第 4 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  Hereat Peona; in their silver source;
  Shut her pure sorrow drops with glad exclaim;
  And took a lute; from which there pulsing came
  A lively prelude; fashioning the way
  In which her voice should wander。 'Twas a lay
  More subtle cadenced; more forest wild
  Than Dryope's lone lulling of her child;
  And nothing since has floated in the air
  So mournful strange。 Surely some influence rare
  Went; spiritual; through the damsel's hand;
  For still; with Delphic emphasis; she spann'd
  The quick invisible strings; even though she saw
  Endymion's spirit melt away and thaw
  Before the deep intoxication。
  But soon she came; with sudden burst; upon
  Her self…possession… swung the lute aside;
  And earnestly said: 〃Brother; 'tis vain to hide
  That thou dost know of things mysterious;
  Immortal; starry; such alone could thus
  Weigh down thy nature。 Hast thou sinn'd in aught
  Offensive to the heavenly power? Caught
  A Paphian dove upon a message sent?
  Thy deathful bow against some deer…herd bent
  Sacred to Dian? Haply; thou hast seen
  Her naked limbs among the alders green;
  And that; alas! is death。 No; I can trace
  Something more high perplexing in thy face!〃
  Endymion look'd at her; and press'd her hand;
  And said; 〃Art thou so pale; who wast so bland
  And merry in our meadows? How is this?
  Tell me thine ailment: tell me all amiss!…
  Ah! thou hast been unhappy at the change
  Wrought suddenly in me。 What indeed more strange?
  Or more complete to overwhelm surmise?
  Ambition is so sluggard; 'tis no prize;
  That toiling years would put within my grasp;
  That I have sighed for: with so deadly gasp
  No man e'er panted for a mortal love。
  So all have set my heavier grief above
  These things which happen。 Rightly have they done:
  I; who still saw the horizontal sun
  Heave his broad shoulder o'er the edge of the world;
  Out…facing Lucifer; and then had hurl'd
  My spear aloft; as signal for the chace…
  I; who; for very sport of heart; would race
  With my own steed from Araby; pluck down
  A vulture from his towery perching; frown
  A lion into growling; loth retire…
  To lose; at once; all my toil…breeding fire;
  And sink thus low! but I will ease my breast
  Of secret grief; here in this bowery nest。
  〃This river does not see the naked sky;
  Till it begins to progress silverly
  Around the western border of the wood;
  Whence; from a certain spot; its winding flood
  Seems at the distance like a crescent moon:
  And in that nook; the very pride of June;
  Had I been used to pass my weary eves;
  The rather for the sun unwilling leaves
  So dear a picture of his sovereign power;
  And I could witness his most kingly hour;
  When he doth tighten up the golden reins;
  And paces leisurely down amber plains
  His snorting four。 Now when his chariot last
  Its beams against the zodiac…lion cast;
  There blossom'd suddenly a magic bed
  Of sacred ditamy; and poppies red:
  At which I wondered greatly; knowing well
  That but one night had wrought this flowery spell;
  And; sitting down close by; began to muse
  What it might mean。 Perhaps; thought I; Morpheus;
  In passing here; his owlet pinions shook;
  Or; it may be; ere matron Night uptook
  Her ebon urn; young Mercury; by stealth;
  Had dipt his rod in it: such garland wealth
  Came not by common growth。 Thus on I thought;
  Until my head was dizzy and distraught。
  Moreover; through the dancing poppies stole
  A breeze; most softly lulling to my soul;
  And shaping visions all about my sight
  Of colours; wings; and bursts of spangly light;
  The which became more strange; and strange; and dim;
  And then were gulph'd in a tumultuous swim:
  And then I fell asleep。 Ah; can I tell
  The enchantment that afterwards befel?
  Yet it was but a dream: yet such a dream
  That never tongue; although it overteem
  With mellow utterance; like a cavern spring;
  Could figure out and to conception bring
  All I beheld and felt。 Methought I lay
  Watching the zenith; where the milky way
  Among the stars in virgin splendour pours;
  And travelling my eye; until the doors
  Of heaven appear'd to open for my flight;
  I became loth and fearful to alight
  From such high soaring by a downward glance:
  So kept me stedfast in that airy trance;
  Spreading imaginary pinions wide。
  When; presently; the stars began to glide;
  And faint away; before my eager view:
  At which I sigh'd that I could not pursue;
  And dropt my vision to the horizon's verge;
  And lo! from opening clouds; I saw emerge
  The loveliest moon; that ever silver'd o'er
  A shell for Neptune's goblet: she did soar
  So passionately bright; my dazzled soul
  Commingling with her argent spheres did roll
  Through clear and cloudy; even when she went
  At last into a dark and vapoury tent…
  Whereat; methought; the lidless…eyed train
  Of planets all were in the blue again。
  To commune with those orbs; once more I rais'd
  My sight right upward: but it was quite dazed
  By a bright something; sailing down apace;
  Making me quickly veil my eyes and face:
  Again I look'd; and; O ye deities;
  Who from Olympus watch our destinies!
  Whence that completed form of all completeness?
  Whence came that high perfection of all sweetness?
  Speak; stubborn earth; and tell me where; O where
  Hast thou a symbol of her golden hair?
  Not oat…sheaves drooping in the western sun;
  Not… thy soft hand; fair sister! let me shun
  Such follying before thee… yet she had;
  Indeed; locks bright enough to make me mad;
  And they were simply gordian'd up and braided;
  Leaving; in naked comeliness; unshaded;
  Her pearl round ears; white neck; and orbed brow;
  The which were blended in; I know not how;
  With such a paradise of lips and eyes;
  Blush…tinted cheeks; half smiles; and faintest sighs;
  That; when I think thereon; my spirit clings
  And plays about its fancy; till the stings
  Of human neighbourhood envenom all。
  Unto what awful power shall I call?
  To what high fane?… Ah! see her hovering feet;
  More bluely vein'd; more soft; more whitely sweet
  Than those of sea…born Venus; when she rose
  From out her cradle shell。 The wind out…blows
  Her scarf into a fluttering pavillion;
  'Tis blue; and over…spangled with a million
  Of little eyes; as though thou wert to shed;
  Over the darkest; lushest blue…bell bed;
  Handfuls of daisies。〃… 〃Endymion; how strange!
  Dream within dream!〃… 〃She took an airy range;
  And then; towards me; like a very maid;
  Came blushing; waning; willing; and afraid;
  And press'd me by the hand: Ah! 'twas too much;
  Methought I fainted at the charmed touch;
  Yet held my recollections; even as one
  Who dives three fathoms where the waters run
  Gurgling in beds of coral: for anon;
  I felt upmounted in that region
  Where falling stars dart their artillery forth;
  And eagles struggle with the buffeting north
  That balances the heavy meteor…stone;…
  Felt too; I was not fearful; nor alone;
  But lapp'd and lull'd along the dangerous sky。
  Soon; as it seem'd; we left our journeying high;
  And straightway into frightful eddies swoop'd;
  Such as aye muster where grey time has scoop'd
  Huge dens and caverns in a mountain's side;
  There hollow sounds arous'd me; and I sigh'd
  To faint once more by looking on my bliss…
  I was distracted; madly did I kiss
  The wooing arms which held me; and did give
  My eyes at once to death: but 'twas to live;
  To take in draughts of life from the gold fount
  Of kind and passionate looks; to count; and count
  The moments; by some greedy help that seem'd
  A second self; that each might be redeem'd
  And plunder'd of its load of blessedness。
  Ah; desperate mortal! I e'en dar'd to press
  Her very cheek against my crowned lip;
  And; at that moment; felt my body dip
  Into a warmer air: a moment more;
  Our feet were soft in flowers。 Ther