第 8 节
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the little red mouth; quivering With a smile; to hide its fears; Holding out
her baby towards me; From the sky she looked on me; So it was that last I
saw her; As the ship put out to sea。
Sometimes; (and a pang would seize me That the years were floating
on;) I would strive to paint her; altered; And the little baby gone: She no
longer young and girlish; The child; standing by her knee; And her face;
more pale and saddened With the weariness for me。
Then I saw; as night grew darker。 How she taught my child to pray;
Holding its small hands together; For its father; far away; And I felt her
sorrow; weighing Heavier on me than my own; Pitying her blighted
spring…time; And her joy so early flown。
Till upon my hands (now hardened With the rough; harsh toil of years)
Bitter drops of anguish falling; Woke me from my dream; to tears; Woke
me as a slave; an outcast。 Leagues from home; across the deep; Sothough
you may call it childish … So I sobbed myself to sleep。
Well; the years sped onmy Sorrow; Calmer; and yet stronger grown;
Was my shield against all suffering; Poorer; meaner; than her own。 Thus
my cruel master's harshness Fell upon me all in vain; Yet the tale of what
we suffered Echoed back from main to main。
You have heard in a far country Of a self…devoted band; Vowed to
rescue Christian captives Pining in a foreign land。 And these gentle…
hearted strangers Year by year go forth from Rome; In their hands the
hard…earned ransom; To restore some exiles home。
I was freed: they broke the tidings Gently to me: but indeed Hour
by hour sped on; I knew not What the words meantI was freed! Better so;
perhaps; while sorrow (More akin to earthly things) Only strains the sad
heart's fibres … Joy; bright stranger; breaks the strings。
Yet at last it rushed upon me; And my heart beat full and fast; What
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were now my years of waiting; What was all the dreary past? Nothingto
the impatient throbbing I must bear across the sea: Nothingto the eternal
hours Still between my home and me!
How the voyage passed; I know not; Strange it was once more to stand
With my countrymen around me; And to clasp an English hand。 But;
through all; my heart was dreaming Of the first words I should hear; In the
gentle voice that echoed; Fresh as ever; on my ear。
Should I see her start of wonder; And the sudden truth arise; Flushing
all her face and lightening The dimmed splendour of her eyes? Oh! to
watch the fear and doubting Stir the silent depths of pain; And the rush of
joythen melting Into perfect peace again。
And the child!but why remember Foolish fancies that I thought?
Every tree and every hedge…row From the well…known past I brought: I
would picture my dear cottage; See the crackling wood…fire burn; And the
two beside it seated; Watching; waiting; my return。
So; at last we reached the harbour。 I remember nothing more Till I
stood; my sick heart throbbing; With my hand upon the door。 There I
pausedI heard her speaking; Low; soft; murmuring words she said; Then
I first knew the dumb terror I had had; lest she were dead。
It was evening in late autumn; And the gusty wind blew chill; Autumn
leaves were falling round me; And the red sun lit the hill。 Six…and…twenty
years are vanished Since thenI am old and grey; But I never told to
mortal What I saw; until this day。
She was seated by the fire; In her arms she held a child; Whispering
baby…words caressing; And then; looking up; she smiled: Smiled on him
who stood beside her … Oh! the bitter truth was told; In her look of trusting
fondness … I had seen the look of old!
But she rose and turned towards me (Cold and dumb I waited there)
With a shriek of fear and terror; And a white face of despair。 He had been
an ancient comrade … Not a single word we said; While we gazed upon
each other; He the living: I the dead!
I drew nearer; nearer to her; And I took her trembling hand; Looking
on her white face; looking That her heart might understand All the love
and all the pity That my lips refused to say … I thank God no thought save
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sorrow Rose in our crushed hearts that day。
Bitter tears that desolate moment; Bitter; bitter tears we wept; We three
broken hearts together; While the baby smiled and slept。 Tears aloneno
words were spoken; Till hetill her husband said That my boy; (I had
forgotten The poor child;) that he was dead。
Then at last I rose; and; turning; Wrung his hand; but made no sign;
And I stooped and kissed her forehead Once more; as if she were mine。
Nothing of farewell I uttered; Save in broken words to pray That God
would ever guard and bless her … Then in silence passed away。
Over the great restless ocean Six…and…twenty years I roam; All my
comrades; old and weary; Have gone back to die at home。 … Home! yes; I
shall reach a haven; I; too; shall reach home and rest; I shall find her
waiting for me With our baby on her breast。
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VERSE: LIFE AND DEATH
〃What is Life; Father?〃 〃A Battle; my child; Where the strongest lance
may fail; Where the wariest eyes may be beguiled; And the stoutest heart
may quail。 Where the foes are gathered on every hand; And rest not day or
night; And the feeble little ones must stand In the thickest of the fight。〃
〃What is Death; Father?〃 〃The rest; my child; When the strife and the
toil are o'er; The Angel of God; who; calm and mild; Says we need fight
no more; Who; driving away the demon band; Bids the din of the battle
cease; Takes banner and spear from our failing hand; And proclaims an
eternal Peace。〃
〃Let me die; Father! I tremble and fear To yield in that terrible
strife!〃
〃The crown must be won for Heaven; dear; In the battle…field of life:
My child; though thy foes are strong and tried; He loveth the weak and
small; The Angels of Heaven are on thy side; And God is over all!〃
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VERSE: NOW
Rise! for the day is passing; And you lie dreaming on; The others have
buckled their armour; And forth to the fight are gone: A place in the ranks
awaits you; Each man has some part to play; The Past and the Future are
nothing; In the face of the stern To…day。
Rise from your dreams of the Future … Of gaining some hard…fought
field; Of storming some airy fortress; Or bidding some giant yield; Your
Future has deeds of glory; Of honour (God grant it may!) But your arm
will never be stronger; Or the need so great as To…day。
Rise! if the Past detains you; Her sunshine and storms forget; No
chains so unworthy to hold you As those of a vain regret: Sad or bright;
she is lifeless ever; Cast her phantom arms away; Nor look back; save to
learn the lesson Of a nobler strife To…day。
Rise! for the day is passing: The sound that you scarcely hear Is the
enemy marching to battle … Arise! for the foe is here! Stay not to sharpen
your weapons; Or the hour will strike at last; When; from dreams of a
coming battle; You may wake to find it past!
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VERSE: CLEANSING FIRES
Let thy gold be cast in the furnace; Thy red gold; precious and bright;
Do not fear the hungry fire; With its caverns of burning light: And thy gold
shall return more precious; Free from every spot and stain; For gold must
be tried by fire; As a heart must be tried by pain!
In the cruel fire of Sorrow Cast thy heart; do not faint or wai