第 75 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9320
  understand; two girls are said to have died in that room more than
  a hundred years ago; and for that reason there is a prejudice
  against putting a girl to sleep there。  That is all。  Merely a
  vague; unreasonable tradition。〃
  Alan took a moment to answer。
  〃Yes;〃 he said at length; speaking slowly; and as if replying to
  arguments in his own mind as much as to those which I had uttered。
  〃Yes; it is nothing but a tradition after all; and that of the very
  vaguest and most unsupported kind。〃
  〃Is there even any proof that girls have not slept there since
  those two died?〃 I asked。  I think that the suggestion conveyed in
  this question was a relief to him; for after a moment's pause; as
  if to search his memory; he turned round。
  〃No;〃 he answered; 〃I don't think that there is any such proof; and
  I have no doubt that you are right; and that it is a mere prejudice
  that makes me dislike your sleeping there。〃
  〃Then;〃 I said; with a little assumption of sisterly superiority;
  〃I think George was right; and that you were wrong。〃
  Alan smiled;a smiled which sat oddly on the still pale face; and
  in the wearied; worn…looking eyes。  〃Very likely;〃 he said; 〃I
  daresay that I am superstitious。  I have had things to make me so。〃
  Then coming nearer to me; and laying his hands on my shoulders; he
  went on; smiling more brightly; 〃We are a queer…tempered; bad…
  nerved race; we Mervyns; and you must not take us too seriously;
  Evie。  The best thing that you can do with our odd ways is to
  ignore them。〃
  〃Oh; I don't mind;〃 I answered; laughing; too glad to have won him
  back to even temporary brightness; 〃as long as you and George don't
  come to blows over the question of where I am to sleep; which after
  all is chiefly my concern;and Lucy's。〃
  〃Well; perhaps it is;〃 he replied; in the same tone; 〃and now be
  off to the drawing…room; where Lucy is defending the tea…table
  single…handed all this time。〃
  I obeyed; and should have gone more cheerfully had I not turned at
  the doorway to look back at him; and caught one glimpse of his face
  as he sank heavily down into the large arm…chair by the fireside。
  However; by dinner…time he appeared to have dismissed all painful
  reflections from his mind; or to have buried them too deep for
  discovery。  The people staying in the house were; in spite of my
  sense of grievance at their arrival; individually pleasant; and
  after dinner I discovered them to be socially well assorted。  For
  the first hour or two; indeed; after their arrival; each glared at
  the other across those triple lines of moral fortification behind
  which every well…bred Briton takes refuge on appearing at a
  friend's country…house。  But flags of truce were interchanged over
  the soup; an armistice was agreed upon during the roast; and the
  terms of a treaty of peace and amity were finally ratified under
  the sympathetic influence of George's best champagne。  For the
  achievement of this happy result Alan certainly worked hard; and
  received therefor many a grateful glance from his sister…in…law。
  He was more excited than I had ever seen him before; and talked
  brilliantly and wellthough perhaps not as exclusively to his
  neighbors as they may have wished。  His eyes and his attention
  seemed everywhere at once: one moment he was throwing remarks
  across to some despairing couple opposite; and the next he was
  breaking an embarrassing pause in the conversation by some rapid
  sally of nonsense addressed to the table in general。  He formed a
  great contrast to his brother; who sat gloomy and dejected; making
  little or no response to the advances of the two dowagers between
  whom he was placed。  After dinner the younger members of the party
  spent the evening by Alan's initiative; and chiefly under his
  direction; in a series of lively and rather riotous games such as
  my nursery days had delighted in; and my schoolroom ones had
  disdained。  It was a great and happy surprise to discover that;
  grown up; I might again enjoy them。  I did so; hugely; and when
  bedtime came all memories more serious than those of 〃musical
  chairs〃 or 〃follow my leader〃 had vanished from my mind。  I think;
  from Alan's glance as he handed me my bed candle; that the pleasure
  and excitement must have improved my looks。
  〃I hope you have enjoyed your first evening of gayety; Evie;〃 he
  said。
  〃I have;〃 I answered; with happy conviction; 〃and really I believe
  that it is chiefly owing to you; Alan。〃  He met my smile by
  another; but I think that there must have been something in his
  look which recalled other thoughts; for as I started up the stairs
  I threw a mischievous glance back at him and whispered; 〃Now for
  the horrors of the haunted chamber。〃
  He laughed rather loudly; and saying 〃Good…night; and good…luck;〃
  turned to attend to the other ladies。
  His wishes were certainly fulfilled。  I got to bed quickly; andas
  soon as my happy excitement was sufficiently calmed to admit of it
  to sleep。  The only thing which disturbed me was the wind; which
  blew fiercely and loudly all the earlier portion of the night; half
  arousing me more than once。  I spoke of it at breakfast the next
  morning; but the rest of the world seemed to have slept too heavily
  to have been aware of it。
  IV
  The men went out shooting directly after breakfast; and we women
  passed the day in orthodox country…house fashion;working and
  eating; walking and riding; driving and playing croquet; and above;
  beyond; and through all things; chattering。  Beyond a passing sigh
  while I was washing my hands; or a moment of mournful remembrance
  while I changed my dress; I had scarcely time even to regret the
  quiet happiness of the week that was past。  In the evening we
  danced in the great hall。  I had two valses with Alan。  During a
  pause for breath; I found that we were standing near the fireplace;
  on the very spot where he and George had stood on the previous
  afternoon。  The recollection made me involuntarily glance up at his
  face。  It looked sad and worried; and the thought suddenly struck
  me that his extravagant spirits of the night before; and even his
  quieter; careful cheerfulness of to…night; had been but artificial
  moods at best。  He turned; and finding my eyes fixed on him; at
  once plunged into conversation; discussed the peculiarities of one
  of the guests; good…humoredly enough; but with so much fun as to
  make me laugh in spite of myself。  Then we danced again。  The
  plaintive music; the smooth floor; and the partner were all alike
  perfect; and I experienced that entire delight of physical
  enjoyment which I believe nothing but a valse under such
  circumstances can give。  When it was over I turned to Alan; and
  exclaimed with impulsive appeal; 〃Oh; I am so happy;you must be
  happy too!〃  He smiled rather uncertainly; and answered; 〃Don't
  bother yourself about me; Evie; I am all right。  I told you that we
  Mervyns had bad nerves; and I am rather tired。  That's all。〃  I was
  too passionately determined just then upon happiness; and his was
  too necessary to mine for me not to believe that he was speaking
  the truth。
  We kept up the dancing till Lucy discovered with a shock that
  midnight had struck; and that Sunday had begun; and we were all
  sent off to bed。  I was not long in making my nightly preparations;
  and had scarcely inserted myself between the sheets when; with a
  few long moans; the wind began again; more violently even than the
  night before。  It had been a calm; fine day; and I made wise
  reflections as I listened upon the uncertainty of the north…country
  climate。  What a tempest it was!  How it moaned; and howled; and
  shrieked!  Where had I heard the superstition which now came to my
  mind; that borne upon the wind come the spirits of the drowned;
  wailing and crying for the sepulture which had been denied them?
  But there were other sounds in that wind; too。  Evil; murderous
  thoughts; perhaps; which had never taken body in deeds; but which;
  caught up in the air; now hurled themselves in impotent fury
  through the world。  How I wished the wind would stop。  It seemed
  full of horrible fancies; and it kept knocking them into my head;
  and it wouldn't leave off。  Fancies; or memorieswhich?and my
  mind reverted with a flash to the fearful thoughts which had
  haunted it the day before in Dame Alice's tower。  It was dark now。
  Those ghastly intangible shapes must have taken full form and
  color; peopling the old ruin with their ageless hideousness。  And
  the storm had found them there and borne them along with it as it
  blew through the creviced walls。  That was why the wind's sound
  struck so strangely on my brain。  Ah! I could hear them now; those
  still living memories of dead horror。  Through the window crannies
  they came shrieking and wailing。  They filled the chimney with
  spirit sobs; and now they were pressing on; crowding through the
  room;eager; eager to reach their prey。  Nearer they came;nearer