第 12 节
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with a showy dogcart。 〃Ah!〃 thought Phoebe; 〃he has won a little
money at play or pigeon…shooting; so now he has no need of me。〃
She took the lodgings opposite him; but observed nothing till this
very morning; when she saw him throw off his dressing…gown all in a
hurry and fling on his coat。 She tied on her bonnet as rapidly;
and followed him; until she discovered the object of his pursuit。
It was a surprise to her; and a puzzle; to see another man step in;
as if to take her part。 But as Reginald still followed the
loitering pair; she followed Reginald; till he turned and found her
at his heels; white and lowering。
She confronted him in threatening silence for some time; during
which he prepared his defence。
〃So it is a LADY this time;〃 said she; in her low; rich voice;
sternly。
〃Is it?〃
〃Yes; and I should say she is bespokethat tall; fine…built
gentleman。 But I suppose you care no more for his feelings than
you do for mine。〃
〃Phoebe;〃 said the egotist; 〃I will not try to deceive you。 You
have often said you are my true friend。〃
〃And I think I have proved it。〃
〃That you have。 Well; then; be my true friend now。 I am in love
really in lovethis time。 You and I only torment each other; let
us part friends。 There are plenty of farmers in Essex that would
jump at you。 As for me; I'll tell you the truth; I have run
through every farthing; my estate mortgaged beyond its valuetwo
or three writs out against methat is why I slipped down here。 My
only chance is to marry Money。 Her father knows I have land; and
he knows nothing about the mortgages; she is his only daughter。
Don't stand in my way; that is a good girl; be my friend; as you
always were。 Hang it all; Phoebe; can't you say a word to a fellow
that is driven into a corner; instead of glaring at me like that?
There! I know it is ungrateful; but what can a fellow do? I must
live like a gentleman or else take a dose of prussic acid; you
don't want to drive me to that。 Why; you proposed to part; last
time; yourself。〃
She gave him one majestic; indescribable look; that made even his
callous heart quiver; and turned away。
Then the scamp admired her for despising him; and could not bear to
lose her。 He followed her; and put forth all those powers of
persuading and soothing; which had so often proved irresistible。
But this time it was in vain。 The insult was too savage; and his
egotism too brutal; for honeyed phrases to blind her。
After enduring it a long time with a silent shudder; she turned and
shook him fiercely off her like some poisonous reptile。
〃Do you want me to kill you? I'd liever kill myself for loving
such a thing as THOU。 Go thy ways; man; and let me go mine。〃 In
her passion she dropped her cultivation for once; and went back to
the THOU and THEE of her grandam。
He colored up and looked spiteful enough; but he soon recovered his
cynical egotism; and went off whistling an operatic passage。
She crept to her lodgings; and buried her face in her pillow; and
rocked herself to and fro for hours in the bitterest agony the
heart can feel; groaning over her great affection wasted; flung
into the dirt。
While she was thus; she heard a little commotion。 She came to the
window and saw Falcon; exquisitely dressed; drive off in his
dogcart; attended by the acclamations of eight boys。 She saw at a
glance he was gone courting; her knees gave way under her; and;
such is the power of the mind; this stalwart girl lay weak as water
on the sofa; and had not the power to go home; though just then she
had but one wish; one hopeto see her idol's face no more; nor
hear his wheedling tongue; that had ruined her peace。
The exquisite Mr。 Falcon was received by Rosa Lusignan with a
certain tremor that flattered his hopes。 He told her; in charming
language; how he had admired her at first sight; then esteemed her;
then loved her。
She blushed and panted; and showed more than once a desire to
interrupt him; but was too polite。 She heard him out with rising
dismay; and he offered her his hand and heart。
But by this time she had made up her mind what to say。 〃O Mr。
Falcon!〃 she cried; 〃how can you speak to me in this way? Why; I
am engaged。 Didn't you know?〃
〃No; I am sure you are not; or you would never have given me the
encouragement you have。〃
〃Oh; all engaged young ladies flirta little; and everybody here
knows I am engaged to Dr。 Staines。〃
〃Why; I never saw him here。〃
Rosa's tact was a quality that came and went; so she blushed; and
faltered out; 〃We had a little tiff; as lovers will。〃
〃And you did me the honor to select me as cat's…paw to bring him on
again。 Was not that rather heartless?〃
Rosa's fitful tact returned to her。
〃Oh; sir; do not think so ill of me。 I am not heartless; I am only
unwise; and you are so superior to the people about you; I could
not help appreciating you; and I thought you knew I was engaged;
and so I was less on my guard。 I hope I shall not lose your
esteem; though I have no right to anything more。 Ah! I see by your
face I have behaved very ill: pray forgive me。〃
And with this she turned on the waters of the Nile; better known to
you; perhaps; as 〃crocodile tears。〃
Falcon was a gentleman on the surface; and knew he should only make
matters worse by quarrelling with her。 So he ground his teeth; and
said; 〃May your own heart never feel the pangs you have inflicted。
I shall love you and remember you till my dying day。〃
He bowed ceremoniously and left her。
〃Ay;〃 said he to himself; 〃I WILL remember you; you heartless jilt;
and the man you have jilted me for。 Staines is his dd name; is
it?〃
He drove back crestfallen; bitter; and; for once in his life;
heart…sick; and drew up at his lodgings。 Here he found attendants
waiting to receive him。
A sheriff's officer took his dogcart and horse under a judgment;
the disturbance this caused collected a tiny crowd; gaping and
grinning; and brought Phoebe's white face and eyes swollen with
weeping to the window。
Falcon saw her and brazened it out。 〃Take them;〃 said he; with an
oath。 〃I'll have a better turn…out by to…morrow; breakfast…time。〃
The crowd cheered him for his spirit。
He got down; lit a cigar; chaffed the officer and the crowd; and
was; on the whole; admired。
Then another officer; who had been hunting him in couples with the
other; stepped forward and took HIM; for the balance of a judgment
debt。
Then the swell's cigar fell out of his mouth; and he was seriously
alarmed。 〃Why; Cartwright;〃 said he; 〃this is too bad。 You
promised not to see me this month。 You passed me full in the
Strand。〃
〃You are mistaken; sir;〃 said Cartwright; with sullen irony。 〃I've
got a twin…brother; a many takes him for me; till they finds the
difference。〃 Then; lowering his voice; 〃What call had you to boast
in your club you had made it right with Bill Cartwright; and he'd
never see you? That got about; and so I was bound to see you or
lose my bread。 There's one or two I don't see; but then they are
real gentlemen; and thinks of me as well as theirselves; and
doesn't blab。〃
〃I must have been drunk;〃 said Falcon apologetically。 〃More likely
blowing a cloud。 When you young gents gets a…smoking together;
you'd tell on your own mothers。 Come along; colonel; off we go to
Merrimashee。〃
〃Why; it is only twenty…six pounds。 I have paid the rest。〃
〃More than that; there's the costs。〃
〃Come in; and I'll settle it。〃
〃All right; sir。 Jem; watch the back。〃
〃Oh; I shall not try that game with a sharp hand like you;
Cartwright。〃
〃You had better not; sir;〃 said Cartwright; but he was softened a
little by the compliment。
When they were alone; Falcon began by saying it was a bad job for
him。
〃Why; I thought you was a…going to pay it all in a moment。〃
〃I can't; but I have got a friend over the way that could; if she
chose。 She has always got money; somehow。〃
〃Oh; if it is a she; it is all right。〃
〃I don't know。 She has quarrelled with me; but give me a little
time。 Here! have a glass of sherry and a biscuit; while I try it
on。〃
Having thus muffled Cartwright; this man of the world opened his
window and looked out。 The crowd had followed the captured
dogcart; so he had the street to himself。 He beckoned to Phoebe;
and after considerable hesitation she opened her window。
〃Phoebe;〃 said he; in tones of tender regret; admirably natural and
sweet; 〃I shall never offend you again; so forgive me this once。 I
have given that girl up。〃
〃Not you;〃 said Phoebe; sullenly。
〃Indeed I have。 After our quarrel; I started to propose to her;
but I had not the heart; I came back and left her。〃
〃Time will show。 If it is not her; it will be some other; you
false; heartless villain。〃
〃Come; I say; don't be so hard on me in trouble。 I am going to
prison。〃
〃So I suppose。〃
〃Ah! but it is worse than you think。 I am only taken for a paltry
thirty pounds or so。〃
〃Thirty…three; fifteen; five;〃 suggested Cartwright; in a muffled
whisper; his mouth being full of biscuit。
〃But once they get me to a sponging…house; detainers will pour in;
and my cruel creditors will confine me for lif