第 4 节
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京文 更新:2021-12-07 09:25 字数:9322
Hereat Peona; in their silver source;
Shut her pure sorrow drops with glad exclaim;
And took a lute; from which there pulsing came
A lively prelude; fashioning the way
In which her voice should wander。 'Twas a lay
More subtle cadenced; more forest wild
Than Dryope's lone lulling of her child;
And nothing since has floated in the air
So mournful strange。 Surely some influence rare
Went; spiritual; through the damsel's hand;
For still; with Delphic emphasis; she spann'd
The quick invisible strings; even though she saw
Endymion's spirit melt away and thaw
Before the deep intoxication。
But soon she came; with sudden burst; upon
Her self…possession… swung the lute aside;
And earnestly said: 〃Brother; 'tis vain to hide
That thou dost know of things mysterious;
Immortal; starry; such alone could thus
Weigh down thy nature。 Hast thou sinn'd in aught
Offensive to the heavenly power? Caught
A Paphian dove upon a message sent?
Thy deathful bow against some deer…herd bent
Sacred to Dian? Haply; thou hast seen
Her naked limbs among the alders green;
And that; alas! is death。 No; I can trace
Something more high perplexing in thy face!〃
Endymion look'd at her; and press'd her hand;
And said; 〃Art thou so pale; who wast so bland
And merry in our meadows? How is this?
Tell me thine ailment: tell me all amiss!…
Ah! thou hast been unhappy at the change
Wrought suddenly in me。 What indeed more strange?
Or more complete to overwhelm surmise?
Ambition is so sluggard; 'tis no prize;
That toiling years would put within my grasp;
That I have sighed for: with so deadly gasp
No man e'er panted for a mortal love。
So all have set my heavier grief above
These things which happen。 Rightly have they done:
I; who still saw the horizontal sun
Heave his broad shoulder o'er the edge of the world;
Out…facing Lucifer; and then had hurl'd
My spear aloft; as signal for the chace…
I; who; for very sport of heart; would race
With my own steed from Araby; pluck down
A vulture from his towery perching; frown
A lion into growling; loth retire…
To lose; at once; all my toil…breeding fire;
And sink thus low! but I will ease my breast
Of secret grief; here in this bowery nest。
〃This river does not see the naked sky;
Till it begins to progress silverly
Around the western border of the wood;
Whence; from a certain spot; its winding flood
Seems at the distance like a crescent moon:
And in that nook; the very pride of June;
Had I been used to pass my weary eves;
The rather for the sun unwilling leaves
So dear a picture of his sovereign power;
And I could witness his most kingly hour;
When he doth tighten up the golden reins;
And paces leisurely down amber plains
His snorting four。 Now when his chariot last
Its beams against the zodiac…lion cast;
There blossom'd suddenly a magic bed
Of sacred ditamy; and poppies red:
At which I wondered greatly; knowing well
That but one night had wrought this flowery spell;
And; sitting down close by; began to muse
What it might mean。 Perhaps; thought I; Morpheus;
In passing here; his owlet pinions shook;
Or; it may be; ere matron Night uptook
Her ebon urn; young Mercury; by stealth;
Had dipt his rod in it: such garland wealth
Came not by common growth。 Thus on I thought;
Until my head was dizzy and distraught。
Moreover; through the dancing poppies stole
A breeze; most softly lulling to my soul;
And shaping visions all about my sight
Of colours; wings; and bursts of spangly light;
The which became more strange; and strange; and dim;
And then were gulph'd in a tumultuous swim:
And then I fell asleep。 Ah; can I tell
The enchantment that afterwards befel?
Yet it was but a dream: yet such a dream
That never tongue; although it overteem
With mellow utterance; like a cavern spring;
Could figure out and to conception bring
All I beheld and felt。 Methought I lay
Watching the zenith; where the milky way
Among the stars in virgin splendour pours;
And travelling my eye; until the doors
Of heaven appear'd to open for my flight;
I became loth and fearful to alight
From such high soaring by a downward glance:
So kept me stedfast in that airy trance;
Spreading imaginary pinions wide。
When; presently; the stars began to glide;
And faint away; before my eager view:
At which I sigh'd that I could not pursue;
And dropt my vision to the horizon's verge;
And lo! from opening clouds; I saw emerge
The loveliest moon; that ever silver'd o'er
A shell for Neptune's goblet: she did soar
So passionately bright; my dazzled soul
Commingling with her argent spheres did roll
Through clear and cloudy; even when she went
At last into a dark and vapoury tent…
Whereat; methought; the lidless…eyed train
Of planets all were in the blue again。
To commune with those orbs; once more I rais'd
My sight right upward: but it was quite dazed
By a bright something; sailing down apace;
Making me quickly veil my eyes and face:
Again I look'd; and; O ye deities;
Who from Olympus watch our destinies!
Whence that completed form of all completeness?
Whence came that high perfection of all sweetness?
Speak; stubborn earth; and tell me where; O where
Hast thou a symbol of her golden hair?
Not oat…sheaves drooping in the western sun;
Not… thy soft hand; fair sister! let me shun
Such follying before thee… yet she had;
Indeed; locks bright enough to make me mad;
And they were simply gordian'd up and braided;
Leaving; in naked comeliness; unshaded;
Her pearl round ears; white neck; and orbed brow;
The which were blended in; I know not how;
With such a paradise of lips and eyes;
Blush…tinted cheeks; half smiles; and faintest sighs;
That; when I think thereon; my spirit clings
And plays about its fancy; till the stings
Of human neighbourhood envenom all。
Unto what awful power shall I call?
To what high fane?… Ah! see her hovering feet;
More bluely vein'd; more soft; more whitely sweet
Than those of sea…born Venus; when she rose
From out her cradle shell。 The wind out…blows
Her scarf into a fluttering pavillion;
'Tis blue; and over…spangled with a million
Of little eyes; as though thou wert to shed;
Over the darkest; lushest blue…bell bed;
Handfuls of daisies。〃… 〃Endymion; how strange!
Dream within dream!〃… 〃She took an airy range;
And then; towards me; like a very maid;
Came blushing; waning; willing; and afraid;
And press'd me by the hand: Ah! 'twas too much;
Methought I fainted at the charmed touch;
Yet held my recollections; even as one
Who dives three fathoms where the waters run
Gurgling in beds of coral: for anon;
I felt upmounted in that region
Where falling stars dart their artillery forth;
And eagles struggle with the buffeting north
That balances the heavy meteor…stone;…
Felt too; I was not fearful; nor alone;
But lapp'd and lull'd along the dangerous sky。
Soon; as it seem'd; we left our journeying high;
And straightway into frightful eddies swoop'd;
Such as aye muster where grey time has scoop'd
Huge dens and caverns in a mountain's side;
There hollow sounds arous'd me; and I sigh'd
To faint once more by looking on my bliss…
I was distracted; madly did I kiss
The wooing arms which held me; and did give
My eyes at once to death: but 'twas to live;
To take in draughts of life from the gold fount
Of kind and passionate looks; to count; and count
The moments; by some greedy help that seem'd
A second self; that each might be redeem'd
And plunder'd of its load of blessedness。
Ah; desperate mortal! I e'en dar'd to press
Her very cheek against my crowned lip;
And; at that moment; felt my body dip
Into a warmer air: a moment more;
Our feet were soft in flowers。 Ther