第 85 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:1747
  had handed him over to the charge of a bright…eyed Western girl; to
  whom the whole story had been told; and who showed herself ready
  and anxious to help in building up again the broken life of her
  English lover。  To judge from the letters that we have since
  received; she has shown herself well fitted for the task。  Among
  other things she has money; and Jack's worldly affairs have so
  prospered that George declares that he can well afford now to waste
  some of his superfluous cash upon farming a few of his elder
  brother's acres。  The idea seems to smile upon Jack; and I have
  every hope this winter of being able to institute an actual
  comparison between our small boy; his namesake; and his own three…
  year…old Alan。  The comparison; by the way; will have to be
  conditional; for Jacketthe name by which my son and heir is
  familiarly knownis but a little more than two。
  I turn my eyes for a moment; and they fall upon the northern corner
  of the East Room; which shows round the edge of the house。  Then
  the skeleton leaps from the cupboard of my memory; the icy hand
  which lies ever near my soul grips it suddenly with a chill
  shudder。  Not for nothing was that wretched woman's life interwoven
  with my own; if only for an hour; not for nothing did my spirit
  harbor a conflict and an agony; which; thank God; are far from its
  own story。  Though Margaret Mervyn's dagger failed to pierce my
  flesh; the wound in my soul may never wholly be healed。  I know
  that that is so; and yet as I turn to start through the sunshine to
  the cedar shade and its laughing occupants; I whisper to myself
  with fervent conviction; 〃It was worth it。〃
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