第 54 节
作者:风雅颂      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9321
  Bentham; who met and shook it weakly; and both gazed at me; in their
  eyes extending that same hand…clasp。  It was farewell; I knew; for
  what chance had creatures so feeble as we to win alive over those
  surf…battered rocks to the higher rocks beyond?
  Twenty feet from shore the boat was snatched out of my control。  In
  a trice it was overturned and I was strangling in the salt。  I never
  saw my companions again。  By good fortune I was buoyed by the
  steering…oar I still grasped; and by great good fortune a fling of
  sea; at the right instant; at the right spot; threw me far up the
  gentle slope of the one shelving rock on all that terrible shore。  I
  was not hurt。  I was not bruised。  And with brain reeling from
  weakness I was able to crawl and scramble farther up beyond the
  clutching backwash of the sea。
  I stood upright; knowing myself saved; and thanking God; and
  staggering as I stood。  Already the boat was pounded to a thousand
  fragments。  And though I saw them not; I could guess how grievously
  had been pounded the bodies of Captain Nicholl and Arnold Bentham。
  I saw an oar on the edge of the foam; and at certain risk I drew it
  clear。  Then I fell to my knees; knowing myself fainting。  And yet;
  ere I fainted; with a sailor's instinct I dragged my body on and up
  among the cruel hurting rocks to faint finally beyond the reach of
  the sea。
  I was near a dead man myself; that night; mostly in stupor; only
  dimly aware at times of the extremity of cold and wet that I
  endured。  Morning brought me astonishment and terror。  No plant; not
  a blade of grass; grew on that wretched projection of rock from the
  ocean's bottom。  A quarter of a mile in width and a half mile in
  length; it was no more than a heap of rocks。  Naught could I
  discover to gratify the cravings of exhausted nature。  I was
  consumed with thirst; yet was there no fresh water。  In vain I
  tasted to my mouth's undoing every cavity and depression in the
  rocks。  The spray of the gale so completely had enveloped every
  portion of the island that every depression was filled with water
  salt as the sea。
  Of the boat remained nothingnot even a splinter to show that a
  boat had been。  I stood possessed of my garments; a stout knife; and
  the one oar I had saved。  The gale had abated; and all that day;
  staggering and falling; crawling till hands and knees bled; I vainly
  sought water。
  That night; nearer death than ever; I sheltered behind a rock from
  the wind。  A heavy shower of rain made me miserable。  I removed my
  various coats and spread them to soak up the rain; but; when I came
  to wring the moisture from them into my mouth; I was disappointed;
  because the cloth had been thoroughly impregnated with the salt of
  the ocean in which I had been immersed。  I lay on my back; my mouth
  open to catch the few rain…drops that fell directly into it。  It was
  tantalizing; but it kept my membranes moist and me from madness。
  The second day I was a very sick man。  I; who had not eaten for so
  long; began to swell to a monstrous fatnessmy legs; my arms; my
  whole body。  With the slightest of pressures my fingers would sink
  in a full inch into my skin; and the depressions so made were long
  in going away。  Yet did I labour sore in order to fulfil God's will
  that I should live。  Carefully; with my hands; I cleaned out the
  salt water from every slight hole; in the hope that succeeding
  showers of rain might fill them with water that I could drink。
  My sad lot and the memories of the loved ones at Elkton threw me
  into a melancholy; so that I often lost my recollection for hours at
  a time。  This was a mercy; for it veiled me from my sufferings that
  else would have killed me。
  In the night I was roused by the beat of rain; and I crawled from
  hole to hole; lapping up the rain or licking it from the rocks。
  Brackish it was; but drinkable。  It was what saved me; for; toward
  morning; I awoke to find myself in a profuse perspiration and quite
  free of all delirium。
  Then came the sun; the first time since my stay on the island; and I
  spread most of my garments to dry。  Of water I drank my careful
  fill; and I calculated there was ten days' supply if carefully
  husbanded。  It was amazing how rich I felt with this vast wealth of
  brackish water。  And no great merchant; with all his ships returned
  from prosperous voyages; his warehouses filled to the rafters; his
  strong…boxes overflowing; could have felt as wealthy as did I when I
  discovered; cast up on the rocks; the body of a seal that had been
  dead for many days。  Nor did I fail; first; to thank God on my knees
  for this manifestation of His ever…unfailing kindness。  The thing
  was clear to me:  God had not intended I should die。  From the very
  first He had not so intended。
  I knew the debilitated state of my stomach; and I ate sparingly in
  the knowledge that my natural voracity would surely kill me did I
  yield myself to it。  Never had sweeter morsels passed my lips; and I
  make free to confess that I shed tears of joy; again and again; at
  contemplation of that putrefied carcass。
  My heart of hope beat strong in me once more。  Carefully I preserved
  the portions of the carcass remaining。  Carefully I covered my rock
  cisterns with flat stones so that the sun's rays might not evaporate
  the precious fluid and in precaution against some upspringing of
  wind in the night and the sudden flying of spray。  Also I gathered
  me tiny fragments of seaweed and dried them in the sun for an
  easement between my poor body and the rough rocks whereon I made my
  lodging。  And my garments were drythe first time in days; so that
  I slept the heavy sleep of exhaustion and of returning health。
  When I awoke to a new day I was another man。  The absence of the sun
  did not depress me; and I was swiftly to learn that God; not
  forgetting me while I slumbered; had prepared other and wonderful
  blessings for me。  I would have fain rubbed my eyes and looked
  again; for; as far as I could see; the rocks bordering upon the
  ocean were covered with seals。  There were thousands of them; and in
  the water other thousands disported themselves; while the sound that
  went up from all their throats was prodigious and deafening。  I knew
  it when:  I saw itmeat lay there for the taking; meat sufficient
  for a score of ships' companies。
  I directly seized my oarthan which there was no other stick of
  wood on the islandand cautiously advanced upon all that immensity
  of provender。  It was quickly guessed by me that these creatures of
  the sea were unacquainted with man。  They betrayed no signals of
  timidity at my approach; and I found it a boy's task to rap them on
  the head with the oar。
  And when I had so killed my third and my fourth; I went immediately
  and strangely mad。  Indeed quite bereft was I of all judgment as I
  slew and slew and continued to slay。  For the space of two hours I
  toiled unceasingly with the oar till I was ready to drop。  What
  excess of slaughter I might have been guilty of I know not; for at
  the end of that time; as if by a signal; all the seals that still
  lived threw themselves into the water and swiftly disappeared。
  I found the number of slain seals to exceed two hundred; and I was
  shocked and frightened because of the madness of slaughter that had
  possessed me。  I had sinned by wanton wastefulness; and after I had
  duly refreshed myself with this good wholesome food; I set about as
  well as I could to make amends。  But first; ere the great task
  began; I returned thanks to that Being through whose mercy I had
  been so miraculously preserved。  Thereupon I laboured until dark;
  and after dark; skinning the seals; cutting the meat into strips;
  and placing it upon the tops of rocks to dry in the sun。  Also; I
  found small deposits of salt in the nooks and crannies of the rocks
  on the weather side of the island。  This I rubbed into the meat as a
  preservative。
  Four days I so toiled; and in the end was foolishly proud before God
  in that no scrap of all that supply of meat had been wasted。  The
  unremitting labour was good for my body; which built up rapidly by
  means of this wholesome diet in which I did not stint myself。
  Another evidence of God's mercy; never; in the eight years I spent
  on that barren islet; was there so long a spell of clear weather and
  steady sunshine as in the period immediately following the slaughter
  of the seals。
  Months were to pass ore ever the seals revisited my island。  But in
  the meantime I was anything but idle。  I built me a hut of stone;
  and; adjoining it; a storehouse for my cured meat。  The hut I roofed
  with many seal…skins; so that it was fairly water…proof。  But I
  could never cease to marvel; when the rain beat on that roof; that
  no less than a king's ransom in the London fur market protected a
  castaway sailor from the elements。
  I was quickly aware of the importance of keeping some kind of
  reckoning of time; without which I was