第 57 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  and is the only real evil in the world; but bodily pain。〃
  Then came a struggle; that lasted a whole week; and knitted his
  brows; and took the color from his cheek; but it ended in the
  triumph of love and hate; over conscience and common sense。  His
  Rosa should not be poor; and he would cheat some of those
  contemptible creatures called men; who had done him nothing but
  injustice; and at last had sacrificed his life like a rat's。
  When the struggle was over; and the fatal resolution taken; then he
  became calmer; less solitary; and more sociable。
  Phoebe; who was secretly watching him with a woman's eye; observed
  this change in him; and; with benevolent intentions; invited him
  one day to ride round the farm with her。  He consented readily。
  She showed him the fields devoted to maize and wheat; and then the
  sheepfolds。  Tim's sheep were apparently deserted; but he was
  discovered swinging head downwards from the branch of a camel…
  thorn; and seeing him; it did strike one that if he had had a tail
  he would have been swinging by that。  Phoebe called to him: he
  never answered; but set off running to her; and landed himself
  under her nose in a wheel somersault。
  〃I hope you are watching them; Tim;〃 said his mistress。
  〃Iss; missy; always washing 'em。〃
  〃Why; there's one straying towards the wood now。〃
  〃He not go far;〃 said Tim coolly。  The young monkey stole off a
  little way; then fell flat; and uttered the cry of a jackal; with
  startling precision。  Back went the sheep to his comrades post
  haste; and Tim effected a somersault and a chuckle。
  〃You are a clever boy;〃 said Phoebe。  〃So that is how you manage
  them。〃
  〃Dat one way; missy;〃 said Tim; not caring to reveal all his
  resources at once。
  Then Phoebe rode on; and showed Christopher the ostrich pan。  It
  was a large basin; a form the soil often takes in these parts; and
  in it strutted several full…grown ostriches and their young; bred
  on the premises。  There was a little dam of water; and plenty of
  food about。  They were herded by a Kafir infant of about six;
  black; glossy; fat; and clean; being in the water six times a day。
  Sometimes one of the older birds would show an inclination to stray
  out of the pan。  Then the infant rolled after her; and tapped her
  ankles with a wand。  She instantly came back; but without any loss
  of dignity; for she strutted with her nose in the air; affecting
  completely to ignore the inferior little animal; that was
  nevertheless controlling her movements。  〃There's a farce;〃 said
  Phoebe。  〃But you would not believe the money they cost me; nor the
  money they bring me in。  Grain will not sell here for a quarter its
  value: and we can't afford to send it to Cape Town; twenty days and
  back; but finery; that sells everywhere。  I gather sixty pounds the
  year off those poor fowls' backsclear profit。〃
  She showed him the granary; and told him there wasn't such another
  in Africa。  This farm had belonged to one of the old Dutch
  settlers; and that breed had been going down this many a year。
  〃You see; sir; Dick and I being English; and not downright in want
  of money; we can't bring ourselves to sell grain to the middlemen
  for nothing; so we store it; hoping for better times; that maybe
  will never come。  Now I'll show you how the dam is made。〃
  They inspected the dam all round。  〃This is our best friend of
  all;〃 said she。  〃Without this the sun would turn us all to
  tinder;crops; flowers; beasts; and folk。〃
  〃Oh; indeed;〃 said Staines。  〃Then it is a pity you have not built
  it more scientifically。  I must have a look at this。〃
  〃Ay do; sir; and advise us if you see anything wrong。  But hark! it
  is milking time。  Come and see that。〃  So she led the way to some
  sheds; and there they found several cows being milked; each by a
  little calf and a little Hottentot at the same time; and both
  fighting and jostling each other for the udder。  Now and then a
  young cow; unused to incongruous twins; would kick impatiently at
  both animals and scatter them。
  〃That is their way;〃 said Phoebe: 〃they have got it into their
  silly Hottentot heads as kye won't yield their milk if the calf is
  taken away; and it is no use arguing with 'em; they will have their
  own way; but they are very trusty and honest; poor things。  We soon
  found that out。  When we came here first it was in a hired wagon;
  and Hottentot drivers: so when we came to settle I made ready for a
  bit of a wrangle。  But my maid Sophy; that is nurse now; and a
  great despiser of heathens; she says; 'Don't you trouble; them
  nasty ignorant blacks never charges more than their due。'  'I
  forgive 'em;' says I; 'I wish all white folk was as nice。'
  However; I did give them a trifle over; for luck: and then they got
  together and chattered something near the door; hand in hand。  'La;
  Sophy;' says I; 'what is up now?'  Says she; 'They are blessing of
  us。  Things is come to a pretty pass; for ignorant Muslinmen
  heathen to be blessing Christian folk。'  'Well;' says I; 'it won't
  hurt us any。'  'I don't know;' says she。  'I don't want the devil
  prayed over me。'  So she cocked that long nose of hers and followed
  it in a doors。〃
  By this time they were near the house; and Phoebe was obliged to
  come to her postscript; for the sake of which; believe me; she had
  uttered every syllable of this varied chat。  〃Well; sir;〃 said she;
  affecting to proceed without any considerable change of topic; 〃and
  how do you find yourself?  Have you discovered the past?〃
  〃I have; madam。  I remember every leading incident of my life。〃
  〃And has it made you happier?〃 said Phoebe softly。
  〃No;〃 said Christopher gravely。  〃Memory has brought me misery。〃
  〃I feared as much; for you have lost your fine color; and your eyes
  are hollow; and lines on your poor brow that were not there before。
  Are you not sorry you have discovered the past?〃
  〃No; Mrs。 Falcon。  Give me the sovereign gift of reason; with all
  the torture it can inflict。  I thank God for returning memory; even
  with the misery it brings。〃
  Phoebe was silent a long time: then she said in a low; gentle
  voice; and with the indirectness of a truly feminine nature; 〃I
  have plenty of writing…paper in the house; and the post goes south
  to…morrow; such as 'tis。〃
  Christopher struggled with his misery; and trembled。
  He was silent a long time。  Then he said; 〃No。  It is her interest
  that I should be dead。〃
  〃Well; but; sirtake a thought。〃
  〃Not a word more; I implore you。  I am the most miserable man that
  ever breathed。〃  As he spoke; two bitter tears forced their way。
  Phoebe cast a look of pity on him; and said no more; but she shook
  her head。  Her plain common sense revolted。
  However; it did not follow he would be in the same mind next week:
  so she was in excellent spirits at her protege's recovery; and very
  proud of her cure; and celebrated the event with a roaring supper;
  including an English ham; and a bottle of port wine; and; ten to
  one; that was English too。
  Dick Dale looked a little incredulous; but he did not spare the ham
  any the more for that。
  After supper; in a pause of conversation; Staines turned to Dick;
  and said; rather abruptly; 〃Suppose that dam of yours were to burst
  and empty its contents; would it not be a great misfortune to you?〃
  〃Misfortune; sir!  Don't talk of it。  Why; it would ruin us; beast
  and body。〃
  〃Well; it will burst; if it is not looked to。〃
  〃Dale's Kloof dam burst! the biggest and strongest for a hundred
  miles round。〃
  〃You deceive yourself。  It is not scientifically built; to begin;
  and there is a cause at work that will infallibly burst it; if not
  looked to in time。〃
  〃And what is that; sir?〃
  〃The dam is full of crabs。〃
  〃So 'tis; but what of them?〃
  〃I detected two of them that had perforated the dyke from the wet
  side to the dry; and water was trickling through the channel they
  had made。  Now; for me to catch two that had come right through;
  there must be a great many at work honeycombing your dyke; those
  channels; once made; will be enlarged by the permeating water; and
  a mere cupful of water forced into a dyke by the great pressure of
  a heavy column has an expansive power quite out of proportion to
  the quantity forced in。  Colossal dykes have been burst in this way
  with disastrous effects。  Indeed; it is only a question of time;
  and I would not guarantee your dyke twelve hours。  It is full; too;
  with the heavy rains。〃
  〃Here's a go!〃 said Dick; turning pale。  〃Well; if it is to burst;
  it must。〃
  〃Why so?  You can make it safe in a few hours。  You have got a
  clumsy contrivance for letting off the excess of water: let us go
  and relieve the dam at once of two feet of water。  That will make
  it safe for a day or two; and to…morrow we will puddle it afresh;
  and demolish those busy excavators。〃
  He spoke with such authority and earnestness; that they all got up
  from table; a horn was blown that soon brought the Hottentots; and
  they all proceeded to the dam。  With infinite difficulty they
  opened the waste sluice; lowered the water two feet; and so
  drenched the arid soil that in forty…eight hours flowers unknown
  sprang up。
  Next morning; under the doctor's orders; all the black men and boys
  were diving