第 26 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9322
  callous to compassion。  Still he turned a deaf ear to the only
  practical counsel that had a chance for reaching his ears。  Like a
  bird under the fascination of a rattlesnake; he would not summon up
  the energies of his nature to make an effort at flying away。
  〃Begone; while it is time!〃 said others; as well as myself; for
  more than I saw enough to fear some fearful catastrophe。  〃Lead us
  not into temptation!〃 said his confessor to him in my hearing (for;
  though Prussians; the Von Harrelsteins were Roman Catholics); 〃lead
  us not into temptation!that is our daily prayer to God。  Then; my
  son; being led into temptation; do not you persist in courting;
  nay; almost tempting temptation。  Try the effects of absence;
  though but for a month。〃  The good father even made an overture
  toward imposing a penance upon him; that would have involved an
  absence of some duration。  But he was obliged to desist; for he saw
  that; without effecting any good; he would merely add spiritual
  disobedience to the other offenses of the young man。  Ferdinand
  himself drew his attention to THIS; for he said: 〃Reverend father!
  do not you; with the purpose of removing me from temptation; be
  yourself the instrument for tempting me into a rebellion against
  the church。  Do not you weave snares about my steps; snares there
  are already; and but too many。〃  The old man sighed; and desisted。
  Then cameBut enough!  From pity; from sympathy; from counsel; and
  from consolation; and from scornfrom each of these alike the poor
  stricken deer 〃recoiled into the wilderness;〃 he fled for days
  together into solitary parts of the forest; fled; as I still hoped
  and prayed; in good earnest and for a long farewell; but; alas! no:
  still he returned to the haunts of his ruined happiness and his
  buried hopes; at each return looking more like the wreck of his
  former self; and once I heard a penetrating monk observe; whose
  convent stood near the city gates: 〃There goes one ready equally
  for doing or suffering; and of whom we shall soon hear that he is
  involved in some great catastropheit may be of deep calamityit
  may be of memorable guilt。〃
  So stood matters among us。  January was drawing to its close; the
  weather was growing more and more winterly; high winds; piercingly
  cold; were raving through our narrow streets; and still the spirit
  of social festivity bade defiance to the storms which sang through
  our ancient forests。  From the accident of our magistracy being
  selected from the tradesmen of the city; the hospitalities of the
  place were far more extensive than would otherwise have happened;
  for every member of the corporation gave two annual entertainments
  in his official character。  And such was the rivalship which
  prevailed; that often one quarter of the year's income was spent
  upon these galas。  Nor was any ridicule thus incurred; for the
  costliness of the entertainment was understood to be an expression
  of OFFICIAL pride; done in honor of the city; not as an effort of
  personal display。  It followed; from the spirit in which these
  half…yearly dances originated; that; being given on the part of the
  city; every stranger of rank was marked out as a privileged guest;
  and the hospitality of the community would have been equally
  affronted by failing to offer or by failing to accept the
  invitation。
  Hence it had happened that the Russian guardsman had been
  introduced into many a family which otherwise could not have hoped
  for such a distinction。  Upon the evening at which I am now
  arrived; the twenty…second of January; 1816; the whole city; in its
  wealthier classes; was assembled beneath the roof of a tradesman
  who had the heart of a prince。  In every point our entertainment
  was superb; and I remarked that the music was the finest I had
  heard for years。  Our host was in joyous spirits; proud to survey
  the splendid company he had gathered under his roof; happy to
  witness their happiness; elated in their elation。  Joyous was the
  dancejoyous were all faces that I sawup to midnight; very soon
  after which time supper was announced; and that also; I think; was
  the most joyous of all the banquets I ever witnessed。  The
  accomplished guardsman outshone himself in brilliancy; even his
  melancholy relaxed。  In fact; how could it be otherwise? near to
  him sat Margaret Liebenheimhanging upon his wordsmore lustrous
  and bewitching than ever I had beheld her。  There she had been
  placed by the host; and everybody knew why。  That is one of the
  luxuries attached to love; all men cede their places with pleasure;
  women make way。  Even she herself knew; though not obliged to know;
  why she was seated in that neighborhood; and took her place; if
  with a rosy suffusion upon her cheeks; yet with fullness of
  happiness at her heart。
  The guardsman pressed forward to claim Miss Liebenheim's hand for
  the next dance; a movement which she was quick to favor; by
  retreating behind one or two parties from a person who seemed
  coming toward her。  The music again began to pour its voluptuous
  tides through the bounding pulses of the youthful company; again
  the flying feet of the dancers began to respond to the measures;
  again the mounting spirit of delight began to fill the sails of the
  hurrying night with steady inspiration。  All went happily。  Already
  had one dance finished; some were pacing up and down; leaning on
  the arms of their partners; some were reposing from their
  exertions; whenO heavens! what a shriek! what a gathering tumult!
  Every eye was bent toward the doorsevery eye strained forward to
  discover what was passing。  But there; every moment; less and less
  could be seen; for the gathering crowd more and more intercepted
  the view;so much the more was the ear at leisure for the shrieks
  redoubled upon shrieks。  Miss Liebenheim had moved downward to the
  crowd。  From her superior height she overlooked all the ladies at
  the point where she stood。  In the center stood a rustic girl;
  whose features had been familiar to her for some months。  She had
  recently come into the city; and had lived with her uncle; a
  tradesman; not ten doors from Margaret's own residence; partly on
  the terms of a kinswoman; partly as a servant on trial。  At this
  moment she was exhausted with excitement; and the nature of the
  shock she had sustained。  Mere panic seemed to have mastered her;
  and she was leaning; unconscious and weeping; upon the shoulder of
  some gentleman; who was endeavoring to soothe her。  A silence of
  horror seemed to possess the company; most of whom were still
  unacquainted with the cause of the alarming interruption。  A few;
  however; who had heard her first agitated words; finding that they
  waited in vain for a fuller explanation; now rushed tumultuously
  out of the ballroom to satisfy themselves on the spot。  The
  distance was not great; and within five minutes several persons
  returned hastily; and cried out to the crowd of ladies that all was
  true which the young girl had said。  〃What was true?〃  That her
  uncle Mr。 Weishaupt's family had been murdered; that not one member
  of the family had been sparednamely; Mr。 Weishaupt himself and
  his wife; neither of them much above sixty; but both infirm beyond
  their years; two maiden sisters of Mr。 Weishaupt; from forty to
  forty…six years of age; and an elderly female domestic。
  An incident happened during the recital of these horrors; and of
  the details which followed; that furnished matter for conversation
  even in these hours when so thrilling an interest had possession of
  all minds。  Many ladies fainted; among them Miss Liebenheimand
  she would have fallen to the ground but for Maximilian; who sprang
  forward and caught her in his arms。  She was long of returning to
  herself; and; during the agony of his suspense; he stooped and
  kissed her pallid lips。  That sight was more than could be borne by
  one who stood a little behind the group。  He rushed forward; with
  eyes glaring like a tiger's; and leveled a blow at Maximilian。  It
  was poor; maniacal Von Harrelstein; who had been absent in the
  forest for a week。  Many people stepped forward and checked his
  arm; uplifted for a repetition of this outrage。  One or two had
  some influence with him; and led him away from the spot; while as
  to Maximilian; so absorbed was he that he had not so much as
  perceived the affront offered to himself。  Margaret; on reviving;
  was confounded at finding herself so situated amid a great crowd;
  and yet the prudes complained that there was a look of love
  exchanged between herself and Maximilian; that ought not to have
  escaped her in such a situation。  If they meant by such a
  situation; one so public; it must be also recollected that it was a
  situation of excessive agitation; but; if they alluded to the
  horrors of the moment; no situation more naturally opens the heart
  to affection and confiding love than the recoil from scenes of
  exquisite terror。
  An examination went on that night before the mag