第 45 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  to be really broken down by bereavement; but he was strangely
  subdued。  The loud tones were out of him; and the loud laugh; and
  even the keen sneer。  Yet he was the same man; but with a gentler
  surface; and this was not without its pathos。
  〃Well; madam;〃 said he gravely and quietly。  〃It is as it always
  has been。  'As is the race of leaves; so that of man。'  When one
  falls; another comes。  Here's a little Christopher come; in place
  of him that is gone: a brave; beautiful boy; ma'am; the finest but
  one I ever brought into the world。  He is come to take his father's
  place in our heartsI see you valued his poor father; ma'ambut
  he comes too late for me。  At your age; ma'am; friendships come
  naturally; they spring like loves in the soft heart of youth: at
  seventy; the gate is not so open; the soil is more sterile。  I
  shall never care for another Christopher; never see another grow to
  man's estate。〃
  〃The mother; sir;〃 sobbed Lady Cicely; 〃the poor mother?〃
  〃Like them allpoor creature: in heaven; madam; in heaven。  New
  life! new existence! a new character。  All the pride; glory;
  rapture; and amazement of maternitythanks to her ignorance; which
  we must prolong; or I would not give one straw for her life; or her
  son's。  I shall never leave the house till she does know it; and
  come when it may; I dread the hour。  She is not framed by nature to
  bear so deadly a shock。〃
  〃Her father; sir。  Would he not be the best person to break it to
  her?  He was out to…day。〃
  〃Her father; ma'am?  I shall get no help from him。  He is one of
  those soft; gentle creatures; that come into the world with what
  your canting fools call a mission; and his mission is to take care
  of number one。  Not dishonestly; mind you; nor violently; nor
  rudely; but doucely and calmly。  The care a brute like me takes of
  his vitals; that care Lusignan takes of his outer cuticle。  His
  number one is a sensitive plant。  No scenes; no noise; nothing
  painfulby…the…by; the little creature that writes in the papers;
  and calls calamities PAINFUL; is of Lusignan's breed。  Out to…day!
  of course he was out; ma'am: he knew from me his daughter would be
  in peril all day; so he visited a friend。  He knew his own
  tenderness; and evaded paternal sensibilities: a self…defender。  I
  count on no help from that charming man。〃
  〃A man! I call such creachaas weptiles!〃 said Lady Cicely; her
  ghastly cheek coloring for a moment。
  〃Then you give them a false importance。〃
  In the course of this interview; Lady Cicely accused herself sadly
  of having interfered between man and wife; and with the best
  intentions brought about this cruel calamity。  〃Judge; then; sir;〃
  said she; 〃how grateful I am to you for undertaking this cruel
  task。  I was her schoolfellow; sir; and I love her dearly; but she
  has turned against me; and now; oh; with what horror she will
  regard me!〃
  〃Madam;〃 said the doctor; 〃there is nothing more mean and unjust
  than to judge others by events that none could foresee。  Your
  conscience is clear。  You did your best for my poor nephew: but
  Fate willed it otherwise。  As for my niece; she has many virtues;
  but justice is one you must not look for in that quarter。  Justice
  requires brains。  It's a virtue the heart does not deal in。  You
  must be content with your own good conscience; and an old man's
  esteem。  You did all for the best; and this very day you have done
  a good; kind action。  God bless you for it!〃
  Then he left her; and next day she went sadly home; and for many a
  long day the hollow world saw nothing of Cicely Treherne。
  When Mr。 Lusignan came home that night; Dr。 Philip told him the
  miserable story; and his fears。  He received it; not as Philip had
  expected。  The bachelor had counted without his dormant paternity。
  He was terror…strickenabjectfell into a chair; and wrung his
  hands; and wept piteously。  To keep it from his daughter till she
  should be stronger; seemed to him chimerical; impossible。  However;
  Philip insisted it must be done; and he must make some excuse for
  keeping out of her way; or his manner would rouse her suspicions。
  He consented readily to that; and indeed left all to Dr。 Philip。
  Dr。 Philip trusted nobody; not even his own confidential servant。
  He allowed no journal to come into the house without passing
  through his hands; and he read them all before he would let any
  other soul in the house see them。  He asked Rosa to let him be her
  secretary and open her letters; giving as a pretext that it would
  be as well she should have no small worries or trouble just now。
  〃Why;〃 said she; 〃I was never so well able to bear them。  It must
  be a great thing to put me out now。  I am so happy; and live in the
  future。  Well; dear uncle; you can if you likewhat does it
  matter?only there must be one exception: my own Christie's
  letters; you know。〃
  〃Of course;〃 said he; wincing inwardly。
  The very next day came a letter of condolence from Miss Lucas。  Dr。
  Philip intercepted it; and locked it up; to be shown her at a more
  fitting time。
  But how could he hope to keep so public a thing as this from
  entering the house in one of a hundred newspapers?
  He went into Gravesend; and searched all the newspapers; to see
  what he had to contend with。  To his horror; he found it in several
  dailies and weeklies; and in two illustrated papers。  He sat aghast
  at the difficulty and the danger。
  The best thing he could think of was to buy them all; and cut out
  the account。  He did so; and brought all the papers; thus
  mutilated; into the house; and sent them into the kitchen。  He said
  to his old servant; 〃These may amuse Mr。 Lusignan's people; and I
  have extracted all that interests me。〃
  By these means he hoped that none of the servants would go and buy
  more of these same papers elsewhere。
  Notwithstanding these precautions; he took the nurse apart; and
  said; 〃Now; you are an experienced woman; and to be trusted about
  an excitable patient。  Mind; I object to any female servant
  entering Mrs。 Staines's room with gossip。  Keep them outside the
  door for the present; please。  Oh; and nurse; if anything should
  happen; likely to grieve or to worry her; it must be kept from her
  entirely: can I trust you?〃
  〃You may; sir。〃
  〃I shall add ten guineas to your fee; if she gets through the month
  without a shock or disturbance of any kind。〃
  She stared at him; inquiringly。  Then she said;
  〃You may rely on me; doctor。〃
  〃I feel I may。  Still; she alarms me。  She looks quiet enough; but
  she is very excitable。〃
  Not all these precautions gave Dr。 Philip any real sense of
  security; still less did they to Mr。 Lusignan。  He was not a tender
  father; in small things; but the idea of actual danger to his only
  child was terrible to him and he now passed his life in a continual
  tremble。
  This is the less to be wondered at; when I tell you that even the
  stout Philip began to lose his nerve; his appetite; his sleep;
  under this hourly terror and this hourly torture。
  Well did the great imagination of antiquity feign a torment; too
  great for the mind long to endure; in the sword of Damocles
  suspended by a single hair over his head。  Here the sword hung over
  an innocent creature; who smiled beneath it; fearless; but these
  two old men must sit and watch the sword; and ask themselves how
  long before that subtle salvation shall snap。
  〃Ill news travels fast;〃 says the proverb。  〃The birds of the air
  shall carry the matter;〃 says Holy Writ; and it is so。  No bolts
  nor bars; no promises nor precautions; can long shut out a great
  calamity from the ears it is to blast; the heart it is to wither。
  The very air seems full of it; until it falls。
  Rosa's child was more than a fortnight old; and she was looking
  more beautiful than ever; as is often the case with a very young
  mother; and Dr。 Philip complimented her on her looks。  〃Now;〃 said
  he; 〃you reap the advantage of being good; and obedient; and
  keeping quiet。  In another ten days or so; I may take you to the
  seaside for a week。  I have the honor to inform you that from about
  the fourth to the tenth of March there is always a week of fine
  weather; which takes everybody by surprise; except me。  It does not
  astonish me; because I observe it is invariable。  Now; what would
  you say if I gave you a week at Herne Bay; to set you up
  altogether?〃
  〃As you please; dear uncle;〃 said Mrs。 Staines; with a sweet smile。
  〃I shall be very happy to go; or to stay。  I shall be happy
  everywhere; with my darling boy; and the thought of my husband。
  Why; I count the days till he shall come back to me。  No; to us; to
  us; my pet。  How dare a naughty mammy say to 'me;' as if 'me' was
  half the 'portance of oo; a precious pets!〃
  Dr。 Philip was surprised into a sigh。
  〃What is the matter; dear?〃 said Rosa; very quickly。
  〃The matter?〃
  〃Yes; dear; the matter。  You sighed; you; the laughing
  philosopher。〃
  〃Did I?〃 said he; to gain time。  〃Perhaps I remembered the
  uncertainty of human life; and of all mortal hopes。  The old will
  have their thoughts; my dear。  They have seen so much trouble。〃
  〃But; uncle dear; he is a very healthy child。〃
  〃Very。〃
  〃And you told me yourself carelessness was the cause so many
  children die。〃
  〃Th