第 8 节
作者:雨霖铃      更新:2021-10-16 18:41      字数:9322
  HERACLES
  O Theseus; didst thou witness this struggle with my children?
  THESEUS
  I heard of it; and now I see the horrors thou meanest。
  HERACLES
  Why then hast thou unveiled my head to the sun?
  THESEUS
  Why have I? Thou; a man; canst not pollute what is of God。
  HERACLES
  Fly; luckless wretch; from my unholy taint。
  THESEUS
  The avenging fiend goes not forth from friend to friend。
  HERACLES
  For this I thank thee; I do not regret the service I did thee。
  THESEUS
  While I; for kindness then received; now show my pity for thee。
  HERACLES
  Ah yes! I am piteous; a murderer of my sons。
  THESEUS
  I weep for thee in thy changed fortunes。
  HERACLES
  Didst ever find another more afflicted?
  THESEUS
  Thy misfortunes reach from earth to heaven。
  HERACLES
  Therefore am I resolved on death。
  THESEUS
  Dost thou suppose the gods attend to these thy threats?
  HERACLES
  Remorseless hath heaven been to me; so I will prove the like to
  it。
  THESEUS
  Hush! lest thy presumption add to thy sufferings。
  HERACLES
  My barque is freighted full with sorrow; there is no room to
  stow aught further。
  THESEUS
  What wilt thou do? whither is thy fury drifting thee?
  HERACLES
  I will die and return to that world below whence I have just come。
  THESEUS
  Such language is fit for any common fellow。
  HERACLES
  Ah! thine is the advice of one outside sorrow's pale。
  THESEUS
  Are these indeed the words of Heracles; the much…enduring?
  HERACLES
  Though never so much as this。 Endurance must have a limit。
  THESEUS
  Is this man's benefactor; his chiefest friend?
  HERACLES
  Man brings no help to me; no! Hera has her way。
  THESEUS
  Never will Hellas suffer thee to die through sheer perversity。
  HERACLES
  Hear me a moment; that I may enter the lists with words in
  answer to thy admonitions; and I will unfold to thee why life now as
  well as formerly has been unbearable to me。 First I am the son of a
  man who incurred the guilt of blood; before he married my mother
  Alcmena; by slaying her aged sire。 Now when the foundation is badly
  laid at birth; needs must the race be cursed with woe; and Zeus;
  whoever this Zeus may be; begot me as a butt for Hera's hate; yet be
  not thou vexed thereat; old man; for thee rather than Zeus do I regard
  as my father。 Then whilst I was yet being suckled; that bride of
  Zeus did foist into my cradle fearsome snakes to compass my death。
  After I was grown to man's estate; of all the toils I then endured
  what need to tell? of all the lions; Typhons triple…bodied; and giants
  that I slew; or of the battle I won against the hosts of four…legged
  Centaurs? or how when I had killed the hydra; that monster with a ring
  of heads with power to grow again; I passed through countless other
  toils besides and came unto the dead to fetch to the light at the
  bidding of Eurystheus the three…headed hound; hell's porter。 Last; ah;
  woe is me have I perpetrated this bloody deed to crown the sorrows
  of my house with my children's murder。 To this sore strait am I
  come; no longer may I dwell in Thebes; the city that I love; for
  suppose I stay; to what temple or gathering of friends shall I repair?
  For mine is no curse that invites address。 Shall I to Argos? how can
  I; when I am an exile from my country? Well; is there a single other
  city I can fly to? And if there were; am I to be looked at askance
  as a marked man; branded by cruel stabbing tongues; 〃Is not this the
  son of Zeus that once murdered wife and children? Plague take him from
  the land!〃
  Now to one who was erst called happy; such changes are a
  grievous thing; though he who is always unfortunate feels no such
  pain; for sorrow is his birthright。 This; methinks; is the piteous
  pass I shall one day come to; for earth will cry out forbidding me
  to touch her; the sea and the river…springs will refuse me a crossing;
  and I shall become like Ixion who revolves in chains upon that
  wheel。 Wherefore this is best; that henceforth I be seen by none of
  the Hellenes; amongst whom in happier days I lived in bliss。 What
  right have I to live? what profit can I have in the possession of a
  useless; impious life? So let that noble wife of Zeus break forth in
  dancing; beating with buskined foot on heaven's bright floor; for
  now hath she worked her heart's desire in utterly confounding the
  chiefest of Hellas' sons。 Who would pray to such a goddess? Her
  jealousy of Zeus for his love of a woman hath destroyed the
  benefactors of Hellas; guiltless though they were。
  LEADER OF THE CHORUS
  This is the work of none other of the gods than the wife of
  Zeus; thou art right in that surmise。
  THESEUS
  I cannot counsel you to die rather than to go on suffering。
  There is not a man alive that hath wholly 'scaped misfortune's
  taint; nor any god either; if what poets sing is true。 Have they not
  intermarried in ways that law forbids? Have they not thrown fathers
  into ignominious chains to gain the sovereign power? Still they
  inhabit Olympus and brave the issue of their crimes。 And yet what
  shalt thou say in thy defence; if thou; child of man; dost kick
  against the pricks of fate; while they do not? Nay; then; leave Thebes
  in compliance with the law; and come with me to the city of Pallas。
  There; when I have purified thee of thy pollution; will I give thee
  temples and the half of all I have。 Yea; I will give thee all those
  presents I received from the citizens for saving their children; seven
  sons and daughters seven; on the day I slew the bull of Crete; for I
  have plots of land assigned me throughout the country; these shall
  henceforth be called after thee by men; whilst thou livest; and at thy
  death; when thou art gone to Hades' halls; the city of Athens shall
  unite in exalting thy honour with sacrifices and a monument of
  stone。 For 'tis a noble crown for citizens to win from Hellas; even
  a reputation fair; by helping a man of worth。 This is the return
  that I will make thee for saving me; for now art thou in need of
  friends。 But when heaven delights to honour a man; he has no need of
  friends; for the god's aid; when he chooses to give it; is enough。
  HERACLES
  Alas! this is quite beside the question of my troubles。 For my
  part; I do not believe that the gods indulge in unholy unions; and
  as for putting fetters on parents' hands; I have never thought that
  worthy of belief; nor will I now be so persuaded; nor again that one
  god is naturally lord and master of another。 For the deity; if he be
  really such; has no wants; these are miserable fictions of the
  poets。 But I; for all my piteous plight; reflected whether I should
  let myself be branded as a coward for giving up my life。 For whoso
  schooleth not his frail mortal nature to bear fate's buffets as he
  ought; will never be able to withstand even a man's weapon。 I will
  harden my heart against death and seek thy city; with grateful
  thanks for all thou offerest me。
  (He weeps。)
  Of countless troubles have I tasted; God knows; but never yet
  did faint at any or shed a single tear; nay; nor ever dreamt that I
  should come to this; to let the tear…drop fall。 But now; it seems; I
  must be fortune's slave。 Well; let it pass; old father mine; thou
  seest me go forth to exile; and in me beholdest my own children's
  murderer。 Give them burial and lay them out in death with the
  tribute of a tear; for the law forbids my doing so。 Rest their heads
  upon their mother's bosom and fold them in her arms; sad pledges of
  our union; whom I; alas! unwittingly did slay。 And when thou hast
  buried these dead; live on here still; in bitternes maybe; but still
  constrain thy soul to share my sorrows。 O children! he who begat
  you; your own father; hath been your destroyer; and ye have had no
  profit of my triumphs; all my restless toil to win you a fair name
  in life; a glorious guerdon from a sire。 Thee too; unhappy wife;
  this hand hath slain; a poor return to make thee for preserving mine
  honour so safe; for all the weary watch thou long hast kept within
  my house。 Alas for you; my wife; my sons! and woe for me; how sad my
  lot; cut off from wife and child! Ah! these kisses; bitter…sweet!
  these weapons which 'tis pain to own! I am not sure whether to keep or
  let them go; dangling at my side they thus will say; 〃With us didst
  thou destroy children and wife; we are thy children's slayers; and
  thou keepest us。〃 Shall I carry them after that? what answer can I
  make? Yet; am I to strip me of these weapons; the comrades of my
  glorious career in Hellas; and put myself thereby in the power of my
  foes; to die a death of shame? No! I must not let them go; but keep
  them; though it grieve me。 In one thing; Theseus; help my misery; come
  to Argos with me and aid in settling my reward for bringing Cerberus
  thither; lest; if I go all alone; my sorrow for my sons do me some
  hurt。
  O land of Cadmus; and all ye folk of Thebes! cut off your hair;
  and mourn with me; go to my children's burial; and with united dirge
  lament alike the dead and me; for on all of us hath Hera inflicted the
  same cruel blow of destruction。
  THESEUS