第 10 节
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京文 更新:2021-12-07 09:25 字数:9319
There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes:
A scowl is sometimes on his brow; but who
Look full upon it feel anon the blue
Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls。
Endymion feels it; and no more controls
The burning prayer within him; so; bent low;
He had begun a plaining of his woe。
But Venus; bending forward; said: 〃My child;
Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild
With love… he… but alas! too well I see
Thou know'st the deepness of his misery。
Ah; smile not so; my son: I tell thee true;
That when through heavy hours I used to rue
The endless sleep of this new…born Adon';
This stranger aye I pitied。 For upon
A dreary morning once I fled away
Into the breezy clouds; to weep and pray
For this my love: for vexing Mars had teaz'd
Me even to tears: thence; when a little eas'd;
Down…looking; vacant; through a hazy wood;
I saw this youth as he despairing stood:
Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind;
Those same full fringed lids a constant blind
Over his sullen eyes: I saw him throw
Himself on wither'd leaves; even as though
Death had come sudden; for no jot he mov'd;
Yet mutter'd wildly。 I could hear he lov'd
Some fair immortal; and that his embrace
Had zoned her through the night。 There is no trace
Of this in heaven: I have mark'd each cheek;
And find it is the vainest thing to seek;
And that of all things 'tis kept secretest。
Endymion! one day thou wilt be blest:
So still obey the guiding hand that fends
Thee safely through these wonders for sweet ends。
'Tis a concealment needful in extreme;
And if I guess'd not so; the sunny beam
Thou shouldst mount up to with me。 Now adieu!
Here must we leave thee。〃… At these words upflew
The impatient doves; uprose the floating car;
Up went the hum celestial。 High afar
The Latmian saw them minish into naught;
And; when all were clear vanish'd; still he caught
A vivid lightning from that dreadful bow。
When all was darkened; with AEtnean throe
The earth clos'd… gave a solitary moan…
And left him once again in twilight lone。
He did not rave; he did not stare aghast;
For all those visions were o'ergone; and past;
And he in loneliness: he felt assur'd
Of happy times; when all he had endur'd
Would seem a feather to the mighty prize。
So; with unusual gladness; on he hies
Through caves; and palaces of mottled ore;
Gold dome; and crystal wall; and turquois floor;
Black polish'd porticos of awful shade;
And; at the last; a diamond balustrade;
Leading afar past wild magnificence;
Spiral through ruggedest loopholes; and thence
Stretching across a void; then guiding o'er
Enormous chasms; where; all foam and roar;
Streams subterranean teaze their granite beds;
Then heighten'd just above the silvery heads
Of a thousand fountains; so that he could dash
The waters with his spear; but at the splash;
Done heedlessly; those spouting columns rose
Sudden a poplar's height; and 'gan to enclose
His diamond path with fretwork; streaming round
Alive; and dazzling cool; and with a sound;
Haply; like dolphin tumults; when sweet shells
Welcome the float of Thetis。 Long he dwells
On this delight; for; every minute's space;
The streams with changed magic interlace:
Sometimes like delicatest lattices;
Cover'd with crystal vines; then weeping trees。
Moving about as in a gentle wind;
Which; in a wink; to watery gauze refin'd;
Pour'd into shapes of curtain'd canopies;
Spangled; and rich with liquid broideries
Of flowers; peacocks; swans; and naiads fair。
Swifter than lightning went these wonders rare;
And then the water; into stubborn streams
Collecting; mimick'd the wrought oaken beams;
Pillars; and frieze; and high fantastic roof;
Of those dusk places in times far aloof
Cathedrals call'd。 He bade a loth farewell
To these founts Protean; passing gulph; and dell;
And torrent; and ten thousand jutting shapes;
Half seen through deepest gloom; and griesly gapes;
Blackening on every side; and overhead
A vaulted dome like Heaven's; far bespread
With starlight gems: aye; all so huge and strange;
The solitary felt a hurried change
Working within him into something dreary;…
Vex'd like a morning eagle; lost; and weary;
And purblind amid foggy; midnight wolds。
But he revives at once: for who beholds
New sudden things; nor casts his mental slough?
Forth from a rugged arch; in the dusk below;
Came mother Cybele! alone… alone…
In sombre chariot; dark foldings thrown
About her majesty; and front death…pale;
With turrets crown'd。 Four maned lions hale
The sluggish wheels; solemn their toothed maws;
Their surly eyes brow…hidden; heavy paws
Uplifted drowsily; and nervy tails
Cowering their tawny brushes。 Silent sails
This shadowy queen athwart; and faints away
In another gloomy arch。
Wherefore delay;
Young traveller; in such a mournful place?
Art thou wayworn; or canst not further trace
The diamond path? And does it indeed end
Abrupt in middle air? Yet earthward bend
Thy forehead; and to Jupiter cloud…borne
Call ardently! He was indeed wayworn;
Abrupt; in middle air; his way was lost;
To cloud…borne Jove he bowed; and there crost
Towards him a large eagle; 'twixt whose wings;
Without one impious word; himself he flings;
Committed to the darkness and the gloom:
Down; down; uncertain to what pleasant doom;
Swift as a fathoming plummet down he fell
Through unknown things; till exhaled asphodel;
And rose; with spicy fannings interbreath'd;
Came swelling forth where little caves were wreath'd
So thick with leaves and mosses; that they seem'd
Large honey…combs of green; and freshly teem'd
With airs delicious。 In the greenest nook
The eagle landed him; and farewell took。
It was a jasmine bower; all bestrown
With golden moss。 His every sense had grown
Ethereal for pleasure; 'bove his head
Flew a delight half…graspable; his tread
Was Hesperean; to his capable ears
Silence was music from the holy spheres;
A dewy luxury was in his eyes;
The little flowers felt his pleasant sighs
And stirr'd them faintly。 Verdant cave and cell
He wander'd through; oft wondering at such swell
Of sudden exaltation: but; 〃Alas!〃
Said he; 〃will all this gush of feeling pass
Away in solitude? And must they wane;
Like melodies upon a sandy plain;
Without an echo? Then shall I be left
So sad; so melancholy; so bereft!
Yet still I feel immortal! O my love;
My breath of life; where art thou? High above;
Dancing before the morning gates of heaven?
Or keeping watch among those starry seven;
Old Atlas' children? Art a maid of the waters;
One of shell…winding Triton's bright…hair'd daughters?
Or art; impossible! a nymph of Dian's;
Weaving a coronal of tender scions
For very idleness? Where'er thou art;
Methinks it now is at my will to start
Into thine arms; to scare Aurora's train;
And snatch thee from the morning; o'er the main
To scud like a wild bird; and take thee off
From thy sea…foamy cradle; or to doff
Thy shepherd vest; and woo thee mid fresh leaves。
No; no; too eagerly my soul deceives
Its powerless self: I know this cannot be。
O let me then by some sweet dreaming flee
To her entrancements: hither; Sleep; awhile!
Hither; most gentle Sleep! and soothing foil
For some few hours the coming solitude。〃
Thus spake he; and that moment felt endued
With power to dream deliciously; so wound
Through a dim passage; searching till he found
The smoothest mossy bed and deepest; where
He threw himself; and just into the air
Stretching his indolent arms; he took; O bliss!
A naked waist: 〃Fair Cupid; whence is this?〃
A well…known voice sigh'd; 〃Sweetest; here am I!〃
At which soft ravishment; with doting cry