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  very   much   wished       him   to   meet   Captain   Wentworth;        and   there
  being no sufficient reason against it; he ought to go; and it ended
  in   his   making   a   bold;   public   declaration;   when   he   came   in   from
  shooting;   of   his   meaning   to   dress   directly;   and   dine   at   the   other
  house。
  “Nothing can be going on better than the child;” said he; “so I
  told   my   father;   just   now;   that   I   would   come;   and   he   thought   me
  quite right。 Your sister being with you; my love; I have no scruple
  at all。 You would not like to leave him yourself; but you see I can
  be of no use。 Anne will send for me if anything is the matter。”
  Husbands and wives generally understand when opposition will
  be   vain。   Mary  knew;   from   Charles’s   manner  of   speaking;   that   he
  was quite determined on going; and that it would be of no use to
  teaze him。 She said nothing; therefore; till he was out of the room;
  but as soon as there was only Anne to hear;
  “So you and I are to be left to shift by ourselves; with this poor
  sick  child—and   not   a   creature   coming  near   us   all   the   evening!   I
  knew how it would be。 This is always my luck。 If there is anything
  disagreeable   going   on   men   are   always   sure   to   get   out   of   it;   and
  Charles is as bad as any of them。 Very unfeeling! I must say it is
  very unfeeling of him to be running away from his poor little boy。
  Talks of his being going on so well! How does he know that he is
  going on well; or that there may not be   a sudden  change   half an
  hour hence? I did not think Charles would have been so unfeeling。
  So here he is to go away and enjoy himself; and because I am the
  poor mother; I am not to be allowed to stir;—and yet; I am sure; I
  am more unfit than anybody else to be about the child。 My being
  the mother is the very reason why my feelings should not be tried。
  I am not at all equal to it。 You saw how hysterical I was yesterday。”
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  “But that was only the effect of the suddenness of your alarm—
  of the shock。 You will not be hysterical again。 I dare say we shall
  have nothing to distress us。 I perfectly understand Mr。 Robinson’s
  directions; and have no fears; and indeed; Mary; I cannot wonder
  at your husband。 Nursing does not  belong  to  a   man;   it  is  not  his
  province。   A   sick   child   is   always   the   mother’s   property;   her   own
  feelings generally make it so。”
  “I hope I am as fond of my child as any mother—but  I   do not
  know that I am of any more use in the sick…room than Charles; for
  I cannot be always scolding and teazing the poor child when it is
  ill; and you saw; this morning; that if I told him to keep quiet; he
  was sure to begin kicking about。 I have not nerves for the sort of
  thing。”
  “But;   could   you   be   comfortable   yourself;   to   be   spending   the
  whole evening away from the poor boy?”
  “Yes; you see his papa can; and why should not I?—Jemima is
  so careful; and she could send us word every hour how he was。 I
  really think Charles might as well have told his father we would all
  come。 I am not more alarmed about little Charles now than he is。 I
  was dreadfully alarmed yesterday; but the case is very different to…
  day。”
  “Well—if you do not think it too late to give notice for yourself;
  suppose   you   were      to   go;  as  well  as  your   husband。     Leave    little
  Charles to my care。 Mr。 and Mrs。 Musgrove cannot think it wrong
  while I remain with him。”
  “Are you serious?” cried Mary; her eyes brightening。 “Dear me!
  that’s   a   very  good   thought;   very  good;   indeed。   To  be  sure;   I may
  just as well go as not; for I am of no use at home—am I? and it only
  harasses   me。   You;   who   have  not   a   mother’s   feelings;   are  a   great
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  deal     the   properest      person。    You     can   make      little  Charles     do
  anything;   he always minds  you  at  a   word。   It   will   be   a   great  deal
  better than leaving him only with Jemima。 Oh! I shall certainly go;
  I am sure I ought if I can; quite as much as Charles; for they want
  me   excessively   to   be   acquainted   with   Captain   Wentworth;   and   I
  know   you   do   not   mind   being   left   alone。   An   excellent   thought   of
  yours;    indeed;     Anne。    I  will  go  and    tell  Charles;   and    get  ready
  directly。 You can send for us;   you  know; at  a moment’s   notice;   if
  anything   is   the   matter;   but   I   dare   say   there   will   be   nothing   to
  alarm you。 I should not go; you may be sure; if I did not feel quite
  at ease about my dear child。”
  The   next  moment  she   was   tapping  at  her  husband’s   dressing…
  room door; and as Anne followed her up stairs; she was in time for
  the whole conversation; which began with Mary’s saying; in a tone
  of great exultation;
  “I   mean   to   go   with   you;   Charles;   for   I   am   of   no   more   use   at
  home than you are。 If I   were   to  shut  myself  up   for  ever  with  the
  child; I should not be able to persuade him to do anything he did
  not like。 Anne will stay; Anne undertakes to stay at home and take
  care of him。 It is Anne’s own proposal; and so I shall go with you;
  which will be a great deal better; for I have not dined at the other
  house since Tuesday。”
  “This is very kind of Anne;” was her husband’s answer; “and I
  should be very glad to have you go; but it seems rather hard that
  she should be left at home by herself; to nurse our sick child。”
  Anne     was   now   at   hand   to    take   up   her   own    cause;   and    the
  sincerity   of    her   manner   being   soon       sufficient   to   convince    him;
  where   conviction   was   at   least   very   agreeable;   he   had   no   farther
  scruples as to her being left to dine alone; though he still wanted
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  her to join them in the evening; when the child might be at rest for
  the night; and kindly urged her to let him come and fetch her; but
  she was quite unpersuadable; and this being the case; she had ere
  long   the   pleasure   of   seeing   them   set   off   together   in   high   spirits。
  They      were     gone;    she    hoped;     to   be    happy;     however       oddly
  constructed   such   happiness   might   seem;   as   for   herself;   she   was
  left   with   as   many   sensations   of   comfort;   as   were;   perhaps;   ever
  likely to be hers。 She knew herself to be of the   first  utility  to  the
  child;   and   what   was   it   to   her   if   Frederick   Wentworth   were   only
  half a mile distant; making himself agreeable to others?
  She   would   have   liked   to   know   how   he   felt   as   to   a   meeting。
  Perhaps       indifferent;      if  indifference      could     exist   under      such
  circumstances。 He must be either indifferent or unwilling。 Had he
  wished   ever   to   see   her   again;   he   need   not   have   waited   till   this
  time; he would have done what she could not  but believe   that  in
  his   place she  should   have   done   long   ago;   when   events   had   been
  early giving him the independence which alone had been wanting。
  Her   brother   and      sister   came    back    delighted     with    their  new
  acquaintance;   and   their   visit   in   general。   There   had   been   music;
  singing;   talking;   laughing; all   that   was   most   agreeable;   charming
  manners        in  Captain     Wentworth;        no   shyness     or   reserve;    they
  seemed all   to  know  each  other  perfectly; and   he  was coming  the
  very    next    morning      to  shoot    with   Charles。    He    was    to  come    to
  breakfast; but not at the Cottage; though that had been proposed
  at first; but then he had been pressed to come to the Great House
  instead; and he seemed afraid of being in Mrs。 Charles Musgrove’s
  way; on account of the child; and therefore; somehow; they hardly
  knew how; it ended in Charles’s being to meet him to breakfast at
  his father’s。
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