第 34 节
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slowly towards the house。
His father appeared in the opening of the mill…door; looking more
cheerful than when they had parted。 'What; Robert; you've been
after her?' he said。 'Faith; then; I wouldn't have followed her if
I had been as sure as you were that she went away in scorn of us。
Since you told me that; I have not looked for her at all。'
'I was wrong; father;' Bob replied gravely; throwing down his bundle
and stick。 'Matilda; I find; has not gone away in scorn of us; she
has gone away for other reasons。 I followed her some way; but I
have come back again。 She may go。'
'Why is she gone?' said the astonished miller。
Bob had intended; for Matilda's sake; to give no reason to a living
soul for her departure。 But he could not treat his father thus
reservedly; and he told。
'She has made great fools of us;' said the miller deliberately; 'and
she might have made us greater ones。 Bob; I thought th' hadst more
sense。'
'Well; don't say anything against her; father;' implored Bob。
''Twas a sorry haul; and there's an end on't。 Let her down quietly;
and keep the secret。 You promise that?'
'I do。' Loveday the elder remained thinking awhile; and then went
on'Well; what I was going to say is this: I've hit upon a plan to
get out of the awkward corner she has put us in。 What you'll think
of it I can't say。'
'David has just given me the heads。'
'And do it hurt your feelings; my son; at such a time?'
'NoI'll bring myself to bear it; anyhow! Why should I object to
other people's happiness because I have lost my own?' said Bob; with
saintly self…sacrifice in his air。
'Well said!' answered the miller heartily。 'But you may be sure
that there will be no unseemly rejoicing; to disturb ye in your
present frame of mind。 All the morning I felt more ashamed than I
cared to own at the thought of how the neighbours; great and small;
would laugh at what they would call your folly; when they knew what
had happened; so I resolved to take this step to stave it off; if so
be 'twas possible。 And when I saw Mrs。 Garland I knew I had done
right。 She pitied me so much for having had the house cleaned in
vain; and laid in provisions to waste; that it put her into the
humour to agree。 We mean to do it right off at once; afore the pies
and cakes get mouldy and the blackpot stale。 'Twas a good thought
of mine and hers; and I am glad 'tis settled;' he concluded
cheerfully。
'Poor Matilda!' murmured Bob。
'ThereI was afraid 'twould hurt thy feelings;' said the miller;
with self…reproach: 'making preparations for thy wedding; and using
them for my own!'
'No;' said Bob heroically; 'it shall not。 It will be a great
comfort in my sorrow to feel that the splendid grub; and the ale;
and your stunning new suit of clothes; and the great table…cloths
you've bought; will be just as useful now as if I had married
myself。 Poor Matilda! But you won't expect me to join inyou
hardly can。 I can sheer off that day very easily; you know。'
'Nonsense; Bob!' said the miller reproachfully。
'I couldn't stand itI should break down。'
'Deuce take me if I would have asked her; then; if I had known 'twas
going to drive thee out of the house! Now; come; Bob; I'll find a
way of arranging it and sobering it down; so that it shall be as
melancholy as you can requirein short; just like a funeral; if
thou'lt promise to stay?'
'Very well;' said the afflicted one。 'On that condition I'll stay。'
XXI。 'UPON THE HILL HE TURNED'
Having entered into this solemn compact with his son; the elder
Loveday's next action was to go to Mrs。 Garland; and ask her how the
toning down of the wedding had best be done。 'It is plain enough
that to make merry just now would be slighting Bob's feelings; as if
we didn't care who was not married; so long as we were;' he said。
'But then; what's to be done about the victuals?'
'Give a dinner to the poor folk;' she suggested。 'We can get
everything used up that way。'
'That's true' said the miller。 'There's enough of 'em in these
times to carry off any extras whatsoever。'
'And it will save Bob's feelings wonderfully。 And they won't know
that the dinner was got for another sort of wedding and another sort
of guests; so you'll have their good…will for nothing。'
The miller smiled at the subtlety of the view。 'That can hardly be
called fair;' he said。 'Still; I did mean some of it for them; for
the friends we meant to ask would not have cleared all。'
Upon the whole the idea pleased him well; particularly when he
noticed the forlorn look of his sailor son as he walked about the
place; and pictured the inevitably jarring effect of fiddles and
tambourines upon Bob's shattered nerves at such a crisis; even if
the notes of the former were dulled by the application of a mute;
and Bob shut up in a distant bedrooma plan which had at first
occurred to him。 He therefore told Bob that the surcharged larder
was to be emptied by the charitable process above alluded to; and
hoped he would not mind making himself useful in such a good and
gloomy work。 Bob readily fell in with the scheme; and it was at
once put in hand and the tables spread。
The alacrity with which the substituted wedding was carried out;
seemed to show that the worthy pair of neighbours would have joined
themselves into one long ago; had there previously occurred any
domestic incident dictating such a step as an apposite expedient;
apart from their personal wish to marry。
The appointed morning came; and the service quietly took place at
the cheerful hour of ten; in the face of a triangular congregation;
of which the base was the front pew; and the apex the west door。
Mrs。 Garland dressed herself in the muslin shawl like Queen
Charlotte's; that Bob had brought home; and her best plum…coloured
gown; beneath which peeped out her shoes with red rosettes。 Anne
was present; but she considerately toned herself down; so as not to
too seriously damage her mother's appearance。 At moments during the
ceremony she had a distressing sense that she ought not to be born;
and was glad to get home again。
The interest excited in the village; though real; was hardly enough
to bring a serious blush to the face of coyness。 Neighbours' minds
had become so saturated by the abundance of showy military and regal
incident lately vouchsafed to them; that the wedding of middle…aged
civilians was of small account; excepting in so far that it solved
the question whether or not Mrs。 Garland would consider herself too
genteel to mate with a grinder of corn。
In the evening; Loveday's heart was made glad by seeing the baked
and boiled in rapid process of consumption by the kitchenful of
people assembled for that purpose。 Three…quarters of an hour were
sufficient to banish for ever his fears as to spoilt food。 The
provisions being the cause of the assembly; and not its consequence;
it had been determined to get all that would not keep consumed on
that day; even if highways and hedges had to be searched for
operators。 And; in addition to the poor and needy; every cottager's
daughter known to the miller was invited; and told to bring her
lover from campan expedient which; for letting daylight into the
inside of full platters; was among the most happy ever known。
While Mr。 and Mrs。 Loveday; Anne; and Bob were standing in the
parlour; discussing the progress of the entertainment in the next
room; John; who had not been down all day; entered the house and
looked in upon them through the open door。
'How's this; John? Why didn't you come before?'
'Had to see the captain; andother duties;' said the trumpet…major;
in a tone which showed no great zeal for explanations。
'Well; come in; however;' continued the miller; as his son remained
with his hand on the door…post; surveying them reflectively。
'I cannot stay long;' said John; advancing。 'The Route is come; and
we are going away。'
'Going away! Where to?'
'To Exonbury。'
'When?'
'Friday morning。'
'All of you?'
'Yes; some to…morrow and some next day。 The King goes next week。'
'I am sorry for this;' said the miller; not expressing half his
sorrow by the simple utterance。 'I wish you could have been here
to…day; since this is the case;' he added; looking at the horizon
through the window。
Mrs。 Loveday also expressed her regret; which seemed to remind the
trumpet…major of the event of the day; and he went to her and tried
to say something befitting the occasion。 Anne had not said that she
was either sorry or glad; but John Loveday fancied that she had
looked rather relieved than otherwise when she heard his news。 His
conversation with Bob on the down made Bob's manner; too; remarkably
cool; notwithstanding that he had after all followed his brother's
advice; which it was as yet too soon after the event for him to
rightly value。 John did not know why the sailor had come back;
never supposing that it was because he had thought better of going;
and said to him privately; 'You didn't overtake her?'
'I didn't try to;' said Bob。
'And you are not going to?'
'No; I shall let her drift。'
'I am glad indeed; Bob; you have been wise;' said John heartily。
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