第 38 节
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管他三七二十一 更新:2021-12-07 09:25 字数:9322
could the poor things say to each other on a crowded quay? He
begged her forgiveness; on his knees; for having once spoken
harshly to her; and she told him; with passionate sobs; he had
never spoken harshly to her; her folly it was had parted them。
Poor wretches! they clung together with a thousand vows of love and
constancy。 They were to pray for each other at the same hours: to
think of some kind word or loving act; at other stated hours; and
so they tried to fight with their suffering minds against the cruel
separation; and if either should die; the other was to live wedded
to memory; and never listen to love from other lips; but no! God
was pitiful; He would let them meet again ere long; to part no
more。 They rocked in each other's arms; they cried over each
otherit was pitiful。
At last the cruel summons came; they shuddered; as if it was their
death…blow。 Christopher; with a face of agony; was yet himself;
and would have parted then: and so best。 But Rosa could not。 She
would see the last of him; and became almost wild and violent when
he opposed it。
Then he let her come with him to Milbay Steps; but into the boat he
would not let her step。
The ship's boat lay at the steps; manned by six sailors; all
seated; with their oars tossed in two vertical rows。 A smart middy
in charge conducted them; and Dr。 Staines and Lord Tadcaster got
in; leaving Rosa; in charge of her maid; on the quay。
〃Shove off〃〃Down〃〃Give way。〃
Each order was executed so swiftly and surely that; in as many
seconds; the boat was clear; the oars struck the water with a loud
splash; and the husband was shot away like an arrow; and the wife's
despairing cry rang on the stony quay; as many a poor woman's cry
had rung before。
In half a minute the boat shot under the stern of the frigate。
They were received on the quarter…deck by Captain Hamilton: he
introduced them to the officersa torture to poor Staines; to have
his mind taken for a single instant from his wifethe first
lieutenant came aft; and reported; 〃Ready for making sail; sir。〃
Staines seized the excuse; rushed to the other side of the vessel;
leaned over the taffrail; as if he would fly ashore; and stretched
out his hands to his beloved Rosa; and she stretched out her hands
to him。 They were so near; he could read the expression of her
face。 It was wild and troubled; as one who did not yet realize the
terrible situation; but would not be long first。
〃HANDS MAKE SAILAWAY; ALOFTUP ANCHOR〃rang in Christopher's
ear; as if in a dream。 All his soul and senses were bent on that
desolate young creature。 How young and amazed her lovely face!
Yet this bewildered child was about to become a mother。 Even a
stranger's heart might have yearned with pity for her: how much
more her miserable husband's!
The capstan was manned; and worked to a merry tune that struck
chill to the bereaved; yards were braced for casting; anchor hove;
catted; and fished; sail was spread with amazing swiftness; the
ship's head dipped; and slowly and gracefully paid off towards the
breakwater; and she stood out to sea under swiftly…swelling canvas
and a light north…westerly breeze。
Staines only felt the motion: his body was in the ship; his soul
with his Rosa。 He gazed; he strained his eyes to see her eyes; as
the ship glided from England and her。 While he was thus gazing and
trembling all over; up came to him a smart second lieutenant; with
a brilliant voice that struck him like a sword。 〃Captain's orders
to show you berths; please choose for Lord Tadcaster and yourself。〃
The man's wild answer made the young officer stare。 〃Oh; sir! not
nowtry and do my duty when I have quite lost hermy poor wifea
childa mothertheresiron the stepsthere!there!〃
Now this officer always went to sea singing 〃Oh be joyful。〃 But a
strong man's agony; who can make light of it? It was a revelation
to him; but he took it quickly。 The first thing he did; being a
man of action; was to dash into his cabin; and come back with a
short; powerful double glass。 〃There!〃 said he roughly; but
kindly; and shoved it into Staines's hand。 He took it; stared at
it stupidly; then used it; without a word of thanks; so wrapped was
he in his anguish。
This glass prolonged the misery of that bitter hour。 When Rosa
could no longer tell her husband from another; she felt he was
really gone; and she threw her hands aloft; and clasped them above
her head; with the wild abandon of a woman who could never again be
a child; and Staines saw it; and a sharp sigh burst from him; and
he saw her maid and others gather round her。 He saw the poor young
thing led away; with her head all down; as he had never seen her
before; and supported to the inn; and then he saw her no more。
His heart seemed to go out of his bosom in search of her; and leave
nothing but a stone behind: he hung over the taffrail like a dead
thing。 A steady foot…fall slapped his ear。 He raised his white
face and filmy eyes; and saw Lieutenant Fitzroy marching to and fro
like a sentinel; keeping everybody away from the mourner; with the
steady; resolute; business…like face of a man in whom sentiment is
confined to action; its phrases and its flourishes being literally
terra incognita to the honest fellow。
Staines staggered towards him; holding out both hands; and gasped
out; 〃God bless you。 Hide me somewheremust not be seen SOgot
duty to doPatientcan't do it yetone hour to draw my breath
oh; my God; my God!one hour; sir。 Then do my duty; if I dieas
you would。〃
Fitzroy tore him down into his own cabin; shut him in and ran to
the first lieutenant; with a tear in his eye。 〃Can I have a
sentry; sir?〃
〃Sentry! What for?〃
〃The doctorawfully cut up at leaving his wife: got him in my
cabin。 Wants to have his cry to himself。〃
〃Fancy a fellow crying at going to sea!〃
〃It is not that; sir; it is leaving his wife。〃
〃Well; is he the only man on board that has got a wife?〃
〃Why; no; sir。 It is odd; now I think of it。 Perhaps he has only
got that ONE。〃
〃Curious creatures; landsmen;〃 said the first lieutenant。
〃However; you can stick a marine there。〃
〃And I say; show the YOUNGSTER the berths; and let him choose; as
the doctor's aground。〃
〃Yes; sir。〃
So Fitzoy planted his marine; and then went after Lord Tadcaster:
he had drawn up alongside his cousin; Captain Hamilton。 The
captain; being an admirer of Lady Cicely; was mighty civil to his
little lordship; and talked to him more than was his wont on the
quarterdeck; for though he had a good flow of conversation; and
dispensed with ceremony in his cabin; he was apt to be rather short
on deck。 However; he told little Tadcaster he was fortunate; they
had a good start; and; if the wind held; might hope to be clear of
the Channel in twenty…four hours。 〃You will see Eddystone
lighthouse about four bells;〃 said he。
〃Shall we go out of sight of land altogether?〃 inquired his
lordship。
〃Of course we shall; and the sooner the better。〃 He then explained
to the novice that the only danger to a good ship was from the
land。
While Tadcaster was digesting this paradox; Captain Hamilton
proceeded to descant on the beauties of blue water and its fine
medicinal qualities; which; he said; were particularly suited to
young gentlemen with bilious stomachs; but presently; catching
sight of Lieutenant Fitzroy standing apart; but with the manner of
a lieutenant not there by accident; he stopped; and said; civilly
but smartly; 〃Well; sir?〃
Fitzroy came forward directly; saluted; and said he had orders from
the first lieutenant to show Lord Tadcaster the berths。 His
lordship must be good enough to choose; because the doctor
couldn't。
〃Why not?〃
〃Brought to; sirfor the presentbywell; by grief。〃
〃Brought to by grief! Who the deuce is grief? No riddles on the
quarter…deck; if you please; sir。〃
〃Oh no; sir。 I assure you he is awfully cut up; and he is having
his cry out in my cabin。〃
〃Having his cry out! why; what for?〃
〃Leaving his wife; sir。〃
〃Oh; is that all?〃
〃Well; I don't wonder;〃 cried little Tadcaster warmly。 〃She is;
oh; so beautiful!〃 and a sudden blush o'erspread his pasty cheeks。
〃Why on earth didn't we bring her along with us here?〃 said he;
suddenly opening his eyes with astonishment at the childish
omission。
〃Why; indeed?〃 said the captain comically; and dived below;
attended by the well…disciplined laughter of Lieutenant Fitzroy;
who was too good an officer not to be amused at his captain's
jokes。 Having acquitted himself of that dutyand it is a very
difficult one sometimeshe took Lord Tadcaster to the main…deck;
and showed him two comfortable sleeping…berths that had been
screened off for him and Dr。 Staines; one of these was fitted with
a standing bed…place; the other had a cot swung in it。 Fitzroy
offered him the choice; but hinted that he himself preferred a cot。
〃No; thank you;〃 says my lord mighty dryly。
〃All right;〃 said Fitzroy cheerfully。 〃Take the other; then; my
lord。〃
His little lordship cocked his eye like a jackdaw; and looked
almost as cunning。 〃You see;〃 said he; 〃I have been reading up for
this voyage。〃
〃Oh; indeed! Lo