第 14 节
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So stedfastly; that the new denizen
Had time to keep him in amazed ken;
To mark these shadowings; and stand in awe。
The old man rais'd his hoary head and saw
The wilder'd stranger… seeming not to see;
His features were so lifeless。 Suddenly
He woke as from a trance; his snow…white brows
Went arching up; and like two magic ploughs
Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large;
Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge;
Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile。
Then up he rose; like one whose tedious toil
Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage;
Who had not from mid…life to utmost age
Eas'd in one accent his o'er…burden'd soul;
Even to the trees。 He rose: he grasp'd his stole;
With convuls'd clenches waving it abroad;
And in a voice of solemn joy; that aw'd
Echo into oblivion; he said:…
〃Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head
In peace upon my watery pillow: now
Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow。
O Jove! I shall be young again; be young!
O shell…borne Neptune; I am pierc'd and stung
With new…born life! What shall I do? Where go;
When I have cast this serpent…skin of woe?…
I'll swim to the syrens; and one moment listen
Their melodies; and see their long hair glisten;
Anon upon that giant's arm I'll be;
That writhes about the roots of Sicily:
To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail;
And mount upon the snortings of a whale
To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep
On forked lightning; to the deepest deep;
Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd
With rapture to the other side of the world!
O; I am full of gladness! Sisters three;
I bow full hearted to your old decree!
Yes; every god be thank'd; and power benign;
For I no more shall wither; droop; and pine。
Thou art the man!〃 Endymion started back
Dismay'd; and; like a wretch from whom the rack
Tortures hot breath; and speech of agony;
Mutter'd: 〃What lonely death am I to die
In this cold region? Will he let me freeze;
And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas?
Or will he touch me with his searing hand;
And leave a black memorial on the sand?
Or tear me piece…meal with a bony saw;
And keep me as a chosen food to draw
His magian fish through hated fire and flame?
O misery of hell! resistless; tame;
Am I to be burnt up? No; I will shout;
Until the gods through heaven's blue look out!…
O Tartarus! but some few days agone
Her soft arms were entwining me; and on
Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves:
Her lips were all my own; and… ah; ripe sheaves
Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop;
But never may be garner'd。 I must stoop
My head; and kiss death's foot。 Love! love; farewell!
Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell
Would melt at thy sweet breath。… By Dian's hind
Feeding from her white fingers; on the wind
I see thy streaming hair! and now; by Pan;
I care not for this old mysterious man!〃
He spake; and walking to that aged form;
Look'd high defiance。 Lo! his heart 'gan warm
With pity; for the grey…hair'd creature wept。
Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept?
Had he; though blindly contumelious; brought
Rheum to kind eyes; a sting to humane thought;
Convulsion to a mouth of many years?
He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears。
The penitent shower fell; as down he knelt
Before that care…worn sage; who trembling felt
About his large dark locks; and faultering spake:
〃Arise; good youth; for sacred Phoebus' sake!
I know thine inmost bosom; and I feel
A very brother's yearning for thee steal
Into mine own: for why? thou openest
The prison gates that have so long opprest
My weary watching。 Though thou know'st it not;
Thou art commission'd to this fated spot
For great enfranchisement。 O weep no more;
I am a friend to love; to loves of yore:
Aye; hadst thou never lov'd an unknown power;
I had been grieving at this joyous hour。
But even now most miserable old;
I saw thee; and my blood no longer cold
Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case
Grew a new heart; which at this moment plays
As dancingly as thine。 Be not afraid;
For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd;
Now as we speed towards our joyous task。〃
So saying; this young soul in age's mask
Went forward with the Carian side by side:
Resuming quickly thus: while ocean's tide
Hung swollen at their backs; and jewel'd sands
Took silently their foot…prints。
〃My soul stands
Now past the midway from mortality;
And so I can prepare without a sigh
To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain。
I was a fisher once; upon this main;
And my boat danc'd in every creek and bay;
Rough billows were my home by night and day;…
The sea…gulls not more constant; for I had
No housing from the storm and tempests mad;
But hollow rocks;… and they were palaces
Of silent happiness; of slumberous ease:
Long years of misery have told me so。
Aye; thus it was one thousand years ago。
One thousand years!… Is it then possible
To look so plainly through them? to dispel
A thousand years with backward glance sublime?
To breathe away as 'twere all scummy slime
From off a crystal pool; to see its deep;
And one's own image from the bottom peep?
Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall;
My long captivity and moanings all
Are but a slime; a thin…pervading scum;
The which I breathe away; and thronging come
Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures。
〃I touch'd no lute; I sang not; trod no measures:
I was a lonely youth on desert shores。
My sports were lonely; 'mid continuous roars;
And craggy isles; and sea…mew's plaintive cry
Plaining discrepant between sea and sky。
Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen
Would let me feel their scales of gold and green;
Nor be my desolation; and; full oft;
When a dread waterspout had rear'd aloft
Its hungry hugeness; seeming ready ripe
To burst with hoarsest thunderings; and wipe
My life away like a vast sponge of fate;
Some friendly monster; pitying my sad state;
Has dived to its foundations; gulph'd it down;
And left me tossing safely。 But the crown
Of all my life was utmost quietude:
More did I love to lie in cavern rude;
Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice;
And if it came at last; hark; and rejoice!
There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer
My skiff along green shelving coasts; to hear
The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep;
Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep:
And never was a day of summer shine;
But I beheld its birth upon the brine:
For I would watch all night to see unfold
Heaven's gates; and AEthon snort his morning gold
Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly
At brim of day…tide; on some grassy lea;
My nets would be spread out; and I at rest。
The poor folk of the sea…country I blest
With daily boon of fish most delicate:
They knew not whence this bounty; and elate
Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach。
〃Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach
At things which; but for thee; O Latmian!
Had been my dreary death? Fool! I began
To feel distemper'd longings: to desire
The utmost privilege that ocean's sire
Could grant in benediction: to be free
Of all his kingdom。 Long in misery
I wasted; ere in one extremest fit
I plung'd for life or death。 To interknit
One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff
Might seem a work of pain; so not enough
Can I admire how crystal…smooth it felt;
And buoyant round my limbs。 At first I dwelt
Whole days and days in sheer astonishment;
Forgetful utterly of self…intent;
Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow。
Then; like a new fledg'd bird that first doth show
His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill;
I tried in fea