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  “Ay; that we shall。”
  “Now     I  have    done;”   cried   Captain     Wentworth。       “When     once
  married people begin to attack me  with;   ‘Oh!  you  will   think   very
  differently; when you are married。’ I can only say; ‘No; I shall not;’
  and then they say again; ‘Yes; you will;’ and there is an end of it。”
  He got up and moved away。
  “What a great traveller you must have been; ma’am!” said Mrs。
  Musgrove to Mrs。 Croft。
  “Pretty well; ma’am; in the fifteen years of my marriage; though
  many   women   have   done   more。   I   have   crossed   the   Atlantic   four
  times; and have been once to the East Indies; and back again; and
  only   once;   besides   being   in   different   places   about   home—Cork;
  and     Lisbon;     and    Gibraltar。     But    I  never     went    beyond      the
  Streights—and         never    was   in  the   West    Indies。   We    do   not   call
  Bermuda or Bahama; you know; the West Indies。”
  Mrs。 Musgrove had not a word to say in dissent; she could not
  accuse   herself   of   having   ever   called   them   anything   in   the   whole
  course of her life。
  “And     I  do   assure    you;   ma’am;”      pursued     Mrs。   Croft;    “that
  nothing can exceed the accommodations of a man…of…war; I speak;
  you   know;   of   the   higher   rates。   When   you   come   to   a   frigate;   of
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  course;   you   are   more   confined—though   any   reasonable               woman
  may be perfectly happy in one of them; and I can safely say; that
  the happiest part of my life has been spent on board a ship。 While
  we    were    together;    you    know;    there    was   nothing     to  be   feared。
  Thank God! I have always been blessed with excellent health; and
  no climate   disagrees   with  me。 A little disordered  always   the   first
  twenty…four hours of going  to  sea;   but  never  knew  what  sickness
  was   afterwards。   The   only   time   I   ever   really   suffered   in   body   or
  mind; the only time that I ever fancied myself unwell; or had any
  ideas   of   danger;   was   the   winter   that   I   passed   by   myself   at   Deal;
  when   the   Admiral  (Captain  Croft   then)   was   in   the   North   Seas。   I
  lived    in  perpetual      fright  at   that  time;    and   had    all  manner     of
  imaginary complaints from not knowing what to do with myself; or
  when   I   should   hear   from   him   next;   but   as   long   as   we   could   be
  together; nothing ever ailed me; and I never met with the smallest
  inconvenience。”
  “Aye;    to   be  sure。—Yes;       indeed;    oh   yes!  I  am    quite   of  your
  opinion; Mrs。 Croft;” was Mrs。 Musgrove’s hearty answer。 “There
  is   nothing   so   bad   as   a   separation。   I   am   quite   of   your   opinion。  I
  know what it is; for Mr。 Musgrove always attends the assizes; and I
  am so glad when they are over; and he is safe back again。”
  The evening ended with dancing。 On its being proposed; Anne
  offered     her    services;    as   usual;    and    though      her   eyes    would
  sometimes   fill   with   tears   as   she   sat   at   the   instrument;   she   was
  extremely glad to be employed; and desired nothing in return but
  to be unobserved。
  It   was   a   merry;   joyous   party;    and   no   one   seemed   in    higher
  spirits than Captain Wentworth。 She felt that he   had   every  thing
  to    elevate    him    which     general     attention     and    deference;      and
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  especially   the   attention   of   all   the   young   women;   could   do。   The
  Miss     Hayters;     the   females     of   the   family    of  cousins     already
  mentioned;   were   apparently   admitted   to   the   honour   of   being   in
  love with him; and as for Henrietta and Louisa; they both seemed
  so    entirely   occupied      by  him;    that   nothing     but   the   continued
  appearance        of  the   most    perfect   good…will     between     themselves
  could have made it credible that they were not decided rivals。 If he
  were a little spoilt by such universal; such eager admiration; who
  could wonder?
  These were some of the thoughts   which  occupied   Anne;   while
  her   fingers    were    mechanically   at   work;      proceeding   for     half  an
  hour  together;   equally  without  error;   and   without   consciousness。
  Once she felt that he was looking at herself—observing her altered
  features;   perhaps;   trying   to   trace   in   them   the   ruins   of   the   face
  which   had   once   charmed   him;   and   once   she   knew   that   he   must
  have spoken of her; she was hardly aware of it; till she heard the
  answer;   but   then   she   was   sure   of   his   having   asked   his   partner
  whether      Miss    Elliot  never    danced?     The    answer     was;   “Oh;    no;
  never; she has quite given up dancing。 She had rather play。 She is
  never tired of playing。” Once; too; he spoke to her。 She had left the
  instrument on the dancing being over; and he had sat down to try
  to make out an air which he wished to give the Miss Musgroves an
  idea of。 Unintentionally she returned to that part of the room; he
  saw her; and; instantly rising; said; with studied politeness;
  “I beg your pardon; madam; this is your seat;” and though she
  immediately drew back with a decided negative; he was not to be
  induced to sit down again。
  Anne   did   not   wish   for   more   of   such   looks   and   speeches。   His
  cold politeness; his ceremonious grace; were worse than any thing。
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  CHAPTER IX
  aptain Wentworth was come to Kellynch as to a home; to
  stay as long as he liked; being as thoroughly the object of
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  the   Admiral’s   fraternal kindness as   of  his   wife’s。   He   had
  intended; on first arriving; to proceed   very  soon   into  Shropshire;
  and visit the brother settled in that country; but the attractions of
  Uppercross   induced   him   to   put   this   off。   There   was   so   much   of
  friendliness; and of flattery; and of everything most bewitching in
  his   reception    there;   the  old   were   so   hospitable;    the  young    so
  agreeable; that he could not but resolve to remain where he was;
  and   take   all   the   charms   and   perfections   of   Edward’s   wife   upon
  credit a little longer。
  It   was    soon   Uppercross      with    him   almost    every    day。   The
  Musgroves could hardly be more ready to invite than he to come;
  particularly in the morning; when he had no companion at home;
  for   the   Admiral     and   Mrs。   Croft   were    generally    out   of  doors
  together;   interesting   themselves       in  their   new   possessions;    their
  grass; and their sheep; and dawdling about in a way not endurable
  to   a   third   person;   or   driving   out   in   a   gig;   lately   added   to   their
  establishment。
  Hitherto there had been but one opinion of Captain Wentworth
  among the   Musgroves   and   their  dependencies。 It  was   unvarying;
  warm   admiration   everywhere;   but   this   intimate   footing   was   not
  more   than   established;   when   a   certain   Charles   Hayter   returned
  among      them;   to  be   a  good   deal   disturbed    by   it;  and  to  think
  Captain Wentworth very much in the way。
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  Charles   Hayter   was   the   eldest   of   all   the   cousins;   and   a   very
  amiable; pleasing young man; between whom and Henrietta there
  had   been   a   considerable   appearance   of   attachment   previous   to
  Captain Wentworth’s introduction。 He was in orders; and having a
  curacy in  the  neighbourhood;   where  residence  was not  required;
  lived   at   his  father’s    house;    only   two   miles    from   Uppercross。   A
  short  absence  from   home  had   left   his   fair   one   unguarded   by   his
  attentions at this critical period;   and   when  he   came back   he   had
  the   pain   of   finding   very   altered   manners;   and   of   seeing   Captain
  Wentworth。
  Mrs。   Musgrov