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chances of a most uncertain profession; and no connexions to
secure even his farther rise in the profession; would be; indeed; a
throwing away; which she grieved to think of! Anne Elliot; so
young; known to so few; to be snatched off by a stranger without
alliance or fortune; or rather sunk by him into a state of most
wearing; anxious; youth…killing dependence! It must not be; if by
any fair interference of friendship; any representations from one
who had almost a mother’s love; and mother’s rights; it would be
prevented。
Captain Wentworth had no fortune。 He had been lucky in his
profession; but spending freely; what had come freely; had
realized nothing。 But he was confident that he should soon be
rich;—full of life and ardour; he knew that he should soon have a
ship; and soon be on a station that would lead to everything he
wanted。 He had always been lucky; he knew he should be so
still。—Such confidence; powerful in its own warmth; and
bewitching in the wit which often expressed it; must have been
enough for Anne; but Lady Russell saw it very differently。—His
sanguine temper; and fearlessness of mind; operated very
differently on her。 She saw in it but an aggravation of the evil。 It
only added a dangerous character to himself。 He was brilliant; he
was headstrong。—Lady Russell had little taste for wit; and of any
thing approaching to imprudence a horror。 She deprecated the
connexion in every light。
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Such opposition; as these feelings produced; was more than
Anne could combat。 Young and gentle as she was; it might yet
have been possible to withstand her father’s ill…will; though
unsoftened by one kind word or look on the part of her sister;—
but Lady Russell; whom she had always loved and relied on; could
not; with such steadiness of opinion; and such tenderness of
manner; be continually advising her in vain。 She was persuaded to
believe the engagement a wrong thing—indiscreet; improper;
hardly capable of success; and not deserving it。 But it was not a
merely selfish caution; under which she acted; in putting an end to
it。 Had she not imagined herself consulting his good; even more
than her own; she could hardly have given him up。—The belief of
being prudent; and self…denying; principally for his advantage; was
her chief consolation; under the misery of a parting—a final
parting; and every consolation was required; for she had to
encounter all the additional pain of opinions; on his side; totally
unconvinced and unbending; and of his feeling himself ill used by
so forced a relinquishment。—He had left the country in
consequence。
A few months had seen the beginning and the end of their
acquaintance; but not with a few months ended Anne’s share of
suffering from it。 Her attachment and regrets had; for a long time;
clouded every enjoyment of youth; and an early loss of bloom and
spirits had been their lasting effect。
More than seven years were gone since this little history of
sorrowful interest had reached its close; and time had softened
down much; perhaps nearly all of peculiar attachment to him;—
but she had been too dependent on time alone; no aid had been
given in change of place (except in one visit to Bath soon after the
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rupture;) or in any novelty or enlargement of society。—No one had
ever come within the Kellynch circle; who could bear a
comparison with Frederick Wentworth; as he stood in her
memory。 No second attachment; the only thoroughly natural;
happy; and sufficient cure; at her time of life; had been possible to
the nice tone of her mind; the fastidiousness of her taste; in the
small limits of the society around them。 She had been solicited;
when about two…and…twenty; to change her name; by the young
man; who not long afterwards found a more willing mind in her
younger sister; and Lady Russell had lamented her refusal; for
Charles Musgrove was the eldest son of a man; whose landed
property and general importance; were second; in that country;
only to Sir Walter’s; and of good character and appearance; and
however Lady Russell might have asked yet for something more;
while Anne was nineteen; she would have rejoiced to see her at
twenty…two so respectably removed from the partialities and
injustice of her father’s house; and settled so permanently near
herself。 But in this case; Anne had left nothing for advice to do;
and though Lady Russell; as satisfied as ever with her own
discretion; never wished the past undone; she began now to have
the anxiety which borders on hopelessness for Anne’s being
tempted; by some man of talents and independence; to enter a
state for which she held her to be peculiarly fitted by her warm
affections and domestic habits。
They knew not each other’s opinion; either its constancy or its
change; on the one leading point of Anne’s conduct; for the subject
was never alluded to;—but Anne; at seven…and…twenty; thought
very differently from what she had been made to think at
nineteen。—She did not blame Lady Russell; she did not blame
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herself for having been guided by her; but she felt that were any
young person; in similar circumstances; to apply to her for
counsel; they would never receive any of such certain immediate
wretchedness; such uncertain future good。—She was persuaded
that under every disadvantage of disapprobation at home; and
every anxiety attending his profession; all their probable fears;
delays; and disappointments; she should yet have been a happier
woman in maintaining the engagement; than she had been in the
sacrifice of it; and this; she fully believed; had the usual share; had
even more than the usual share of all such solicitudes and
suspense been theirs; without reference to the actual results of
their case; which; as it happened; would have bestowed earlier
prosperity than could be reasonably calculated on。 All his
sanguine expectations; all his confidence had been justified。 His
genius and ardour had seemed to foresee and to command his
prosperous path。 He had; very soon after their engagement
ceased; got employ; and all that he had told her would follow; had
taken place。 He had distinguished himself; and early gained the
other step in rank; and must now; by successive captures; have
made a handsome fortune。 She had only navy lists and
newspapers for her authority; but she could not doubt his being
rich;—and; in favour of his constancy; she had no reason to believe
him married。
How eloquent could Anne Elliot have been;—how eloquent; at
least; were her wishes on the side of early warm attachment; and a
cheerful confidence in futurity; against that over…anxious caution
which seems to insult exert