第 12 节
作者:风雅颂      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9322
  chance。〃
  That man was Philadelphia Red。  Because of prior conviction he was
  serving fifty years for highway robbery committed on the streets of
  Alameda。  He had already served a dozen of his years at the time he
  talked to me in the jacket; and that was seven years ago。  He was
  one of the forty lifers who were double…crossed by Cecil Winwood。
  For that offence Philadelphia Red lost his credits。  He is middle…
  aged now; and he is still in San Quentin。  If he survives he will be
  an old man when they let him out。
  I lived through my twenty…four hours; and I have never been the same
  man since。  Oh; I don't mean physically; although next morning; when
  they unlaced me; I was semi…paralyzed and in such a state of
  collapse that the guards had to kick me in the ribs to make me crawl
  to my feet。  But I was a changed man mentally; morally。  The brute
  physical torture of it was humiliation and affront to my spirit and
  to my sense of justice。  Such discipline does not sweeten a man。  I
  emerged from that first jacketing filled with a bitterness and a
  passionate hatred that has only increased through the years。  My
  Godwhen I think of the things men have done to me!  Twenty…four
  hours in the jacket!  Little I thought that morning when they kicked
  me to my feet that the time would come when twenty…four hours in the
  jacket meant nothing; when a hundred hours in the jacket found me
  smiling when they released me; when two hundred and forty hours in
  the jacket found the same smile on my lips。
  Yes; two hundred and forty hours。  Dear cotton…woolly citizen; do
  you know what that means?  It means ten days and ten nights in the
  jacket。  Of course; such things are not done anywhere in the
  Christian world nineteen hundred years after Christ。  I don't ask
  you to believe me。  I don't believe it myself。  I merely know that
  it was done to me in San Quentin; and that I lived to laugh at them
  and to compel them to get rid of me by swinging me off because I
  bloodied a guard's nose。
  I write these lines to…day in the Year of Our Lord 1913; and to…day;
  in the Year of Our Lord 1913; men are lying in the jacket in the
  dungeons of San Quentin。
  I shall never forget; as long as further living and further lives be
  vouchsafed me; my parting from Philadelphia Red that morning。  He
  had then been seventy…four hours in the jacket。
  〃Well; brother; you're still alive an' kickin';〃 he called to me; as
  I was totteringly dragged from my cell into the corridor of
  dungeons。
  〃Shut up; you; Red;〃 the sergeant snarled at him。
  〃Forget it;〃 was the retort。
  〃I'll get you yet; Red;〃 the sergeant threatened。
  〃Think so?〃 Philadelphia Red queried sweetly; ere his tones turned
  to savageness。  〃Why; you old stiff; you couldn't get nothin'。  You
  couldn't get a free lunch; much less the job you've got now; if it
  wasn't for your brother's pull。  An' I guess we all ain't mistaken
  on the stink of the place where your brother's pull comes from。〃
  It was admirablethe spirit of man rising above its extremity;
  fearless of the hurt any brute of the system could inflict。
  〃Well; so long; brother;〃 Philadelphia Red next called to me。  〃So
  long。  Be good; an' love the Warden。  An' if you see 'em; just tell
  'em that you saw me but that you didn't see me saw。〃
  The sergeant was red with rage; and; by the receipt of various kicks
  and blows; I paid for Red's pleasantry。
  CHAPTER VIII
  In solitary; in Cell One; Warden Atherton and Captain Jamie
  proceeded to put me to the inquisition。  As Warden Atherton said to
  me:
  〃Standing; you're going to come across with that dynamite; or I'll
  kill you in the jacket。  Harder cases than you have come across
  before I got done with them。  You've got your choicedynamite or
  curtains。〃
  〃Then I guess it is curtains;〃 I answered; 〃because I don't know of
  any dynamite。〃
  This irritated the Warden to immediate action。  〃Lie down;〃 he
  commanded。
  I obeyed; for I had learned the folly of fighting three or four
  strong men。  They laced me tightly; and gave me a hundred hours。
  Once each twenty…four hours I was permitted a drink of water。  I had
  no desire for food; nor was food offered me。  Toward the end of the
  hundred hours Jackson; the prison doctor; examined my physical
  condition several times。
  But I had grown too used to the jacket during my incorrigible days
  to let a single jacketing injure me。  Naturally; it weakened me;
  took the life out of me; but I had learned muscular tricks for
  stealing a little space while they were lacing me。  At the end of
  the first hundred hours' bout I was worn and tired; but that was
  all。  Another bout of this duration they gave me; after a day and a
  night to recuperate。  And then they gave one hundred and fifty
  hours。  Much of this time I was physically numb and mentally
  delirious。  Also; by an effort of will; I managed to sleep away long
  hours。
  Next; Warden Atherton tried a variation。  I was given irregular
  intervals of jacket and recuperation。  I never knew when I was to go
  into the jacket。  Thus I would have ten hours' recuperation; and do
  twenty in the jacket; or I would receive only four hours' rest。  At
  the most unexpected hours of the night my door would clang open and
  the changing guards would lace me。  Sometimes rhythms were
  instituted。  Thus; for three days and nights I alternated eight
  hours in the jacket and eight hours out。  And then; just as I was
  growing accustomed to this rhythm; it was suddenly altered and I was
  given two days and nights straight。
  And ever the eternal question was propounded to me:  Where was the
  dynamite?  Sometimes Warden Atherton was furious with me。  On
  occasion; when I had endured an extra severe jacketing; he almost
  pleaded with me to confess。  Once he even promised me three months
  in the hospital of absolute rest and good food; and then the trusty
  job in the library。
  Dr。 Jackson; a weak stick of a creature with a smattering of
  medicine; grew sceptical。  He insisted that jacketing; no matter how
  prolonged; could never kill me; and his insistence was a challenge
  to the Warden to continue the attempt。
  〃These lean college guys 'd fool the devil;〃 he grumbled。  〃They're
  tougher 'n raw…hide。  Just the same we'll wear him down。  Standing;
  you hear me。  What you've got ain't a caution to what you're going
  to get。  You might as well come across now and save trouble。  I'm a
  man of my word。  You've heard me say dynamite or curtains。  Well;
  that stands。  Take your choice。〃
  〃Surely you don't think I'm holding out because I enjoy it?〃 I
  managed to gasp; for at the moment Pie…Face Jones was forcing his
  foot into my back in order to cinch me tighter; while I was trying
  with my muscle to steal slack。  〃There is nothing to confess。  Why;
  I'd cut off my right hand right now to be able to lead you to any
  dynamite。〃
  〃Oh; I've seen your educated kind before;〃 he sneered。  〃You get
  wheels in your head; some of you; that make you stick to any old
  idea。  You get baulky; like horses。  Tighter; Jones; that ain't half
  a cinch。  Standing; if you don't come across it's curtains。  I stick
  by that。〃
  One compensation I learned。  As one grows weaker one is less
  susceptible to suffering。  There is less hurt because there is less
  to hurt。  And the man already well weakened grows weaker more
  slowly。  It is of common knowledge that unusually strong men suffer
  more severely from ordinary sicknesses than do women or invalids。
  As the reserves of strength are consumed there is less strength to
  lose。  After all superfluous flesh is gone what is left is stringy
  and resistant。  In fact; that was what I becamea sort of string…
  like organism that persisted in living。
  Morrell and Oppenheimer were sorry for me; and rapped me sympathy
  and advice。  Oppenheimer told me he had gone through it; and worse;
  and still lived。
  〃Don't let them beat you out;〃 he spelled with his knuckles。  〃Don't
  let them kill you; for that would suit them。  And don't squeal on
  the plant。〃
  〃But there isn't any plant;〃 I rapped back with the edge of the sole
  of my shoe against the gratingI was in the jacket at the time and
  so could talk only with my feet。  〃I don't know anything about the
  damned dynamite。〃
  〃That's right;〃 Oppenheimer praised。  〃He's the stuff; ain't he;
  Ed?〃
  Which goes to show what chance I had of convincing Warden Atherton
  of my ignorance of the dynamite。  His very persistence in the quest
  convinced a man like Jake Oppenheimer; who could only admire me for
  the fortitude with which I kept a close mouth。
  During this first period of the jacket…inquisition I managed to
  sleep a great deal。  My dreams were remarkable。  Of course they were
  vivid and real; as most dreams are。  What made them remarkable was
  their coherence and continuity。  Often I addressed bodies of
  scientists on abstruse subjects; reading aloud to