第 3 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-10-16 18:44      字数:9321
  all these; and if they were all there; and the mob looked large
  enough; I might rest assured that all was well。  It is surprising
  how soon the eye becomes accustomed to missing twenty sheep out of
  two or three hundred。  I had a telescope and a dog; and would take
  bread and meat and tobacco with me。  Starting with early dawn; it
  would be night before I could complete my round; for the mountain
  over which I had to go was very high。  In winter it was covered
  with snow; and the sheep needed no watching from above。  If I were
  to see sheep dung or tracks going down on to the other side of the
  mountain (where there was a valley with a streama mere cul de
  sac); I was to follow them; and look out for sheep; but I never saw
  any; the sheep always descending on to their own side; partly from
  habit; and partly because there was abundance of good sweet feed;
  which had been burnt in the early spring; just before I came; and
  was now deliciously green and rich; while that on the other side
  had never been burnt; and was rank and coarse。
  It was a monotonous life; but it was very healthy and one does not
  much mind anything when one is well。  The country was the grandest
  that can be imagined。  How often have I sat on the mountain side
  and watched the waving downs; with the two white specks of huts in
  the distance; and the little square of garden behind them; the
  paddock with a patch of bright green oats above the huts; and the
  yards and wool…sheds down on the flat below; all seen as through
  the wrong end of a telescope; so clear and brilliant was the air;
  or as upon a colossal model or map spread out beneath me。  Beyond
  the downs was a plain; going down to a river of great size; on the
  farther side of which there were other high mountains; with the
  winter's snow still not quite melted; up the river; which ran
  winding in many streams over a bed some two miles broad; I looked
  upon the second great chain; and could see a narrow gorge where the
  river retired and was lost。  I knew that there was a range still
  farther back; but except from one place near the very top of my own
  mountain; no part of it was visible:  from this point; however; I
  saw; whenever there were no clouds; a single snow…clad peak; many
  miles away; and I should think about as high as any mountain in the
  world。  Never shall I forget the utter loneliness of the prospect
  only the little far…away homestead giving sign of human handiwork;…
  …the vastness of mountain and plain; of river and sky; the
  marvellous atmospheric effectssometimes black mountains against a
  white sky; and then again; after cold weather; white mountains
  against a black skysometimes seen through breaks and swirls of
  cloudand sometimes; which was best of all; I went up my mountain
  in a fog; and then got above the mist; going higher and higher; I
  would look down upon a sea of whiteness; through which would be
  thrust innumerable mountain tops that looked like islands。
  I am there now; as I write; I fancy that I can see the downs; the
  huts; the plain; and the river…bedthat torrent pathway of
  desolation; with its distant roar of waters。  Oh; wonderful!
  wonderful! so lonely and so solemn; with the sad grey clouds above;
  and no sound save a lost lamb bleating upon the mountain side; as
  though its little heart were breaking。  Then there comes some lean
  and withered old ewe; with deep gruff voice and unlovely aspect;
  trotting back from the seductive pasture; now she examines this
  gully; and now that; and now she stands listening with uplifted
  head; that she may hear the distant wailing and obey it。  Aha! they
  see; and rush towards each other。  Alas! they are both mistaken;
  the ewe is not the lamb's ewe; they are neither kin nor kind to one
  another; and part in coldness。  Each must cry louder; and wander
  farther yet; may luck be with them both that they may find their
  own at nightfall。  But this is mere dreaming; and I must proceed。
  I could not help speculating upon what might lie farther up the
  river and behind the second range。  I had no money; but if I could
  only find workable country; I might stock it with borrowed capital;
  and consider myself a made man。  True; the range looked so vast;
  that there seemed little chance of getting a sufficient road
  through it or over it; but no one had yet explored it; and it is
  wonderful how one finds that one can make a path into all sorts of
  places (and even get a road for pack…horses); which from a distance
  appear inaccessible; the river was so great that it must drain an
  inner tractat least I thought so; and though every one said it
  would be madness to attempt taking sheep farther inland; I knew
  that only three years ago the same cry had been raised against the
  country which my master's flock was now overrunning。  I could not
  keep these thoughts out of my head as I would rest myself upon the
  mountain side; they haunted me as I went my daily rounds; and grew
  upon me from hour to hour; till I resolved that after shearing I
  would remain in doubt no longer; but saddle my horse; take as much
  provision with me as I could; and go and see for myself。
  But over and above these thoughts came that of the great range
  itself。  What was beyond it?  Ah! who could say?  There was no one
  in the whole world who had the smallest idea; save those who were
  themselves on the other side of itif; indeed; there was any one
  at all。  Could I hope to cross it?  This would be the highest
  triumph that I could wish for; but it was too much to think of yet。
  I would try the nearer range; and see how far I could go。  Even if
  I did not find country; might I not find gold; or diamonds; or
  copper; or silver?  I would sometimes lie flat down to drink out of
  a stream; and could see little yellow specks among the sand; were
  these gold?  People said no; but then people always said there was
  no gold until it was found to be abundant:  there was plenty of
  slate and granite; which I had always understood to accompany gold;
  and even though it was not found in paying quantities here; it
  might be abundant in the main ranges。  These thoughts filled my
  head; and I could not banish them。
  CHAPTER II:  IN THE WOOL…SHED
  At last shearing came; and with the shearers there was an old
  native; whom they had nicknamed Chowbokthough; I believe; his
  real name was Kahabuka。  He was a sort of chief of the natives;
  could speak a little English; and was a great favourite with the
  missionaries。  He did not do any regular work with the shearers;
  but pretended to help in the yards; his real aim being to get the
  grog; which is always more freely circulated at shearing…time:  he
  did not get much; for he was apt to be dangerous when drunk; and
  very little would make him so:  still he did get it occasionally;
  and if one wanted to get anything out of him; it was the best bribe
  to offer him。  I resolved to question him; and get as much
  information from him as I could。  I did so。  As long as I kept to
  questions about the nearer ranges; he was easy to get on withhe
  had never been there; but there were traditions among his tribe to
  the effect that there was no sheep…country; nothing; in fact; but
  stunted timber and a few river…bed flats。  It was very difficult to
  reach; still there were passes:  one of them up our own river;
  though not directly along the river…bed; the gorge of which was not
  practicable; he had never seen any one who had been there:  was
  there to not enough on this side?  But when I came to the main
  range; his manner changed at once。  He became uneasy; and began to
  prevaricate and shuffle。  In a very few minutes I could see that of
  this too there existed traditions in his tribe; but no efforts or
  coaxing could get a word from him about them。  At last I hinted
  about grog; and presently he feigned consent:  I gave it him; but
  as soon as he had drunk it he began shamming intoxication; and then
  went to sleep; or pretended to do so; letting me kick him pretty
  hard and never budging。
  I was angry; for I had to go without my own grog and had got
  nothing out of him; so the next day I determined that he should
  tell me before I gave him any; or get none at all。
  Accordingly; when night came and the shearers had knocked off work
  and had their supper; I got my share of rum in a tin pannikin and
  made a sign to Chowbok to follow me to the wool…shed; which he
  willingly did; slipping out after me; and no one taking any notice
  of either of us。  When we got down to the wool…shed we lit a tallow
  candle; and having stuck it in an old bottle we sat down upon the
  wool bales and began to smoke。  A wool…shed is a roomy place; built
  somewhat on the same plan as a cathedral; with aisles on either
  side full of pens for the sheep; a great nave; at the upper end of
  which the shearers work; and a further space for wool sorters and
  packers。  It always refreshed me with a semblance of antiquity
  (precious in a new country); though I very well knew that the
  oldest wool…shed in the settlement was not more than seven years
  old; while this was only two。  Chowbok pretended to expect his grog
  at once; though we both of us knew very well what the other was
  after; and that we were each playing against the other; the one for
  grog the other