第 37 节
作者:风雅颂      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9321
  Ancient history; all; told me by Kim on the long ride; and he
  struggled with his face to hear me parrot his teaching。
  〃These;〃 I said; when the Emperor had asked me about my company;
  〃these are my slaves; all except that old churl there〃I indicated
  Johannes Maartens〃who is the son of a freed man。〃  I told Hendrik
  Hamel to approach。  〃This one;〃 I wantoned on; 〃was born in my
  father's house of a seed slave who was born there before him。  He is
  very close to me。  We are of an age; born on the same day; and on
  that day my father gave him me。〃
  Afterwards; when Hendrik Hamel was eager to know all that I had
  said; and when I told him; he reproached me and was in a pretty
  rage。
  〃The fat's in the fire; Hendrik;〃 quoth I。  〃What I have done has
  been out of witlessness and the need to be saying something。  But
  done it is。  Nor you nor I can pluck forth the fat。  We must act our
  parts and make the best of it。〃
  Taiwun; the Emperor's brother; was a sot of sots; and as the night
  wore on he challenged me to a drinking。  The Emperor was delighted;
  and commanded a dozen of the noblest sots to join in the bout。  The
  women were dismissed; and we went to it; drink for drink; measure
  for measure。  Kim I kept by me; and midway along; despite Hendrik
  Hamel's warning scowls; dismissed him and the company; first
  requesting; and obtaining; palace lodgment instead of the inn。
  Next day the palace was a…buzz with my feast; for I had put Taiwun
  and all his champions snoring on the mats and walked unaided to my
  bed。  Never; in the days of vicissitude that came later; did Taiwun
  doubt my claim of Korean birth。  Only a Korean; he averred; could
  possess so strong a head。
  The palace was a city in itself; and we were lodged in a sort of
  summer…house that stood apart。  The princely quarters were mine; of
  course; and Hamel and Maartens; with the rest of the grumbling
  cunies; had to content themselves with what remained。
  I was summoned before Yunsan; the Buddhist priest I have mentioned。
  It was his first glimpse of me and my first of him。  Even Kim he
  dismissed from me; and we sat alone on deep mats in a twilight room。
  Lord; Lord; what a man and a mind was Yunsan!  He made to probe my
  soul。  He knew things of other lands and places that no one in Cho…
  Sen dreamed to know。  Did he believe my fabled birth?  I could not
  guess; for his face was less changeful than a bowl of bronze。
  What Yunsan's thoughts were only Yunsan knew。  But in him; this
  poor…clad; lean…bellied priest; I sensed the power behind power in
  all the palace and in all Cho…Sen。  I sensed also; through the drift
  of speech; that he had use of me。  Now was this use suggested by the
  Lady Om?a nut I gave Hendrik Hamel to crack。  I little knew; and
  less I cared; for I lived always in the moment and let others
  forecast; forfend; and travail their anxiety。
  I answered; too; the summons of the Lady Om; following a sleek…
  faced; cat…footed eunuch through quiet palace byways to her
  apartments。  She lodged as a princess of the blood should lodge。
  She; too; had a palace to herself; among lotus ponds where grow
  forests of trees centuries old but so dwarfed that they reached no
  higher than my middle。  Bronze bridges; so delicate and rare that
  they looked as if fashioned by jewel…smiths; spanned her lily ponds;
  and a bamboo grove screened her palace apart from all the palace。
  My head was awhirl。  Sea…cuny that I was; I was no dolt with women;
  and I sensed more than idle curiosity in her sending for me。  I had
  heard love…tales of common men and queens; and was a…wondering if
  now it was my fortune to prove such tales true。
  The Lady Om wasted little time。  There were women about her; but she
  regarded their presence no more than a carter his horses。  I sat
  beside her on deep mats that made the room half a couch; and wine
  was given me and sweets to nibble; served on tiny; foot…high tables
  inlaid with pearl。
  Lord; Lord; I had but to look into her eyesBut wait。  Make no
  mistake。  The Lady Om was no fool。  I have said she was of my own
  age。  All of thirty she was; with the poise of her years。  She knew
  what she wanted。  She knew what she did not want。  It was because of
  this she had never married; although all pressure that an Asiatic
  court could put upon a woman had been vainly put upon her to compel
  her to marry Chong Mong…ju。  He was a lesser cousin of the great Min
  family; himself no fool; and grasping so greedily for power as to
  perturb Yunsan; who strove to retain all power himself and keep the
  palace and Cho…Sen in ordered balance。  Thus Yunsan it was who in
  secret allied himself with the Lady Om; saved her from her cousin;
  used her to trim her cousin's wings。  But enough of intrigue。  It
  was long before I guessed a tithe of it; and then largely through
  the Lady Om's confidences and Hendrik Hamel's conclusions。
  The Lady Om was a very flower of woman。  Women such as she are born
  rarely; scarce twice a century the whole world over。  She was
  unhampered by rule or convention。  Religion; with her; was a series
  of abstractions; partly learned from Yunsan; partly worked out for
  herself。  Vulgar religion; the public religion; she held; was a
  device to keep the toiling millions to their toil。  She had a will
  of her own; and she had a heart all womanly。  She was a beautyyes;
  a beauty by any set rule of the world。  Her large black eyes were
  neither slitted nor slanted in the Asiatic way。  They were long;
  true; but set squarely; and with just the slightest hint of
  obliqueness that was all for piquancy。
  I have said she was no fool。  Behold!  As I palpitated to the
  situation; princess and sea…cuny and love not a little that
  threatened big; I racked my cuny's brains for wit to carry the thing
  off with manhood credit。  It chanced; early in this first meeting;
  that I mentioned what I had told all the Court; that I was in truth
  a Korean of the blood of the ancient house of Koryu。
  〃Let be;〃 she said; tapping my lips with her peacock fan。  〃No
  child's tales here。  Know that with me you are better and greater
  than of any house of Koryu。  You are 。 。 。〃
  She paused; and I waited; watching the daring grow in her eyes。
  〃You are a man;〃 she completed。  〃Not even in my sleep have I ever
  dreamed there was such a man as you on his two legs upstanding in
  the world。〃
  Lord; Lord! and what could a poor sea…cuny do?  This particular sea…
  cuny; I admit; blushed through his sea tan till the Lady Om's eyes
  were twin pools of roguishness in their teasing deliciousness and my
  arms were all but about her。  And she laughed tantalizingly and
  alluringly; and clapped her hands for her women; and I knew that the
  audience; for this once; was over。  I knew; also; there would be
  other audiences; there must be other audiences。
  Back to Hamel; my head awhirl。
  〃The woman;〃 said he; after deep cogitation。  He looked at me and
  sighed an envy I could not mistake。  〃It is your brawn; Adam Strang;
  that bull throat of yours; your yellow hair。  Well; it's the game;
  man。  Play her; and all will be well with us。  Play her; and I shall
  teach you how。〃
  I bristled。  Sea…cuny I was; but I was man; and to no man would I be
  beholden in my way with women。  Hendrik Hamel might be one time
  part…owner of the old Sparwehr; with a navigator's knowledge of the
  stars and deep versed in books; but with women; no; there I would
  not give him better。
  He smiled that thin…lipped smile of his; and queried:
  〃How like you the Lady Om?〃
  〃In such matters a cuny is naught particular;〃 I temporized。
  〃How like you her?〃 he repeated; his beady eyes boring into me。
  〃Passing well; ay; and more than passing well; if you will have it。〃
  〃Then win to her;〃 he commanded; 〃and some day we will get ship and
  escape from this cursed land。  I'd give half the silks of the Indies
  for a meal of Christian food again。〃
  He regarded me intently。
  〃Do you think you can win to her?〃 he questioned。
  I was half in the air at the challenge。  He smiled his satisfaction。
  〃But not too quickly;〃 he advised。  〃Quick things are cheap things。
  Put a prize upon yourself。  Be chary of your kindnesses。  Make a
  value of your bull throat and yellow hair; and thank God you have
  them; for they are of more worth in a woman's eyes than are the
  brains of a dozen philosophers。〃
  Strange whirling days were those that followed; what of my audiences
  with the Emperor; my drinking bouts with Taiwun; my conferences with
  Yunsan; and my hours with the Lady Om。  Besides; I sat up half the
  nights; by Hamel's command; learning from Kim all the minutiae of
  court etiquette and manners; the history of Korea and of gods old
  and new; and the forms of polite speech; noble speech; and coolie
  speech。  Never was sea…cuny worked so hard。  I was a puppetpuppet
  to Yunsan; who had need of me; puppet to Hamel; who schemed the wit
  of the