第 73 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9321
  by it。  The beard gave him dignity; and hid his mean; cruel mouth。
  His black suit seemed to say he; too; had lost some one dear to
  him; and that was a ground of sympathy。
  She received him kindly; and thanked him for taking the trouble to
  come again。  She begged him to be seated; and then; womanlike; she
  waited for him to explain。
  But he was in no hurry; and waited for her。  He knew she would
  speak if he was silent。
  She could not keep him waiting long。  〃Mr。 Falcon;〃 said she;
  hesitating a little; 〃you have something to say to me about him I
  have lost。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said he softly。  〃I have something I could say; and I think
  I ought to say it; but I am afraid: because I don't know what will
  be the result。  I fear to make you more unhappy。〃
  〃Me! more unhappy?  Me; whose dear husband lies at the bottom of
  the ocean。  Other poor wounded creatures have the wretched comfort
  of knowing where he liesof carrying flowers to his tomb。  But I
  oh; Mr。 Falcon; I am bereaved of all: even his poor remains lost;
  lost〃she could say no more。
  Then that craven heart began to quake at what he was doing; quaked;
  yet persevered; but his own voice quivered; and his cheek grew ashy
  pale。  No wonder。  If ever God condescended to pour lightning on a
  skunk; surely now was the time。
  Shaking and sweating with terror at his own act; he stammered out;
  〃Would it be the least comfort to you to know that you are not
  denied that poor consolation?  Suppose he died not so miserably as
  you think?  Suppose he was picked up at sea; in a dying state?〃
  〃Ah!〃
  〃Suppose he lingered; nursed by kind and sympathizing hands; that
  almost saved him?  Suppose he was laid in hallowed ground; and a
  great many tears shed over his grave?〃
  〃Ah; that would indeed be a comfort。  And it was to say this you
  came。  I thank you。  I bless you。  But; my good; kind friend; you
  are deceived。  You don't know my husband。  You never saw him。  He
  perished at sea。〃
  〃Will it be kind or unkind; to tell you why I think he died as I
  tell you; and not at sea?〃
  〃Kind; but impossible。  You deceive yourself。  Ah; I see。  You
  found some poor sufferer; and were good to him; but it was not my
  poor Christie。  Oh; if it were; I should worship you。  But I thank
  you as it is。  It was very kind to want to give me this little;
  little crumb of comfort; for I know I did not behave well to you;
  sir: but you are generous; and have forgiven a poor heart…broken
  creature; that never was very wise。〃
  He gave her time to cry; and then said to her; 〃I only wanted to be
  sure it WOULD be any comfort to you。  Mrs。 Staines; it is true I
  did not even know his name; nor yours。  When I met; in this very
  room; the great disappointment that has saddened my own life; I
  left England directly。  I collected funds; went to Natal; and
  turned land…owner and farmer。  I have made a large fortune; but I
  need not tell you I am not happy。  Well; I had a yacht; and sailing
  from Cape Town to Algoa Bay; I picked up a raft; with a dying man
  on it。  He was perishing from exhaustion and exposure。  I got a
  little brandy between his lips; and kept him alive。  I landed with
  him at once: and we nursed him on shore。  We had to be very
  cautious。  He improved。  We got him to take egg…flip。  He smiled on
  us at first; and then he thanked us。  I nursed him day and night
  for ten days。  He got much stronger。  He spoke to me; thanked me
  again and again; and told me his name was Christopher Staines。  He
  told me that he should never get well。  I implored him to have
  courage。  He said he did not want for courage; but nature had been
  tried too hard。  We got so fond of each other。  Oh!〃and the
  caitiff pretended to break down; and his feigned grief mingled with
  Rosa's despairing sobs。
  He made an apparent effort; and said; 〃He spoke to me of his wife;
  his darling Rosa。  The name made me start; but I could not know it
  was you。  At last he was strong enough to write a few lines; and he
  made me promise to take them to his wife。〃
  〃Ah!〃 said Rosa。  〃Show them me。〃
  〃I will。〃
  〃This moment。〃  And her hands began to work convulsively。
  〃I cannot;〃 said Falcon。  〃I have not brought them with me。〃
  Rosa cast a keen eye of suspicion and terror on him。  His not
  bringing the letter seemed monstrous; and so indeed it was。  The
  fact is; the letter was not written。
  Falcon affected not to notice her keen look。  He flowed on; 〃The
  address he put on that letter astonished me。  'Kent Villa。'  Of
  course I knew Kent Villa: and he called you 'Rosa。'〃
  〃How could you come to me without that letter?〃 cried Rosa;
  wringing her hands。  〃How am I to know?  It is all so strange; so
  incredible。〃
  〃Don't you believe me?〃 said Falcon sadly。  〃Why should I deceive
  you?  The first time I came down to tell you all this; I did not
  KNOW who Mrs。 Staines was。  I suspected; but no more。  The second
  time I saw you in the church; and then I knew; and followed you to
  try and tell you all this; and you were not at home to me。〃
  〃Forgive me;〃 said Rosa carelessly: then earnestly; 〃The letter!
  when can I see it?〃
  〃I will send; or bring it。〃
  〃Bring it! I am in agony till I see it。  Oh; my darling! my
  darling!  It can't be true。  It was not my Christie。  He lies in
  the depths of the ocean。  Lord Tadcaster was in the ship; and he
  says so; everybody says so。〃
  〃And I say he sleeps in hallowed ground; and these hands laid him
  there。〃
  Rosa lifted her hands to heaven; and cried piteously; 〃I don't know
  what to think。  You would not willingly deceive me。  But how can
  this be?  Oh; Uncle Philip; why are you away from me?  Sir; you say
  he gave you a letter?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Oh; why; why did you not bring it?〃
  〃Because he told me the contents; and I thought he prized my poor
  efforts too highly。  It did not occur to me you would doubt my
  word。〃
  〃Oh; no: no more I do: but I fear it was not my Christie。〃
  〃I'll go for the letter at once; Mrs。 Staines。〃
  〃Oh; thank you!  Bless you!  Yes; this minute!〃
  The artful rogue did not go; never intended。
  He rose TO GO; but had a sudden inspiration; very sudden; of
  course。  〃Had he nothing about him you could recognize him by?〃
  〃Yes; he had a ring I gave him。〃
  Falcon took a black…edged envelope out of his pocket。
  〃A ruby ring;〃 said she; beginning to tremble at his quiet action。
  〃Is that it?〃 and he handed her a ruby ring。
  CHAPTER XXVII。
  Mrs。 Staines uttered a sharp cry and seized the ring。  Her eyes
  dilated over it; and she began to tremble in every limb; and at
  last she sank slowly back; and her head fell on one side like a
  broken lily。  The sudden sight of the ring overpowered her almost
  to fainting。
  Falcon rose to call for assistance; but she made him a feeble
  motion not to do so。
  She got the better of her faintness; and then she fell to kissing
  the ring; in an agony of love; and wept over it; and still held it;
  and gazed at it through her blinding tears。
  Falcon eyed her uneasily。
  But he soon found he had nothing to fear。  For a long time she
  seemed scarcely aware of his presence; and when she noticed him; it
  was to thank him; almost passionately。
  〃It was my Christie you were so good to: may Heaven bless you for
  it: and you will bring me his letter; will you not?〃
  〃Of course I will。〃
  〃Oh; do not go yet。  It is all so strange: so sad。  I seem to have
  lost my poor Christie again; since he did not die at sea。  But no;
  I am ungrateful to God; and ungrateful to the kind friend that
  nursed him to the last。  Ah; I envy you that。  Tell me all。  Never
  mind my crying。  I have seen the time I could not cry。  It was
  worse then than now。  I shall always cry when I speak of him; ay;
  to my dying day。  Tell me; tell me all。〃
  Her passion frightened the egotist; but did not turn him。  He had
  gone too far。  He told her that; after raising all their hopes; Dr。
  Staines had suddenly changed for the worse; and sunk rapidly; that
  his last words had been about her; and he had said; 〃My poor Rosa;
  who will protect her?〃  That; to comfort him; he had said he would
  protect her。  Then the dying man had managed to write a line or
  two; and to address it。  Almost his last words had been; 〃Be a
  father to my child。〃
  〃That is strange。〃
  〃You have no child?  Then it must have been you he meant。  He spoke
  of you as a child more than once。〃
  〃Mr。 Falcon; I have a child; but born since I lost my poor child's
  father。〃
  〃Then I think he knew it。  They say that dying men can see all over
  the world: and I remember; when he said it; his eyes seemed fixed
  very strangely; as if on something distant。  Oh; how wonderful all
  this is。  May I see his child; to whom I promised〃
  The artist in lies left his sentence half completed。
  Rosa rang; and sent for her little boy。
  Mr。 Falcon admired his beauty; and said quietly; 〃I shall keep my
  vow。〃
  He then left her; with a promise to come back early next morning
  with the letter。
  She let him go only on those conditions。
  As soon as her father came in; she ran to him with this strange
  story。
  〃I don't believe it;〃 said he。  〃It is impossible。〃
  She showed him the proof; the ruby ring。
  Then he became very uneasy; and begged her not to tell a soul。  He