第 19 节
作者:风雅颂      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9322
  be one Italian less in the world。  I say I knew it。  In my mind the
  issue could not be in doubt。  And as our rapiers played I pondered
  the manner I should kill him。  I was not minded for a long contest。
  Quick and brilliant had always been my way。  And further; what of my
  past gay months of carousal and of singing 〃Sing cucu; sing cucu;
  sing cucu;〃 at ungodly hours; I knew I was not conditioned for a
  long contest。  Quick and brilliant was my decision。
  But quick and brilliant was a difficult matter with so consummate a
  swordsman as Fortini opposed to me。  Besides; as luck would have it;
  Fortini; always the cold one; always the tireless…wristed; always
  sure and long; as report had it; in going about such business; on
  this night elected; too; the quick and brilliant。
  It was nervous; tingling work; for as surely as I sensed his
  intention of briefness; just as surely had he sensed mine。  I doubt
  that I could have done the trick had it been broad day instead of
  moonlight。  The dim light aided me。  Also was I aided by divining;
  the moment in advance; what he had in mind。  It was the time attack;
  a common but perilous trick that every novice knows; that has laid
  on his back many a good man who attempted it; and that is so fraught
  with danger to the perpetrator that swordsmen are not enamoured of
  it。
  We had been at work barely a minute; when I knew under all his
  darting; flashing show of offence that Fortini meditated this very
  time attack。  He desired of me a thrust and lunge; not that he might
  parry it but that he might time it and deflect it by the customary
  slight turn of the wrist; his rapier point directed to meet me as my
  body followed in the lunge。  A ticklish thingay; a ticklish thing
  in the best of light。  Did he deflect a fraction of a second too
  early; I should be warned and saved。  Did he deflect a fraction of a
  second too late; my thrust would go home to him。
  〃Quick and brilliant is it?〃 was my thought。  〃Very well; my Italian
  friend; quick and brilliant shall it be; and especially shall it be
  quick。〃
  In a way; it was time attack against time attack; but I would fool
  him on the time by being over…quick。  And I was quick。  As I said;
  we had been at work scarcely a minute when it happened。  Quick?
  That thrust and lunge of mine were one。  A snap of action it was; an
  explosion; an instantaneousness。  I swear my thrust and lunge were a
  fraction of a second quicker than any man is supposed to thrust and
  lunge。  I won the fraction of a second。  By that fraction of a
  second too late Fortini attempted to deflect my blade and impale me
  on his。  But it was his blade that was deflected。  It flashed past
  my breast; and I was ininside his weapon; which extended full
  length in the empty air behind meand my blade was inside of him;
  and through him; heart…high; from right side of him to left side of
  him and outside of him beyond。
  It is a strange thing to do; to spit a live man on a length of
  steel。  I sit here in my cell; and cease from writing a space; while
  I consider the matter。  And I have considered it often; that
  moonlight night in France of long ago; when I taught the Italian
  hound quick and brilliant。  It was so easy a thing; that perforation
  of a torso。  One would have expected more resistance。  There would
  have been resistance had my rapier point touched bone。  As it was;
  it encountered only the softness of flesh。  Still it perforated so
  easily。  I have the sensation of it now; in my hand; my brain; as I
  write。  A woman's hat…pin could go through a plum pudding not more
  easily than did my blade go through the Italian。  Oh; there was
  nothing amazing about it at the time to Guillaume de Sainte…Maure;
  but amazing it is to me; Darrell Standing; as I recollect and ponder
  it across the centuries。  It is easy; most easy; to kill a strong;
  live; breathing man with so crude a weapon as a piece of steel。
  Why; men are like soft…shell crabs; so tender; frail; and vulnerable
  are they。
  But to return to the moonlight on the grass。  My thrust made home;
  there was a perceptible pause。  Not at once did Fortini fall。  Not
  at once did I withdraw the blade。  For a full second we stood in
  pauseI; with legs spread; and arched and tense; body thrown
  forward; right arm horizontal and straight out; Fortini; his blade
  beyond me so far that hilt and hand just rested lightly against my
  left breast; his body rigid; his eyes open and shining。
  So statuesque were we for that second that I swear those about us
  were not immediately aware of what had happened。  Then Fortini
  gasped and coughed slightly。  The rigidity of his pose slackened。
  The hilt and hand against my breast wavered; then the arm drooped to
  his side till the rapier point rested on the lawn。  By this time
  Pasquini and de Goncourt had sprung to him and he was sinking into
  their arms。  In faith; it was harder for me to withdraw the steel
  than to drive it in。  His flesh clung about it as if jealous to let
  it depart。  Oh; believe me; it required a distinct physical effort
  to get clear of what I had done。
  But the pang of the withdrawal must have stung him back to life and
  purpose; for he shook off his friends; straightened himself; and
  lifted his rapier into position。  I; too; took position; marvelling
  that it was possible I had spitted him heart…high and yet missed any
  vital spot。  Then; and before his friends could catch him; his legs
  crumpled under him and he went heavily to grass。  They laid him on
  his back; but he was already dead; his face ghastly still under the
  moon; his right hand still a…clutch of the rapier。
  Yes; it is indeed a marvellous easy thing to kill a man。
  We saluted his friends and were about to depart; when Felix Pasquini
  detained me。
  〃Pardon me;〃 I said。  〃Let it be to…morrow。〃
  〃We have but to move a step aside;〃 he urged; 〃where the grass is
  still dry。〃
  〃Let me then wet it for you; Sainte…Maure;〃 Lanfranc asked of me;
  eager himself to do for an Italian。
  I shook my head。
  〃Pasquini is mine;〃 I answered。  〃He shall be first to…morrow。〃
  〃Are there others?〃 Lanfranc demanded。
  〃Ask de Goncourt;〃 I grinned。  〃I imagine he is already laying claim
  to the honour of being the third。〃
  At this; de Goncourt showed distressed acquiescence。  Lanfranc
  looked inquiry at him; and de Goncourt nodded。
  〃And after him I doubt not comes the cockerel;〃 I went on。
  And even as I spoke the red…haired Guy de Villehardouin; alone;
  strode to us across the moonlit grass。
  〃At least I shall have him;〃 Lanfranc cried; his voice almost
  wheedling; so great was his desire。
  〃Ask him;〃 I laughed; then turned to Pasquini。  〃To…morrow;〃 I said。
  〃Do you name time and place; and I shall be there。〃
  〃The grass is most excellent;〃 he teased; 〃the place is most
  excellent; and I am minded that Fortini has you for company this
  night。〃
  〃'Twere better he were accompanied by a friend;〃 I quipped。  〃And
  now your pardon; for I must go。〃
  But he blocked my path。
  〃Whoever it be;〃 he said; 〃let it be now。〃
  For the first time; with him; my anger began to rise。
  〃You serve your master well;〃 I sneered。
  〃I serve but my pleasure;〃 was his answer。  〃Master I have none。〃
  〃Pardon me if I presume to tell you the truth;〃 I said。
  〃Which is?〃 he queried softly。
  〃That you are a liar; Pasquini; a liar like all Italians。〃
  He turned immediately to Lanfranc and Bohemond。
  〃You heard;〃 he said。  〃And after that you cannot deny me him。〃
  They hesitated and looked to me for counsel of my wishes。  But
  Pasquini did not wait。
  〃And if you still have any scruples;〃 he hurried on; 〃then allow me
  to remove them 。 。 。 thus。〃
  And he spat in the grass at my feet。  Then my anger seized me and
  was beyond me。  The red wrath I call itan overwhelming; all…
  mastering desire to kill and destroy。  I forgot that Philippa waited
  for me in the great hall。  All I knew was my wrongsthe
  unpardonable interference in my affairs by the gray old man; the
  errand of the priest; the insolence of Fortini; the impudence of
  Villehardouin; and here Pasquini standing in my way and spitting in
  the grass。  I saw red。  I thought red。  I looked upon all these
  creatures as rank and noisome growths that must be hewn out of my
  path; out of the world。  As a netted lion may rage against the
  meshes; so raged I against these creatures。  They were all about me。
  In truth; I was in the trap。  The one way out was to cut them down;
  to crush them into the earth and stamp upon them。
  〃Very well;〃 I said; calmly enough; although my passion was such
  that my frame shook。  〃You first; Pasquini。  And you next; de
  Goncourt?  And at the end; de Villehardouin?〃
  Each nodded in turn and Pasquini and I prepared to step aside。
  〃Since you are in haste;〃 Henry Bohemond proposed to me; 〃and since
  there are three of them and three of us; why not se