第 6 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9322
  stopped a moment; wondering at it。
  I resumed my downward way; and stepping out upon the level of the
  railroad; and drawing nearer to him; saw that he was a dark; sallow
  man; with a dark beard and rather heavy eyebrows。  His post was in
  as solitary and dismal a place as ever I saw。  On either side; a
  dripping…wet wall of jagged stone; excluding all view but a strip
  of sky; the perspective one way only a crooked prolongation of this
  great dungeon; the shorter perspective in the other direction
  terminating in a gloomy red light; and the gloomier entrance to a
  black tunnel; in whose massive architecture there was a barbarous;
  depressing; and forbidding air。  So little sunlight ever found its
  way to this spot; that it had an earthy; deadly smell; and so much
  cold wind rushed through it; that it struck chill to me; as if I
  had left the natural world。
  Before he stirred; I was near enough to him to have touched him。
  Not even then removing his eyes from mine; he stepped back one
  step; and lifted his hand。
  This was a lonesome post to occupy (I said); and it had riveted my
  attention when I looked down from up yonder。  A visitor was a
  rarity; I should suppose; not an unwelcome rarity; I hoped?  In me;
  he merely saw a man who had been shut up within narrow limits all
  his life; and who; being at last set free; had a newly…awakened
  interest in these great works。  To such purpose I spoke to him; but
  I am far from sure of the terms I used; for; besides that I am not
  happy in opening any conversation; there was something in the man
  that daunted me。
  He directed a most curious look towards the red light near the
  tunnel's mouth; and looked all about it; as if something were
  missing from it; and then looked it me。
  That light was part of his charge?  Was it not?
  He answered in a low voice;〃Don't you know it is?〃
  The monstrous thought came into my mind; as I perused the fixed
  eyes and the saturnine face; that this was a spirit; not a man。  I
  have speculated since; whether there may have been infection in his
  mind。
  In my turn; I stepped back。  But in making the action; I detected
  in his eyes some latent fear of me。  This put the monstrous thought
  to flight。
  〃You look at me;〃 I said; forcing a smile; 〃as if you had a dread
  of me。〃
  〃I was doubtful;〃 he returned; 〃whether I had seen you before。〃
  〃Where?〃
  He pointed to the red light he had looked at。
  〃There?〃 I said。
  Intently watchful of me; he replied (but without sound); 〃Yes。〃
  〃My good fellow; what should I do there?  However; be that as it
  may; I never was there; you may swear。〃
  〃I think I may;〃 he rejoined。  〃Yes; I am sure I may。〃
  His manner cleared; like my own。  He replied to my remarks with
  readiness; and in well…chosen words。  Had he much to do there?
  Yes; that was to say; he had enough responsibility to bear; but
  exactness and watchfulness were what was required of him; and of
  actual workmanual laborhe had next to none。  To change that
  signal; to trim those lights; and to turn this iron handle now and
  then; was all he had to do under that head。  Regarding those many
  long and lonely hours of which I seemed to make so much; he could
  only say that the routine of his life had shaped itself into that
  form; and he had grown used to it。  He had taught himself a
  language down here;if only to know it by sight; and to have
  formed his own crude ideas of its pronunciation; could be called
  learning it。  He had also worked at fractions and decimals; and
  tried a little algebra; but he was; and had been as a boy; a poor
  hand at figures。  Was it necessary for him when on duty always to
  remain in that channel of damp air; and could he never rise into
  the sunshine from between those high stone walls?  Why; that
  depended upon times and circumstances。  Under some conditions there
  would be less upon the Line than under others; and the same held
  good as to certain hours of the day and night。  In bright weather;
  he did choose occasions for getting a little above these lower
  shadows; but; being at all times liable to be called by his
  electric bell; and at such times listening for it with redoubled
  anxiety; the relief was less than I would suppose。
  He took me into his box; where there was a fire; a desk for an
  official book in which he had to make certain entries; a
  telegraphic instrument with its dial; face; and needles; and the
  little bell of which he had spoken。  On my trusting that he would
  excuse the remark that he had been well educated; and (I hoped I
  might say without offence) perhaps educated above that station; he
  observed that instances of slight incongruity in such wise would
  rarely be found wanting among large bodies of men; that he had
  heard it was so in workhouses; in the police force; even in that
  last desperate resource; the army; and that he knew it was so; more
  or less; in any great railway staff。  He had been; when young (if I
  could believe it; sitting in that hut;he scarcely could); a
  student of natural philosophy; and had attended lectures; but he
  had run wild; misused his opportunities; gone down; and never risen
  again。  He had no complaint to offer about that。  He had made his
  bed; and he lay upon it。  It was far too late to make another。
  All that I have here condensed he said in a quiet manner; with his
  grave dark regards divided between me and the fire。  He threw in
  the word; 〃Sir;〃 from time to time; and especially when he referred
  to his youth;as though to request me to understand that he
  claimed to be nothing but what I found him。  He was several times
  interrupted by the little bell; and had to read off messages; and
  send replies。  Once he had to stand without the door; and display a
  flag as a train passed; and make some verbal communication to the
  driver。  In the discharge of his duties; I observed him to be
  remarkably exact and vigilant; breaking off his discourse at a
  syllable; and remaining silent until what he had to do was done。
  In a word; I should have set this man down as one of the safest of
  men to be employed in that capacity; but for the circumstance that
  while he was speaking to me he twice broke off with a fallen color;
  turned his face towards the little bell when it did NOT ring;
  opened the door of the hut (which was kept shut to exclude the
  unhealthy damp); and looked out towards the red light near the
  mouth of the tunnel。  On both of those occasions; he came back to
  the fire with the inexplicable air upon him which I had remarked;
  without being able to define; when we were so far asunder。
  Said I; when I rose to leave him; 〃You almost make me think that I
  have met with a contented man。〃
  (I am afraid I must acknowledge that I said it to lead him on。)
  〃I believe I used to be so;〃 he rejoined; in the low voice in which
  he had first spoken; 〃but I am troubled; sir; I am troubled。〃
  He would have recalled the words if he could。  He had said them;
  however; and I took them up quickly。
  〃With what?  What is your trouble?〃
  〃It is very difficult to impart; sir。  It is very; very difficult
  to speak of。  If ever you make me another visit; I will try to tell
  you。〃
  〃But I expressly intend to make you another visit。  Say; when shall
  it be?〃
  〃I go off early in the morning; and I shall be on again at ten to…
  morrow night; sir。〃
  〃I will come at eleven。〃
  He thanked me; and went out at the door with me。  〃I'll show my
  white light; sir;〃 he said; in his peculiar low voice; 〃till you
  have found the way up。  When you have found it; don't call out!
  And when you are at the top; don't call out!〃
  His manner seemed to make the place strike colder to me; but I said
  no more than; 〃Very well。〃
  〃And when you come down to…morrow night; don't call out!  Let me
  ask you a parting question。  What made you cry; 'Halloa!  Below
  there!' to…night?〃
  〃Heaven knows;〃 said I。  〃I cried something to that effect〃
  〃Not to that effect; sir。  Those were the very words。  I know them
  well。〃
  〃Admit those were the very words。  I said them; no doubt; because I
  saw you below。〃
  〃For no other reason?〃
  〃What other reason could I possibly have?〃
  〃You had no feeling that they were conveyed to you in any
  supernatural way?〃
  〃No。〃
  He wished me good…night; and held up his light。  I walked by the
  side of the down Line of rails (with a very disagreeable sensation
  of a train coming behind me) until I found the path。  It was easier
  to mount than to descend; and I got back to my inn without any
  adventure。
  Punctual to my appointment; I placed my foot on the first notch of
  the zigzag next night; as the distant clocks were striking eleven。
  He was waiting for me at the bottom; with his white light on。  〃I
  have not called out;〃 I said; when we came close together; 〃may I
  speak now?〃  〃By all means; sir。〃  〃Good…night; then; and here's my
  hand。〃  〃Good