第 8 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-10-16 18:45      字数:9322
  the little red mouth; quivering With a smile; to hide its fears; Holding out
  her baby towards me; From the sky she looked on me; So it was that last I
  saw her; As the ship put out to sea。
  Sometimes; (and a pang would seize me That the years were floating
  on;) I would strive to paint her; altered; And the little baby gone: She no
  longer young and girlish; The child; standing by her knee; And her face;
  more pale and saddened With the weariness for me。
  Then   I saw;  as   night   grew   darker。   How   she   taught   my  child to   pray;
  Holding its small hands together; For its father; far away; And I felt her
  sorrow;     weighing     Heavier    on   me   than   my    own;    Pitying   her   blighted
  spring…time; And her joy so early flown。
  Till upon my hands (now hardened With the rough; harsh toil of years)
  Bitter drops of anguish falling; Woke me from my dream; to tears; Woke
  me as a slave; an outcast。 Leagues from home; across the deep; Sothough
  you may call it childish … So I sobbed myself to sleep。
  Well; the years sped onmy Sorrow; Calmer; and yet stronger grown;
  Was my shield against all suffering; Poorer; meaner; than her own。 Thus
  my cruel master's harshness Fell upon me all in vain; Yet the tale of what
  we suffered Echoed back from main to main。
  You   have   heard   in   a   far   country   Of   a   self…devoted   band;   Vowed   to
  rescue    Christian    captives    Pining    in  a  foreign   land。   And   these   gentle…
  hearted   strangers   Year   by   year   go   forth   from   Rome;   In   their   hands   the
  hard…earned ransom; To restore some exiles home。
  I was freed:      they broke the tidings Gently to me:            but indeed Hour
  by hour sped on; I knew not What the words meantI was freed! Better so;
  perhaps; while sorrow (More akin to earthly things) Only strains the sad
  heart's fibres … Joy; bright stranger; breaks the strings。
  Yet at last it rushed upon me; And my heart beat full and fast; What
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  were now my years of waiting; What was all the dreary past? Nothingto
  the impatient throbbing I must bear across the sea: Nothingto the eternal
  hours Still between my home and me!
  How the voyage passed; I know not; Strange it was once more to stand
  With   my   countrymen   around   me;   And   to   clasp   an   English   hand。   But;
  through all; my heart was dreaming Of the first words I should hear; In the
  gentle voice that echoed; Fresh as ever; on my ear。
  Should I see her start of wonder; And the sudden truth arise; Flushing
  all   her   face   and   lightening   The   dimmed   splendour   of   her   eyes?   Oh!   to
  watch the fear and doubting Stir the silent depths of pain; And the rush of
  joythen melting Into perfect peace again。
  And   the   child!but   why   remember   Foolish   fancies   that   I   thought?
  Every  tree   and   every   hedge…row   From  the   well…known   past   I   brought:   I
  would picture my dear cottage; See the crackling wood…fire burn; And the
  two beside it seated; Watching; waiting; my return。
  So;   at   last   we   reached   the   harbour。   I   remember   nothing   more   Till   I
  stood;   my   sick   heart   throbbing;   With   my   hand   upon   the   door。   There   I
  pausedI heard her speaking; Low; soft; murmuring words she said; Then
  I first knew the dumb terror I had had; lest she were dead。
  It was evening in late autumn; And the gusty wind blew chill; Autumn
  leaves were falling round me; And the red sun lit the hill。 Six…and…twenty
  years   are   vanished   Since   thenI   am   old   and   grey;   But   I   never   told   to
  mortal What I saw; until this day。
  She was seated by the fire; In her arms she held a child; Whispering
  baby…words caressing; And then; looking up; she smiled: Smiled on him
  who stood beside her … Oh! the bitter truth was told; In her look of trusting
  fondness … I had seen the look of old!
  But she rose and turned towards me (Cold and dumb I waited there)
  With a shriek of fear and terror; And a white face of despair。 He had been
  an   ancient   comrade   …   Not   a   single   word   we   said; While   we   gazed   upon
  each other; He the living:         I the dead!
  I drew nearer; nearer to her; And I took her trembling hand; Looking
  on her  white  face; looking That   her  heart   might   understand All   the love
  and all the pity That my lips refused to say … I thank God no thought save
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  sorrow Rose in our crushed hearts that day。
  Bitter tears that desolate moment; Bitter; bitter tears we wept; We three
  broken hearts together; While the baby smiled and slept。 Tears aloneno
  words   were   spoken;   Till   hetill   her   husband   said   That   my   boy;   (I   had
  forgotten The poor child;) that he was dead。
  Then at last I rose; and; turning; Wrung his hand; but made no sign;
  And I stooped and kissed her forehead Once more; as if she were mine。
  Nothing   of   farewell   I   uttered;   Save   in   broken   words   to   pray   That   God
  would ever guard and bless her … Then in silence passed away。
  Over   the   great   restless   ocean   Six…and…twenty   years   I   roam;   All   my
  comrades; old and weary; Have gone back to die at home。 … Home! yes; I
  shall   reach   a   haven;   I;   too;   shall   reach   home   and   rest;   I   shall   find   her
  waiting for me With our baby on her breast。
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  VERSE:                   LIFE AND DEATH
  〃What is Life; Father?〃 〃A Battle; my child; Where the strongest lance
  may fail; Where the wariest eyes may be beguiled; And the stoutest heart
  may quail。 Where the foes are gathered on every hand; And rest not day or
  night; And the feeble little ones must stand In the thickest of the fight。〃
  〃What is Death; Father?〃 〃The rest; my child; When the strife and the
  toil are o'er; The Angel of God; who; calm and mild; Says we need fight
  no more; Who; driving away the demon band; Bids the din of the battle
  cease; Takes   banner   and   spear   from   our   failing   hand; And   proclaims   an
  eternal Peace。〃
  〃Let   me   die;   Father!  I   tremble   and   fear   To  yield   in  that  terrible
  strife!〃
  〃The crown must be won for Heaven; dear; In the battle…field of life:
  My  child; though   thy  foes   are  strong   and tried;  He  loveth   the  weak   and
  small; The Angels of Heaven are on thy side; And God is over all!〃
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  VERSE:                    NOW
  Rise! for the day is passing; And you lie dreaming on; The others have
  buckled their armour; And forth to the fight are gone: A place in the ranks
  awaits you; Each man has some part to play; The Past and the Future are
  nothing; In the face of the stern To…day。
  Rise from  your   dreams   of   the Future  …  Of  gaining some   hard…fought
  field; Of storming some airy fortress; Or bidding some giant yield; Your
  Future has   deeds of glory;  Of honour   (God grant   it   may!) But   your   arm
  will never be stronger; Or the need so great as To…day。
  Rise!   if   the   Past   detains   you;   Her   sunshine   and   storms   forget;   No
  chains so unworthy to hold you As those of a vain regret: Sad or bright;
  she is lifeless ever; Cast her phantom arms away; Nor look back; save to
  learn the lesson Of a nobler strife To…day。
  Rise! for the day is passing: The sound that you scarcely hear Is the
  enemy marching to battle … Arise! for the foe is here! Stay not to sharpen
  your   weapons;   Or   the   hour   will   strike   at   last;   When;   from   dreams   of   a
  coming battle; You may wake to find it past!
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  VERSE:                 CLEANSING FIRES
  Let thy gold be cast in the furnace; Thy red gold; precious and bright;
  Do not fear the hungry fire; With its caverns of burning light: And thy gold
  shall return more precious; Free from every spot and stain; For gold must
  be tried by fire; As a heart must be tried by pain!
  In the cruel fire of Sorrow Cast thy heart; do not faint or wai