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to work with querulous and fretful haste to pack her wardrobe。 She
tore her best dress in taking it from the hook on which it hung:
she scratched her soft hands twice with an ambushed pin。 All the
while; she kept up an indignant commentary on the events of the
past few moments。 She said to herself she saw it all。 Tretherick
had sent for this child of his first wifethis child of whose
existence he had never seemed to carejust to insult her; to fill
her place。 Doubtless the first wife herself would follow soon; or
perhaps there would be a third。 Red hair; not auburn; but REDof
course the child; this Caroline; looked like its mother; and; if
so; she was anything but pretty。 Or the whole thing had been
prepared: this red…haired child; the image of its mother; had been
kept at a convenient distance at Sacramento; ready to be sent for
when needed。 She remembered his occasional visits there on
business; as he said。 Perhaps the mother already was there; but
no; she had gone East。 Nevertheless; Mrs。 Tretherick; in her then
state of mind; preferred to dwell upon the fact that she might be
there。 She was dimly conscious; also; of a certain satisfaction in
exaggerating her feelings。 Surely no woman had ever been so
shamefully abused。 In fancy; she sketched a picture of herself
sitting alone and deserted; at sunset; among the fallen columns of
a ruined temple; in a melancholy yet graceful attitude; while her
husband drove rapidly away in a luxurious coach…and…four; with a
red…haired woman at his side。 Sitting upon the trunk she had just
packed; she partly composed a lugubrious poem describing her
sufferings as; wandering alone and poorly clad; she came upon her
husband and 〃another〃 flaunting in silks and diamonds。 She
pictured herself dying of consumption; brought on by sorrowa
beautiful wreck; yet still fascinating; gazed upon adoringly by the
editor of the AVALANCHE and Colonel Starbottle。 And where was
Colonel Starbottle all this while? Why didn't he come? He; at
least; understood her。 Heshe laughed the reckless; light laugh
of a few moments before; and then her face suddenly grew grave; as
it had not a few moments before。
What was that little red…haired imp doing all this time? Why was
she so quiet? She opened the door noiselessly; and listened。 She
fancied that she heard; above the multitudinous small noises and
creakings and warpings of the vacant house; a smaller voice singing
on the floor above。 This; as she remembered; was only an open
attic that had been used as a storeroom。 With a half…guilty
consciousness; she crept softly upstairs and; pushing the door
partly open; looked within。
Athwart the long; low…studded attic; a slant sunbeam from a single
small window lay; filled with dancing motes; and only half
illuminating the barren; dreary apartment。 In the ray of this
sunbeam she saw the child's glowing hair; as if crowned by a red
aureole; as she sat upon the floor with her exaggerated doll
between her knees。 She appeared to be talking to it; and it was
not long before Mrs。 Tretherick observed that she was rehearsing
the interview of a half…hour before。 She catechized the doll
severely; cross…examining it in regard to the duration of its stay
there; and generally on the measure of time。 The imitation of Mrs。
Tretherick's manner was exceedingly successful; and the
conversation almost a literal reproduction; with a single
exception。 After she had informed the doll that she was not her
mother; at the close of the interview she added pathetically; 〃that
if she was dood; very dood; she might be her mamma; and love her
very much。〃
I have already hinted that Mrs。 Tretherick was deficient in a sense
of humor。 Perhaps it was for this reason that this whole scene
affected her most unpleasantly; and the conclusion sent the blood
tingling to her cheek。 There was something; too; inconceivably
lonely in the situation。 The unfurnished vacant room; the half…
lights; the monstrous doll; whose very size seemed to give a
pathetic significance to its speechlessness; the smallness of the
one animate; self…centered figureall these touched more or less
deeply the half…poetic sensibilities of the woman。 She could not
help utilizing the impression as she stood there; and thought what
a fine poem might be constructed from this material if the room
were a little darker; the child loneliersay; sitting beside a
dead mother's bier; and the wind wailing in the turrets。 And then
she suddenly heard footsteps at the door below; and recognized the
tread of the colonel's cane。
She flew swiftly down the stairs; and encountered the colonel in
the hall。 Here she poured into his astonished ear a voluble and
exaggerated statement of her discovery; and indignant recital of
her wrongs。 〃Don't tell me the whole thing wasn't arranged
beforehand; for I know it was!〃 she almost screamed。 〃And think;〃
she added; 〃of the heartlessness of the wretch; leaving his own
child alone here in that way。〃
〃It's a blank shame!〃 stammered the colonel; without the least idea
of what he was talking about。 In fact; utterly unable as he was to
comprehend a reason for the woman's excitement; with his estimate
of her character; I fear he showed it more plainly than he
intended。 He stammered; expanded his chest; looked stern; gallant;
tender; but all unintelligently。 Mrs。 Tretherick; for an instant;
experienced a sickening doubt of the existence of natures in
perfect affinity。
〃It's of no use;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick with sudden vehemence; in
answer to some inaudible remark of the colonel's; and withdrawing
her hand from the fervent grasp of that ardent and sympathetic man。
〃It's of no use: my mind is made up。 You can send for my trunk as
soon as you like; but I shall stay here; and confront that man with
the proof of his vileness。 I will put him face to face with his
infamy。〃
I do not know whether Colonel Starbottle thoroughly appreciated the
convincing proof of Tretherick's unfaithfulness and malignity
afforded by the damning evidence of the existence of Tretherick's
own child in his own house。 He was dimly aware; however; of some
unforeseen obstacle to the perfect expression of the infinite
longing of his own sentimental nature。 But; before he could say
anything; Carry appeared on the landing above them; looking
timidly; and yet half…critically; at the pair。
〃That's her;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick excitedly。 In her deepest
emotions; in either verse or prose; she rose above a consideration
of grammatical construction。
〃Ah!〃 said the colonel; with a sudden assumption of parental
affection and jocularity that was glaringly unreal and affected。
〃Ah! pretty little girl; pretty little girl! How do you do? How
are you? You find yourself pretty well; do you; pretty little
girl?〃 The colonel's impulse also was to expand his chest and
swing his cane; until it occurred to him that this action might be
ineffective with a child of six or seven。 Carry; however; took no
immediate notice of this advance; but further discomposed the
chivalrous colonel by running quickly to Mrs。 Tretherick and hiding
herself; as if for protection; in the folds of her gown。
Nevertheless; the colonel was not vanquished。 Falling back into an
attitude of respectful admiration; he pointed out a marvelous
resemblance to the 〃Madonna and Child。〃 Mrs。 Tretherick simpered;
but did not dislodge Carry as before。 There was an awkward pause
for a moment; and then Mrs。 Tretherick; motioning significantly to
the child; said in a whisper: 〃Go now。 Don't come here again; but
meet me tonight at the hotel。〃 She extended her hand: the colonel
bent over it gallantly and; raising his hat; the next moment was
gone。
〃Do you think;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick with an embarrassed voice and
a prodigious blush; looking down; and addressing the fiery curls
just visible in the folds of her dress〃do you think you will be
'dood' if I let you stay in here and sit with me?〃
〃And let me tall you Mamma?〃 queried Carry; looking up。
〃And let you call me Mamma!〃 assented Mrs。 Tretherick with an
embarrassed laugh。
〃Yeth;〃 said Carry promptly。
They entered the bedroom together。 Carry's eye instantly caught
sight of the trunk。
〃Are you dowin' away adain; Mamma?〃 she said with a quick nervous
look; and a clutch at the woman's dress。
〃No…o;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick; looking out of the window。
〃Only playing your dowin' away;〃 suggested Carry with a laugh。
〃Let me play too。〃
Mrs。 Tretherick assented。 Carry flew into the next room; and
presently reappeared dragging a small trunk; into which she gravely
proceeded to pack her clothes。 Mrs。 Tretherick noticed that they
were not many。 A question or two regarding them brought out some
further replies from the child; and before many minutes had
elapsed; Mrs。 Tretherick was in possession of all her e