第 6 节
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京文 更新:2021-12-07 09:25 字数:9322
The earth its dower of river; wood; and vale;
The meadows runnels; runnels pebble…stones;
The seed its harvest; or the lute its tones;
Tones ravishment; or ravishment its sweet;
If human souls did never kiss and greet?
〃Now; if this earthly love has power to make
Men's being mortal; immortal; to shake
Ambition from their memories; and brim
Their measure of content: what merest whim;
Seems all this poor endeavour after fame;
To one; who keeps within his stedfast aim
A love immortal; an immortal too。
Look not so wilder'd; for these things are true;
And never can be born of atomies
That buzz about our slumbers; like brain…flies;
Leaving us fancy…sick。 No; no; I'm sure;
My restless spirit never could endure
To brood so long upon one luxury;
Unless it did; though fearfully; espy
A hope beyond the shadow of a dream。
My sayings will the less obscured seem;
When I have told thee how my waking sight
Has made me scruple whether that same night
Was pass'd in dreaming。 Hearken; sweet Peona!
Beyond the matron…temple of Latona;
Which we should see but for these darkening boughs;
Lies a deep hollow; from whose ragged brows
Bushes and trees do lean all round athwart
And meet so nearly; that with wings outraught;
And spreaded tail; a vulture could not glide
Past them; but he must brush on every side。
Some moulder'd steps lead into this cool cell;
Far as the slabbed margin of a well;
Whose patient level peeps its crystal eye
Right upward; through the bushes; to the sky。
Oft have I brought thee flowers; on their stalks set
Like vestal primroses; but dark velvet
Edges them round; and they have golden pits:
'Twas there I got them; from the gaps and slits
In a mossy stone; that sometimes was my seat;
When all above was faint with mid…day heat。
And there in strife no burning thoughts to heed;
I'd bubble up the water through a reed;
So reaching back to boy…hood: make me ships
Of moulted feathers; touchwood; alder chips;
With leaves stuck in them; and the Neptune be
Of their petty ocean。 Oftener; heavily;
When love…lorn hours had left me less a child;
I sat contemplating the figures wild
Of o'er…head clouds melting the mirror through。
Upon a day; while thus I watch'd; by flew
A cloudy Cupid; with his bow and quiver;
So plainly character'd; no breeze would shiver
The happy chance: so happy; I was fain
To follow it upon the open plain;
And; therefore; was just going; when; behold!
A wonder; fair as any I have told…
The same bright face I tasted in my sleep;
Smiling in the clear well。 My heart did leap
Through the cool depth。… It moved as if to flee…
I started up; when lo! refreshfully
There came upon my face in plenteous showers
Dew…drops; and dewy buds; and leaves; and flowers;
Wrapping all objects from my smothered sight;
Bathing my spirit in a new delight。
Aye; such a breathless honey…feel of bliss
Alone preserved me from the drear abyss
Of death; for the fair form had gone again。
Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain
Clings cruelly to us; like the gnawing sloth
On the deer's tender haunches: late; and loth;
'Tis scar'd away by slow returning pleasure。
How sickening; how dark the dreadful leisure
Of weary days; made deeper exquisite;
By a fore…knowledge of unslumbrous night!
Like sorrow came upon me; heavier still;
Than when I wander'd from the poppy hill:
And a whole age of lingering moments crept
Sluggishly by; ere more contentment swept
Away at once the deadly yellow spleen。
Yes; thrice have I this fair enchantment seen;
Once more been tortured with renewed life。
When last the wintry gusts gave over strife
With the conquering sun of spring; and left the skies
Warm and serene; but yet with moistened eyes
In pity of the shatter'd infant buds;…
That time thou didst adorn; with amber studs;
My hunting cap; because I laugh'd and smil'd;
Chatted with thee; and many days exil'd
All torment from my breast;… 'twas even then;
Straying about; yet; coop'd up in the den
Of helpless discontent;… hurling my lance
From place to place; and following at chance;
At last; by hap; through some young trees it struck;
And; plashing among bedded pebbles; stuck
In the middle of a brook;… whose silver ramble
Down twenty little falls; through reeds and bramble;
Tracing along; it brought me to a cave;
Whence it ran brightly forth; and white did lave
The nether sides of mossy stones and rock;…
'Mong which it gurgled blythe adieus; to mock
Its own sweet grief at parting。 Overhead;
Hung a lush screen of drooping weeds; and spread
Thick; as to curtain up some wood…nymph's home。
'Ah! impious mortal; whither do I roam?'
Said I; low voic'd: 'Ah; whither! 'Tis the grot
'Of Proserpine; when Hell; obscure and hot;
'Doth her resign; and where her tender hands
'She dabbles; on the cool and sluicy sands:
'Or 'tis the cell of Echo; where she sits;
'And babbles thorough silence; till her wits
'Are gone in tender madness; and anon;
'Faints into sleep; with many a dying tone
'Of sadness。 O that she would take my vows;
'And breathe them sighingly among the boughs;
'To sue her gentle ears for whose fair head;
'Daily; I pluck sweet flowerets from their bed;
'And weave them dyingly… send honey…whispers
'Round every leaf; that all those gentle lispers
'May sigh my love unto her pitying!
'O charitable Echo! hear; and sing
'This ditty to her!… tell her'… so I stay'd
My foolish tongue; and listening; half afraid;
Stood stupefied with my own empty folly;
And blushing for the freaks of melancholy。
Salt tears were coming; when I heard my name
Most fondly lipp'd; and then these accents came:
'Endymion! the cave is secreter
'Than the Isle of Delos。 Echo hence shall stir
'No sighs but sigh…warm kisses; or light noise
'Of thy combing hand; the while it travelling cloys
'And trembles through my labyrinthine hair。'
At that oppress'd I hurried in。… Ah! where
Are those swift moments? Whither are they fled?
I'll smile no more; Peona; nor will wed
Sorrow the way to death; but patiently
Bear up against it: so farewell; sad sigh;
And come instead demurest meditation;
To occupy me wholly; and to fashion
My pilgrimage for the world's dusky brink。
No more will I count over; link by link;
My chain of grief: no longer strive to find
A half…forgetfulness in mountain wind
Blustering about my ears: aye; thou shalt see;
Dearest of sisters; what my life shall be;
What a calm round of hours shall make my days。
There is a paly flame of hope that plays
Where'er I look: but yet; I'll say 'tis naught…
And here I bid it die。 Have not I caught;
Already; a more healthy countenance?
By this the sun is setting; we may chance
Meet some of our near…dwellers with my car。〃
This said; he rose; faint…smiling like a star
Through autumn mists; and took Peona's hand:
They stept into the boat; and launch'd from land。
BOOK II。
O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!
All records; saving thine; come cool; and calm;
And shadowy; through the mist of passed years:
For others; good or bad; hatred and tears
Have become indolent; but touching thine;
One sigh doth echo; one poor sob doth pine;
One kiss brings honey…dew from buried days。
The woes of Troy; towers smothering o'er their blaze;
Stiff…holden shields; far…piercing spears; keen blades;
Struggling; and blood; and shrieks… all dimly fades
Into some backward corner of the brain:
Yet; in our very souls; we feel amain
The close of Troilus and Cressid sweet。
Hence; pageant history! hence; gilded cheat!
Swart planet in the universe of deeds!
Wide sea; that one continuous murmur breeds
Along the pebbled shore of memory!
Many old rotten…timber'd boats there be
Upon thy vaporous bosom; magnif