第 19 节
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京文 更新:2021-12-07 09:25 字数:9321
To twinkle on my bosom? No one dies
Before me; till from these enslaving eyes
Redemption sparkles!… I am sad and lost。〃
Thou; Carian lord; hadst better have been tost
Into a whirlpool。 Vanish into air;
Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear
A woman's sigh alone and in distress?
See not her charms! Is Phoebe passionless?
Phoebe is fairer far… O gaze no more:…
Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store;
Behold her panting in the forest grass!
Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass
For tenderness the arms so idly lain
Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain;
To see such lovely eyes in swimming search
After some warm delight; that seems to perch
Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond
Their upper lids?… Hist!
〃O for Hermes' wand;
To touch this flower into human shape!
That woodland Hyacinthus could escape
From his green prison; and here kneeling down
Call me his queen; his second life's fair crown!
Ah me; how I could love!… My soul doth melt
For the unhappy youth… Love! I have felt
So faint a kindness; such a meek surrender
To what my own full thoughts had made too tender;
That but for tears my life had fled away!…
Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day;
And thou; old forest; hold ye this for true;
There is no lightning; no authentic dew
But in the eye of love: there's not a sound;
Melodious howsoever; can confound
The heavens and earth in one to such a death
As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath
Will mingle kindly with the meadow air;
Till it has panted round; and stolen a share
Of passion from the heart!〃…
Upon a bough
He leant; wretched。 He surely cannot now
Thirst for another love: O impious;
That he can ever dream upon it thus!…
Thought he; 〃Why am I not as are the dead;
Since to a woe like this I have been led
Through the dark earth; and through the wondrous sea?
Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee
By Juno's smile I turn not… no; no; no…
While the great waters are at ebb and flow。…
I have a triple soul! O fond pretence…
For both; for both my love is so immense;
I feel my heart is cut for them in twain。〃
And so he groan'd; as one by beauty slain。
The lady's heart beat quick; and he could see
Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously。
He sprang from his green covert: there she lay;
Sweet as a muskrose upon new…made hay;
With all her limbs on tremble; and her eyes
Shut softly up alive。 To speak he tries。
〃Fair damsel; pity me! forgive that I
Thus violate thy bower's sanctity!
O pardon me; for I am full of grief…
Grief born of thee; young angel! fairest thief!
Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith
I was to top the heavens。 Dear maid; sith
Thou art my executioner; and I feel
Loving and hatred; misery and weal;
Will in a few short hours be nothing to me;
And all my story that much passion slew me;
Do smile upon the evening of my days:
And; for my tortur'd brain begins to craze;
Be thou my nurse; and let me understand
How dying I shall kiss that lilly hand。…
Dost weep for me? Then should I be content。
Scowl on; ye fates! until the firmament
Outblackens Erebus; and the full…cavern'd earth
Crumbles into itself。 By the cloud girth
Of Jove; those tears have given me a thirst
To meet oblivion。〃… As her heart would burst
The maiden sobb'd awhile; and then replied:
〃Why must such desolation betide
As that thou speak'st of? Are not these green nooks
Empty of all misfortune? Do the brooks
Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush;
Schooling its half…fledg'd little ones to brush
About the dewy forest; whisper tales?…
Speak not of grief; young stranger; or cold snails
Will slime the rose to night。 Though if thou wilt;
Methinks 'twould be a guilt… a very guilt…
Not to companion thee; and sigh away
The light… the dusk… the dark… till break of day!〃
〃Dear lady;〃 said Endymion; 〃'tis past:
I love thee! and my days can never last。
That I may pass in patience still speak:
Let me have music dying; and I seek
No more delight… I bid adieu to all。
Didst thou not after other climates call;
And murmur about Indian streams?〃… Then she;
Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree;
For pity sang this roundelay…
〃O Sorrow;
Why dost borrow
The natural hue of health; from vermeil lips?…
To give maiden blushes
To the white rose bushes?
Or is't thy dewy hand the daisy tips?
〃O Sorrow;
Why dost borrow
The lustrous passion from a falcon…eye?…
To give the glow…worm light?
Or; on a moonless night;
To tinge; on syren shores; the salt sea…spry
〃O Sorrow;
Why dost borrow
The mellow ditties from a mourning tongue?…
To give at evening pale
Unto the nightingale;
That thou mayst listen the cold dews among?
〃O Sorrow;
Why dost borrow
Heart's lightness from the merriment of May?…
A lover would not tread
A cowslip on the head;
Though he should dance from eve till peep of day…
Nor any drooping flower
Held sacred for thy bower;
Wherever he may sport himself and play。
〃To Sorrow;
I bade good…morrow;
And thought to leave her far away behind;
But cheerly; cheerly;
She loves me dearly;
She is so constant to me; and so kind:
I would deceive her
And so leave her;
But ah! she is so constant and so kind。
〃Beneath my palm trees; by the river side;
I sat a weeping: in the whole world wide
There was no one to ask me why I wept;…
And so I kept
Brimming the water…lilly cups with tears
Cold as my fears。
〃Beneath my palm trees; by the river side;
I sat a weeping: what enamour'd bride;
Cheated by shadowy wooer from the clouds;
But hides and shrouds
Beneath dark palm trees by a river side?
〃And as I sat; over the light blue hills
There came a noise of revellers: the rills
Into the wide stream came of purple hue…
'Twas Bacchus and his crew!
The earnest trumpet spake; and silver thrills
From kissing cymbals made a merry din…
'Twas Bacchus and his kin!
Like to a moving vintage down they came;
Crown'd with green leaves; and faces all on flame;
All madly dancing through the pleasant valley;
To scare thee; Melancholy!
O then; O then; thou wast a simple name!
And I forgot thee; as the berried holly
By shepherds is forgotten; when; in June;
Tall chesnuts keep away the sun and moon:…
I rush'd into the folly!
〃Within his car; aloft; young Bacchus stood;
Trifling his ivy…dart; in dancing mood;
With sidelong laughing;
And little rills of crimson wine imbrued
His plump white arms; and shoulders; enough white
For Venus' pearly bite:
And near him rode Silenus on his ass;
Pelted with flowers as he on did pass
Tipsily quaffing。
〃Whence came ye; merry Damsels! whence came ye!
So many; and so many; and such glee?
Why have ye left your bowers desolate;
Your lutes and gentler fate?…
'We follow Bacchus! Bacchus on the wing;
A conquering!
Bacchus; young Bacchus! good or ill betide;
We dance before him thorough kingdoms wide
Come hither; lady fair; and joined be
To our wild minstrelsy!'
〃Whence came ye; jolly Satyrs! whence came ye!
So many; and so many; and such glee?
Why have ye left your forest haunts; why left
Your nuts in oak…tree cleft?…
'For wine; for wine we left our kernel tree;
For wine we left our heath; and yellow brooms;
And cold mushrooms;
For wine we follow Bacchus through the earth;
Great God of breathless cups and