第 15 节
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  When I had recovered from the first momentary shock I turned and
  looked behind me。  There; close upon me; with his huge form blocking
  the narrow entrance; stood Rama Ragobah; my rival; his face hideous
  with malignant triumph!  I was trapped; and that; too; by a man whom
  my hatred; could it have worked its will; would have plunged into the
  uttermost hell of torment。  I felt sure my hour had come; but my
  assassin should not have the satisfaction of thinking I feared him。
  I did not permit myself to betray the slightest concern as to my
  position … indeed; after the shock of the first surprise; I did not
  care so very much what fate awaited me。  Why should I?  Had I not
  seriously thought of taking my own life?  Was it not clear now that
  Lona; whose own handwriting had decoyed me; had most basely
  betrayed me into her husband's hands?  If I had wished to end my
  own life before; surely now; death; at the hands of another; was no
  very terrible thing。  Could I have dragged that other down with me;
  I would have rejoiced at the prospect!
  Ragobah broke the silence。  〃You have left your stick this time; I
  see;〃 he said; as he unsheathed the long knife I had once before
  escaped; and ostentatiously felt its edge as if he were about to
  shave with it。
  〃You were in haste; Sahib; when you left me last time; or I should
  not now have the pleasure of this interview。  Be assured I shall do
  my work more thoroughly this time。  Behind you there is a hole
  partly filled with water。  If you drop a stone into this well; it
  is several seconds before you hear the splash; and there is a saying
  hereabouts that it is bottomless。  I am curious to know if this be
  true; and I am going to send you to see。  Of course; if the story is
  well founded; I shall not expect you to come back。  That would be
  unreasonable; Sahib。〃
  All this was said with a refined sarcasm which maddened me; and; as
  he concluded; he began to edge stealthily toward me。  So strong is
  the instinct of self…preservation within us that I doubt not a
  would…be suicide; caught in the act of hanging himself; would
  struggle madly for his life were someone else to forcibly adjust the
  noose about his neck。  At all events; I found myself unwilling; at
  the last moment; to have someone else launch me into eternity and;
  as I wished to gain time to think what I should do to escape; I
  said to him:
  〃Why do you bear me such malice?  Can you not see that any injury I
  may have done you was purely in self…defence?  You sought the quarrel;
  and I took the only means at hand to protect myself。  I did not; as
  you know; seek to kill you; a thing I could easily have done; but
  was content merely to make good my escape。  I …〃
  〃Bah!〃 he said; interrupting me savagely。  〃That has nothing to do
  with it。  Had you only pounded my head you might live; but you have
  pounded my heart!  It is for that I hate you; and for that you die!〃
  〃What have I done?〃 I asked。
  〃What have you done?〃 he roared; furious with rage。  〃I will tell
  you。  You have by magic possessed the mind of my wife。  Your name;
  your cursed name is ever upon her lips!  My entreaties; my
  supplications are answered by nothing else。  Even in her sleep she
  starts up and calls for you。  You have cast a spell upon her。  Day
  by day she droops and withers like a lotus…flower whose root is
  severed; yet ever and always; is your cursed name upon her lips;
  goading me to madness; until at last I have registered a sacred oath
  to kill you; and remove the accursed spell you have thrown upon her。〃
  Had he advanced upon me at this moment he would have found me as
  helpless as a child; so overcome was I by the sudden joy which seized
  upon me; and seemed to turn my melancholy inside out。  Those words of
  hatred had been as a torch illumining the gloom of my despair; for
  they had shown me that my existence was not altogether barren and
  unproductive。  The life which has known the heaven of true love
  cannot be called a failure。  There is no wall so high; no distance
  so great; no separation so complete as to defy the ineffable commerce
  of two loving hearts!  Lona; then; was still mine; despite all
  obstacles。  What a change this knowledge made!  In an instant life
  became an inexpressible benefaction; for it permitted me to realise
  I was beloved; … and death was dowered with a new horror … the fear
  that I should cease to know it。
  I was roughly aroused from my reflections by Rama Ragobah。
  〃Come; Sahib;〃 he said; as his thick lips curled sneeringly; 〃suppose
  you try your spells upon me?  You will never have a better chance
  than now to show your power;〃 and again he made a slight movement
  toward me with the gleaming knife。  The moon; low down upon the
  horizon; sent a broad beam of light into the entrance of the cave
  and over the head and shoulders of the Indian。  Its cold light
  shimmered along the blade which was now held threateningly toward
  me。  The crisis had been reached。
  In times of such great urgency one has frequently an inspiration
  … instantaneous; disconnected; unbidden … which no amount of quiet;
  peaceful thought would suggest。  Such extraordinary flashes are the
  result of reasoning too rapid for consciousness to note。  The Indian
  had already laid bare his right arm to the elbow before I had
  determined upon the desperate course I would pursue; and upon which
  I must hazard all。  As he advanced upon me I seized the large; white
  sola hat from my head; and hurled it full in his face。  It was a
  schoolboy trick; yet upon its success depended my life。
  Instinctively; and in spite of himself; Ragobah dodged; closed his
  eyes; and raised his right hand; knife and all; to shield his face。
  I sprang upon him at the same instant I threw my hat; and so was
  able to reach him before he opened his eyes。  I had well calculated
  his movements; and had made no mistake。  As I reached him his head
  was bent downward and forward to let the hat pass over him。   His
  position could not have been better for my purpose。  I 〃swung on
  him;〃 as we used to say at the gymnasium; catching him under his
  protruded jaw; not far from the region of the carotid artery。  The
  blow was well placed; and desperation lent me phenomenal strength。
  It raised him bodily off his feet; and hurled him backward out
  of the cave; where he lay motionless。  He was now in my power。  I
  seized his knife and bent over him。  Words cannot express the hatred;
  the loathing I felt for him then and always。  Between me and the
  light of my happiness he had ever stood; an impenetrable black mass。
  Twice had he sought my life; yet now; when he was in my power; I
  could not plunge his weapon into his heart。  Would it not be just;
  I thought; to drag him into the cave; and hurl him down the abyss
  he had intended for me?  Yes; he certainly merited it; yet I could
  not do that either。  I wished the snake a thousand times dead; yet
  I could not stamp it into the earth。
  He was beginning to slightly move now; and something must be done。
  It was useless to run; for the way was long; and he could easily
  overtake me。  You may wonder why I did not take to the thicket;
  but if you had ever had any experience with Indian jungles you
  would know that; without the use of fire and axe; they are
  practically impenetrable。  Professor Haeckel; botanising near that
  same spot; spent an hour in an endeavour to force his way into
  one of these jungles; but only succeeded in advancing a few steps
  into the thicket; when; stung by mosquitoes; bitten by ants; his
  clothing torn from his bleeding arms and legs; wounded by the
  thousands of sharp thorns of the calamus; hibiscus; euphorbias;
  lantanas; and myriad other jungle plants; he was obliged; utterly
  discomfited; to desist。  If this were the result of his efforts;
  made in broad daylight; and with deliberation; what might I expect
  rushing into the thicket at night; as a refuge from a pursuer far
  my superior in physical strength and fleetness of foot; and who;
  moreover; had known the jungle from his boyhood?  Once overtaken
  by my enemy; the long knife in my hands would be of no avail
  against a stick in his。  I saw all this clearly; and realised that
  he must be prevented from following me。
  There was no time to be lost; for he was rapidly recovering
  possession of his powers。  I seized a large rock and hurled it with
  all the force I could command upon his left foot and ankle。
  Notwithstanding his immense strength his hands and feet were scarcely
  larger than a woman's; and the small bones cracked like pipe…stems。
  Though I had not the will to kill him; my own safety demanded that
  I should maim him as the only other means of making good my escape。
  As the rock crushed his foot the pain seemed to bring him immediately
  into full possession of his faculties; and he roared like an enraged
  bull。  I turned and looked back as I beat a hasty retreat down the
  hill。  He had seized one of the air…roots of the banyan tree; and
  raised himself upon his right leg。  The expression of his face as
  the moonlight fell upon it was something never to be forgotten。  It
  riveted me to the spot with the fascination of horror。  He shook his
  fist at me fiercely; as he shrieked from the back of his throat:
  〃You infidel cur!  You may