第 5 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2021-10-16 18:44 字数:9322
the ruddy glow of the fire; the subdued rushing of the river; the
sombre forest; and the immediate foreground of our saddles packs
and blankets; made a picture worthy of a Salvator Rosa or a Nicolas
Poussin。 I call it to mind and delight in it now; but I did not
notice it at the time。 We next to never know when we are well off:
but this cuts two ways;for if we did; we should perhaps know
better when we are ill off also; and I have sometimes thought that
there are as many ignorant of the one as of the other。 He who
wrote; 〃O fortunatos nimium sua si bona norint agricolas;〃 might
have written quite as truly; 〃O infortunatos nimium sua si mala
norint〃; and there are few of us who are not protected from the
keenest pain by our inability to see what it is that we have done;
what we are suffering; and what we truly are。 Let us be grateful
to the mirror for revealing to us our appearance only。
We found as soft a piece of ground as we couldthough it was all
stonyand having collected grass and so disposed of ourselves that
we had a little hollow for our hip…bones; we strapped our blankets
around us and went to sleep。 Waking in the night I saw the stars
overhead and the moonlight bright upon the mountains。 The river
was ever rushing; I heard one of our horses neigh to its companion;
and was assured that they were still at hand; I had no care of mind
or body; save that I had doubtless many difficulties to overcome;
there came upon me a delicious sense of peace; a fulness of
contentment which I do not believe can be felt by any but those who
have spent days consecutively on horseback; or at any rate in the
open air。
Next morning we found our last night's tea…leaves frozen at the
bottom of the pannikins; though it was not nearly the beginning of
autumn; we breakfasted as we had supped; and were on our way by six
o'clock。 In half an hour we had entered the gorge; and turning
round a corner we bade farewell to the last sight of my master's
country。
The gorge was narrow and precipitous; the river was now only a few
yards wide; and roared and thundered against rocks of many tons in
weight; the sound was deafening; for there was a great volume of
water。 We were two hours in making less than a mile; and that with
danger; sometimes in the river and sometimes on the rock。 There
was that damp black smell of rocks covered with slimy vegetation;
as near some huge waterfall where spray is ever rising。 The air
was clammy and cold。 I cannot conceive how our horses managed to
keep their footing; especially the one with the pack; and I dreaded
the having to return almost as much as going forward。 I suppose
this lasted three miles; but it was well midday when the gorge got
a little wider; and a small stream came into it from a tributary
valley。 Farther progress up the main river was impossible; for the
cliffs descended like walls; so we went up the side stream; Chowbok
seeming to think that here must be the pass of which reports
existed among his people。 We now incurred less of actual danger
but more fatigue; and it was only after infinite trouble; owing to
the rocks and tangled vegetation; that we got ourselves and our
horses upon the saddle from which this small stream descended; by
that time clouds had descended upon us; and it was raining heavily。
Moreover; it was six o'clock and we were tired out; having made
perhaps six miles in twelve hours。
On the saddle there was some coarse grass which was in full seed;
and therefore very nourishing for the horses; also abundance of
anise and sow…thistle; of which they are extravagantly fond; so we
turned them loose and prepared to camp。 Everything was soaking wet
and we were half…perished with cold; indeed we were very
uncomfortable。 There was brushwood about; but we could get no fire
till we had shaved off the wet outside of some dead branches and
filled our pockets with the dry inside chips。 Having done this we
managed to start a fire; nor did we allow it to go out when we had
once started it; we pitched the tent and by nine o'clock were
comparatively warm and dry。 Next morning it was fine; we broke
camp; and after advancing a short distance we found that; by
descending over ground less difficult than yesterday's; we should
come again upon the river…bed; which had opened out above the
gorge; but it was plain at a glance that there was no available
sheep country; nothing but a few flats covered with scrub on either
side the river; and mountains which were perfectly worthless。 But
we could see the main range。 There was no mistake about this。 The
glaciers were tumbling down the mountain sides like cataracts; and
seemed actually to descend upon the river…bed; there could be no
serious difficulty in reaching them by following up the river;
which was wide and open; but it seemed rather an objectless thing
to do; for the main range looked hopeless; and my curiosity about
the nature of the country above the gorge was now quite satisfied;
there was no money in it whatever; unless there should be minerals;
of which I saw no more signs than lower down。
However; I resolved that I would follow the river up; and not
return until I was compelled to do so。 I would go up every branch
as far as I could; and wash well for gold。 Chowbok liked seeing me
do this; but it never came to anything; for we did not even find
the colour。 His dislike of the main range appeared to have worn
off; and he made no objections to approaching it。 I think he
thought there was no danger of my trying to cross it; and he was
not afraid of anything on this side; besides; we might find gold。
But the fact was that he had made up his mind what to do if he saw
me getting too near it。
We passed three weeks in exploring; and never did I find time go
more quickly。 The weather was fine; though the nights got very
cold。 We followed every stream but one; and always found it lead
us to a glacier which was plainly impassable; at any rate without a
larger party and ropes。 One stream remained; which I should have
followed up already; had not Chowbok said that he had risen early
one morning while I was yet asleep; and after going up it for three
or four miles; had seen that it was impossible to go farther。 I
had long ago discovered that he was a great liar; so I was bent on
going up myself: in brief; I did so: so far from being
impossible; it was quite easy travelling; and after five or six
miles I saw a saddle at the end of it; which; though covered deep
in snow; was not glaciered; and which did verily appear to be part
of the main range itself。 No words can express the intensity of my
delight。 My blood was all on fire with hope and elation; but on
looking round for Chowbok; who was behind me; I saw to my surprise
and anger that he had turned back; and was going down the valley as
hard as he could。 He had left me。
CHAPTER IV: THE SADDLE
I cooeyed to him; but he would not hear。 I ran after him; but he
had got too good a start。 Then I sat down on a stone and thought
the matter carefully over。 It was plain that Chowbok had
designedly attempted to keep me from going up this valley; yet he
had shown no unwillingness to follow me anywhere else。 What could
this mean; unless that I was now upon the route by which alone the
mysteries of the great ranges could be revealed? What then should
I do? Go back at the very moment when it had become plain that I
was on the right scent? Hardly; yet to proceed alone would be both
difficult and dangerous。 It would be bad enough to return to my
master's run; and pass through the rocky gorges; with no chance of
help from another should I get into a difficulty; but to advance
for any considerable distance without a companion would be next
door to madness。 Accidents which are slight when there is another
at hand (as the spraining of an ankle; or the falling into some
place whence escape would be easy by means of an outstretched hand
and a bit of rope) may be fatal to one who is alone。 The more I
pondered the less I liked it; and yet; the less could I make up my
mind to return when I looked at the saddle at the head of the
valley; and noted the comparative ease with which its smooth sweep
of snow might be surmounted: I seemed to see my way almost from my
present position to the very top。 After much thought; I resolved
to go forward until I should come to some place which was really
dangerous; but then to return。 I should thus; I hoped; at any rate
reach the top of the saddle; and satisfy myself as to what might be
on the other side。
I had no time to lose; for it was now between ten and eleven in the
morning。 Fortunately I was well equipped; for on leaving the camp
and the horses at the lower end of the valley I had provided myself
(according to my custom) with everything that I was likely to want
for four or five days。 Chowbok had carried half; but had dropped
his whole swagI suppose; at the moment of his taking flightfor
I came upon it when I ran after him。 I had; therefore; his
provisions as well as my own。 Accordingly; I took as many biscuits
as I thought I could carry; and also some tobacco; tea; and a few
matches。 I rolled all thes