第 19 节
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花旗 更新:2022-03-26 18:11 字数:9322
〃Gone abroad; perhaps?〃 I suggested。
She now looked up; and faced me。 〃No; sir。 There were three sons of the last laird of Glentanner; as he was then called。 John and William were hopeful young gentlemen; but they died earlyone of a decline brought on by the mizzles; the other lost his life in a fever。 It would hae been lucky for mony ane that Chrystal had gane the same gate。〃
〃Oh; he must have been the young spendthrift that sold the property? Well; but you should you have such an ill…will against him; remember necessity has no law。 And then; goodwife; he was not more culpable than Mr。 Treddles; whom you are so sorry for。〃
〃I wish I could think sae; sir; for his mother's sake。 But Mr。 Treddles was in trade; and though he had no preceese right to do so; yet there was some warrant for a man being expensive that imagined he was making a mint of money。 But this unhappy lad devoured his patrimony; when he kenned that he was living like a ratten in a Dunlap cheese; and diminishing his means at a' hands。 I canna bide to think on't。〃 With this she broke out into a snatch of a ballad; but little of mirth was there either in the tone or the expression:
〃For he did spend; and make an end Of gear that his forefathers wan; Of land and ware he made him bare; So speak nae mair of the auld gudeman。〃
〃Come; dame;〃 said I; 〃it is a long lane that has no turning。 I will not keep from you that I have heard something of this poor fellow; Chrystal Croftangry。 He has sown his wild oats; as they say; and has settled into a steady; respectable man。〃
〃And wha tell'd ye that tidings?〃 said she; looking sharply at me。
〃Not; perhaps; the best judge in the world of his character; for it was himself; dame。〃
〃And if he tell'd you truth; it was a virtue he did not aye use to practise;〃 said Christie。
〃The devil!〃 said I; considerably nettled; 〃all the world held him to be a man of honour。〃
〃Ay; ay! he would hae shot onybody wi' his pistols and his guns that had evened him to be a liar。 But if he promised to pay an honest tradesman the next term…day; did he keep his word then? And if he promised a puir; silly lass to make gude her shame; did he speak truth then? And what is that but being a liar; and a black…hearted; deceitful liar to boot?〃
My indignation was rising; but I strove to suppress it; indeed; I should only have afforded my tormentor a triumph by an angry reply。 I partly suspected she began to recognize me; yet she testified so little emotion that I could not think my suspicion well founded。 I went on; therefore; to say; in a tone as indifferent as I could command; 〃Well; goodwife; I see you will believe no good of this Chrystal of yours; till he comes back and buys a good farm on the estate; and makes you his housekeeper。〃
The old woman dropped her thread; folded her hands; as she looked up to heaven with a face of apprehension。 〃The Lord;〃 she exclaimed; 〃forbid! The Lord in His mercy forbid! O sir! if you really know this unlucky man; persuade him to settle where folk ken the good that you say he has come to; and dinna ken the evil of his former days。 He used to be proud enoughO dinna let him come here; even for his own sake。 He used once to have some pride。〃
Here she once more drew the wheel close to her; and began to pull at the flax with both hands。 〃Dinna let him come here; to be looked down upon by ony that may be left of his auld reiving companions; and to see the decent folk that he looked over his nose at look over their noses at him; baith at kirk and market。 Dinna let him come to his ain country; to be made a tale about when ony neighbour points him out to another; and tells what he is; and what he was; and how he wrecked a dainty estate; and brought harlots to the door…cheek of his father's house; till he made it nae residence for his mother; and how it had been foretauld by a servant of his ain house that he was a ne'er…do… weel and a child of perdition; and how her words were made good; and〃
〃Stop there; goodwife; if you please;〃 said I; 〃you have said as much as I can well remember; and more than it may be safe to repeat。 I can use a great deal of freedom with the gentleman we speak of; but I think; were any other person to carry him half of your message; I would scarce ensure his personal safety。 And now; as I see the night is settled to be a fine one; I will walk on to ; where I must meet a coach to…morrow as it passes to Edinburgh。〃
So saying; I paid my moderate reckoning; and took my leave; without being able to discover whether the prejudiced and hard… hearted old woman did; or did not; suspect the identity of her guest with the Chrystal Croftangry against whom she harboured so much dislike。
The night was fine and frosty; though; when I pretended to see what its character was; it might have rained like the deluge。 I only made the excuse to escape from old Christie Steele。 The horses which run races in the Corso at Rome without any riders; in order to stimulate their exertion; carry each his own spurs namely; small balls of steel; with sharp; projecting spikes; which are attached to loose straps of leather; and; flying about in the violence of the agitation; keep the horse to his speed by pricking him as they strike against his flanks。 The old woman's reproaches had the same effect on me; and urged me to a rapid pace; as if it had been possible to escape from my own recollections。 In the best days of my life; when I won one or two hard walking matches; I doubt if I ever walked so fast as I did betwixt the Treddles Arms and the borough town for which I was bound。 Though the night was cold; I was warm enough by the time I got to my inn; and it required a refreshing draught of porter; with half an hour's repose; ere I could determine to give no further thought to Christie and her opinions than those of any other vulgar; prejudiced old woman。 I resolved at last to treat the thing EN BAGATELLE; and calling for writing materials; I folded up a cheque for L100; with these lines on the envelope:
〃Chrystal; the ne'er…do…weel; Child destined to the deil; Sends this to Christie Steele。〃
And I was so much pleased with this new mode of viewing the subject; that I regretted the lateness of the hour prevented my finding a person to carry the letter express to its destination。
〃But with the morning cool reflection came。〃
I considered that the money; and probably more; was actually due by me on my mother's account to Christie; who had lent it in a moment of great necessity; and that the returning it in a light or ludicrous manner was not unlikely to prevent so touchy and punctilious a person from accepting a debt which was most justly her due; and which it became me particularly to see satisfied。 Sacrificing; then; my triad with little regret (for it looked better by candlelight; and through the medium of a pot of porter; than it did by daylight; and with bohea for a menstruum); I determined to employ Mr。 Fairscribe's mediation in buying up the lease of the little inn; and conferring it upon Christie in the way which should make it most acceptable to her feelings。 It is only necessary to add that my plan succeeded; and that Widow Steele even yet keeps the Treddles Arms。 Do not say; therefore; that I have been disingenuous with you; reader; since; if I have not told all the ill of myself I might have done; I have indicated to you a person able and willing to supply the blank; by relating all my delinquencies as well as my misfortunes。
In the meantime I totally abandoned the idea of redeeming any part of my paternal property; and resolved to take Christie Steele's advice; as young Norval does Glenalvon's; 〃although it sounded harshly。〃
CHAPTER V。
MR。 CROFTANGRY SETTLES IN THE CANONGATE。
If you will know my house; 'Tis at the tuft of olives here hard by。 AS YOU LIKE IT。
By a revolution of humour which I am unable to account for; I changed my mind entirely on my plans of life; in consequence of the disappointment; the history of which fills the last chapter。 I began to discover that the country would not at all suit me; for I had relinquished field…sports; and felt no inclination whatever to farming; the ordinary vocation of country gentlemen。 Besides that; I had no talent for assisting either candidate in case of an expected election; and saw no amusement in the duties of a road trustee; a commissioner of supply; or even in the magisterial functions of the bench。 I had begun to take some taste for reading; and a domiciliation in the country must remove me from the use of books; excepting the small subscription library; in which the very book which you want is uniformly sure to be engaged。
I resolved; therefore; to make the Scottish metropolis my regular resting…place; reserving to myself to take occasionally those excursions which; spite of all I have said against mail…coaches; Mr。 Piper has rendered so easy。 Friend of our life and of our leisure; he secures by dispatch against loss of time; and by the best of coaches; cattle; and steadiest of drivers; against hazard of limb; and wafts us; as well as our letters; from Edinburgh to Cape Wrath in the penning of a paragraph。
When my mind was quite ma