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am interested in; is that they should be firm。 If Louisa Musgrove
would be beautiful and happy in her November of life; she will
cherish all her present powers of mind。”
He had done;—and was unanswered。 It would have surprised
Anne if Louisa could have readily answered such a speech—words
of such interest; spoken with such serious warmth!—she could
imagine what Louisa was feeling。 For herself—she feared to move;
lest she should be seen。 While she remained; a bush of low
rambling holly protected her; and they were moving on。 Before
they were beyond her hearing; however; Louisa spoke again。
“Mary is good…natured enough in many respects;” said she;
“but she does sometimes provoke me excessively; by her nonsense
and pride; the Elliot pride。 She has a great deal too much of the
Elliot pride。—We do so wish that Charles had married Anne
instead。—I suppose you know he wanted to marry Anne?”
After a moment’s pause; Captain Wentworth said;
“Do you mean that she refused him?”
“Oh! yes; certainly。”
“When did that happen?”
“I do not exactly know; for Henrietta and I were at school at the
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time; but I believe about a year before he married Mary。 I wish she
had accepted him。 We should all have liked her a great deal better;
and papa and mamma always think it was her great friend Lady
Russell’s doing; that she did not。—They think Charles might not
be learned and bookish enough to please Lady Russell; and that
therefore; she persuaded Anne to refuse him。”
The sounds were retreating; and Anne distinguished no more。
Her own emotions still kept her fixed。 She had much to recover
from; before she could move。 The listener’s proverbial fate was not
absolutely hers; she had heard no evil of herself;—but she had
heard a great deal of very painful import。 She saw how her own
character was considered by Captain Wentworth; and there had
been just that degree of feeling and curiosity about her in his
manner which must give her extreme agitation。
As soon as she could; she went after Mary; and having found;
and walked back with her to their former station; by the stile; felt
some comfort in their whole party being immediately afterwards
collected; and once more in motion together。 Her spirits wanted
the solitude and silence which only numbers could give。
Charles and Henrietta returned; bringing; as may be
conjectured; Charles Hayter with them。 The minutiae of the
business Anne could not attempt to understand; even Captain
Wentworth did not seem admitted to perfect confidence here; but
that there had been a withdrawing on the gentleman’s side; and a
relenting on the lady’s; and that they were now very glad to be
together again; did not admit a doubt。 Henrietta looked a little
ashamed; but very well pleased;—Charles Hayter exceedingly
happy: and they were devoted to each other almost from the first
instant of their all setting forward for Uppercross。
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Everything now marked out Louisa for Captain Wentworth;
nothing could be plainer; and where many divisions were
necessary; or even where they were not; they walked side by side
nearly as much as the other two。 In a long strip of meadow…land;
where there was ample space for all; they were thus divided—
forming three distinct parties; and to that party of the three which
boasted least animation; and least complaisance; Anne necessarily
belonged。 She joined Charles and Mary; and was tired enough to
be very glad of Charles’s other arm;—but Charles; though in very
good humour with her; was out of temper with his wife。 Mary had
shewn herself disobliging to him; and was now to reap the
consequence; which consequence was his dropping her arm
almost every moment to cut off the heads of some nettles in the
hedge with his switch; and when Mary began to complain of it; and
lament her being ill…used; according to custom; in being on the
hedge side; while Anne was never incommoded on the other; he
dropped the arms of both to hunt after a weasel which he had a
momentary glance of; and they could hardly get him along at all。
This long meadow bordered a lane; which their footpath; at the
end of it was to cross; and when the party had all reached the gate
of exit; the carriage advancing in the same direction; which had
been some time heard; was just coming up; and proved to be
Admiral Croft’s gig。—He and his wife had taken their intended
drive; and were returning home。 Upon hearing how long a walk
the young people had engaged in; they kindly offered a seat to any
lady who might be particularly tired; it would save her a full mile;
and they were going through Uppercross。 The invitation was
general; and generally declined。 The Miss Musgroves were not at
all tired; and Mary was either offended; by not being asked before
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any of the others; or what Louisa called the Elliot pride could not
endure to make a third in a one horse chaise。
The walking party had crossed the lane; and were surmounting
an opposite stile; and the Admiral was putting his horse in motion
again; when Captain Wentworth cleared the hedge in a moment to
say something to his sister。 The something might be guessed by its
effects。
“Miss Elliot; I am sure you are tired;” cried Mrs。 Croft。 “Do let
us have the pleasure of taking you home。 Here is excellent room
for three; I assure you。 If we were all like you; I believe we might
sit four。—You must; indeed; you must。”
Anne was still in the lane; and though instinctively beginning to
decline; she was not allowed to proceed。 The Admiral’s kind
urgency came in support of his wife’s; they would not be refused;
they compressed themselves into the smallest possible space to
leave her a corner; and Captain Wentworth; without saying a
word; turned to her; and quietly obliged her to be assisted into the
carriage。
Yes;—he had done it。 She was in the carriage; and felt that he
had placed her there; that his will and his hands had done it; that
she owed it to his perception of her fatigue; and his resolution to
give her rest。 She was very much affected by the view of his
disposition towards her; which all these things made apparent。
This little circumstance seemed the completion of all that had
gone before。 She understood him。 He could not forgive her;—but
he could not be unfeeling。 Though condemning her for the past;
and considering it with high and unjust resentment; though
perfectly careless of her; and though becoming attached to
another; still he could not see her suffer; without the desire of
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giving her relief。 It was a remainder of former sentiment; it was an
impulse of pure; though unacknowledged friendship; it was a
proof of his own warm and amiable heart; which she could not
contemplate without emotions so compounded of pleasure and
pain; that she knew not which prevailed。
Her answers to the kindness and the remarks of her
companions were at first unconsciously given。 Th