第 6 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2021-10-16 18:44 字数:9321
as I thought I could carry; and also some tobacco; tea; and a few
matches。 I rolled all these things (together with a flask nearly
full of brandy; which I had kept in my pocket for fear lest Chowbok
should get hold of it) inside my blankets; and strapped them very
tightly; making the whole into a long roll of some seven feet in
length and six inches in diameter。 Then I tied the two ends
together; and put the whole round my neck and over one shoulder。
This is the easiest way of carrying a heavy swag; for one can rest
one's self by shifting the burden from one shoulder to the other。
I strapped my pannikin and a small axe about my waist; and thus
equipped began to ascend the valley; angry at having been misled by
Chowbok; but determined not to return till I was compelled to do
so。
I crossed and recrossed the stream several times without
difficulty; for there were many good fords。 At one o'clock I was
at the foot of the saddle; for four hours I mounted; the last two
on the snow; where the going was easier; by five; I was within ten
minutes of the top; in a state of excitement greater; I think; than
I had ever known before。 Ten minutes more; and the cold air from
the other side came rushing upon me。
A glance。 I was NOT on the main range。
Another glance。 There was an awful river; muddy and horribly
angry; roaring over an immense riverbed; thousands of feet below
me。
It went round to the westward; and I could see no farther up the
valley; save that there were enormous glaciers which must extend
round the source of the river; and from which it must spring。
Another glance; and then I remained motionless。
There was an easy pass in the mountains directly opposite to me;
through which I caught a glimpse of an immeasurable extent of blue
and distant plains。
Easy? Yes; perfectly easy; grassed nearly to the summit; which
was; as it were; an open path between two glaciers; from which an
inconsiderable stream came tumbling down over rough but very
possible hillsides; till it got down to the level of the great
river; and formed a flat where there was grass and a small bush of
stunted timber。
Almost before I could believe my eyes; a cloud had come up from the
valley on the other side; and the plains were hidden。 What
wonderful luck was mine! Had I arrived five minutes later; the
cloud would have been over the pass; and I should not have known of
its existence。 Now that the cloud was there; I began to doubt my
memory; and to be uncertain whether it had been more than a blue
line of distant vapour that had filled up the opening。 I could
only be certain of this much; namely; that the river in the valley
below must be the one next to the northward of that which flowed
past my master's station; of this there could be no doubt。 Could
I; however; imagine that my luck should have led me up a wrong
river in search of a pass; and yet brought me to the spot where I
could detect the one weak place in the fortifications of a more
northern basin? This was too improbable。 But even as I doubted
there came a rent in the cloud opposite; and a second time I saw
blue lines of heaving downs; growing gradually fainter; and
retiring into a far space of plain。 It was substantial; there had
been no mistake whatsoever。 I had hardly made myself perfectly
sure of this; ere the rent in the clouds joined up again and I
could see nothing more。
What; then; should I do? The night would be upon me shortly; and I
was already chilled with standing still after the exertion of
climbing。 To stay where I was would be impossible; I must either
go backwards or forwards。 I found a rock which gave me shelter
from the evening wind; and took a good pull at the brandy flask;
which immediately warmed and encouraged me。
I asked myself; Could I descend upon the river…bed beneath me? It
was impossible to say what precipices might prevent my doing so。
If I were on the river…bed; dare I cross the river? I am an
excellent swimmer; yet; once in that frightful rush of waters; I
should be hurled whithersoever it willed; absolutely powerless。
Moreover; there was my swag; I should perish of cold and hunger if
I left it; but I should certainly be drowned if I attempted to
carry it across the river。 These were serious considerations; but
the hope of finding an immense tract of available sheep country
(which I was determined that I would monopolise as far as I
possibly could) sufficed to outweigh them; and; in a few minutes; I
felt resolved that; having made so important a discovery as a pass
into a country which was probably as valuable as that on our own
side of the ranges; I would follow it up and ascertain its value;
even though I should pay the penalty of failure with life itself。
The more I thought; the more determined I became either to win fame
and perhaps fortune; by entering upon this unknown world; or give
up life in the attempt。 In fact; I felt that life would be no
longer valuable if I were to have seen so great a prize and refused
to grasp at the possible profits therefrom。
I had still an hour of good daylight during which I might begin my
descent on to some suitable camping…ground; but there was not a
moment to be lost。 At first I got along rapidly; for I was on the
snow; and sank into it enough to save me from falling; though I
went forward straight down the mountain side as fast as I could;
but there was less snow on this side than on the other; and I had
soon done with it; getting on to a coomb of dangerous and very
stony ground; where a slip might have given me a disastrous fall。
But I was careful with all my speed; and got safely to the bottom;
where there were patches of coarse grass; and an attempt here and
there at brushwood: what was below this I could not see。 I
advanced a few hundred yards farther; and found that I was on the
brink of a frightful precipice; which no one in his senses would
attempt descending。 I bethought me; however; to try the creek
which drained the coomb; and see whether it might not have made
itself a smoother way。 In a few minutes I found myself at the
upper end of a chasm in the rocks; something like Twll Dhu; only on
a greatly larger scale; the creek had found its way into it; and
had worn a deep channel through a material which appeared softer
than that upon the other side of the mountain。 I believe it must
have been a different geological formation; though I regret to say
that I cannot tell what it was。
I looked at this rift in great doubt; then I went a little way on
either side of it; and found myself looking over the edge of
horrible precipices on to the river; which roared some four or five
thousand feet below me。 I dared not think of getting down at all;
unless I committed myself to the rift; of which I was hopeful when
I reflected that the rock was soft; and that the water might have
worn its channel tolerably evenly through the whole extent。 The
darkness was increasing with every minute; but I should have
twilight for another half…hour; so I went into the chasm (though by
no means without fear); and resolved to return and camp; and try
some other path next day; should I come to any serious difficulty。
In about five minutes I had completely lost my head; the side of
the rift became hundreds of feet in height; and overhung so that I
could not see the sky。 It was full of rocks; and I had many falls
and bruises。 I was wet through from falling into the water; of
which there was no great volume; but it had such force that I could
do nothing against it; once I had to leap down a not inconsiderable
waterfall into a deep pool below; and my swag was so heavy that I
was very nearly drowned。 I had indeed a hair's…breadth escape;
but; as luck would have it; Providence was on my side。 Shortly
afterwards I began to fancy that the rift was getting wider; and
that there was more brushwood。 Presently I found myself on an open
grassy slope; and feeling my way a little farther along the stream;
I came upon a flat place with wood; where I could camp comfortably;
which was well; for it was now quite dark。
My first care was for my matches; were they dry? The outside of my
swag had got completely wet; but; on undoing the blankets; I found
things warm and dry within。 How thankful I was! I lit a fire; and
was grateful for its warmth and company。 I made myself some tea
and ate two of my biscuits: my brandy I did not touch; for I had
little left; and might want it when my courage failed me。 All that
I did; I did almost mechanically; for I could not realise my
situation to myself; beyond knowing that I was alone; and that
return through the chasm which I had just descended would be
impossible。 It is a dreadful feeling that of being cut off from
all one's kind。 I was still full of hope; and built golden castles
for myself as soon as I was warmed with food and fire; but I do not
believe that any man could long retain his reason in such solitude;
unless he had the companionship of animals。 One begins doubting
one's own identity。
I remember deriving comfort even from the sight of my blankets; and
the sound of my watch tickingthings which seemed to link me to
other people; but