almost every other want。
  There   had   been   a   time;   Mrs。 Smith  told   her;   when   her   spirits
  had     nearly    failed。   She    could     not   call  herself    an   invalid    now;
  compared   with   her   state   on   first   reaching   Bath。   Then   she   had;
  indeed;   been   a   pitiable   object—for   she   had   caught   cold   on            the
  journey;   and   had   hardly   taken   possession   of   her   lodgings   before
  she was again confined to her bed and suffering under severe and
  constant   pain;   and   all   this   among   strangers—with   the              absolute
  necessity of having a regular nurse; and finances at that moment
  particularly       unfit   to  meet    any    extraordinary       expense。     She    had
  weathered   it;   however;   and   could   truly   say   that   it   had   done   her
  good。 It had increased her comforts by making her feel herself to
  be in good hands。 She had seen too much of the world; to expect
  sudden or disinterested attachment anywhere; but her illness had
  proved to her that her landlady had a character to  preserve;   and
  would not use her ill; and   she   had been   particularly  fortunate   in
  her nurse; as a sister of   her  landlady;   a nurse by  profession;   and
  who had always a home in that house when unemployed; chanced
  to  be   at  liberty  just  in   time   to   attend   her。—“And   she;”   said   Mrs。
  Smith; “besides nursing me most admirably; has really proved an
  invaluable   acquaintance。—As   soon   as   I   could   use   my   hands   she
  taught me to knit; which has been a great amusement; and she put
  me   in   the   way   of   making   these   little   thread…cases;   pin…cushions
  and   card…racks;       which   you   always       find   me    so   busy   about;    and
  which supply  me   with  the   means   of doing a   little   good   to  one   or
  two   very   poor   families   in   this   neighbourhood。   She   had   a           large
  acquaintance;         of  course     professionally;      among       those    who    can
  afford   to   buy;   and   she   disposes   of   my   merchandize。   She   always
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  takes the   right  time   for  applying。   Everybody’s   heart  is  open;  you
  know; when they have   recently  escaped   from severe   pain;   or  are
  recovering   the   blessing   of   health;   and   Nurse   Rooke   thoroughly
  understands when to speak。 She is a shrewd; intelligent; sensible
  woman。 Hers is a line for seeing human nature; and she has a fund
  of good sense and observation; which; as a companion; make her
  infinitely superior to thousands of those who having only received
  ‘the   best   education   in   the   world;’   know   nothing   worth   attending
  to。   Call   it   gossip;   if   you   will;   but   when   Nurse   Rooke   has   half   an
  hour’s leisure to bestow  on   me; she   is sure   to  have   something  to
  relate   that   is   entertaining   and   profitable;   something   that   makes
  one know one’s species better。 One likes to hear what is going on;
  to be au fait as to the newest modes of being trifling and silly。 To
  me;   who  live   so much  alone;  her   conversation;   I   assure   you;   is   a
  treat。”
  Anne; far from wishing to cavil at the pleasure; replied; “I can
  easily believe it。 Women of that class have great opportunities; and
  if   they   are    intelligent    may    be    well   worth    listening     to。  Such
  varieties of  human nature   as  they  are   in   the   habit  of  witnessing!
  And it is not merely in its follies; that they are well read; for they
  see    it   occasionally   under   every   circumstance   that   can   be          most
  interesting or affecting。 What instances must pass before them of
  ardent;      disinterested;       self…denying       attachment;        of   heroism;
  fortitude;     patience;    resignation—of        all  the   conflicts   and    all  the
  sacrifices that ennoble us most。 A sick chamber may often furnish
  the worth of volumes。”
  “Yes;”   said   Mrs。   Smith   more   doubtingly;   “sometimes   it   may;
  though   I   fear   its   lessons   are   not   often   in   the   elevated   style   you
  describe。 Here and there; human nature may be great in times of
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  trial; but generally speaking; it is its weakness and not its strength
  that   appears   in   a   sick   chamber;   it   is   selfishness   and   impatience
  rather than generosity and fortitude; that one hears of。 There is so
  little real   friendship   in   the   world!—and   unfortunately”   (speaking
  low    and   tremulously)      “there    are  so  many     who    forget   to  think
  seriously till it is almost too late。”
  Anne   saw   the   misery   of   such   feelings。   The   husband   had   not
  been what he ought; and the wife had been led among that part of
  mankind which made her think worse of the world than she hoped
  it  deserved。     It  was   but   a  passing    emotion     however      with   Mrs。
  Smith; she shook it off; and soon added in a different tone;
  “I   do  not   suppose   the   situation   my   friend   Mrs。   Rooke   is   in   at
  present; will furnish much either to interest  or  edify  me。—She   is
  only     nursing     Mrs。    Wallis    of  Marlborough…buildings—a             mere
  pretty;    silly;  expensive;     fashionable     woman;      I  believe—and       of
  course will have nothing to report but of lace and finery。—I mean
  to   make    my    profit  of  Mrs。    Wallis;   however。     She   has   plenty    of
  money; and I intend she shall buy all the high…priced things I have
  in hand now。”
  Anne      had    called   several     times    on   her   friend;    before    the
  existence of such a person was known in Camden…place。 At last; it
  became necessary to speak of her。—Sir Walter; Elizabeth and Mrs。
  Clay;    returned     one   morning      from   Laura…place;      with   a  sudden
  invitation  from   Lady  Dalrymple   for  the   same   evening;   and   Anne
  was already engaged; to spend that evening in Westgate…buildings。
  She was not sorry for the excuse。 They were only asked; she was
  sure; because Lady Dalrymple being kept at home by a bad cold;
  was    glad   to  make     use   of  the   relationship     which    had   been    so
  pressed on her;—and she declined on her own account with great
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  alacrity—“She        was    engaged     to  spend    the  evening     with   an   old
  schoolfellow。” They were not much interested in anything relative
  to  Anne;   but  still  there   were   questions   enough  asked;  to  make   it
  understood       what    this  old   schoolfellow     was;   and   Elizabeth     was
  disdainful; and Sir Walter severe。
  “Westgate…buildings!” said he; “and who is Miss Anne Elliot to
  be   visiting  in   Westgate…buildings?—A   Mrs。   Smith。   A   widow   Mrs。
  Smith;—and         who   was    her   husband?   One   of     five  thousand     Mr。
  Smiths whose names are to be met with everywhere。 And what is
  her attraction? That she   is   old and   sickly。—Upon my  word;   Miss
  Anne   Elliot;   you   have   the   most   extraordinary   taste!   Everything
  that   revolts    other   people;   low   company;      paltry   rooms;