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  chances      of  a  most    uncertain      profession;    and    no   connexions      to
  secure even his farther rise in the profession; would be; indeed; a
  throwing   away;       which   she     grieved    to  think    of!   Anne    Elliot;  so
  young; known to so few; to be snatched off by a stranger without
  alliance   or   fortune;   or   rather   sunk   by   him   into   a   state   of   most
  wearing; anxious; youth…killing dependence! It  must  not be;   if by
  any  fair  interference  of  friendship;  any  representations   from   one
  who had almost a mother’s love; and mother’s rights; it would be
  prevented。
  Captain Wentworth  had   no  fortune。   He   had   been   lucky   in   his
  profession;       but   spending      freely;    what    had    come     freely;    had
  realized   nothing。   But   he   was   confident   that   he   should   soon   be
  rich;—full of life and ardour; he knew that he should soon have a
  ship;   and   soon   be   on   a   station   that   would   lead   to   everything   he
  wanted。      He   had    always    been    lucky;    he  knew     he   should    be   so
  still。—Such        confidence;       powerful      in   its   own     warmth;       and
  bewitching   in   the   wit   which   often   expressed   it;   must   have   been
  enough   for   Anne;   but   Lady   Russell   saw   it   very   differently。—His
  sanguine        temper;     and     fearlessness      of   mind;     operated      very
  differently on her。 She saw in it but an aggravation of the evil。 It
  only added a dangerous character to himself。 He was brilliant; he
  was headstrong。—Lady Russell had little taste for wit; and of any
  thing   approaching   to   imprudence   a   horror。   She   deprecated   the
  connexion in every light。
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  Such   opposition;   as   these       feelings   produced;      was   more     than
  Anne   could   combat。   Young   and   gentle   as   she   was;   it   might   yet
  have     been     possible    to   withstand      her    father’s    ill…will;  though
  unsoftened by  one kind   word   or  look   on   the   part  of  her  sister;—
  but Lady Russell; whom she had always loved and relied on; could
  not;    with   such    steadiness      of  opinion;    and    such    tenderness      of
  manner; be continually advising her in vain。 She was persuaded to
  believe     the   engagement         a  wrong     thing—indiscreet;         improper;
  hardly  capable   of  success; and not  deserving  it。   But   it   was   not  a
  merely selfish caution; under which she acted; in putting an end to
  it。   Had   she   not   imagined   herself   consulting   his   good;   even   more
  than her own; she could hardly have given him up。—The belief of
  being prudent; and self…denying; principally for his advantage; was
  her    chief    consolation;     under     the   misery     of  a  parting—a       final
  parting;     and    every    consolation      was    required;     for   she   had    to
  encounter   all   the   additional   pain   of   opinions;   on   his   side;   totally
  unconvinced and unbending; and of his feeling himself ill used by
  so     forced     a   relinquishment。—He            had     left   the   country      in
  consequence。
  A   few   months   had   seen       the   beginning   and     the   end    of  their
  acquaintance;   but   not   with   a   few   months   ended   Anne’s   share   of
  suffering from it。 Her attachment and regrets had; for a long time;
  clouded every enjoyment of youth; and an early loss of bloom and
  spirits had been their lasting effect。
  More   than   seven   years   were        gone   since    this   little  history   of
  sorrowful   interest   had   reached   its   close;   and   time   had   softened
  down   much;   perhaps   nearly   all   of  peculiar  attachment   to   him;—
  but  she   had been   too  dependent  on   time   alone;   no aid   had   been
  given in change of place (except in one visit to Bath soon after the
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  rupture;) or in any novelty or enlargement of society。—No one had
  ever      come     within      the    Kellynch      circle;    who     could      bear    a
  comparison         with     Frederick      Wentworth;         as   he    stood    in   her
  memory。        No    second     attachment;       the    only   thoroughly       natural;
  happy; and sufficient cure; at her time of life; had been possible to
  the   nice   tone   of   her   mind;   the   fastidiousness   of   her   taste;   in   the
  small   limits   of   the   society   around   them。   She   had   been   solicited;
  when   about   two…and…twenty;   to   change   her   name;   by   the   young
  man;   who  not  long  afterwards   found   a   more   willing   mind   in   her
  younger   sister;   and   Lady   Russell   had   lamented   her   refusal;   for
  Charles      Musgrove       was    the   eldest   son    of  a  man;     whose     landed
  property   and   general   importance;   were   second;   in   that   country;
  only  to  Sir  Walter’s;   and   of   good   character   and   appearance;   and
  however Lady Russell might have asked yet for something  more;
  while   Anne   was   nineteen;   she   would   have   rejoiced   to   see   her   at
  twenty…two        so   respectably       removed       from     the   partialities     and
  injustice   of   her   father’s   house;   and   settled   so   permanently   near
  herself。   But  in   this   case;   Anne   had   left  nothing   for   advice   to   do;
  and     though      Lady    Russell;     as   satisfied    as   ever    with    her   own
  discretion; never wished the past undone; she began now to have
  the    anxiety     which     borders      on   hopelessness        for   Anne’s     being
  tempted;   by   some   man   of   talents   and   independence;   to   enter   a
  state   for  which   she   held   her   to   be   peculiarly   fitted   by   her   warm
  affections and domestic habits。
  They knew not each other’s opinion; either its constancy or its
  change; on the one leading point of Anne’s conduct; for the subject
  was   never   alluded   to;—but   Anne;   at   seven…and…twenty;                 thought
  very     differently     from     what     she    had    been     made     to   think    at
  nineteen。—She   did   not   blame   Lady   Russell;   she   did   not   blame
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  herself for having been guided by her; but she felt that were any
  young      person;     in  similar    circumstances;        to  apply    to   her   for
  counsel; they would never receive any of such certain  immediate
  wretchedness;   such   uncertain   future   good。—She   was   persuaded
  that   under   every   disadvantage         of  disapprobation   at   home;        and
  every   anxiety   attending   his   profession;   all       their   probable     fears;
  delays; and disappointments; she should yet have been a happier
  woman in maintaining the engagement; than she had been in the
  sacrifice of it; and this; she fully believed; had the usual share; had
  even     more     than    the   usual    share    of  all  such    solicitudes     and
  suspense   been   theirs;   without   reference   to   the   actual   results   of
  their   case;   which;   as   it   happened;   would   have   bestowed   earlier
  prosperity       than    could    be    reasonably      calculated      on。   All   his
  sanguine   expectations;   all   his   confidence   had   been   justified。   His
  genius   and   ardour   had   seemed   to   foresee   and   to   command   his
  prosperous        path。   He    had;    very   soon    after    their   engagement
  ceased; got employ; and all that he had told her would follow; had
  taken   place。   He   had   distinguished   himself;   and   early   gained   the
  other   step   in   rank;   and   must   now;   by   successive   captures;   have
  made       a   handsome        fortune。    She     had    only    navy     lists   and
  newspapers   for  her  authority;   but   she   could   not   doubt   his   being
  rich;—and; in favour of his constancy; she had no reason to believe
  him married。
  How eloquent could Anne Elliot have been;—how  eloquent; at
  least; were her wishes on the side of early warm attachment; and a
  cheerful confidence in   futurity;   against  that  over…anxious   caution
  which seems to insult exert