第 69 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-12-13 08:42      字数:9322
  light by reading them; perhaps also to forge out of this correspondence a weapon for himself against the imprudent woman who had signed her name。 But the rigorous correctness of the marquis made him afraid。 How could he distract his attentionget him away? The opportunity occurred of its own accord。 Among the letters; a tiny page written in a senile and shaky hand; caught the attention of the charlatan; who said with an ingenuous air: 〃Oh; oh! here is something that does not look much like a /billet…doux。 'Mon Duc; to the rescueI am sinking! The Court of Exchequer has once more stuck its nose into my affairs。'/〃
  〃What are you reading there?〃 exclaimed Monpavon abruptly; snatching the letter from his hands。 And immediately; thanks to Mora's negligence in thus allowing such private letters to lie about; the terrible situation in which he would be left by the death of his protector returned to his mind。 In his grief; he had not yet given it a thought。 He told himself that in the midst of all his preparations for his departure; the duke might quite possibly overlook him; and; leaving Jenkins to complete the drowning of Don Juan's casket by himself; he returned precipitately in the direction of the bed… chamber。 Just as he was on the point of entering; the sound of a discussion held him back behind the lowered door…curtain。 It was Louis's voice; tearful like that of a beggar in a church…porch; trying to move the duke to pity for his distress; and asking permission to take certain bundles of bank…notes that lay in a drawer。 Oh; how hoarse; utterly wearied; hardly intelligible the answer; in which there could be detected the effort of the sick man to turn over in his bed; to bring back his vision from a far…off distance already half in sight:
  〃Yes; yes; take them。 But for God's sake; let me sleeplet me sleep!〃
  Drawers opened; closed again; a short and panting breath。 Monpavon heard no more of what was going on; and retraced his steps without entering。 The ferocious rapacity of his servant had set his pride upon its guard。 Anything rather than degradation to such a point as that。
  The sleep which Mora craved for so insistentlythe lethargy; to be more accuratelasted a whole night; and through the next morning also; with uncertain wakings disturbed by terrible sufferings relieved each time by soporifics。 No further attempt was made to nurse him to recovery; they tried only to soothe his last moments; to help him to slip painlessly over that terrible last step。 His eyes had opened again during this time; but were already dimmed; fixed in the void on floating shadows; vague forms like those a diver sees quivering in the uncertain light under water。
  In the afternoon of the Thursday; towards three o'clock; he regained complete consciousness; and recognising Monpavon; Cardailhac; and two or three other intimate friends; he smiled to them; and betrayed in a sentence his only anxiety:
  〃What do they say about it in Paris?〃
  They said many things about it; different and contradictory; but very certainly he was the only subject of conversation; and the news spread through the town since the morning; that Mora was at his last breath; agitated the streets; the drawing…rooms; the cafes; the workshops; revived the question of the political situation in newspaper offices and clubs; even in porters' lodges and on the tops of omnibuses; in every place where the unfolded public newspapers commented on this startling rumour of the day。
  Mora was the most brilliant incarnation of the Empire。 One sees from a distance; not the solid or insecure base of the building; but the gilded and delicate spire; embellished; carved into hollow tracery; added for the satisfaction of the age。 Mora was what was seen in France and throughout Europe of the Empire。 If he fell; the monument would find itself bereft of all its elegance; split as by some long and irreparable crack。 And how many lives would be dragged down by that sudden fall; how many fortunes undermined by the weakened reverberations of the catastrophe! None so completely as that of the big man sitting motionless downstairs; on the bench in the monkey… house。
  For the Nabob; this death was his own death; the ruin; the end of all things。 He was so deeply conscious of it that; when he entered the house; on learning the hopeless condition of the duke; no expression of pity; no regrets of any sort; had escaped him; only the ferocious word of human egoism; 〃I am ruined!〃 And this word kept recurring to his lips; he repeated it mechanically each time that he awoke suddenly afresh to all the horror of his situation; as in those dangerous mountain storms; when a sudden flash of lightning illumines the abyss to its depths; showing the wounding spurs and the bushes on its sides; ready to tear and scratch the man who should fall。
  The rapid clairvoyance which accompanies cataclysms spared him no detail。 He saw the invalidation of his election almost certain; now that Mora would no longer be there to plead his cause; then the consequences of the defeatbankruptcy; poverty; and still worse; for when these incalculable riches collapse they always bury a little of a man's honour beneath their ruins。 But how many briers; how many thorns; how many cruel scratches and wounds before arriving at the end! In a week there would be the Schwalbach billsthat is to say; eight hundred thousand francsto pay; indemnity for Moessard; who wanted a hundred thousand francs; or as the alternative he would apply for the permission of the Chamber to prosecute him for a misdemeanour; a suit still more sinister instituted by the families of two little martyrs of Bethlehem against the founders of the Society; and; on top of all; the complications of the Territorial Bank。 There was one solitary hope; the mission of Paul de Gery to the Bey; but so vague; so chimerical; so remote!
  〃Ah; I am ruined! I am ruined!〃
  In the immense entrance…hall no one noticed his distress。 The crowd of senators; of deputies; of councillors of state; all the high officials of the administration; came and went around him without seeing him; holding mysterious consultations with uneasy importance near the two fireplaces of white marble which faced one another。 So many ambitions disappointed; deceived; hurled down; met in this visit /in extremis/; that personal anxieties dominated every other preoccupation。
  The faces; strangely enough; expressed neither pity nor grief; rather a sort of anger。 All these people seemed to have a grudge against the duke for dying; as though he had deserted them。 One heard remarks of this kind: 〃It is not surprising; with such a life as he has lived!〃 And looking out of the high windows; these gentlemen pointed out to each other; amid the going and coming of the equipages in the court… yard; the drawing up of some little brougham from within which a well… gloved hand; with its lace sleeve brushing the sash of the door; would hold out a card with a corner turned back to the footman。
  From time to time one of the /habitues/ of the palace; one of those whom the dying man had summoned to his bedside; appeared in the medley; gave an order; then went away; leaving the scared expression of his face reflected on twenty others。 Jenkins showed himself thus for a moment; with his cravat untied; his waistcoat unbuttoned; his cuffs crumpled; in all the disorder of the battle in which he was engaged upstairs against a terrible opponent。 He was instantly surrounded; besieged with questions。
  Certainly the monkeys flattening their short noses against the bars of their cage; excited by the unaccustomed tumult; and very attentive to all that passed about them as though they were occupied in making a methodical study of human hypocrisy; had a magnificent model in the Irish physician。 His grief was superb; a splendid grief; masculine and strong; which compressed his lips and made him pant。
  〃The agony has begun;〃 he said mournfully。 〃It is only a matter of hours。〃
  And as Jansoulet came towards him; he said to him emphatically:
  〃Ah; my friend; what a man! What courage! He has forgotten nobody。 Only just now he was speaking to me of you。〃
  〃Really?〃
  〃 'The poor Nabob;' said he; 'how does the affair of his election stand?' 〃
  And that was all。 The duke had added no further word。
  Jansoulet bowed his head。 What had he been hoping? Was it not enough that at such a moment a man like Mora had given him a thought? He returned and sat down on his bench; falling back into the stupor which had been galvanized by one moment of mad hope; and remained until; without his noticing it; the hall had become nearly deserted。 He did not remark that he was the only and last visitor left; until he heard the men…servants talking aloud in the waning light of the evening:
  〃For my part; I've had enough of it。 I shall leave service。〃
  〃I shall stay on with the duchess。〃
  And these projects; these arrangements some hours in advance of death; condemned the noble duke still more surely than the faculty。
  The Nabob understood then that it was time for him to go; but; first; he wished to inscribe his name in the visitors' book kept by the porter。 He went up to the table; and leaned over it to see distinctly。 The page was full。 A blank space was pointe