第 34 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9322
  strongly are the Erewhonians impressed with this; that if a man has
  made a fortune of over 20;000 pounds a year they exempt him from
  all taxation; considering him as a work of art; and too precious to
  be meddled with; they say; 〃How very much he must have done for
  society before society could have been prevailed upon to give him
  so much money;〃 so magnificent an organisation overawes them; they
  regard it as a thing dropped from heaven。
  〃Money;〃 they say; 〃is the symbol of duty; it is the sacrament of
  having done for mankind that which mankind wanted。  Mankind may not
  be a very good judge; but there is no better。〃  This used to shock
  me at first; when I remembered that it had been said on high
  authority that they who have riches shall enter hardly into the
  kingdom of heaven; but the influence of Erewhon had made me begin
  to see things in a new light; and I could not help thinking that
  they who have not riches shall enter more hardly still。
  People oppose money to culture; and imply that if a man has spent
  his time in making money he will not be cultivatedfallacy of
  fallacies!  As though there could be a greater aid to culture than
  the having earned an honourable independence; and as though any
  amount of culture will do much for the man who is penniless; except
  make him feel his position more deeply。  The young man who was told
  to sell all his goods and give to the poor; must have been an
  entirely exceptional person if the advice was given wisely; either
  for him or for the poor; how much more often does it happen that we
  perceive a man to have all sorts of good qualities except money;
  and feel that his real duty lies in getting every half…penny that
  he can persuade others to pay him for his services; and becoming
  rich。  It has been said that the love of money is the root of all
  evil。  The want of money is so quite as truly。
  The above may sound irreverent; but it is conceived in a spirit of
  the most utter reverence for those things which do alone deserve
  itthat is; for the things which are; which mould us and fashion
  us; be they what they may; for the things that have power to punish
  us; and which will punish us if we do not heed them; for our
  masters therefore。  But I am drifting away from my story。
  They have another plan about which they are making a great noise
  and fuss; much as some are doing with women's rights in England。  A
  party of extreme radicals have professed themselves unable to
  decide upon the superiority of age or youth。  At present all goes
  on the supposition that it is desirable to make the young old as
  soon as possible。  Some would have it that this is wrong; and that
  the object of education should be to keep the old young as long as
  possible。  They say that each age should take it turn in turn
  about; week by week; one week the old to be topsawyers; and the
  other the young; drawing the line at thirty…five years of age; but
  they insist that the young should be allowed to inflict corporal
  chastisement on the old; without which the old would be quite
  incorrigible。  In any European country this would be out of the
  question; but it is not so there; for the straighteners are
  constantly ordering people to be flogged; so that they are familiar
  with the notion。  I do not suppose that the idea will be ever acted
  upon; but its having been even mooted is enough to show the utter
  perversion of the Erewhonian mind。
  CHAPTER XXI:  THE COLLEGES OF UNREASON
  I had now been a visitor with the Nosnibors for some five or six
  months; and though I had frequently proposed to leave them and take
  apartments of my own; they would not hear of my doing so。  I
  suppose they thought I should be more likely to fall in love with
  Zulora if I remained; but it was my affection for Arowhena that
  kept me。
  During all this time both Arowhena and myself had been dreaming;
  and drifting towards an avowed attachment; but had not dared to
  face the real difficulties of the position。  Gradually; however;
  matters came to a crisis in spite of ourselves; and we got to see
  the true state of the case; all too clearly。
  One evening we were sitting in the garden; and I had been trying in
  every stupid roundabout way to get her to say that she should be at
  any rate sorry for a man; if he really loved a woman who would not
  marry him。  I had been stammering and blushing; and been as silly
  as any one could be; and I suppose had pained her by fishing for
  pity for myself in such a transparent way; and saying nothing about
  her own need of it; at any rate; she turned all upon me with a
  sweet sad smile and said; 〃Sorry?  I am sorry for myself; I am
  sorry for you; and I am sorry for every one。〃  The words had no
  sooner crossed her lips than she bowed her head; gave me a look as
  though I were to make no answer; and left me。
  The words were few and simple; but the manner with which they were
  uttered was ineffable:  the scales fell from my eyes; and I felt
  that I had no right to try and induce her to infringe one of the
  most inviolable customs of her country; as she needs must do if she
  were to marry me。  I sat for a long while thinking; and when I
  remembered the sin and shame and misery which an unrighteous
  marriagefor as such it would be held in Erewhonwould entail; I
  became thoroughly ashamed of myself for having been so long self…
  blinded。  I write coldly now; but I suffered keenly at the time;
  and should probably retain a much more vivid recollection of what I
  felt; had not all ended so happily。
  As for giving up the idea of marrying Arowhena; it never so much as
  entered my head to do so:  the solution must be found in some other
  direction than this。  The idea of waiting till somebody married
  Zulora was to be no less summarily dismissed。  To marry Arowhena at
  once in Erewhonthis had already been abandoned:  there remained
  therefore but one alternative; and that was to run away with her;
  and get her with me to Europe; where there would be no bar to our
  union save my own impecuniosity; a matter which gave me no
  uneasiness。
  To this obvious and simple plan I could see but two objections that
  deserved the name;the first; that perhaps Arowhena would not
  come; the second; that it was almost impossible for me to escape
  even alone; for the king had himself told me that I was to consider
  myself a prisoner on parole; and that the first sign of my
  endeavouring to escape would cause me to be sent to one of the
  hospitals for incurables。  Besides; I did not know the geography of
  the country; and even were I to try and find my way back; I should
  be discovered long before I had reached the pass over which I had
  come。  How then could I hope to be able to take Arowhena with me?
  For days and days I turned these difficulties over in my mind; and
  at last hit upon as wild a plan as was ever suggested by extremity。
  This was to meet the second difficulty:  the first gave me less
  uneasiness; for when Arowhena and I next met after our interview in
  the garden I could see that she had suffered not less acutely than
  myself。
  I resolved that I would have another interview with herthe last
  for the presentthat I would then leave her; and set to work upon
  maturing my plan as fast as possible。  We got a chance of being
  alone together; and then I gave myself the loose rein; and told her
  how passionately and devotedly I loved her。  She said little in
  return; but her tears (which I could not refrain from answering
  with my own) and the little she did say were quite enough to show
  me that I should meet with no obstacle from her。  Then I asked her
  whether she would run a terrible risk which we should share in
  common; if; in case of success; I could take her to my own people;
  to the home of my mother and sisters; who would welcome her very
  gladly。  At the same time I pointed out that the chances of failure
  were far greater than those of success; and that the probability
  was that even though I could get so far as to carry my design into
  execution; it would end in death to us both。
  I was not mistaken in her; she said that she believed I loved her
  as much as she loved me; and that she would brave anything if I
  could only assure her that what I proposed would not be thought
  dishonourable in England; she could not live without me; and would
  rather die with me than alone; that death was perhaps the best for
  us both; that I must plan; and that when the hour came I was to
  send for her; and trust her not to fail me; and so after many tears
  and embraces; we tore ourselves away。
  I then left the Nosnibors; took a lodging in the town; and became
  melancholy to my heart's content。  Arowhena and I used to see each
  other sometimes; for I had taken to going regularly to the Musical
  Banks; but Mrs。 Nosnibor and Zulora both treated me with
  considerable coldness。  I felt sure that they suspected me。
  Arowhena looked miserable; and I saw that her purse was now always
  as full as she could fill it with the Musical Bank moneymuch
  fuller than of old。  Then the horrible thought occurred to me that
  her health might break down; and that she might be subjected to a
  criminal prosecution。  Oh! how I hated Erewhon at that time。
  I was still received at court; but my good looks were beginn