第 12 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  with a showy dogcart。  〃Ah!〃 thought Phoebe; 〃he has won a little
  money at play or pigeon…shooting; so now he has no need of me。〃
  She took the lodgings opposite him; but observed nothing till this
  very morning; when she saw him throw off his dressing…gown all in a
  hurry and fling on his coat。  She tied on her bonnet as rapidly;
  and followed him; until she discovered the object of his pursuit。
  It was a surprise to her; and a puzzle; to see another man step in;
  as if to take her part。  But as Reginald still followed the
  loitering pair; she followed Reginald; till he turned and found her
  at his heels; white and lowering。
  She confronted him in threatening silence for some time; during
  which he prepared his defence。
  〃So it is a LADY this time;〃 said she; in her low; rich voice;
  sternly。
  〃Is it?〃
  〃Yes; and I should say she is bespokethat tall; fine…built
  gentleman。  But I suppose you care no more for his feelings than
  you do for mine。〃
  〃Phoebe;〃 said the egotist; 〃I will not try to deceive you。  You
  have often said you are my true friend。〃
  〃And I think I have proved it。〃
  〃That you have。  Well; then; be my true friend now。  I am in love
  really in lovethis time。  You and I only torment each other; let
  us part friends。  There are plenty of farmers in Essex that would
  jump at you。  As for me; I'll tell you the truth; I have run
  through every farthing; my estate mortgaged beyond its valuetwo
  or three writs out against methat is why I slipped down here。  My
  only chance is to marry Money。  Her father knows I have land; and
  he knows nothing about the mortgages; she is his only daughter。
  Don't stand in my way; that is a good girl; be my friend; as you
  always were。  Hang it all; Phoebe; can't you say a word to a fellow
  that is driven into a corner; instead of glaring at me like that?
  There! I know it is ungrateful; but what can a fellow do?  I must
  live like a gentleman or else take a dose of prussic acid; you
  don't want to drive me to that。  Why; you proposed to part; last
  time; yourself。〃
  She gave him one majestic; indescribable look; that made even his
  callous heart quiver; and turned away。
  Then the scamp admired her for despising him; and could not bear to
  lose her。  He followed her; and put forth all those powers of
  persuading and soothing; which had so often proved irresistible。
  But this time it was in vain。  The insult was too savage; and his
  egotism too brutal; for honeyed phrases to blind her。
  After enduring it a long time with a silent shudder; she turned and
  shook him fiercely off her like some poisonous reptile。
  〃Do you want me to kill you?  I'd liever kill myself for loving
  such a thing as THOU。  Go thy ways; man; and let me go mine。〃  In
  her passion she dropped her cultivation for once; and went back to
  the THOU and THEE of her grandam。
  He colored up and looked spiteful enough; but he soon recovered his
  cynical egotism; and went off whistling an operatic passage。
  She crept to her lodgings; and buried her face in her pillow; and
  rocked herself to and fro for hours in the bitterest agony the
  heart can feel; groaning over her great affection wasted; flung
  into the dirt。
  While she was thus; she heard a little commotion。  She came to the
  window and saw Falcon; exquisitely dressed; drive off in his
  dogcart; attended by the acclamations of eight boys。  She saw at a
  glance he was gone courting; her knees gave way under her; and;
  such is the power of the mind; this stalwart girl lay weak as water
  on the sofa; and had not the power to go home; though just then she
  had but one wish; one hopeto see her idol's face no more; nor
  hear his wheedling tongue; that had ruined her peace。
  The exquisite Mr。 Falcon was received by Rosa Lusignan with a
  certain tremor that flattered his hopes。  He told her; in charming
  language; how he had admired her at first sight; then esteemed her;
  then loved her。
  She blushed and panted; and showed more than once a desire to
  interrupt him; but was too polite。  She heard him out with rising
  dismay; and he offered her his hand and heart。
  But by this time she had made up her mind what to say。  〃O Mr。
  Falcon!〃 she cried; 〃how can you speak to me in this way?  Why; I
  am engaged。  Didn't you know?〃
  〃No; I am sure you are not; or you would never have given me the
  encouragement you have。〃
  〃Oh; all engaged young ladies flirta little; and everybody here
  knows I am engaged to Dr。 Staines。〃
  〃Why; I never saw him here。〃
  Rosa's tact was a quality that came and went; so she blushed; and
  faltered out; 〃We had a little tiff; as lovers will。〃
  〃And you did me the honor to select me as cat's…paw to bring him on
  again。  Was not that rather heartless?〃
  Rosa's fitful tact returned to her。
  〃Oh; sir; do not think so ill of me。  I am not heartless; I am only
  unwise; and you are so superior to the people about you; I could
  not help appreciating you; and I thought you knew I was engaged;
  and so I was less on my guard。  I hope I shall not lose your
  esteem; though I have no right to anything more。  Ah! I see by your
  face I have behaved very ill: pray forgive me。〃
  And with this she turned on the waters of the Nile; better known to
  you; perhaps; as 〃crocodile tears。〃
  Falcon was a gentleman on the surface; and knew he should only make
  matters worse by quarrelling with her。  So he ground his teeth; and
  said; 〃May your own heart never feel the pangs you have inflicted。
  I shall love you and remember you till my dying day。〃
  He bowed ceremoniously and left her。
  〃Ay;〃 said he to himself; 〃I WILL remember you; you heartless jilt;
  and the man you have jilted me for。  Staines is his dd name; is
  it?〃
  He drove back crestfallen; bitter; and; for once in his life;
  heart…sick; and drew up at his lodgings。  Here he found attendants
  waiting to receive him。
  A sheriff's officer took his dogcart and horse under a judgment;
  the disturbance this caused collected a tiny crowd; gaping and
  grinning; and brought Phoebe's white face and eyes swollen with
  weeping to the window。
  Falcon saw her and brazened it out。  〃Take them;〃 said he; with an
  oath。  〃I'll have a better turn…out by to…morrow; breakfast…time。〃
  The crowd cheered him for his spirit。
  He got down; lit a cigar; chaffed the officer and the crowd; and
  was; on the whole; admired。
  Then another officer; who had been hunting him in couples with the
  other; stepped forward and took HIM; for the balance of a judgment
  debt。
  Then the swell's cigar fell out of his mouth; and he was seriously
  alarmed。  〃Why; Cartwright;〃 said he; 〃this is too bad。  You
  promised not to see me this month。  You passed me full in the
  Strand。〃
  〃You are mistaken; sir;〃 said Cartwright; with sullen irony。  〃I've
  got a twin…brother; a many takes him for me; till they finds the
  difference。〃  Then; lowering his voice; 〃What call had you to boast
  in your club you had made it right with Bill Cartwright; and he'd
  never see you?  That got about; and so I was bound to see you or
  lose my bread。  There's one or two I don't see; but then they are
  real gentlemen; and thinks of me as well as theirselves; and
  doesn't blab。〃
  〃I must have been drunk;〃 said Falcon apologetically。  〃More likely
  blowing a cloud。  When you young gents gets a…smoking together;
  you'd tell on your own mothers。  Come along; colonel; off we go to
  Merrimashee。〃
  〃Why; it is only twenty…six pounds。  I have paid the rest。〃
  〃More than that; there's the costs。〃
  〃Come in; and I'll settle it。〃
  〃All right; sir。  Jem; watch the back。〃
  〃Oh; I shall not try that game with a sharp hand like you;
  Cartwright。〃
  〃You had better not; sir;〃 said Cartwright; but he was softened a
  little by the compliment。
  When they were alone; Falcon began by saying it was a bad job for
  him。
  〃Why; I thought you was a…going to pay it all in a moment。〃
  〃I can't; but I have got a friend over the way that could; if she
  chose。  She has always got money; somehow。〃
  〃Oh; if it is a she; it is all right。〃
  〃I don't know。  She has quarrelled with me; but give me a little
  time。  Here! have a glass of sherry and a biscuit; while I try it
  on。〃
  Having thus muffled Cartwright; this man of the world opened his
  window and looked out。  The crowd had followed the captured
  dogcart; so he had the street to himself。  He beckoned to Phoebe;
  and after considerable hesitation she opened her window。
  〃Phoebe;〃 said he; in tones of tender regret; admirably natural and
  sweet; 〃I shall never offend you again; so forgive me this once。  I
  have given that girl up。〃
  〃Not you;〃 said Phoebe; sullenly。
  〃Indeed I have。  After our quarrel; I started to propose to her;
  but I had not the heart; I came back and left her。〃
  〃Time will show。  If it is not her; it will be some other; you
  false; heartless villain。〃
  〃Come; I say; don't be so hard on me in trouble。  I am going to
  prison。〃
  〃So I suppose。〃
  〃Ah! but it is worse than you think。  I am only taken for a paltry
  thirty pounds or so。〃
  〃Thirty…three; fifteen; five;〃 suggested Cartwright; in a muffled
  whisper; his mouth being full of biscuit。
  〃But once they get me to a sponging…house; detainers will pour in;
  and my cruel creditors will confine me for lif