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风雅颂 更新:2021-10-16 18:44 字数:9322
some mumbled merry quip of the Lady Om when a shadow fell upon us。
It was the great litter of Chong Mong…ju; borne by eight coolies;
with outriders before and behind and fluttering attendants on either
side。
Two emperors; civil war; famine; and a dozen palace revolutions had
come and gone; and Chong Mong…ju remained; even then the great power
at Keijo。 He must have been nearly eighty that spring morning on
the cliffs when he signalled with palsied hand for his litter to be
rested down that he might gaze upon us whom he had punished for so
long。
〃Now; O my king;〃 the Lady Om mumbled low to me; then turned to
whine an alms of Chong Mong…ju; whom she affected not to recognize。
And I knew what was her thought。 Had we not shared it for forty
years? And the moment of its consummation had come at last。 So I;
too; affected not to recognize my enemy; and; putting on an idiotic
senility; I; too; crawled in the dust toward the litter whining for
mercy and charity。
The attendants would have driven me back; but with age…quavering
cackles Chong Mong…ju restrained them。 He lifted himself on a
shaking elbow; and with the other shaking hand drew wider apart the
silken curtains。 His withered old face was transfigured with
delight as he gloated on us。
〃O my king;〃 the Lady Om whined to me in her beggar's chant; and I
knew all her long…tried love and faith in my emprise were in that
chant。
And the red wrath was up in me; ripping and tearing at my will to be
free。 Small wonder that I shook with the effort to control。 The
shaking; happily; they took for the weakness of age。 I held up my
brass begging bowl; and whined more dolefully; and bleared my eyes
to hide the blue fire I knew was in them; and calculated the
distance and my strength for the leap。
Then I was swept away in a blaze of red。 There was a crashing of
curtains and curtain…poles and a squawking and squalling of
attendants as my hands closed on Chong Mong…ju's throat。 The litter
over…turned; and I scarce knew whether I was heads or heels; but my
clutch never relaxed。
In the confusion of cushions and quilts and curtains; at first few
of the attendants' blows found me。 But soon the horsemen were in;
and their heavy whip…butts began to fall on my head; while a
multitude of hands clawed and tore at me。 I was dizzy; but not
unconscious; and very blissful with my old fingers buried in that
lean and scraggly old neck I had sought for so long。 The blows
continued to rain on my head; and I had whirling thoughts in which I
likened myself to a bulldog with jaws fast…locked。 Chong Mong…ju
could not escape me; and I know he was well dead ere darkness; like
that of an anaesthetic; descended upon me there on the cliffs of
Fusan by the Yellow Sea。
CHAPTER XVI
Warden Atherton; when he thinks of me; must feel anything but pride。
I have taught him what spirit is; humbled him with my own spirit
that rose invulnerable; triumphant; above all his tortures。 I sit
here in Folsom; in Murderers' Row; awaiting my execution; Warden
Atherton still holds his political job and is king over San Quentin
and all the damned within its walls; and yet; in his heart of
hearts; he knows that I am greater than he。
In vain Warden Atherton tried to break my spirit。 And there were
times; beyond any shadow of doubt; when he would have been glad had
I died in the jacket。 So the long inquisition went on。 As he had
told me; and as he told me repeatedly; it was dynamite or curtains。
Captain Jamie was a veteran in dungeon horrors; yet the time came
when he broke down under the strain I put on him and on the rest of
my torturers。 So desperate did he become that he dared words with
the Warden and washed his hands of the affair。 From that day until
the end of my torturing he never set foot in solitary。
Yes; and the time came when Warden Atherton grew afraid; although he
still persisted in trying to wring from me the hiding…place of the
non…existent dynamite。 Toward the last he was badly shaken by Jake
Oppenheimer。 Oppenheimer was fearless and outspoken。 He had passed
unbroken through all their prison hells; and out of superior will
could beard them to their teeth。 Morrell rapped me a full account
of the incident。 I was unconscious in the jacket at the time。
〃Warden;〃 Oppenheimer had said; 〃you've bitten off more than you can
chew。 It ain't a case of killing Standing。 It's a case of killing
three men; for as sure as you kill him; sooner or later Morrell and
I will get the word out and what you have done will be known from
one end of California to the other。 You've got your choice。 You've
either got to let up on Standing or kill all three of us。
Standing's got your goat。 So have I。 So has Morrell。 You are a
stinking coward; and you haven't got the back…bone and guts to carry
out the dirty butcher's work you'd like to do。〃
Oppenheimer got a hundred hours in the jacket for it; and; when he
was unlaced; spat in the Warden's face and received a second hundred
hours on end。 When he was unlaced this time; the Warden was careful
not to be in solitary。 That he was shaken by Oppenheimer's words
there is no doubt。
But it was Doctor Jackson who was the arch…fiend。 To him I was a
novelty; and he was ever eager to see how much more I could stand
before I broke。
〃He can stand twenty days off the bat;〃 he bragged to the Warden in
my presence。
〃You are conservative;〃 I broke in。 〃I can stand forty days。
Pshaw! I can stand a hundred when such as you administer it。〃 And;
remembering my sea…cuny's patience of forty years' waiting ere I got
my hands on Chong Mong…ju's gullet; I added: 〃You prison curs; you
don't know what a man is。 You think a man is made in your own
cowardly images。 Behold; I am a man。 You are feeblings。 I am your
master。 You can't bring a squeal out of me。 You think it
remarkable; for you know how easily you would squeal。〃
Oh; I abused them; called them sons of toads; hell's scullions;
slime of the pit。 For I was above them; beyond them。 They were
slaves。 I was free spirit。 My flesh only lay pent there in
solitary。 I was not pent。 I had mastered the flesh; and the
spaciousness of time was mine to wander in; while my poor flesh; not
even suffering; lay in the little death in the jacket。
Much of my adventures I rapped to my two comrades。 Morrell
believed; for he had himself tasted the little death。 But
Oppenheimer; enraptured with my tales; remained a sceptic to the
end。 His regret was naive; and at times really pathetic; in that I
had devoted my life to the science of agriculture instead of to
fiction writing。
〃But; man;〃 I reasoned with him; 〃what do I know of myself about
this Cho…Sen? I am able to identify it with what is to…day called
Korea; and that is about all。 That is as far as my reading goes。
For instance; how possibly; out of my present life's experience;
could I know anything about kimchi? Yet I know kimchi。 It is a
sort of sauerkraut。 When it is spoiled it stinks to heaven。 I tell
you; when I was Adam Strang; I ate kimchi thousands of times。 I
know good kimchi; bad kimchi; rotten kimchi。 I know the best kimchi
is made by the women of Wosan。 Now how do I know that? It is not
in the content of my mind; Darrell Standing's mind。 It is in the
content of Adam Strang's mind; who; through various births and
deaths; bequeathed his experiences to me; Darrell Standing; along
with the rest of the experiences of those various other lives that
intervened。 Don't you see; Jake? That is how men come to be; to
grow; how spirit develops。〃
〃Aw; come off;〃 he rapped back with the quick imperative knuckles I
knew so well。 〃Listen to your uncle talk now。 I am Jake
Oppenheimer。 I always have been Jake Oppenheimer。 No other guy is
in my makings。 What I know I know as Jake Oppenheimer。 Now what do
I know? I'll tell you one thing。 I know kimchi。 Kimchi is a sort
of sauerkraut made in a country that used to be called Cho…Sen。 The
women of Wosan make the best kimchi; and when kimchi is spoiled it
stinks to heaven。 You keep out of this; Ed。 Wait till I tie the
professor up。
〃Now; professor; how do I know all this stuff about kimchi? It is
not in the content of my mind。〃
〃But it is;〃 I exulted。 〃I put it there。〃
〃All right; old boss。 Then who put it into your mind?〃
〃Adam Strang。〃
〃Not on your tintype。 Adam Strang is a pipe…dream。 You read it
somewhere。〃
〃Never;〃 I averred。 〃The little I read of Korea was the war
correspondence at the time of the Japanese…Russian War。〃
〃Do you remember all you read?〃 Oppenheimer queried。
〃No。〃
〃Some you forget?〃
〃Yes; but〃
〃That's all; thank you;〃 he interrupted; in the manner of a lawyer
abruptly concluding a cross…examination after having extracted a
fatal admission f