第 4 节
作者:风雅颂      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9322
  crouching just inside their doors。  Of course; this was verification
  absolute of all the fabric of lies that the poet…forger had spun for
  Captain Jamie。  The forty lifers were caught in red…handed readiness
  for the break。  What if they did unite; afterward; in averring that
  the break had been planned by Winwood?  The Prison Board of
  Directors believed; to a man; that the forty lied in an effort to
  save themselves。  The Board of Pardons likewise believed; for; ere
  three months were up; Cecil Winwood; forger and poet; most
  despicable of men; was pardoned out。
  Oh; well; the stir; or the pen; as they call it in convict argot; is
  a training school for philosophy。  No inmate can survive years of it
  without having had burst for him his fondest illusions and fairest
  metaphysical bubbles。  Truth lives; we are taught; murder will out。
  Well; this is a demonstration that murder does not always come out。
  The Captain of the Yard; the late Warden Atherton; the Prison Board
  of Directors to a manall believe; right now; in the existence of
  that dynamite that never existed save in the slippery…geared and all
  too…accelerated brain of the degenerate forger and poet; Cecil
  Winwood。  And Cecil Winwood still lives; while I; of all men
  concerned; the utterest; absolutist; innocentest; go to the scaffold
  in a few short weeks。
  And now I must tell how entered the forty lifers upon my dungeon
  stillness。  I was asleep when the outer door to the corridor of
  dungeons clanged open and aroused me。  〃Some poor devil;〃 was my
  thought; and my next thought was that he was surely getting his; as
  I listened to the scuffling of feet; the dull impact of blows on
  flesh; the sudden cries of pain; the filth of curses; and the sounds
  of dragging bodies。  For; you see; every man was man…handled all the
  length of the way。
  Dungeon…door after dungeon…door clanged open; and body after body
  was thrust in; flung in; or dragged in。  And continually more groups
  of guards arrived with more beaten convicts who still were being
  beaten; and more dungeon…doors were opened to receive the bleeding
  frames of men who were guilty of yearning after freedom。
  Yes; as I look back upon it; a man must be greatly a philosopher to
  survive the continual impact of such brutish experiences through the
  years and years。  I am such a philosopher。  I have endured eight
  years of their torment; and now; in the end; failing to get rid of
  me in all other ways; they have invoked the machinery of state to
  put a rope around my neck and shut off my breath by the weight of my
  body。  Oh; I know how the experts give expert judgment that the fall
  through the trap breaks the victim's neck。  And the victims; like
  Shakespeare's traveller; never return to testify to the contrary。
  But we who have lived in the stir know of the cases that are hushed
  in the prison crypts; where the victim's necks are not broken。
  It is a funny thing; this hanging of a man。  I have never seen a
  hanging; but I have been told by eye…witnesses the details of a
  dozen hangings so that I know what will happen to me。  Standing on
  the trap; leg…manacled and arm…manacled; the knot against the neck;
  the black cap drawn; they will drop me down until the momentum of my
  descending weight is fetched up abruptly short by the tautening of
  the rope。  Then the doctors will group around me; and one will
  relieve another in successive turns in standing on a stool; his arms
  passed around me to keep me from swinging like a pendulum; his ear
  pressed close to my chest; while he counts my fading heart…beats。
  Sometimes twenty minutes elapse after the trap is sprung ere the
  heart stops beating。  Oh; trust me; they make most scientifically
  sure that a man is dead once they get him on a rope。
  I still wander aside from my narrative to ask a question or two of
  society。  I have a right so to wander and so to question; for in a
  little while they are going to take me out and do this thing to me。
  If the neck of the victim be broken by the alleged shrewd
  arrangement of knot and noose; and by the alleged shrewd calculation
  of the weight of the victim and the length of slack; then why do
  they manacle the arms of the victim?  Society; as a whole; is unable
  to answer this question。  But I know why; so does any amateur who
  ever engaged in a lynching bee and saw the victim throw up his
  hands; clutch the rope; and ease the throttle of the noose about his
  neck so that he might breathe。
  Another question I will ask of the smug; cotton…wooled member of
  society; whose soul has never strayed to the red hells。  Why do they
  put the black cap over the head and the face of the victim ere they
  drop him through the trap?  Please remember that in a short while
  they will put that black cap over my head。  So I have a right to
  ask。  Do they; your hang…dogs; O smug citizen; do these your hang…
  dogs fear to gaze upon the facial horror of the horror they
  perpetrate for you and ours and at your behest?
  Please remember that I am not asking this question in the twelve…
  hundredth year after Christ; nor in the time of Christ; nor in the
  twelve…hundredth year before Christ。  I; who am to be hanged this
  year; the nineteen…hundred…and…thirteenth after Christ; ask these
  questions of you who are assumably Christ's followers; of you whose
  hang…dogs are going to take me out and hide my face under a black
  cloth because they dare not look upon the horror they do to me while
  I yet live。
  And now back to the situation in the dungeons。  When the last guard
  departed and the outer door clanged shut; all the forty beaten;
  disappointed men began to talk and ask questions。  But; almost
  immediately; roaring like a bull in order to be heard; Skysail Jack;
  a giant sailor of a lifer; ordered silence while a census could be
  taken。  The dungeons were full; and dungeon by dungeon; in order of
  dungeons; shouted out its quota to the roll…call。  Thus; every
  dungeon was accounted for as occupied by trusted convicts; so that
  there was no opportunity for a stool to be hidden away and
  listening。
  Of me; only; were the convicts dubious; for I was the one man who
  had not been in the plot。  They put me through a searching
  examination。  I could but tell them how I had just emerged from
  dungeon and jacket in the morning; and without rhyme or reason; so
  far as I could discover; had been put back in the dungeon after
  being out only several hours。  My record as an incorrigible was in
  my favour; and soon they began to talk。
  As I lay there and listened; for the first time I learned of the
  break that had been a…hatching。  〃Who had squealed?〃 was their one
  quest; and throughout the night the quest was pursued。  The quest
  for Cecil Winwood was vain; and the suspicion against him was
  general。
  〃There's only one thing; lads;〃 Skysail Jack finally said。  〃It'll
  soon be morning; and then they'll take us out and give us bloody
  hell。  We were caught dead to rights with our clothes on。  Winwood
  crossed us and squealed。  They're going to get us out one by one and
  mess us up。  There's forty of us。  Any lyin's bound to be found out。
  So each lad; when they sweat him; just tells the truth; the whole
  truth; so help him God。〃
  And there; in that dark hole of man's inhumanity; from dungeon cell
  to dungeon cell; their mouths against the gratings; the two…score
  lifers solemnly pledged themselves before God to tell the truth。
  Little good did their truth…telling do them。  At nine o'clock the
  guards; paid bravoes of the smug citizens who constitute the state;
  full of meat and sleep; were upon us。  Not only had we had no
  breakfast; but we had had no water。  And beaten men are prone to
  feverishness。  I wonder; my reader; if you can glimpse or guess the
  faintest connotation of a man beaten〃beat up;〃 we prisoners call
  it。  But no; I shall not tell you。  Let it suffice to know that
  these beaten; feverish men lay seven hours without water。
  At nine the guards arrived。  There were not many of them。  There was
  no need for many; because they unlocked only one dungeon at a time。
  They were equipped with pick…handlesa handy tool for the
  〃disciplining〃 of a helpless man。  One dungeon at a time; and
  dungeon by dungeon; they messed and pulped the lifers。  They were
  impartial。  I received the same pulping as the rest。  And this was
  merely the beginning; the preliminary to the examination each man
  was to undergo alone in the presence of the paid brutes of the
  state。  It was the forecast to each man of what each man might
  expect in inquisition hall。
  I have been through most of the red hells of prison life; but; worst
  of all; far worse than what they intend to do with me in a short
  while; was the particular hell of the dungeons in the days that
  followed。
  Long Bill Hodge; the hard…bitten mountaineer; was the first man
  interrogated。  He came back two hours lateror; rather; they
  conveyed him back; and threw him on the stone