第 56 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9321
  accompanied by such a beaming face; that she knew he was full of an
  idea; and asked what it might be that pleased him so。
  'Why; this;' he said; smacking his breast…pocket。  'A lock of hair
  that Matilda gave me。'
  Anne sank back with parted lips。
  'I am going to give it to Jackhe'll jump for joy to get it!  And
  it will show him how willing I am to give her up to him; fine piece
  as she is。'
  'Will you see her to…day; Bob?' Anne asked with an uncertain smile。
  'O nounless it is by accident。'
  On reaching the outskirts of the town he went straight to the
  barracks; and was lucky enough to find John in his room; at the
  left…hand corner of the quadrangle。  John was glad to see him; but
  to Bob's surprise he showed no immediate contrition; and thus
  afforded no room for the brotherly speech of forgiveness which Bob
  had been going to deliver。  As the trumpet…major did not open the
  subject; Bob felt it desirable to begin himself。
  'I have brought ye something that you will value; Jack;' he said; as
  they sat at the window; overlooking the large square barrack…yard。
  'I have got no further use for it; and you should have had it before
  if it had entered my head。'
  'Thank you; Bob; what is it?' said John; looking absently at an
  awkward squad of young men who were drilling in the enclosure。
  ''Tis a young woman's lock of hair。'
  'Ah!' said John; quite recovering from his abstraction; and slightly
  flushing。  Could Bob and Anne have quarrelled?  Bob drew the paper
  from his pocket; and opened it。
  'Black!' said John。
  'Yesblack enough。'
  'Whose?'
  'Why; Matilda's。'
  'O; Matilda's!'
  'Whose did you think then?'
  Instead of replying; the trumpet…major's face became as red as
  sunset; and he turned to the window to hide his confusion。
  Bob was silent; and then he; too; looked into the court。  At length
  he arose; walked to his brother; and laid his hand upon his
  shoulder。  'Jack;' he said; in an altered voice; 'you are a good
  fellow。  Now I see it all。'
  'O nothat's nothing;' said John hastily。
  'You've been pretending that you care for this woman that I mightn't
  blame myself for heaving you out from the otherwhich is what I've
  done without knowing it。'
  'What does it matter?'
  'But it does matter!  I've been making you unhappy all these weeks
  and weeks through my thoughtlessness。  They seemed to think at home;
  you know; John; that you had grown not to care for her; or I
  wouldn't have done it for all the world!'
  'You stick to her; Bob; and never mind me。  She belongs to you。  She
  loves you。  I have no claim upon her; and she thinks nothing about
  me。'
  'She likes you; John; thoroughly well; so does everybody; and if I
  hadn't come home; putting my foot in it  That coming home of mine
  has been a regular blight upon the family!  I ought never to have
  stayed。  The sea is my home; and why couldn't I bide there?'
  The trumpet…major drew Bob's discourse off the subject as soon as he
  could; and Bob; after some unconsidered replies and remarks; seemed
  willing to avoid it for the present。  He did not ask John to
  accompany him home; as he had intended; and on leaving the barracks
  turned southward and entered the town to wander about till he could
  decide what to do。
  It was the 3rd of September; but the King's watering…place still
  retained its summer aspect。  The royal bathing…machine had been
  drawn out just as Bob reached Gloucester Buildings; and he waited a
  minute; in the lack of other distraction; to look on。  Immediately
  that the King's machine had entered the water a group of florid men
  with fiddles; violoncellos; a trombone; and a drum; came forward;
  packed themselves into another machine that was in waiting; and were
  drawn out into the waves in the King's rear。  All that was to be
  heard for a few minutes were the slow pulsations of the sea; and
  then a deafening noise burst from the interior of the second machine
  with power enough to split the boards asunder; it was the condensed
  mass of musicians inside; striking up the strains of 'God save the
  King;' as his Majesty's head rose from the water。  Bob took off his
  hat and waited till the end of the performance; which; intended as a
  pleasant surprise to George III。 by the loyal burghers; was possibly
  in the watery circumstances tolerated rather than desired by that
  dripping monarch。 *
  * Vide Preface。
  Loveday then passed on to the harbour; where he remained awhile;
  looking at the busy scene of loading and unloading craft and
  swabbing the decks of yachts; at the boats and barges rubbing
  against the quay wall; and at the houses of the merchants; some
  ancient structures of solid stone; others green…shuttered with heavy
  wooden bow…windows which appeared as if about to drop into the
  harbour by their own weight。  All these things he gazed upon; and
  thought of one thingthat he had caused great misery to his brother
  John。
  The town clock struck; and Bob retraced his steps till he again
  approached the Esplanade and Gloucester Lodge; where the morning sun
  blazed in upon the house fronts; and not a spot of shade seemed to
  be attainable。  A huzzaing attracted his attention; and he observed
  that a number of people had gathered before the King's residence;
  where a brown curricle had stopped; out of which stepped a hale man
  in the prime of life; wearing a blue uniform; gilt epaulettes;
  cocked hat; and sword; who crossed the pavement and went in。  Bob
  went up and joined the group。  'What's going on?' he said。
  'Captain Hardy;' replied a bystander。
  'What of him?'
  'Just gone inwaiting to see the King。'
  'But the captain is in the West Indies?'
  'No。  The fleet is come home; they can't find the French anywhere。'
  'Will they go and look for them again?' asked Bob。
  'O yes。  Nelson is determined to find 'em。  As soon as he's refitted
  he'll put to sea again。  Ah; here's the King coming in。'
  Bob was so interested in what he had just heard that he scarcely
  noticed the arrival of the King; and a body of attendant gentlemen。
  He went on thinking of his new knowledge; Captain Hardy was come。
  He was doubtless staying with his family at their small manor…house
  at Pos'ham; a few miles from Overcombe; where he usually spent the
  intervals between his different cruises。
  Loveday returned to the mill without further delay; and shortly
  explaining that John was very well; and would come soon; went on to
  talk of the arrival of Nelson's captain。
  'And is he come at last?' said the miller; throwing his thoughts
  years backward。  'Well can I mind when he first left home to go on
  board the Helena as midshipman!'
  'That's not much to remember。  I can remember it too;' said Mrs。
  Loveday。
  ''Tis more than twenty years ago anyhow。  And more than that; I can
  mind when he was born; I was a lad; serving my 'prenticeship at the
  time。  He has been in this house often and often when 'a was young。
  When he came home after his first voyage he stayed about here a long
  time; and used to look in at the mill whenever he went past。  〃What
  will you be next; sir?〃 said mother to him one day as he stood with
  his back to the doorpost。  〃A lieutenant; Dame Loveday;〃 says he。
  〃And what next?〃 says she。  〃A commander。〃  〃And next?〃  〃Next;
  post…captain。〃  〃And then?〃  〃Then it will be almost time to die。〃
  I'd warrant that he'd mind it to this very day if you were to ask
  him。'
  Bob heard all this with a manner of preoccupation; and soon retired
  to the mill。  Thence he went to his room by the back passage; and
  taking his old seafaring garments from a dark closet in the wall
  conveyed them to the loft at the top of the mill; where he occupied
  the remaining spare moments of the day in brushing the mildew from
  their folds; and hanging each article by the window to get aired。
  In the evening he returned to the loft; and dressing himself in the
  old salt suit; went out of the house unobserved by anybody; and
  ascended the road towards Captain Hardy's native village and present
  temporary home。
  The shadeless downs were now brown with the droughts of the passing
  summer; and few living things met his view; the natural rotundity of
  the elevation being only occasionally disturbed by the presence of a
  barrow; a thorn…bush; or a piece of dry wall which remained from
  some attempted enclosure。  By the time that he reached the village
  it was dark; and the larger stars had begun to shine when he walked
  up to the door of the old…fashioned house which was the family
  residence of this branch of the South…Wessex Hardys。
  'Will the captain allow me to wait on him to…night?' inquired
  Loveday; explaining who and what he was。
  The servant went away for a few minutes; and then told Bob that he
  might see the captain in the morning。
  'If that's the case; I'll come again;' replied Bob; quite cheerful
  that failure was not absolute。
  He had left the door but a few steps when he was called back and
  asked if he had walked all the way from Overcombe Mill on purpose。
  Loveday replied modestly that he had done so。
  'Then will you come in?'  He followed the speaker into a small study
  or office; and in a minute or two Captain Hardy entered。
  The captain at this time was a bachelor of thirty…five; rather stout
  in build;