第 40 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9322
  rake…stems; benefit…club staves; and pick…handles; in which degraded
  situations they may still occasionally be found。
  But in their new and shining state they had a terror for Anne; whose
  eyes were involuntarily drawn towards them as she sat at Bob's side
  during the service; filling her with bloody visions of their
  possible use not far from the very spot on which they were now
  assembled。  The sermon; too; was on the subject of patriotism; so
  that when they came out she began to harp uneasily upon the
  probability of their all being driven from their homes。
  Bob assured her that with the sixty thousand regulars; the militia
  reserve of a hundred and twenty thousand; and the three hundred
  thousand volunteers; there was not much to fear。
  'But I sometimes have a fear that poor John will be killed;' he
  continued after a pause。  'He is sure to be among the first that
  will have to face the invaders; and the trumpeters get picked off。'
  'There is the same chance for him as for the others;' said Anne。
  'Yesyesthe same chance; such as it is。  You have never liked
  John since that affair of Matilda Johnson; have you?'
  'Why?' she quickly asked。
  'Well;' said Bob timidly; 'as it is a ticklish time for him; would
  it not be worth while to make up any differences before the crash
  comes?'
  'I have nothing to make up;' said Anne; with some distress。  She
  still fully believed the trumpet…major to have smuggled away Miss
  Johnson because of his own interest in that lady; which must have
  made his professions to herself a mere pastime; but that very
  conduct had in it the curious advantage to herself of setting Bob
  free。
  'Since John has been gone;' continued her companion; 'I have found
  out more of his meaning; and of what he really had to do with that
  woman's flight。  Did you know that he had anything to do with it?'
  'Yes。'
  'That he got her to go away?'
  She looked at Bob with surprise。  He was not exasperated with John;
  and yet he knew so much as this。
  'Yes;' she said; 'what did it mean?'
  He did not explain to her then; but the possibility of John's death;
  which had been newly brought home to him by the military events of
  the day; determined him to get poor John's character cleared。
  Reproaching himself for letting her remain so long with a mistaken
  idea of him; Bob went to his father as soon as they got home; and
  begged him to get Mrs。 Loveday to tell Anne the true reason of
  John's objection to Miss Johnson as a sister…in…law。
  'She thinks it is because they were old lovers new met; and that he
  wants to marry her;' he exclaimed to his father in conclusion。
  'Then THAT'S the meaning of the split between Miss Nancy and Jack;'
  said the miller。
  'What; were they any more than common friends?' asked Bob uneasily。
  'Not on her side; perhaps。'
  'Well; we must do it;' replied Bob; painfully conscious that common
  justice to John might bring them into hazardous rivalry; yet
  determined to be fair。  'Tell it all to Mrs。 Loveday; and get her to
  tell Anne。'
  XXIV。  A LETTER; A VISITOR; AND A TIN BOX
  The result of the explanation upon Anne was bitter self…reproach。
  She was so sorry at having wronged the kindly soldier that next
  morning she went by herself to the down; and stood exactly where his
  tent had covered the sod on which he had lain so many nights;
  thinking what sadness he must have suffered because of her at the
  time of packing up and going away。  After that she wiped from her
  eyes the tears of pity which had come there; descended to the house;
  and wrote an impulsive letter to him; in which occurred the
  following passages; indiscreet enough under the circumstances:
  'I find all justice; all rectitude; on your side; John; and all
  impertinence; all inconsiderateness; on mine。  I am so much
  convinced of your honour in the whole transaction; that I shall for
  the future mistrust myself in everything。  And if it be possible;
  whenever I differ from you on any point I shall take an hour's time
  for consideration before I say that I differ。  If I have lost your
  friendship; I have only myself to thank for it; but I sincerely hope
  that you can forgive。'
  After writing this she went to the garden; where Bob was shearing
  the spring grass from the paths。  'What is John's direction?' she
  said; holding the sealed letter in her hand。
  'Exonbury Barracks;' Bob faltered; his countenance sinking。
  She thanked him and went indoors。  When he came in; later in the
  day; he passed the door of her empty sitting…room and saw the letter
  on the mantelpiece。  He disliked the sight of it。  Hearing voices in
  the other room; he entered and found Anne and her mother there;
  talking to Cripplestraw; who had just come in with a message from
  Squire Derriman; requesting Miss Garland; as she valued the peace of
  mind of an old and troubled man; to go at once and see him。
  'I cannot go;' she said; not liking the risk that such a visit
  involved。
  An hour later Cripplestraw shambled again into the passage; on the
  same errand。
  'Maister's very poorly; and he hopes that you'll come; Mis'ess Anne。
  He wants to see 'ee very particular about the French。'
  Anne would have gone in a moment; but for the fear that some one
  besides the farmer might encounter her; and she answered as before。
  Another hour passed; and the wheels of a vehicle were heard。
  Cripplestraw had come for the third time; with a horse and gig; he
  was dressed in his best clothes; and brought with him on this
  occasion a basket containing raisins; almonds; oranges; and sweet
  cakes。  Offering them to her as a gift from the old farmer; he
  repeated his request for her to accompany him; the gig and best mare
  having been sent as an additional inducement。
  'I believe the old gentleman is in love with you; Anne;' said her
  mother。
  'Why couldn't he drive down himself to see me?' Anne inquired of
  Cripplestraw。
  'He wants you at the house; please。'
  'Is Mr。 Festus with him?'
  'No; he's away to Budmouth。'
  'I'll go;' said she。
  'And I may come and meet you?' said Bob。
  'There's my letterwhat shall I do about that?' she said; instead
  of answering him。  'Take my letter to the post…office; and you may
  come;' she added。
  He said yes and went out; Cripplestraw retreating to the door till
  she should be ready。
  'What letter is it?' said her mother。
  'Only one to John;' said Anne。  'I have asked him to forgive my
  suspicions。  I could do no less。'
  'Do you want to marry HIM?' asked Mrs。 Loveday bluntly。
  'Mother!'
  'Well; he will take that letter as an encouragement。  Can't you see
  that he will; you foolish girl?'
  Anne did see instantly。  'Of course!' she said。  'Tell Robert that
  he need not go。'
  She went to her room to secure the letter。  It was gone from the
  mantelpiece; and on inquiry it was found that the miller; seeing it
  there; had sent David with it to Budmouth hours ago。  Anne said
  nothing; and set out for Oxwell Hall with Cripplestraw。
  'William;' said Mrs。 Loveday to the miller when Anne was gone and
  Bob had resumed his work in the garden; 'did you get that letter
  sent off on purpose?'
  'Well; I did。  I wanted to make sure of it。  John likes her; and now
  'twill be made up; and why shouldn't he marry her?  I'll start him
  in business; if so be she'll have him。'
  'But she is likely to marry Festus Derriman。'
  'I don't want her to marry anybody but John;' said the miller
  doggedly。
  'Not if she is in love with Bob; and has been for years; and he with
  her?' asked his wife triumphantly。
  'In love with Bob; and he with her?' repeated Loveday。
  'Certainly;' said she; going off and leaving him to his reflections。
  When Anne reached the hall she found old Mr。 Derriman in his
  customary chair。  His complexion was more ashen; but his movement in
  rising at her entrance; putting a chair and shutting the door behind
  her; were much the same as usual。
  'Thank God you've come; my dear girl;' he said earnestly。  'Ah; you
  don't trip across to read to me now!  Why did ye cost me so much to
  fetch you?  Fie!  A horse and gig; and a man's time in going three
  times。  And what I sent ye cost a good deal in Budmouth market; now
  everything is so dear there; and 'twould have cost more if I hadn't
  bought the raisins and oranges some months ago; when they were
  cheaper。  I tell you this because we are old friends; and I have
  nobody else to tell my troubles to。  But I don't begrudge anything
  to ye since you've come。'
  'I am not much pleased to come; even now;' said she。  'What can make
  you so seriously anxious to see me?'
  'Well; you be a good girl and true; and I've been thinking that of
  all people of the next generation that I can trust; you are the
  best。  'Tis my bonds and my title…deeds; such as they be; and the
  leases; you know; and a few guineas in packets; and more than these;
  my will; that I have to speak about。  Now do ye come this way。'
  'O; such things as those!' she returned; with surprise。  'I don't
  understand those things at all。'
  'There's nothing to understand。  'Tis just this。  The French will be
  here within two months; that's certain。  I have it on the best
  authority; that the army at Boulogne is ready; the boats equipped;
  the plans laid; and the First