第 5 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9322
  the ruddy glow of the fire; the subdued rushing of the river; the
  sombre forest; and the immediate foreground of our saddles packs
  and blankets; made a picture worthy of a Salvator Rosa or a Nicolas
  Poussin。  I call it to mind and delight in it now; but I did not
  notice it at the time。  We next to never know when we are well off:
  but this cuts two ways;for if we did; we should perhaps know
  better when we are ill off also; and I have sometimes thought that
  there are as many ignorant of the one as of the other。  He who
  wrote; 〃O fortunatos nimium sua si bona norint agricolas;〃 might
  have written quite as truly; 〃O infortunatos nimium sua si mala
  norint〃; and there are few of us who are not protected from the
  keenest pain by our inability to see what it is that we have done;
  what we are suffering; and what we truly are。  Let us be grateful
  to the mirror for revealing to us our appearance only。
  We found as soft a piece of ground as we couldthough it was all
  stonyand having collected grass and so disposed of ourselves that
  we had a little hollow for our hip…bones; we strapped our blankets
  around us and went to sleep。  Waking in the night I saw the stars
  overhead and the moonlight bright upon the mountains。  The river
  was ever rushing; I heard one of our horses neigh to its companion;
  and was assured that they were still at hand; I had no care of mind
  or body; save that I had doubtless many difficulties to overcome;
  there came upon me a delicious sense of peace; a fulness of
  contentment which I do not believe can be felt by any but those who
  have spent days consecutively on horseback; or at any rate in the
  open air。
  Next morning we found our last night's tea…leaves frozen at the
  bottom of the pannikins; though it was not nearly the beginning of
  autumn; we breakfasted as we had supped; and were on our way by six
  o'clock。  In half an hour we had entered the gorge; and turning
  round a corner we bade farewell to the last sight of my master's
  country。
  The gorge was narrow and precipitous; the river was now only a few
  yards wide; and roared and thundered against rocks of many tons in
  weight; the sound was deafening; for there was a great volume of
  water。  We were two hours in making less than a mile; and that with
  danger; sometimes in the river and sometimes on the rock。  There
  was that damp black smell of rocks covered with slimy vegetation;
  as near some huge waterfall where spray is ever rising。  The air
  was clammy and cold。  I cannot conceive how our horses managed to
  keep their footing; especially the one with the pack; and I dreaded
  the having to return almost as much as going forward。  I suppose
  this lasted three miles; but it was well midday when the gorge got
  a little wider; and a small stream came into it from a tributary
  valley。  Farther progress up the main river was impossible; for the
  cliffs descended like walls; so we went up the side stream; Chowbok
  seeming to think that here must be the pass of which reports
  existed among his people。  We now incurred less of actual danger
  but more fatigue; and it was only after infinite trouble; owing to
  the rocks and tangled vegetation; that we got ourselves and our
  horses upon the saddle from which this small stream descended; by
  that time clouds had descended upon us; and it was raining heavily。
  Moreover; it was six o'clock and we were tired out; having made
  perhaps six miles in twelve hours。
  On the saddle there was some coarse grass which was in full seed;
  and therefore very nourishing for the horses; also abundance of
  anise and sow…thistle; of which they are extravagantly fond; so we
  turned them loose and prepared to camp。  Everything was soaking wet
  and we were half…perished with cold; indeed we were very
  uncomfortable。  There was brushwood about; but we could get no fire
  till we had shaved off the wet outside of some dead branches and
  filled our pockets with the dry inside chips。  Having done this we
  managed to start a fire; nor did we allow it to go out when we had
  once started it; we pitched the tent and by nine o'clock were
  comparatively warm and dry。  Next morning it was fine; we broke
  camp; and after advancing a short distance we found that; by
  descending over ground less difficult than yesterday's; we should
  come again upon the river…bed; which had opened out above the
  gorge; but it was plain at a glance that there was no available
  sheep country; nothing but a few flats covered with scrub on either
  side the river; and mountains which were perfectly worthless。  But
  we could see the main range。  There was no mistake about this。  The
  glaciers were tumbling down the mountain sides like cataracts; and
  seemed actually to descend upon the river…bed; there could be no
  serious difficulty in reaching them by following up the river;
  which was wide and open; but it seemed rather an objectless thing
  to do; for the main range looked hopeless; and my curiosity about
  the nature of the country above the gorge was now quite satisfied;
  there was no money in it whatever; unless there should be minerals;
  of which I saw no more signs than lower down。
  However; I resolved that I would follow the river up; and not
  return until I was compelled to do so。  I would go up every branch
  as far as I could; and wash well for gold。  Chowbok liked seeing me
  do this; but it never came to anything; for we did not even find
  the colour。  His dislike of the main range appeared to have worn
  off; and he made no objections to approaching it。  I think he
  thought there was no danger of my trying to cross it; and he was
  not afraid of anything on this side; besides; we might find gold。
  But the fact was that he had made up his mind what to do if he saw
  me getting too near it。
  We passed three weeks in exploring; and never did I find time go
  more quickly。  The weather was fine; though the nights got very
  cold。  We followed every stream but one; and always found it lead
  us to a glacier which was plainly impassable; at any rate without a
  larger party and ropes。  One stream remained; which I should have
  followed up already; had not Chowbok said that he had risen early
  one morning while I was yet asleep; and after going up it for three
  or four miles; had seen that it was impossible to go farther。  I
  had long ago discovered that he was a great liar; so I was bent on
  going up myself:  in brief; I did so:  so far from being
  impossible; it was quite easy travelling; and after five or six
  miles I saw a saddle at the end of it; which; though covered deep
  in snow; was not glaciered; and which did verily appear to be part
  of the main range itself。  No words can express the intensity of my
  delight。  My blood was all on fire with hope and elation; but on
  looking round for Chowbok; who was behind me; I saw to my surprise
  and anger that he had turned back; and was going down the valley as
  hard as he could。  He had left me。
  CHAPTER IV:  THE SADDLE
  I cooeyed to him; but he would not hear。  I ran after him; but he
  had got too good a start。  Then I sat down on a stone and thought
  the matter carefully over。  It was plain that Chowbok had
  designedly attempted to keep me from going up this valley; yet he
  had shown no unwillingness to follow me anywhere else。  What could
  this mean; unless that I was now upon the route by which alone the
  mysteries of the great ranges could be revealed?  What then should
  I do?  Go back at the very moment when it had become plain that I
  was on the right scent?  Hardly; yet to proceed alone would be both
  difficult and dangerous。  It would be bad enough to return to my
  master's run; and pass through the rocky gorges; with no chance of
  help from another should I get into a difficulty; but to advance
  for any considerable distance without a companion would be next
  door to madness。  Accidents which are slight when there is another
  at hand (as the spraining of an ankle; or the falling into some
  place whence escape would be easy by means of an outstretched hand
  and a bit of rope) may be fatal to one who is alone。  The more I
  pondered the less I liked it; and yet; the less could I make up my
  mind to return when I looked at the saddle at the head of the
  valley; and noted the comparative ease with which its smooth sweep
  of snow might be surmounted:  I seemed to see my way almost from my
  present position to the very top。  After much thought; I resolved
  to go forward until I should come to some place which was really
  dangerous; but then to return。  I should thus; I hoped; at any rate
  reach the top of the saddle; and satisfy myself as to what might be
  on the other side。
  I had no time to lose; for it was now between ten and eleven in the
  morning。  Fortunately I was well equipped; for on leaving the camp
  and the horses at the lower end of the valley I had provided myself
  (according to my custom) with everything that I was likely to want
  for four or five days。  Chowbok had carried half; but had dropped
  his whole swagI suppose; at the moment of his taking flightfor
  I came upon it when I ran after him。  I had; therefore; his
  provisions as well as my own。  Accordingly; I took as many biscuits
  as I thought I could carry; and also some tobacco; tea; and a few
  matches。  I rolled all thes