第 38 节
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吹嘻 更新:2021-11-05 20:37 字数:9322
imagined a scene so horrible as his last hours presented。 He
cursed and blasphemed about three halfpence; missing; as he said;
some weeks before; in an account of change with his groom; about
hay to a starved horse that he kept。 Then he grasped John's hand;
and asked him to give him the sacrament。 〃If I send to the
clergyman; he will charge me something for it; which I cannot pay;
I cannot。 They say I am rich;look at this blanket;but I would
not mind that; if I could save my soul。〃 And; raving; he added;
〃Indeed; Doctor; I am a very poor man。 I never troubled a
clergyman before; and all I want is; that you will grant me two
trifling requests; very little matters in your way;save my soul;
and (whispering) make interest to get me a parish coffin;I have
not enough left to bury me。 I always told everyone I was poor; but
the more I told them so; the less they believed me。〃
John; greatly shocked; retired from the bedside; and sat down in a
distant corner of the room。 The women were again in the room;
which was very dark。 Melmoth was silent from exhaustion; and there
was a deathlike pause for some time。 At this moment John saw the
door open; and a figure appear at it; who looked round the room;
and then quietly and deliberately retired; but not before John had
discovered in his face the living original of the portrait。 His
first impulse was to utter an exclamation of terror; but his breath
felt stopped。 He was then rising to pursue the figure; but a
moment's reflection checked him。 What could be more absurd; than
to be alarmed or amazed at a resemblance between a living man and
the portrait of a dead one! The likeness was doubtless strong
enough to strike him even in that darkened room; but it was
doubtless only a likeness; and though it might be imposing enough
to terrify an old man of gloomy and retired habits; and with a
broken constitution; John resolved it should not produce the same
effect on him。
But while he was applauding himself for this resolution; the door
opened; and the figure appeared at it; beckoning and nodding to
him; with a familiarity somewhat terrifying。 John now started up;
determined to pursue it; but the pursuit was stopped by the weak
but shrill cries of his uncle; who was struggling at once with the
agonies of death and his housekeeper。 The poor woman; anxious for
her master's reputation and her own; was trying to put on him a
clean shirt and nightcap; and Melmoth; who had just sensation
enough to perceive they were taking something from him; continued
exclaiming feebly; 〃They are robbing me;robbing me in my last
moments;robbing a dying man。 John; won't you assist me;I shall
die a beggar; they are taking my last shirt;I shall die a
beggar。〃And the miser died。
。 。 。 。 。
A few days after the funeral; the will was opened before proper
witnesses; and John was found to be left sole heir to his uncle's
property; which; though originally moderate; had; by his grasping
habits; and parsimonious life; become very considerable。
As the attorney who read the will concluded; he added; 〃There are
some words here; at the corner of the parchment; which do not
appear to be part of the will; as they are neither in the form of a
codicil; nor is the signature of the testator affixed to them; but;
to the best of my belief; they are in the handwriting of the
deceased。〃 As he spoke he showed the lines to Melmoth; who
immediately recognized his uncle's hand (that perpendicular and
penurious hand; that seems determined to make the most of the very
paper; thriftily abridging every word; and leaving scarce an atom
of margin); and read; not without some emotion; the following
words: 〃I enjoin my nephew and heir; John Melmoth; to remove;
destroy; or cause to be destroyed; the portrait inscribed J。
Melmoth; 1646; hanging in my closet。 I also enjoin him to search
for a manuscript; which I think he will find in the third and
lowest left…hand drawer of the mahogany chest standing under that
portrait;it is among some papers of no value; such as manuscript
sermons; and pamphlets on the improvement of Ireland; and such
stuff; he will distinguish it by its being tied round with a black
tape; and the paper being very moldy and discolored。 He may read
it if he will;I think he had better not。 At all events; I adjure
him; if there be any power in the adjuration of a dying man; to
burn it。〃
After reading this singular memorandum; the business of the meeting
was again resumed; and as old Melmoth's will was very clear and
legally worded; all was soon settled; the party dispersed; and John
Melmoth was left alone。
。 。 。 。 。
He resolutely entered the closet; shut the door; and proceeded to
search for the manuscript。 It was soon found; for the directions
of old Melmoth were forcibly written; and strongly remembered。 The
manuscript; old; tattered; and discolored; was taken from the very
drawer in which it was mentioned to be laid。 Melmoth's hands felt
as cold as those of his dead uncle; when he drew the blotted pages
from their nook。 He sat down to read;there was a dead silence
through the house。 Melmoth looked wistfully at the candles;
snuffed them; and still thought they looked dim; (perchance he
thought they burned blue; but such thought he kept to himself)。
Certain it is; he often changed his posture; and would have changed
his chair; had there been more than one in the apartment。
He sank for a few moments into a fit of gloomy abstraction; till
the sound of the clock striking twelve made him start;it was the
only sound he had heard for some hours; and the sounds produced by
inanimate things; while all living beings around are as dead; have
at such an hour an effect indescribably awful。 John looked at his
manuscript with some reluctance; opened it; paused over the first
lines; and as the wind sighed round the desolate apartment; and the
rain pattered with a mournful sound against the dismantled window;
wishedwhat did he wish for?he wished the sound of the wind less
dismal; and the dash of the rain less monotonous。He may be
forgiven; it was past midnight; and there was not a human being
awake but himself within ten miles when he began to read。
。 。 。 。 。
The manuscript was discolored; obliterated; and mutilated beyond
any that had ever before exercised the patience of a reader。
Michaelis himself; scrutinizing into the pretended autograph of St。
Mark at Venice; never had a harder time of it。Melmoth could make
out only a sentence here and there。 The writer; it appeared; was
an Englishman of the name of Stanton; who had traveled abroad
shortly after the Restoration。 Traveling was not then attended
with the facilities which modern improvement has introduced; and
scholars and literati; the intelligent; the idle; and the curious;
wandered over the Continent for years; like Tom Corvat; though they
had the modesty; on their return; to entitle the result of their
multiplied observations and labors only 〃crudities。〃
Stanton; about the year 1676; was in Spain; he was; like most of
the travelers of that age; a man of literature; intelligence; and
curiosity; but ignorant of the language of the country; and
fighting his way at times from convent to convent; in quest of what
was called 〃Hospitality;〃 that is; obtaining board and lodging on
the condition of holding a debate in Latin; on some point
theological or metaphysical; with any monk who would become the
champion of the strife。 Now; as the theology was Catholic; and the
metaphysics Aristotelian; Stanton sometimes wished himself at the
miserable Posada from whose filth and famine he had been fighting
his escape; but though his reverend antagonists always denounced
his creed; and comforted themselves; even in defeat; with the
assurance that he must be damned; on the double score of his being
a heretic and an Englishman; they were obliged to confess that his
Latin was good; and his logic unanswerable; and he was allowed; in
most cases; to sup and sleep in peace。 This was not doomed to be
his fate on the night of the 17th August 1677; when he found
himself in the plains of Valencia; deserted by a cowardly guide;
who had been terrified by the sight of a cross erected as a
memorial of a murder; had slipped off his mule unperceived;
crossing himself every step he took on his retreat from the
heretic; and left Stanton amid the terrors of an approaching storm;
and the dangers of an unknown country。 The sublime and yet
softened beauty of the scenery around; had filled the soul of
Stanton with delight; and he enjoyed that delight as Englishmen
generally do; silently。
The magnificent remains of two dynasties that had passed away; the
ruins of Roman palaces; and of Moorish fortresses; were around and
above him;the dark and heavy thunde