第 40 节
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rake…stems; benefit…club staves; and pick…handles; in which degraded
situations they may still occasionally be found。
But in their new and shining state they had a terror for Anne; whose
eyes were involuntarily drawn towards them as she sat at Bob's side
during the service; filling her with bloody visions of their
possible use not far from the very spot on which they were now
assembled。 The sermon; too; was on the subject of patriotism; so
that when they came out she began to harp uneasily upon the
probability of their all being driven from their homes。
Bob assured her that with the sixty thousand regulars; the militia
reserve of a hundred and twenty thousand; and the three hundred
thousand volunteers; there was not much to fear。
'But I sometimes have a fear that poor John will be killed;' he
continued after a pause。 'He is sure to be among the first that
will have to face the invaders; and the trumpeters get picked off。'
'There is the same chance for him as for the others;' said Anne。
'Yesyesthe same chance; such as it is。 You have never liked
John since that affair of Matilda Johnson; have you?'
'Why?' she quickly asked。
'Well;' said Bob timidly; 'as it is a ticklish time for him; would
it not be worth while to make up any differences before the crash
comes?'
'I have nothing to make up;' said Anne; with some distress。 She
still fully believed the trumpet…major to have smuggled away Miss
Johnson because of his own interest in that lady; which must have
made his professions to herself a mere pastime; but that very
conduct had in it the curious advantage to herself of setting Bob
free。
'Since John has been gone;' continued her companion; 'I have found
out more of his meaning; and of what he really had to do with that
woman's flight。 Did you know that he had anything to do with it?'
'Yes。'
'That he got her to go away?'
She looked at Bob with surprise。 He was not exasperated with John;
and yet he knew so much as this。
'Yes;' she said; 'what did it mean?'
He did not explain to her then; but the possibility of John's death;
which had been newly brought home to him by the military events of
the day; determined him to get poor John's character cleared。
Reproaching himself for letting her remain so long with a mistaken
idea of him; Bob went to his father as soon as they got home; and
begged him to get Mrs。 Loveday to tell Anne the true reason of
John's objection to Miss Johnson as a sister…in…law。
'She thinks it is because they were old lovers new met; and that he
wants to marry her;' he exclaimed to his father in conclusion。
'Then THAT'S the meaning of the split between Miss Nancy and Jack;'
said the miller。
'What; were they any more than common friends?' asked Bob uneasily。
'Not on her side; perhaps。'
'Well; we must do it;' replied Bob; painfully conscious that common
justice to John might bring them into hazardous rivalry; yet
determined to be fair。 'Tell it all to Mrs。 Loveday; and get her to
tell Anne。'
XXIV。 A LETTER; A VISITOR; AND A TIN BOX
The result of the explanation upon Anne was bitter self…reproach。
She was so sorry at having wronged the kindly soldier that next
morning she went by herself to the down; and stood exactly where his
tent had covered the sod on which he had lain so many nights;
thinking what sadness he must have suffered because of her at the
time of packing up and going away。 After that she wiped from her
eyes the tears of pity which had come there; descended to the house;
and wrote an impulsive letter to him; in which occurred the
following passages; indiscreet enough under the circumstances:
'I find all justice; all rectitude; on your side; John; and all
impertinence; all inconsiderateness; on mine。 I am so much
convinced of your honour in the whole transaction; that I shall for
the future mistrust myself in everything。 And if it be possible;
whenever I differ from you on any point I shall take an hour's time
for consideration before I say that I differ。 If I have lost your
friendship; I have only myself to thank for it; but I sincerely hope
that you can forgive。'
After writing this she went to the garden; where Bob was shearing
the spring grass from the paths。 'What is John's direction?' she
said; holding the sealed letter in her hand。
'Exonbury Barracks;' Bob faltered; his countenance sinking。
She thanked him and went indoors。 When he came in; later in the
day; he passed the door of her empty sitting…room and saw the letter
on the mantelpiece。 He disliked the sight of it。 Hearing voices in
the other room; he entered and found Anne and her mother there;
talking to Cripplestraw; who had just come in with a message from
Squire Derriman; requesting Miss Garland; as she valued the peace of
mind of an old and troubled man; to go at once and see him。
'I cannot go;' she said; not liking the risk that such a visit
involved。
An hour later Cripplestraw shambled again into the passage; on the
same errand。
'Maister's very poorly; and he hopes that you'll come; Mis'ess Anne。
He wants to see 'ee very particular about the French。'
Anne would have gone in a moment; but for the fear that some one
besides the farmer might encounter her; and she answered as before。
Another hour passed; and the wheels of a vehicle were heard。
Cripplestraw had come for the third time; with a horse and gig; he
was dressed in his best clothes; and brought with him on this
occasion a basket containing raisins; almonds; oranges; and sweet
cakes。 Offering them to her as a gift from the old farmer; he
repeated his request for her to accompany him; the gig and best mare
having been sent as an additional inducement。
'I believe the old gentleman is in love with you; Anne;' said her
mother。
'Why couldn't he drive down himself to see me?' Anne inquired of
Cripplestraw。
'He wants you at the house; please。'
'Is Mr。 Festus with him?'
'No; he's away to Budmouth。'
'I'll go;' said she。
'And I may come and meet you?' said Bob。
'There's my letterwhat shall I do about that?' she said; instead
of answering him。 'Take my letter to the post…office; and you may
come;' she added。
He said yes and went out; Cripplestraw retreating to the door till
she should be ready。
'What letter is it?' said her mother。
'Only one to John;' said Anne。 'I have asked him to forgive my
suspicions。 I could do no less。'
'Do you want to marry HIM?' asked Mrs。 Loveday bluntly。
'Mother!'
'Well; he will take that letter as an encouragement。 Can't you see
that he will; you foolish girl?'
Anne did see instantly。 'Of course!' she said。 'Tell Robert that
he need not go。'
She went to her room to secure the letter。 It was gone from the
mantelpiece; and on inquiry it was found that the miller; seeing it
there; had sent David with it to Budmouth hours ago。 Anne said
nothing; and set out for Oxwell Hall with Cripplestraw。
'William;' said Mrs。 Loveday to the miller when Anne was gone and
Bob had resumed his work in the garden; 'did you get that letter
sent off on purpose?'
'Well; I did。 I wanted to make sure of it。 John likes her; and now
'twill be made up; and why shouldn't he marry her? I'll start him
in business; if so be she'll have him。'
'But she is likely to marry Festus Derriman。'
'I don't want her to marry anybody but John;' said the miller
doggedly。
'Not if she is in love with Bob; and has been for years; and he with
her?' asked his wife triumphantly。
'In love with Bob; and he with her?' repeated Loveday。
'Certainly;' said she; going off and leaving him to his reflections。
When Anne reached the hall she found old Mr。 Derriman in his
customary chair。 His complexion was more ashen; but his movement in
rising at her entrance; putting a chair and shutting the door behind
her; were much the same as usual。
'Thank God you've come; my dear girl;' he said earnestly。 'Ah; you
don't trip across to read to me now! Why did ye cost me so much to
fetch you? Fie! A horse and gig; and a man's time in going three
times。 And what I sent ye cost a good deal in Budmouth market; now
everything is so dear there; and 'twould have cost more if I hadn't
bought the raisins and oranges some months ago; when they were
cheaper。 I tell you this because we are old friends; and I have
nobody else to tell my troubles to。 But I don't begrudge anything
to ye since you've come。'
'I am not much pleased to come; even now;' said she。 'What can make
you so seriously anxious to see me?'
'Well; you be a good girl and true; and I've been thinking that of
all people of the next generation that I can trust; you are the
best。 'Tis my bonds and my title…deeds; such as they be; and the
leases; you know; and a few guineas in packets; and more than these;
my will; that I have to speak about。 Now do ye come this way。'
'O; such things as those!' she returned; with surprise。 'I don't
understand those things at all。'
'There's nothing to understand。 'Tis just this。 The French will be
here within two months; that's certain。 I have it on the best
authority; that the army at Boulogne is ready; the boats equipped;
the plans laid; and the First