第 58 节
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铲除不公 更新:2021-10-21 08:52 字数:9320
When Bob was left alone he suddenly became brisk; and set himself to
overhaul his clothes and other possessions in a business…like
manner。 By the time that his chest was packed; such things as he
meant to leave at home folded into cupboards; and what was useless
destroyed; it was past two o'clock。 Then he went to bed; so softly
that only the creak of one weak stair revealed his passage upward。
At the moment that he passed Anne's chamber…door her mother was
bending over her as she lay in bed; and saying to her; 'Won't you
see him in the morning?'
'No; no;' said Anne。 'I would rather not see him! I have said that
I may。 But I shall not。 I cannot see him again!'
When the family got up next day Bob had vanished。 It was his way to
disappear like this; to avoid affecting scenes at parting。 By the
time that they had sat down to a gloomy breakfast; Bob was in the
boat of a Budmouth waterman; who pulled him alongside the guardship
in the roads; where he laid hold of the man…rope; mounted; and
disappeared from external view。 In the course of the day the ship
moved off; set her royals; and made sail for Portsmouth; with five
hundred new hands for the service on board; consisting partly of
pressed men and partly of volunteers; among the latter being Robert
Loveday。
XXXIV。 A SPECK ON THE SEA
In parting from John; who accompanied him to the quay; Bob had said:
'Now; Jack; these be my last words to you: I give her up。 I go
away on purpose; and I shall be away a long time。 If in that time
she should list over towards ye ever so little; mind you take her。
You have more right to her than I。 You chose her when my mind was
elsewhere; and you best deserve her; for I have never known you
forget one woman; while I've forgot a dozen。 Take her then; if she
will come; and God bless both of ye。'
Another person besides John saw Bob go。 That was Derriman; who was
standing by a bollard a little further up the quay。 He did not
repress his satisfaction at the sight。 John looked towards him with
an open gaze of contempt; for the cuffs administered to the yeoman
at the inn had not; so far as the trumpet…major was aware; produced
any desire to avenge that insult; John being; of course; quite
ignorant that Festus had erroneously retaliated upon Bob; in his
peculiar though scarcely soldierly way。 Finding that he did not
even now approach him; John went on his way; and thought over his
intention of preserving intact the love between Anne and his
brother。
He was surprised when he next went to the mill to find how glad they
all were to see him。 From the moment of Bob's return to the bosom
of the deep Anne had had no existence on land; people might have
looked at her human body and said she had flitted thence。 The sea
and all that belonged to the sea was her daily thought and her
nightly dream。 She had the whole two…and…thirty winds under her
eye; each passing gale that ushered in returning autumn being
mentally registered; and she acquired a precise knowledge of the
direction in which Portsmouth; Brest; Ferrol; Cadiz; and other such
likely places lay。 Instead of saying her own familiar prayers at
night she substituted; with some confusion of thought; the Forms of
Prayer to be used at sea。 John at once noticed her lorn; abstracted
looks; pitied her;how much he pitied her!and asked when they
were alone if there was anything he could do。
'There are two things;' she said; with almost childish eagerness in
her tired eyes。
'They shall be done。'
'The first is to find out if Captain Hardy has gone back to his
ship; and the other isO if you will do it; John!to get me
newspapers whenever possible。'
After this duologue John was absent for a space of three hours; and
they thought he had gone back to barracks。 He entered; however; at
the end of that time; took off his forage…cap; and wiped his
forehead。
'You look tired; John;' said his father。
'O no。' He went through the house till he had found Anne Garland。
'I have only done one of those things;' he said to her。
'What; already! I didn't hope for or mean to…day。'
'Captain Hardy is gone from Pos'ham。 He left some days ago。 We
shall soon hear that the fleet has sailed。'
'You have been all the way to Pos'ham on purpose? How good of you!'
'Well; I was anxious to know myself when Bob is likely to leave。 I
expect now that we shall soon hear from him。'
Two days later he came again。 He brought a newspaper; and what was
better; a letter for Anne; franked by the first lieutenant of the
Victory。
'Then he's aboard her;' said Anne; as she eagerly took the letter。
It was short; but as much as she could expect in the circumstances;
and informed them that the captain had been as good as his word; and
had gratified Bob's earnest wish to serve under him。 The ship; with
Admiral Lord Nelson on board; and accompanied by the frigate
Euryalus; was to sail in two days for Plymouth; where they would be
joined by others; and thence proceed to the coast of Spain。
Anne lay awake that night thinking of the Victory; and of those who
floated in her。 To the best of Anne's calculation that ship of war
would; during the next twenty…four hours; pass within a few miles of
where she herself then lay。 Next to seeing Bob; the thing that
would give her more pleasure than any other in the world was to see
the vessel that contained himhis floating city; his sole
dependence in battle and stormupon whose safety from winds and
enemies hung all her hope。
The morrow was market…day at the seaport; and in this she saw her
opportunity。 A carrier went from Overcombe at six o'clock thither;
and having to do a little shopping for herself she gave it as a
reason for her intended day's absence; and took a place in the van。
When she reached the town it was still early morning; but the
borough was already in the zenith of its daily bustle and show。 The
King was always out…of…doors by six o'clock; and such cock…crow
hours at Gloucester Lodge produced an equally forward stir among the
population。 She alighted; and passed down the esplanade; as fully
thronged by persons of fashion at this time of mist and level
sunlight as a watering…place in the present day is at four in the
afternoon。 Dashing bucks and beaux in cocked hats; black feathers;
ruffles; and frills; stared at her as she hurried along; the beach
was swarming with bathing women; wearing waistbands that bore the
national refrain; 'God save the King;' in gilt letters; the shops
were all open; and Sergeant Stanner; with his sword…stuck bank…notes
and heroic gaze; was beating up at two guineas and a crown; the
crown to drink his Majesty's health。
She soon finished her shopping; and then; crossing over into the old
town; pursued her way along the coast…road to Portland。 At the end
of an hour she had been rowed across the Fleet (which then lacked
the convenience of a bridge); and reached the base of Portland Hill。
The steep incline before her was dotted with houses; showing the
pleasant peculiarity of one man's doorstep being behind his
neighbour's chimney; and slabs of stone as the common material for
walls; roof; floor; pig…sty; stable…manger; door…scraper; and
garden…stile。 Anne gained the summit; and followed along the
central track over the huge lump of freestone which forms the
peninsula; the wide sea prospect extending as she went on。 Weary
with her journey; she approached the extreme southerly peak of rock;
and gazed from the cliff at Portland Bill; or Beal; as it was in
those days more correctly called。
The wild; herbless; weather…worn promontory was quite a solitude;
and; saving the one old lighthouse about fifty yards up the slope;
scarce a mark was visible to show that humanity had ever been near
the spot。 Anne found herself a seat on a stone; and swept with her
eyes the tremulous expanse of water around her that seemed to utter
a ceaseless unintelligible incantation。 Out of the three hundred
and sixty degrees of her complete horizon two hundred and fifty were
covered by waves; the coup d'oeil including the area of troubled
waters known as the Race; where two seas met to effect the
destruction of such vessels as could not be mastered by one。 She
counted the craft within her view: there were five; no; there were
only four; no; there were seven; some of the specks having resolved
themselves into two。 They were all small coasters; and kept well
within sight of land。
Anne sank into a reverie。 Then she heard a slight noise on her left
hand; and turning beheld an old sailor; who had approached with a
glass。 He was levelling it over the sea in a direction to the
south…east; and somewhat removed from that in which her own eyes had
been wandering。 Anne moved a few steps thitherward; so as to
unclose to her view a deeper sweep on that side; and by this
discovered a ship of far larger size than any which had yet dotted
the main before her。 Its sails were for the most part new and
clean; and in comparison with its rapid progress before the wind the
small brigs and ketches seemed standing still。 Upon this striking
object the old man's glass was bent。
'What do you see; sailor?' she asked。