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  sometimes!—I   assure   you;   Miss   Anne;   it   prevents   my   wishing   to
  see them at our house so often as I otherwise should。 I believe Mrs。
  Charles is not quite pleased with my not inviting them oftener; but
  you   know   it   is   very   bad   to   have   children   with   one   that   one    is
  obligated to be checking  every  moment;   ‘don’t  do  this; and   don’t
  do   that;’—or   that   one   can   only   keep   in   tolerable   order   by   more
  cake than is good for them。”
  She     had   this   communication;         moreover;      from    Mary。     “Mrs。
  Musgrove thinks all her servants so steady; that it would be high
  treason to call it in question; but I am sure; without exaggeration;
  that her upper house…maid and laundry…maid; instead of being in
  their business; are gadding about the village; all day long。 I meet
  them     wherever      I  go;  and    I  declare;   I  never    go   twice   into   my
  nursery without seeing something of them。 If Jemima were not the
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  trustiest;   steadiest   creature   in   the   world;   it   would   be   enough   to
  spoil her; for she tells me; they are always tempting her to take a
  walk with them。” And on Mrs。 Musgrove’s side; it was;—“I make a
  rule of never interfering in any of my daughter…in…law’s concerns;
  for I know it would not do; but I shall tell you; Miss Anne; because
  you may be able to set  things   to  rights;   that  I   have no  very  good
  opinion   of  Mrs。   Charles’s   nursery…maid:   I   hear   strange   stories   of
  her;   she  is   always   upon   the  gad; and   from my  own   knowledge;   I
  can declare; she is such a fine…dressing lady; that she is enough to
  ruin   any   servants   she   comes   near。   Mrs。   Charles   quite   swears   by
  her; I know; but I just give you this hint; that you may be upon the
  watch; because; if you see anything amiss; you need not be afraid
  of mentioning it。”
  Again;   it   was   Mary’s   complaint;   that   Mrs。   Musgrove   was   very
  apt   not   to   give   her   the   precedence   that   was   her   due;   when   they
  dined at the Great House with other families; and she did not see
  any reason why she was to be considered so much at home as to
  lose her place。 And one day when Anne was walking with only the
  Musgroves; one of them after talking of rank; people of rank; and
  jealousy of rank; said; “I have no scruple of observing to you; how
  nonsensical   some   persons   are   about   their   place;   because   all   the
  world knows how easy and indifferent you are about it; but I wish
  anybody could give Mary a hint that it would be a great deal better
  if   she   were   not   so   very   tenacious;   especially   if   she   would   not   be
  always putting  herself  forward   to   take   place   of   mamma。   Nobody
  doubts   her  right  to  have   precedence   of  mamma;   but   it   would   be
  more becoming in her not to be always insisting on it。 It is not that
  mamma cares about it the least in the world; but I know it is taken
  notice of by many persons。”
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  How was Anne to set all these matters to rights? She could do
  little   more     than   listen   patiently;     soften   every    grievance;      and
  excuse   each   to   the   other;   give   them   all   hints   of   the   forbearance
  necessary   between   such   near   neighbours;   and   make   those   hints
  broadest which were meant for her sister’s benefit。
  In all other respects; her  visit began  and   proceeded   very  well。
  Her own spirits improved by change of place and subject; by being
  removed three miles from Kellynch; Mary’s   ailments lessened   by
  having a constant companion; and their daily intercourse with the
  other      family;     since    there     was     neither     superior      affection;
  confidence; nor employment in the cottage; to be interrupted by it;
  was rather an advantage。 It was certainly carried nearly as far as
  possible;   for   they   met   every   morning;   and   hardly   ever   spent   an
  evening asunder;   but  she believed   they   should   not   have   done   so
  well    without   the    sight   of   Mr。  and   Mrs。   Musgrove’s       respectable
  forms   in   the   usual   places;   or   without   the   talking;   laughing;   and
  singing of their daughters。
  She     played     a  great    deal    better    than    either    of  the    Miss
  Musgroves; but having no voice; no knowledge of the harp; and no
  fond     parents;     to  sit  by   and    fancy    themselves      delighted;     her
  performance was little thought of; only out of civility; or to refresh
  the others; as she was well aware。 She knew that when she played
  she    was    giving   pleasure     only   to  herself;   but   this   was   no   new
  sensation:   excepting   one   short   period   of   her   life;   she   had   never;
  since the age of fourteen; never since the loss of her dear mother;
  know the happiness of being listened to; or encouraged by any just
  appreciation or real   taste。   In  music   she   had been  always   used   to
  feel    alone    in  the   world;    and    Mr。    and   Mrs。    Musgrove’s       fond
  partiality     for    their   own     daughters’       performance;       and     total
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  indifference to any other person’s; gave her  much more   pleasure
  for their sakes; than mortification for her own。
  The    party   at  the   Great   House     was   sometimes      increased     by
  other     company。      The    neighbourhood        was    not   large;    but   the
  Musgroves       were    visited   by   everybody;     and    had   more     dinner…
  parties;    and    more    callers;  more     visitors   by  invitation    and    by
  chance;      than   any   other    family。   There     were    more    completely
  popular。
  The    girls  were    wild   for   dancing;    and    the  evenings     ended;
  occasionally; in an unpremeditated little ball。 There   was a   family
  of    cousins     within    a   walk     of  Uppercross;       in   less   affluent
  circumstances;        who    depended      on   the  Musgroves       for  all  their
  pleasures: they would come at any time; and help play at anything;
  or dance anywhere; and Anne; very much preferring the office of
  musician to a more active post; played country dances to them by
  the    hour   together;    a  kindness    which   always     recommended   her
  musical powers to the notice of Mr。 and Mrs。 Musgrove more than
  anything else; and often drew this compliment;—“Well done; Miss
  Anne!     very   well   done   indeed!    Lord    bless   me!   how    those   little
  fingers of yours fly about!”
  So   passed   the   first   three   weeks。   Michaelmas   came;   and   now
  Anne’s   heart   must   be   in   Kellynch   again。   A   beloved   home   made
  over  to  others;   all   the  precious   rooms   and   furniture;   groves;   and
  prospects; beginning to own other eyes and other limbs! She could
  not think of much else on the 29th of September; and she had this
  sympathetic       touch    in  the  evening     from   Mary;    who;    on  having
  occasion to note down the day of the month; exclaimed; “Dear me;
  is not this the day the Crofts were to come to Kellynch? I am glad I
  did not think of it before。 How low it makes me!”
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  The Crofts took possession with true naval alertness; and were
  to   be   visited。   Mary   deplored   the   necessity   for   herself。   “Nobody
  knew how much she should suffer。 She should put it off as long as
  she    could;”     but   was    not   easy   till  she   had    talked    Charles     into
  driving   her   over   on   an   early   day;   and   was   in   a   very   animated;
  comfortable   state        of  imaginary   agitation;       when   she     came   back。
  Anne had very sincerely rejoiced in   there   being  no  means   of  her
  going。 She wished; however to see the Crofts; and was glad to be
  within when the visit was returned。 They came; the master of the
  house was not at home; but the two sisters were together; and as it
  chanced       that   Mrs。    Croft    fell  to  the