第 13 节
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  interest you; but rather to acquaint you with certain occurrences
  which I now deem it wise you should know。  Time only intensified our
  love for each other; and for several months all went well。  One
  serious obstacle to our union presented itself; … that of caste。
  Her people; Lona said; would never permit her to marry outside her
  own station in life; besides which there was another ground upon
  which we might be equally sure of their opposition。  They had already
  chosen for her and she was betrothed to Rama Ragobah。  It is of this
  man that I have chiefly to speak。  By birth he was of the same Vaisya
  caste as Lona。  Early in life his lot had fallen among fakirs and
  he had acquired all their secrets。  This did not satisfy his
  ambitions; for he wished to be numbered among the rishis or adepts;
  and subjected himself to the most horrible asceticism to qualify
  himself for adeptship。  His indifference to physical pain was truly
  marvellous。  He had rolled his naked body to the Ganges over
  hundreds of miles of burning sands!  He had held his hands clinched
  until the nails had worn through the palm and out at the back of the
  hand。  He had at one time maintained for weeks a slow fire upon the
  top of his head; keeping the skin burned to the skull。
  When he came wooing Lona; his rigid asceticism had much relaxed; but
  he would still seek to amuse her by driving knives into his body
  until she would sicken at the blood; a condition of affairs which;
  she said; afforded him great enjoyment。  Ragobah was a man of
  gigantic build and immense physical strength。  His features were
  heavy and forbidding。  You are familiar with pictures of Nana Sahib。
  If I had not known this fiend to have died while beset in a swamp;
  I should have mistaken Ragobah for him。  It was to such a being that
  Lona was betrothed in spite of the loathing her parents knew she
  felt for him。   She told me all this one night at our accustomed
  tryst on Malabar Hill。  We had chosen to meet here on account of
  the beauty of the place and the seclusion it offered。  There; on
  bright moonlit nights; with the sea and the city below me; the
  〃Tower of Silence〃 in the Parsees' burial plot ablaze with reflected
  glory; the majestic banyan over me rustling gently in the soft sea
  breeze; while Lona nestled close beside me; … the exquisite perfume
  of the luxuriant garden less welcome than the delicious fragrance
  of her breath; … hours fraught with years of bliss would pass as if
  but pulse…beats。  In the world of love the heart is the only true
  timepiece。  On one or two occasions Lona had thought she had been
  followed when coming to meet me; and she began to conceive a strange
  dislike for a little cavelike recess in the rocks just back of the
  tree by which we sat。  I tried on one occasion to reassure her by
  telling her it was so shallow that; with the moonlight streaming
  into it; I could see clear to the back wall; and arose to enter it
  to convince her there was no one there; but she clung to me in
  terror; saying: 〃Don't go!  Don't leave me!  I was foolish to
  mention it。  I cannot account for my fear; … and yet; do you know;〃
  she continued in a low; frightened tone; 〃there is a shaft at the
  back of the cave that has; they say; no bottom; but goes down;
  … down; … down;  … hundreds of feet to the sea?〃  It is useless;
  as you know only too well; to strive to reason down a presentiment;
  and so; instead; I sought to make use of her fear in the
  accomplishment of my dearest wish。  〃Why need we;〃 I urged; 〃come
  here; why longer continue these clandestine meetings?  Let us be
  brave; darling; in our loves。  Your people have chosen another
  husband for you; … my people another wife for me; but we are both
  quite able to choose for ourselves。  We have done so; and it is
  our most sacred duty to adhere to and consummate that choice。  Let
  us; I beseech you; do so without further delay。  Dearest; meet me
  here to…morrow night prepared for a journey。  We will take the
  late train for Matheron Station; where I have friends who can be
  trusted。  We will be married immediately upon our arrival; and
  can communicate by post with our respective families; remaining
  away from them until they are glad to welcome us with open arms。〃
  She raised some few objections to my plan and expressed some
  misgivings; but she loved me and I was able to reason away the
  one and kiss away the other; and with our souls upon our lips we
  parted for the night。  The last thing I had said to her; … I
  remember it as if it all happened yesterday; … was: 〃Think of
  it; dear heart; there will be no more such partings between us
  after to…night!〃 and she had replied by silently nestling closer
  to me and twining her arms about my neck。  And so we parted on
  that never…to…be…forgotten night more than a score of years
  ago。
  The twenty…four hours intervening between this parting and our
  next meeting may be passed over in silence; as nothing occurred
  during that time at all essential to the purpose this narrative
  subserves。  The longed…for time came at last and; with a depth of
  happiness I had never known before … a peace passing all
  understanding … I set out for Malabar Hill。  The night was perfect
  and the moonlight so bright I could distinctly see the air…roots
  of our trysting tree when more than a quarter of a mile away。  I
  thought at the time how this tree; with its crown of luxuriant
  foliage and its writhing roots; might well pass for some gigantic
  Medusa…head with its streaming serpent…hair。  As I neared the tree
  Lona stepped from behind it and awaited my approach。  She was even
  more impatient than I; I thought; and my heart beat more wildly
  than ever。  〃Sweet saint; have I kept you waiting?〃 I asked; as
  I came within speaking distance of her。  She stood motionless
  against the tree and apparently did not hear me。  I waited till I
  was within ten feet of her and repeated the question; but; although
  she fixed her unfathomable eyes full upon mine; she made no reply;
  and gave no evidence of having heard me。  I stood as if petrified。
  A nameless dread was settling upon me; paralysing my faculties。
  She had always before sprung forward at sight of me and thrown
  herself with a bewitching little pirouette into my arms; now she
  stood coldly aloof; silent and motionless; on this; our wedding
  night!  I waited for some word of explanation; but none came。  The
  suspense became unbearable … I could endure it no longer!
  〃For God's sake; what has happened?  〃I cried; rushing forward to
  seize her in my arms。  She raised her right hand above her head
  and; as I had almost reached her; threw something full in my face!
  Instinctively I struck at it with my walking…stick; and it fell
  in the grass at my feet; … it was a young Indian cobra … Naja
  tripudians … a serpent of the deadliest sort。  I did not pause to
  reason how this sweet angel had been so quickly changed into a
  venomous fiend; although the thought that somehow she had been led
  to think me false to her; and that this act was the swift vengeance
  of her hot Eastern blood; flashed momentarily through my mind; … all
  that could be explained as soon as I had her nestling in my arms。
  I reached forward to embrace her; but she struck me in the face and
  fled!  For an instant my heart stood still。  It seemed to me it
  would never start; but it soon began to throb again like a thing
  of lead; and the blood it pumped was cold; for the winter had
  closed in upon it。  The elasticity of my life; that ineffable
  resiliency of the soul which makes us more than beasts of burden;
  was gone forever。  An automaton; informed only with the material
  life; remained; … the spirit followed that fleeting figure down
  the hill。  More than twenty years have passed and still the
  unrewarded chase continues!
  But it is to facts I have to call your attention; rather than to
  their effects。  A flutter of white muslin in the moonlit distance
  was all that was visible of the retreating girl when I started
  mechanically; and without any particular purpose in view; in pursuit
  of her。  My path lay by the banyan tree under which we had so often
  sat; but every air…root seemed changed to a writhing serpent。  As I
  threaded my way among them; a man stepped from behind the trunk
  and disputed my passage。  His gigantic form was silhouetted against
  the mass of rock forming the entrance to the little cave。  The bright
  moonlight did what it could to illumine that sinister face。  It was
  Rama Ragobah!  For fully a minute we stood silently face to face;
  each expecting the assault of the other。  It was Ragobah who spoke
  first。  〃She is mine; body and soul; and the English cur may find
  a mate in his own kennel!〃  He bent toward me and hissed these words
  in my very face。  His hot breath seemed to poison me。  It made me
  beside myself。  I knew he meant to take advantage of his physical
  superiority and attack me; by the narrow watch he kept upon the
  heavy walking…stick I still carried in my right hand。  He had
  expected I would attempt to strike with this; but my constant
  practice at boxing had made my fists the more natural weapon。  I
  was so enraged I did not notice he was too close to use my stick to
  advantage。  I simply acted without any thought whatever。  His