monstrous　form　within　the　bed；the　dark　coverlet　rises　and　falls
  with　its　heaving　breath。　。　。　。　　Ah！　heaven　have　mercy！　　Is　there
  none　to　help；　none　to　save　me　from　this　awful　presence？　。　。　。
  And　the　knife…hilt　draws　my　fingers　round　it；　while　my　flesh
  quivers；　and　my　soul　grows　sick　with　loathing。　　The　wind　howls；　the
  shadows　chase　through　the　room；　hunting　with　fearful　darkness　more
  fearful　light；　and　I　stand　looking；　。　。　。　listening。　。　。　。
  。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。
  I　must　not　stand　here　for　ever；　I　must　be　up　and　doing。　　What　a
  noise　the　wind　makes；　and　the　rattling　of　the　windows　and　the
  doors。　　If　he　sleeps　through　this　he　will　sleep　through　all。
  Noiselessly　my　bare　feet　tread　the　carpet　as　I　approach　the　bed；
  noiselessly　my　left　arm　raises　the　heavy　curtain。　　What　does　it
  hide？　　Do　I　not　know？　　The　bestial　features；　half…hidden　in　coarse；
  black　growth；　the　muddy；　blotched　skin；　oozing　foulness　at　every
  pore。　　Oh；　I　know　them　too　well！　　What　a　monster　it　is！　　How　the
  rank　breath　gurgles　through　his　throat　in　his　drunken　sleep。　　The
  eyes　are　closed　now；　but　I　know　them　too；　their　odious　leer；　and
  the　venomous　hatred　with　which　they　can　glare　at　me　from　their
  bloodshot　setting。　　But　the　time　has　come　at　last。　　Never　again
  shall　their　passion　insult　me；　or　their　fury　degrade　me　in　slavish
  terror。　　There　he　lies；　there　at　my　mercy；　the　man　who　for　fifteen
  years　has　made　God's　light　a　shame　to　me；　and　His　darkness　a
  terror。　　The　end　has　come　at　last；the　only　end　possible；　the　only
  end　left　me。　　On　his　head　be　the　blood　and　the　crime！　　God
  almighty；　I　am　not　guilty！　　The　end　has　come；　I　can　bear　my　burden
  no　farther。
  〃Beareth　all　things；　endureth　all　things。〃
  Where　have　I　heard　those　words？　　They　are　in　the　Bible；　the　precept
  of　charity。　　What　has　that　to　do　with　me？　　Nothing。　　I　heard　the
  words　in　my　dreams　somewhere。　　A　white…faced　man　said　them；　a
  white…faced　man　with　pure　eyes。　　To　me？no；　no；　not　to　me；　to　a
  girl　it　wasan　ignorant；　innocent　girl；　and　she　accepted　them　as
  an　eternal；　unqualified　law。　　Let　her　bear　but　half　that　I　have
  borne；　let　her　endure　but　one…tenth　of　what　I　have　endured；　and
  then　if　she　dare　let　her　speak　in　judgment　against　me。
  Softly　now；　I　must　draw　the　heavy　coverings　away；　and　bare　his
  breast　to　the　stroke；the　stroke　that　shall　free　me。　　I　know　well
  where　to　plant　it；　I　have　learned　that　from　the　old　lady's　Italian。
  Did　he　guess　why　I　questioned　him　so　closely　of　the　surest；
  straightest　road　to　a　man's　heart？　　No　matter；　he　cannot　hinder　me
  now。　　Gently！　　Ah！　I　have　disturbed　him。　　He　moves；　mutters　in　his
  sleep；　throws　out　his　arm。　　Down；　down；　crouching　behind　the
  curtain。　　Heavens！　if　he　wakes　and　sees　me；　he　will　kill　me。　　No！
  alas！　if　only　he　would。　　I　would　kiss　the　hand　that　he　struck　me
  with；　but　he　is　too　cruel　for　that。　　He　will　imagine　some　new　and
  more　hellish　torture　to　punish　me　with。　　But　the　knife！　　I　have　got
  that；　he　shall　never　touch　me　living　again。　。　。　。　　He　is　quieter
  now。　　I　hear　his　breath；　hoarse　and　heavy　as　a　wild　beast's
  panting。　　He　draws　it　more　evenly；　more　deeply。　　The　danger　is
  past。　　Thank　God！
  God！　　What　have　I　to　do　with　Him？　　A　God　of　Judgment。　　Ha；　ha！
  Hell　cannot　frighten　me；　it　will　not　be　worse　than　earth。　　Only　he
  will　be　there　too。　　Not　with　him；　not　with　him；send　me　to　the
  lowest　circle　of　torment；　but　not　with　him。　　There；　his　breast　is
  bare　now。　　Is　the　knife　sharp？　　Yes；　and　the　blade　is　strong
  enough。　　Now　let　me　strikemyself　afterwards　if　need　be；　but　him
  first。　　Is　it　the　devil　that　prompts　me？　　Then　the　devil　is　my
  friend；　and　the　friend　of　the　world。　　No。　　God　is　a　God　of　love。
  He　cannot　wish　such　a　man　to　live。　　He　made　him；　but　the　devil
  spoilt　him；　and　let　the　devil　have　his　handiwork　back　again。　　It
  has　served　him　long　enough　here；　and　its　last　service　shall　be　to
  make　me　a　murderess。
  How　the　moonlight　gleams　from　the　blade　as　my　arm　swings　up　and
  back：　with　how　close　a　grasp　the　rough　hilt　draws　my　fingers　round
  it。　　Now。
  A　murderess？
  Wait　a　moment。　　A　moment　may　make　me　free；　a　moment　may　make　me
  that！
  Wait。
  Hand　and　dagger　droop　again。　　His　life　has　dragged　its　slime　over
  my　soul；　shall　his　death　poison　it　with　a　fouler　corruption　still？
  〃My　own　soul's　warden。〃
  What　was　that？　　Dream　memories　again。
  〃Resist；　strive；　endure。〃
  Easy　words。　　What　do　they　mean　for　me？　　To　creep　back　now　to　bed　by
  his　side；　and　to　begin　living　again　to…morrow　the　life　which　I　have
  lived　to…day？　　No；　no；　I　cannot　do　it。　　Heaven　cannot　ask　it　of　me。
  And　there　is　no　other　way。　　That　or　this；　this　or　that。　　Which
  shall　it　be？　　Ah！　I　have　striven；　God　knows。　　I　have　endured　so
  long　that　I　hoped　even　to　do　so　to　the　end。　　But　to…day！　　Oh！　the
  torment　and　the　outrage：　body　and　soul　still　bear　the　stain　of　it。
  I　thought　that　my　heart　and　my　pride　were　dead　together；　but　he　has
  stung　them　again　into　aching；　shameful　life。　　Yesterday　I　might
  have　spared　him；　to　save　my　own　cold　soul　from　sin；　but　now　it　is
  cold　no　longer。　　It　burns；　it　burns　and　the　fire　must　be　slaked。
  Ay；　I　will　kill　him；　and　have　done　with　it。　　Why　should　I　pause　any
  longer？　　The　knife　drags　my　hand　back　for　the　stroke。　　Only　the
  dream　surrounds　me；　the　pure　man's　face　is　there；　white；
  beseeching；　and　God's　voice　rings　in　my　heart
  〃To　him　that　overcometh。〃
  But　I　cannot　overcome。　　Evil　has　governed　my　life；　and　evil　is
  stronger　than　I　am。　　What　shall　I　do？　what　shall　I　do？　　God；　if
  Thou　art　stronger　than　evil；　fight　for　me。
  〃The　victory　of　the　Cross　is　ours。〃
  Yes；　I　know　it。　　It　is　true；　it　is　true。　　But　the　knife？　　I　cannot
  loose　the　knife　if　I　would。　　How　to　wrench　it　from　my　own　hold？
  Thou　God　of　Victory　be　with　me！　　Christ　help　me！
  I　seize　the　blade　with　my　left　hand；　the　two…edged　steel　slides
  through　my　grasp；　a　sharp　pain　in　fingers　and　palm；　and　then
  nothing。　。　。　。
  。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。　　　　　　　　。
  VI
  When　I　again　became　conscious；　I　found　myself　half　kneeling；　half
  lying　across　the　bed；　my　arms　stretched　out　in　front　of　me；　my　face
  buried　in　the　clothes。　　Body　and　mind　were　alike　numbed。　　A
  smarting　pain　in　my　left　hand；　a　dreadful　terror　in　my　heart；　were
  at　first　the　only　sensations　of　which　I　was　aware。　　Slowly；　very
  slowly；　sense　and　memory　returned　to　me；　and　with　them　a　more　vivid
  intensity　of　mental　anguish；　as　detail　by　detail　I　recalled　the
  weird　horror　of　the　night。　　Had　it　really　happened；was　the　thing
  still　there；or　was　it　all　a　ghastly　nightmare？　　It　was　some
  minutes　before　I　dared　either　to　move　or　look　up；　and　then
  fearfully　I　raised　my　head。　　Before　me　stretched　the　smooth　white
  coverlet；　faintly　bright　with　yellow　sunshine。　　Weak　and　giddy；　I
  struggled　to　my　feet；　and；　steadying　myself　against　the　foot　of　the
  bed；　with　clenched　teeth　and　bursting　heart；　forced　my　gaze　round
  to　the　other　end。　　The　pillow　lay　there；　bare　and　unmarked　save　for
  what　might　well　have　been　the　pressure　of　my　own　head。　　My　breath
  came　more　freely；　and　I　turned　to　the　window。　　The　sun　had　just
  risen；　the　golden　tree…tops　were　touched　with　light；　faint　threads
  of　mist　hung　here　and　there　across　the　sky；　and　the　twittering　of
  birds　sounded　clearly　through　the　crisp　autumn　air。
  It　was　nothing　but　a　bad　dream　then；　after　all；　this　horror　which
  still　hung　round　me；　leaving　me　incapable　of　effort；　almost　of
  thought。　　I　remembered　the　cabinet；　and　looked　swiftly　in　that
  direction。　　There　it　stood；　closed　as　usual；　closed　as　it　had　been
  the　evening　before；　as　it　had　been　for　the　last　three　hundred
  years；　except　in　my　dreams。
  Yes；　that　was　it；　nothing　but　a　dream；a　gruesome；　haunting　dream。
  With　an　instinct　of　wiping　out　the　dreadful　memory；　I　raised　my
  hand　wearily　to　my　forehead。　　As　I　did　so；　I　became　conscious　again
  of　how　it　hurt　me。　　I　looked　at　it。　　It　was　covered　with　half…dried
  blood；　and　two　straight　clean　cuts　appeared；　one　across　the　palm
  and　one　across　the　inside　of　the　fingers　just　below　the　knuckles。
  I　looked　again　towards　the　bed；　and；　in　the　place　where　my　hand　had
  rested　during　my　faint；　a　small　patch　of　red　blood　was　to　be　seen。
  Then　it　was　true！　　Then　it　had　all　happened！　　With　a　low　shuddering
  sob　I　threw　myself　down　upon　the　couch　at　the　foot　of　the　bed；　and
  lay　there　for　some　minutes；　my　limbs　trembling；　and　my　soul
  shrinking　within　me。　　A　mist　of　evil；　fearful　and　loathsome；　had
  descended　upon　my　girlhood's　life；　sullying　its　ignorant　innocence；
  saddening　its　brightness；　as　I　felt；　for　ever。　　I　lay　there　till　my
  teeth　began　to　chatter；　and　I　realized　that　I　was　bitterly　cold。
  To　return　to　that　accursed　bed　was　impossible；　so　I　pulled　a　rug
  which　hung　at　one　end　of　the　sofa　over　me；　and；　utterly　worn　out　in
  mind　and　body；　fell　uneasily　asleep。
  I　was　roused　by　the　entrance　of　my　maid。　　I　stopped　her
  ex